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Rock out like you've got an empty appointment book and a full tank of gas. Rock out like Jimi has returned carrying brand new guitar strings. Rock out like the mangos are in season. Rock out like the record player won't skip. Rock out like this was the last weekend, like these are the last words, like you don't ever want to forget how.
HERE AM I by Anis Mojgani. we all wanted that high school sweetheart we wanted to be young in the 50s with meatloaves and sock hops and lawns, lawns so perfect they looked like Clark Gable was kissing them we wanted to be thirteen and alive and meet a girl that was thirteen and alive and walk with her past the grandstands, to sit and hold hands, to sit and kiss, to sit and sit, like it was something you would miss, but that never was we once went to bed like between the bed sheets was a valley with dinosaurs still breathing and how we capture these triceratops? and brontosauruses? but even they were opened up with the smoke that rose out of the homes and the corners that we once climbed through, the streets and the footballs which we once threw, the school desks upon which we once drew, the windows that sat open through we once flew, before the outside world of parking spaces and dead friends came flooding on in and we forgot what we wanted and we became what we become: waitresses and bartenders, city employees and temp positions, we are junkies and one kiss poems and we cry the stars as we write our scars onto dumpsters and electric boxes because the only thing that we can hear is our hearts and the only ones listening are the streets that the blood that breaths through the letters we leave and we dream to rise ourselves up out of these burning buildings but instead we get buried somewhere beneath because I know my life is like some high school kids notebook a high school kid that shuffles back and forth between school and home stacking the letters and the pictures too close for anyone outside of his own imagination to read because its through the ink that his heart beats, that his heart breaths and we all just wanted to write these notes check if you like me check if you dont check if youll date me check if you wont because we all wanted the love songs to be true and we did love dinosaurs once and we wanted the stars to hold our hands, to lick the teeth to fuck us, but they ended up fucking us, so let your smile twist like my heart dancing precariously on the edge of my fingertips, staining them like that same high school kid licking his thoughts, using his sharpie tip writing:
I was here / I was here mothafucka / And aint none of yall can write that in the spot that I just wrote it in / Im here mothafucka and we all here mothafucka and we all mothafuckas, mothafucka / Because every breath I give brings me a second closer to the day that my mother may die / Because every breath I take takes me a second further from the moment she caught my fathers eye / Because every word I carry is another stone to put into place in the foundation that Im building / Because the days can erase something that I never saw / What all of us wanted and what none of us got /What we all had and have and what we all forgot / That we all wanted to be something / That we all became something / And it might not be the shit we once though wed be when we were kids but something is still something and like some cats say, something is better than nothing / Feet are smarter than an engine / And dreams are stronger than thighs / And questions are the only answers we need to know that we are alive as I am when I have the mind of a child, asking why is 2 + 3 always equal to 5 ? / Where do people go to when they die? / What made the beauty of the moon? / And the beauty of the sea? / Did that beauty made you? / Did that beauty make me? / Will that make me something? / Will I be something? / Am I something? And the answer comes: already am, always was, and I still have time to be
SHAKE THE DUST by Anis Mojgani. This is for the fat girls, this is for the little brothers, this is for the school yard wimps, this is for the childhood bullies that tormented them, this is for the former prom queen, this is for the milk crate ball players, this is for the Night Time cereal eaters, and for the retired elderly Wal-Mart store front door greeters Shake the Dust.. This is for the benches and the people sitting on them, for the bus drivers driving a million broken hymns, for the men who have to hold down three jobs simply to hold up their children, for the nighttime schoolers, and for the midnight bikers who are trying to fly Shake the Dust This is for the two year olds who can not be understood because they speak half English and half God, shake the dust, for the girls whose brothers are going crazy! For those gym class wall flowers and for the twelve year old kids afraid of taking public showers, for the kid whose always late to class because he forgets the combination to his locker, for a girl who loves somebody else shake the dust. This is for the hard menthe hard men who want love but know it wont come For the ones who are forgotten, for the ones the amendments do not stand up for, for the ones who are told to speak only when spoken to and then are never spoken to. Speak every time you stand so that you do not forget yourself, never let a moment go by you that doesnt remind you that your heart beats 900 times a day That there are enough gallons of blood to make you an ocean. Do not settle for letting these waves that settle and for the dust to collect in your veins. This is for the sell abate pedophile who keeps on struggling, for the poetry teachers and for the people who go on vacation alone, and for the sweat that drips off of a Mick Jaggers singing lips, and for the shaking skirt on Tina Turners shaking hips, and for the heavens and for the hells for which Tina has lived. This! Is for the tired and for the dreamers, for those families that want to be like the Cleavers, with perfectly made dinners with songs like Wally and the Beaver. This! Is for the big its, this is for the sexists, this is for the killers, this is for the Big House; pin sentenced cats becoming redeemers, and for the springtime that always shows up right after the winters, this is This is for youMake sure that by the time the fishermen returns you are gone, because just like the days I burn at both
ends, every time I write, every time I open my eyes Im cutting out a part of myself to give to you. So Shake the Dust, and take me with you when you do none of thisWhat has this has fucking ever been for me, that pushes and pulls.. pushes and pulls for you! So grab this world by its clothes pins and shake it out again and again and jump on top for a spin and when you hop off shake it off for this is yours. Make, Make my words worth, make it not just another poem that I write not just like another poem like another night, make it like its heavy about us all, walk into it breath it in let it crash through the halls of your arms like the millions of years of millions poets coursing like blood pumping, pushing and making you live, shaking the dust! So when the world knocks at your front door clutch the knob and open on up, running forward into its wide spread greeting arms with your hands before you your fingertips trembling, though they may be.