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WAR STORIES
We have need of all our courage are the words that come to
the surface this morning; on hearing that all our windows are
broken, ceilings down, & most of our china smashed at Meck.
Sq. The bomb exploded. . . . A grim morning.. . . . As I say, we
have need of courage. A very bad raid last night on London.
September 18, 1940
CONNECTION TO THINGS
Plans for buying a house in Lewes & storing our furniture.
Perhaps hiring rooms for our books at the Rectory. Exhilaration
at losing possessions save at times I want my books & chairs
& carpets & beds How I worked to buy them one by one
and the pictures. But to be free of Meck. wd now be a relief. (
20 October)
ON WRITING
I am a little triumphant about the book. I think its an interesting
attempt in a new method. I think its more quintessential than the
other. More milk skimmed off. A richer pat, certainly fresher than
that misery The Years. Ive enjoyed writing almost every page.
This book was only (I must note) written at intervals when the
pressure was at its highest (23 November)
END OF 1940
I detest the hardness of old age I feel it. I rasp. Im tart. . . .
When Desmond praises East Coker, & I am jealous, I walk over
the marsh saying, I am I; & must follow that furrow, not copy
another. That is the only justification for my writing & living. How
one enjoys food now: I make up imaginary meals. (29
December)
1941
London is burning
Joyce is dead
Long entry on January 15 that looks back on her receiving
Ulysses for the first time.
DEPRESSION
A battle against depression, rejection routed today by clearing
our kitchen; by sending the article (a lame one) to N.S.; & by
breaking into PH 2 days, I think, of memoir writing.
This trough of despair shall not, I swear, engulf me. The
solitude is great (26 January)
FINAL ENTRY
Dressmakers two sons died in the war
L is doing the rhododendrons. . .