Ingmar BERGMAN

LANTERNA MAGIC
n romnete de: DAN SHAFRAN, ELENA FLOREA, CARMEN BANCIU
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Cnd mam n !"#t, $n %#&%e '('), mama a*ea gr%+
!+an%o& %, $ntr#"t n# +rea era# !+eran e " *o% !#+ra*%e #%, am
,o!t -ote.at de gra- , "/%ar $n !+%ta&0 ntr#na d%n .%&e, - trn#&
no!tr# med%" de ,am%&%e, *en%nd &a no% $n *%.%t % * .nd#m a
!+#!: 1M%"# #& e!te +e "a&e ! moar de !#-n#tr% %e20 B#n%"a a
de"%! at#n"% ! m d#" "# ea &a &o"#%n a noa!tr de *ar d%n
+ro*%n"%a Da&arna0 n t%m+#& " & tor%e% "# tren#&, "are d#ra +e
at#n"% o .% $ntreag , -#n%"a ma $ndo+at "# +and%+an m#%at $n
a+ 0 Cnd am a3#n!, eram a+roa+e mort0 B#n%"a m%a g !%t $n! o
do%" 4 o ,at dr g# % -&ond , d%ntr#n !at $n*e"%nat0 Starea
! n t %% me&e !a $m-#n t %t tre+tat de% "ont%n#am ! *om%t %
a*eam $n +ermanen d#rer% de -#rt 0
n a,ar de a"ea!ta am ma% !#,er%t % de o !eam de -o&%
ne%dent%,%"ate "eea "e m determ%na ! n# t%# "# +re"%.%e da"
*rea# !a# n# ! tr %e!"0 D%n !tr ,#nd#r%&e memor%e% me&e $m% re*%n
#neor% !en.a %% de at#n"%: m%a!me&e !e"re %%&or "or+ora&e,
$m-r " m%ntea #med % a!+r "are m rodea, &#m%na -&nd a
*e%o.e%, #a $ntrede!"/%! !+re "amera dea& t#r%, re!+%ra %a
adn" a -one%, +a%% $n -#% % % *o"%&e o+t%te d%n 3#r#& me#,
re,&e5e&e ra.e&or de !oare $n "ara,a "# a+ 0 D%n toate a"e!tea $m%
+ot am%nt%, n# $n! % da" eram !t +n%t de team 0 L#"r#& a"e!ta
!a +rod#! ma% tr.%#0
S#,rager%a d dea $n!+re o "#rte $nt#ne"at a,&at $n
!+ate&e "a!e%, $n"on3#rat de #n .%d $na&t de " r m%d : $n "#rte !e
a,&a# #n "&o!et +r%m%t%*, & .% de g#no%, o-o&an% gra% % o -ar de
- t#t "o*oare&e0 St team $n +oa&a "#%*a "are m $ndo+a "# gr%!
moa&e0 Far,#r%a !e a,&a +e o m#ama de "#&oare gr% "# -ord#r
ro%e0 Sma& #& ,ar,#r%e%, a&- "# ,&or% a&-a!tre, re,&e"ta &#m%na !&a-
"e + tr#ndea +r%n ,erea!tr 0 M tot a+&e"am, "nd d%ntro +arte
$ntra&ta, "nd $n ,a , $n"er"nd ! g !e!" "e& ma% -#n #ng/% de
o-!er*are0 La ,%e"are m%"are a "a+#&#%, re,&e5e&e de +e ,ar,#r%a "#
ter"% !e !"/%m-a# ,ormnd mode&e no%0 6e neate+tate am
*om%tat, $m+ro"nd tot#& $n 3#r#& me#0
A"e!tea a# ,o!t +ro-a-%& +r%me&e me&e am%nt%r% de!+re
,am%&%a mea0
Lo"#%am &a eta3#& $nt% a& #ne% "a!e a,&at +e
S7e++argatan "o& "# Storgatan, $n Sto"7/o&m0
n toamna an#&#% '(89, neam m#tat $ntro &o"#%n de +e
:%&&agatan 88, $n "art%er#& O!terma&m0
M%ro!ea a *o+!ea +roa!+ t % a +ar"/et +roa!+ t "er#%t0
n "amera "o+%%&or, #n &%no&e#m ga&-en "a !oare&e % +erde&e
de!"/%!e &a "#&oare de!enate "# "a!te&e % ,&or% de "m+0 De
mama $m% am%nte!" " a*ea m%n%&e mo% % " $% , "ea mere#
t%m+ "a ! ne +o*e!tea!" -a!me0 ;ata, tre.%nd#!e $ntro
d%m%nea , d d%n greea& "# +%"%or#& $n oa&a de noa+te %
e5"&am : 1Ce +or" r%e<2, $n -#" t r%e tre- &#%e!" do# ,ete d%n
Da&arna, "are "nt ma% tot t%m+#&0 La a"e&a% eta3 "# no% &o"#%ete
o to*ar de 3oa" de a"eea% *r!t "# m%ne, +e "are o "/eam
;%++an0 E!te +&%n de ,ante.%e % de %n% %at%* 0 Ne "om+ar m
tr#+#r%&e % g !%m deo!e-%r% %ntere!ante0 C%ne*a ne !#r+r%nde, dar
n# ne tr dea. 0
Se nate !ora mea= e# am +atr# an% % !%t#a %a !e !"/%m-
rad%"a&: o "reat#r gra! , d%,orm "are $n"e+e, d%ntro dat , !
3oa"e ro&#& +r%n"%+a&0 S#nt a&#ngat d%n +at#& mame%, tata rad%a.
de ,er%"%re or% de "te or% +r%*ete g/emoto"#& "are #r& 0 Demon#&
ge&o.%e% $% $n,%ge g/eare&e $n %n%ma mea, t#r-e. de ,#r%e, +&ng,
$m% ,a" ne*o%&e +e +odea % m mn3e!" tot0 Frate&e me# ma% mare
% "# m%ne, d#man% de moarte +n at#n"%, ,a"em +a"e %
n !"o"%m tot ,e&#& de +&an#r% +entr# a o omor$ +e "reat#ra "ea
de.g#!t toare0 D%n n# t%# "e mot%*, ,rate&e me# e!te de + rere
" e# a ,% "e& ma% %nd%"at +entr# a d#"e &a $nde+&%n%re /ot rrea
noa!tr 0 M !%mt m g#&%t % amndo% ate+t m moment#& +otr%*%t0
ntro d#+ am%a. $n!or%t % &%n%t%t , "re.nd#m !%ng#r
a"a! , m ,#r%e. $n dorm%tor#& + r%n %&or, #nde, $n "o#& ! # ro.,
"reat#ra doarme0 m% trag ma% a+roa+e de ea #n !"a#n +e "are
m "a r % r mn a"o&o +r%*%nd#% ,a a #m,&at % g#ra - &oa! 0
Frate&e me# $m% d d#!e %nd%"a %% "&are a!#+ra mod#&#% $n "are
#rma ! a" %one.0 n e&e!e!em $n! gre%t %n!tr#" %#n%&e &#%0 n &o"
!o !trng de gt +e !ora mea, $n"er" ! % !tr%*e!" "o#& +%e+t#&#%0
Se tre.ete %med%at "# #n %+ t !tr%dent, o"/%% e% a+o%, de #n
a&-a!tr# !+ & "%t, m +r%*e!" "r#"%= ,a" #n +a! $na%nte "a ! o +ot
a+#"a ma% -%ne dar $m% +%erd e"/%&%-r#& % "ad, +e +odea0
m% am%nte!" " "eea "e !a $ntm+&at m%a +rod#! o
%nten! !en.a %e de +& "ere, tran!,ormat !#-%t $n groa. 0
M "on"entre. a!#+ra ,otogra,%%&or d%n "o+%& r%e % !t#d%e.
"# &#+a ,a a mame%, $n"er"nd ! re$n*%# !ent%mente dea"#m
a&terate0 O/, da, o %#-eam, %ar $n +o.e&e a"e&ea ea e!te ,oarte
atr g toare: + r#& -ogat, +%e+t nat "# " rare +e m%3&o", +e!te
,r#ntea% &arg % 3oa! , o*a&#& de&%"at a& ,e e%, g#ra de o
!en.#a&%tate +& "#t , +r%*%rea !%n"er % "a&d de !#- !+rn"ene&e
$n"/%!e &a "#&oare % -%ne "ont#rate, m%n%&e m%"% dar +#tern%"e0
M%am%nte!" " %n%ma mea de +atr# an%or% era m%!t#%t de
o drago!te de "%ne0 Re&a %a noa!tr n# era tot#% de&o" &%+!%t de
"om+&%"a %%: de*otament#& me# o %r%ta #neor%, do*e.%&e me&e de
tandre e +re"#m % e,#.%#n%&e me&e %m+et#oa!e o deran3a#0 M
$nde+ rta de!eor% "# "te o o-!er*a %e re"e, %ron%" 0 6&ngeam de
mn%e % de.am g%re0 Re&a %a e% "# ,rate&e me# era ma% !%m+&a,
$ntr#"t &#% tre-#%a ! % %a +ermanent a+ rarea $n ,a a tat &#% me#,
"are& ed#"a "# !e*er%tate r%g#roa! % "are "on!%dera "
+edea+!a "or+ora& -r#ta& "on!t%t#%e m%3&o"#& "e& ma% e,%"%ent de
ed#"a %e0
M%am dat !eama tre+tat " adm%ra %a mea +entr# mama
n# d#"ea &a n%m%" -#n0 Am $n"e+#t aadar ,oarte de*reme !
e5er!e. #n mod de a m "om+orta "are ! % ,a" +& "ere % ! %
atrag aten %a0 Cnd #n#& d%ntre no% !e $m-o&n *ea, +#tea ,% !%g#r
de toat "om+a!%#nea % gr%3a e%0 E#, ,%%nd -o&n *%"%o! de ,e&#&
me#, m%am g !%t "a&ea !%g#r !+re tandre ea e% !%m#&nd #neor%
d%,er%te !#,er%n e0 S%m#& r%&e era# $n! de!eor% de!"o+er%te 4
mama ,%%nd de +ro,e!%e %n,%rm%er 4 % +ede+!%te e5em+&ar0
Ma% era % #n a&t mod de a% atrage aten %a, dar ma%
+er%"#&o!0 De!"o+er%!em " mama n# +#tea !#+orta %nd%,eren a %
de.%ntere!#& d%n +artea a&tora: a"e!tea era# arme&e de "are !e
,o&o!ea n#ma% ea0 Am $n* at a!t,e& ! m% $n,rne. !#,er%n a % am
$n"e+#t #n 3o" no#, a&e " r#% "om+onente +r%n"%+a&e era#
arogan a % ama-%&%tatea re"e0 N# ma% t%# e5a"t "#m m
"om+ortam +e at#n"%, dar dor%n a de a % at%nge !"o+#& te ,a"e
%n*ent%* a!t,e& " , de!t#& de re+ede, am o- %n#t "eam *r#t0
6ro-&ema "ea ma% d%,%"%& era a"eea " n# m% !e d dea
n%"%odat +o!%-%&%tatea ! ren#n &a a"e!t 3o", ! m% da# ma!"a 3o!
% ! m -#"#r tot#% de drago!tea e%0
M#& % an% ma% tr.%#, "nd mama . "ea $n !+%ta& d#+ #n a&
do%&ea %n,ar"t, "# #n t#- $n na!, am a3#n! ! *or-%m, $n !,r%t,
#n#& "# "e& &a&t de!+re *%a a noa!tr 0 Iam +o*e!t%t at#n"%
!#,er%n e&e "o+%& r%e% me&e % ea m%a m rt#r%!%t " %a dat !eama
de ,r mnt r%&e me&e, n# "redea " !#nt att de mar% +e "t
"redeam e# ! !#nt0 6reo"#+at tot#% de a"ea!t +ro-&em , !e
adre!a!e #n#% ren#m%t +ed%atr#, "are a !, t#%to $ntr#n mod
,oarte !er%o! ! re!+%ng "# ,erm%tate "eea "e e& n#mea
1tentat%*e&e me&e +ato&og%"e de a+ro+%ere20 Or%"e %nd#&gen mar
,% +#t#t mar"a +entr# tot re!t#& *%e %%0
m% am%nte!" *ag de o *%.%t &a +ed%atr#& re!+e"t%*0 Mot%*#&
+r%n"%+a& era a"e&a " , de% a*eam a!e an%, re,#.am tot#% !
merg &a "oa& 0 >% d#+ .% eram d#! !a# "/%ar trt $n "&a! ,
#r&nd de ,r%" 0 :om%tam tot t%m+#&, &e%nam !a# !#,eream de
+%erder% de e"/%&%-r#0 n "e&e d%n #rm am %e%t $n*%ng tor % mer!#&
me# &a "oa& a ,o!t amnat +e o +er%oad nedeterm%nat 0 De
*%.%ta &a "#no!"#t#& +ed%atr# n# am +#t#t tot#% ! m e!"/%*e.0
Do"tor#& a*ea o -ar- mare, #n g#&er $na&t % era ea+ n
% m%ro!ea +#tern%" a tra-#"0 M%a tra! +anta&on%% $n 3o!, m%a
a+#"at "# o mn m%"#& me# organ !+e"%,%" !e5#&#% $n t%m+ "e, "#
ar t tor#& de &a "ea&a&t mn m%a de!enat +e +#-%! #n tr%#ng/%0
A+o% !a adre!at mame%, "are !t tea +# %n ma% $ntro +arte, $n
!+ate&e me#, $n manto#& e% garn%!%t "# -&an % "# + & r%a% de
"at%,ea *erde $n"/%!, "# *oa&et : 1A%"% !e *ede &%m+ede " e!te
$n" #n "o+%&20
D#+ "e neam $ntor! a"a! de &a do"tor, am ,o!t
$m-r "at "# or #&e #& me# ga&-en de!"/%! "# -ord#r ro%e, +e
-#.#nar#& " r#%a era -rodat o +%!%" 0 Am +r%m%t o "an "#
"%o"o&at "a&d % o tart%n "# -rn. 0 A+o% mam d#! $n "amera
"o+%%&or, $n !,r%t re"#"er%t , ,%%nd" ,rate&e a*nd !"ar&at%n
a""e!#& me# era %nter.%! +n &a *%nde"area &#%0 S+eram, de!%g#r,
" *a m#r%, !"ar&at%n ,%%nd +e at#n"% o -oa& +er%"#&oa! 0 M%am
&#at d%n d#&a+#& "# 3#" r%% " r# a de &emn "# ro % ro%% % !+% e
ga&-ene, &a "are am ataat % #n "a& de &emn0 ?"oa&a "ea
amen%n toare de*en%!e dea"#m o %mag%ne +a&%d , de *reme "e
n# ma% eram o-&%gat ! am dea ,a"e "# ea0
ntro .% *%,oroa! de %arn , +e &a $n"e+#t#& an#&#% '(@A
m%a te&e,onat &a teatr# mama, !+#nnd#m% " tata !e a,& $n
!+%ta&, #nde #rmea. ! ,%e o+erat de o t#moare ma&%gn &a
e!o,ag0 :ro%a ! % ,a" tate% o *%.%t 0 Iam r !+#n! " nam n%"%
d%!+o.% %a ne"e!ar % n%"% t%m+, "a tata % "# m%ne n# a*eam "e !
ne !+#nem, " e& n# era +entr# m%ne de"t o +er!oan oare"are
% " , *%.%tnd#& "nd !e a,&a +e +at#& de moarte na ,% , "#t
de"t ! & !+er%% % ! & !tn3ene!"0 Mama !a !#+ rat0 N# a "edat0
Mam $n,%er-ntat at#n"% % e#, %nter.%"nd#%, or%"e anta3 a,e"t%*0
?anta3#& era mere# a"e&a%: 1, o "e& +# %n +entr# m%ne20 Mama !
a $n,#r%at at#n"% r # de tot % a $n"e+#t ! +&ng 0 Iam am%nt%t "
&a"r%m%&e n# ma# %m+re!%onat n%"%odat 0 D#+ "are am +#!
te&e,on#& $n ,#r" 0
n !eara a"eea a tre-#%t ! r mn &a teatr#0 Mam +&%m-at
+e!te tot +r%n "#&%!e, am !tat de *or- "# a"tor%%, %am *rt $n
!a& +e !+e"tator%% "are $ntr.%a!er d%n "a#.a *%!"o&#&#%0 Am !tat
ma% m#&t $n -%ro#& me# % am &#"rat &a !"enar%#& +%e!e% &#% 6eter
Be%!!, 1In*e!t%ga %a20
S#n te&e,on#& % ,ata de &a "entra& $m% !+#ne " &ng ea
!e a,& doamna Bergman "are "ere ! *or-ea!" "# domn#&
d%re"tor0 A*nd $n *edere " e5%!ta# ma% m#&te 1doamne
Bergman2 de!+re "are ar ,% +#t#t ,% *or-a, am $ntre-at ener*at
de!+re "are na%-a doamn Bergman e!te *or-a0 Uor !+er%at ,
,ata de &a "entra& m%a !+#! " e!te *or-a de mama domn#&#%
d%re"tor, "are *rea ! % *or-ea!" ,%#&#% e% 4 %med%at0 Mam d#! !
o %a# +e mama, "are !e &#+ta!e d%n gre# "# *%!"o&#& "a ! a3#ng
+n &a teatr#0 % +%erd#!e a+roa+e "# tot#& r !#,&area, att d%n
"a#.a e,ort#&#% % a !#+ r r%%, "t % d%n "a#.a %n%m%% e% !& -%te0 Am
r#gato ! %a &o" % am $ntre-ato da" dorete o "ea" "# "ea%0
M%a r !+#n! " n# are n%"% "ea ma% m%" %nten %e ! !e ae.e % $n
n%"% #n "a. ! -ea "ea%0 Un !%ng#r &#"r# dorea d%n toat %n%ma: !
ma% a#d $n" o dat d%n g#ra mea toate gro!o& n%%&e, toate
"#*%nte&e &%+!%te de !en!%-%&%tate % toate %n,am%%&e +e "are % &e
!+#!e!em &a te&e,on "/%ar $n a"ea d#+ am%a. 0 :ro%a ! m +oat
+r%*% dre+t $n ,a $n t%m+ "e $m% renegam %m% %n!#&tam + r%n %%0
> +ada de +e /a%ne&e e% $n"e+#!e ! !e to+ea!" ,
,ormnd +ete $nt#ne"ate +e "o*or0 Mama era ,oarte +a&%d , "#
o"/%% a+r%n% de mn%e, "# na!#& $nro%t0
Am $n"er"at !a o $m-r %e. % ! o ! r#t, dar ma $m+%n!
% m%a tra! o +a&m 0 C;e/n%"a de + &m#%t a mame% era de
ne$ntre"#tD0 Lo*%t#ra $m% ,#!e!e a+&%"at "# mna !tng % "#
*%te.a ,#&ger#&#% %ar do# *er%g/ete gre&e ma# , "#t ! !%mt -%ne
t r%a +ede+!e%0 Am %.-#"n%t $n r! $n t%m+ "e mama $n"e+# !
+&ng $n /o/ote0 Se & ! ! "ad 4 n# , r o an#me d%- "%e 4
+e #n !"a#n de &ng ma!a de "on,er%n % $% a!"#n!e ,a a $n
mna drea+t $n t%m+ "e "# "ea&a&t " #ta $n +oet o -at%!t 0
Mam ae.at &ng ea % am a!%g#rato " o ! m d#",
-%ne$n e&e!, ! % ,a" tate% o *%.%t &a !+%ta&, " $m% +are r # de tot
"eam !+#! % " o rog d%n toat %n%ma ! m %erte0
Ea m $m-r %a "# +#tere % $m% !+#!e " n# *rea ! m
re %n n%"% #n m%n#t $n +&#!0 Am - #t tot#% "ea% $m+re#n % ne
am $ntre %n#t +r%etenete +n &a ora do#a noa+tea0
L#"r#& a"e!ta !e $ntm+&a $ntro mar %0 D#m%n%"a
#rm toare, $n "#r!#& d%m%ne %%, am +r%m%t #n te&e,on de &a #n
"#no!"#t a& ,am%&%e% noa!tre "are &o"#%a &a mama +e d#rata
%ntern r%% tate% $n !+%ta& % "are ma r#gat ! m d#" %med%at a"a!
$ntr#"t mama !e !%mte ,oarte r #0 Med%"#& mame%, +ro,e!or#&
Nanna S"/Eart. #rma ! !o!ea!" % ea a"o&o d%ntro "&%+ $n a&ta
%ar +e moment, "r%.a tre"#!e0 Mam gr -%t ! a3#ng a"a! , +e
Storgatan F0 M%a de!"/%! do"tor% a "are ma an#n at %med%at "
mama m#r%!e de "te*a m%n#te0
S+re +ro+r%am% #%m%re am $n"e+#t ! +&ng $n /o/ote,
ne!t +n%t0 M%am re*en%t re+ede, - trna do"tor% r m !e!e
$n"remen%t %nnd#m% mna $n mna e%0 D#+ "e mam &%n%t%t
m%a +o*e!t%t " tot#& a de"#r! ,oarte re+ede, "r%.a a*nd ,a.e de
"te do# .e"% de m%n#te ,%e"are0
6# %n ma% tr.%# m a,&am !%ng#r $n a+artament#& &%n%t%t a&
mame%0
Ea . "ea $n +at#& e%, $m-r "at "# o " maa e&e noa+te
de ,&ane&, de "#&oare a&- %ar +e de a!#+ra a*ea o 3a"/e %" -&e#,
tr%"otat 0 Ca+#& $% era +# %n $n"&%nat $ntro +arte, g#ra #or $ntre
de!"/%! 0 Era +a&%d , a*ea #m-re $n 3#r#& o"/% &or, + r#& e% $n"
negr# era +%e+t nat "# gr%3 4 -a n#, + r#& n#% ma% era negr#, "%
de #n "en#%% meta&%" % $n #&t%m%% an% $& +#rta!e t %at !"#rt dar $n
%mag%nea +e "are %am + !trato, + r#& e era negr#, +oate "#
"te*a #*% e "en#%%0 M%n%&e % !e od%/nea# +e +%e+t0 6e ar t tor#&
de +e mna !tng a*ea #n m%" +&a!t#re0
n" +erea ,# -r#!" %n*adat de &#m%na +#tern%" a %ern%%
tr.%%0 M%"#& dete+t tor de +e no+t%er t%" %a "# .e&0
A*eam !ent%ment#& "a mama re!+%r , m% !e + rea "
+%e+t#& % !e r%d%" % "o-oar , " a#d #n re!+%rat #or, " * d "/%ar
% o tre! r%re a +&eoa+e&or, a*eam !en.a %a " ea dormea, de ,a+t,
% " !e *a !"#&a d%ntro "&%+ $n a&ta $ne& tor#& 3o" a& !tereot%+%%&or
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+e!te + r#& +%e+t nat "# m#&t gr%3 0 C/%ar $n ,a a "a!e% +aro/%a&e
!e a,&a C m%n#& Soare&#% #nde &o"#%a# !#ror%&e ,oarte - trne "are
$% +etre"#!er *%a a $ntreag $n !+%ta&0 E&e !e "om+orta# "a % "#m
ar ,% , "#t +arte d%ntr#n ord%n de " &#g r% e "# !e*ere reg#&%
mona/a&e0 ;o % "e% "e &o"#%a# $n C m%n#& Soare&#% +#tea# +r%*%
ne!t%ng/er% % $n %nter%or#& "#r %% &o"#%n e% +aro/%a&e0 ?% aa %
, "ea#0
;re-#%e ! m rt#r%!e!" " m gnde!" "# +& "ere %
%ntere! &a +r%m%% me% an% +etre"# % a"o&o0 Fante.%a % tr %r%&e me&e
a# ,o!t a&%mentate a-#ndent % n#m% am%nte!" ! m ,% +&%"t%!%t
*reodat 0 D%m+otr%* , .%&e&e % ore&e era# $n" r"ate de $ntm+& r%
neo-%n#%te, e*en%mente neate+tate, momente mag%"e0 Read#"
mere# d%n memor%e +e%!a3#& "o+%& r%e% me&e % re#e!" ! ,a" !
rea+ar &#m%na, m%re!me&e, oamen%%, $n" +er%&e, an#m%te
momente, ge!t#r%, tona&%t % !a# o-%e"te0 Rareor% !#nt e+%!oade
de!+re "are !ar +#tea +o*e!t% "te "e*a, "% ma% "#rnd !#nt #n
,e& de ,%&me, !"#rte !a# &#ng%, , "#te neorgan%.at % , r #n +#n"t
"#&m%nant0
6r%*%&eg%#& "o+%& r%e%: a"e&a de a te m%"a ne!tn3en%t $ntre
mag%e % ama&gam#& tr %r%&or "ot%d%ene, $ntre groa.a nem rg%n%t %
-#"#r%a e5#-erant 0 N# e5%!ta# n%"% #n ,e& de "ert%t#d%n% $n a,ar
de %nterd%" %% % reg#&%, "are era# $n! a!em n toare #nor !ent%n e,
%n"om+re/en!%-%&e de "e&e ma% m#&te or%0 A!t,e& t%# " n#
$n e&egeam "e $n!eamn t%m+#&: 1tre-#%e odat %odat ! $n*e %
% t# ! ,%% +#n"t#a&, doar %am d r#%t % #n "ea!, t%% ! "%tet%
ore&e20 C# toate a"e!tea t%m+#& n# e5%!ta +entr# m%ne0 ntr.%am
&a "oa& , $ntr.%am &a ma! 0 Co&%ndam "# ne+ !are +r%n +ar"#&
!+%ta&#&#%, +r%*eam de 3#r$m+re3#r % ,a-#&am, t%m+#& n# ma%
e5%!ta, "te "e*a $m% am%ntea &a #n moment dat " +ro-a-%& $m%
era ,oame % a+o% #rma !"anda&#&0 Fante.%%&e me&e +#tea# ,%
de!+ r %te "# gre# de "eea "e era de ,a+t rea&0 Da" m%a ,% dat
!%&%n a a ,% re#%t +oate ! ,a" $n aa ,e& "a rea&%tatea ! m% a+ar
"a atare, dar e5%!ta# $n ea J % ,antome % !+%r%te0 C# e&e "#m
tre-#%a ! +ro"ede.K Iar -a!me&e $% a*ea# %.*or#& $n rea&%tateK
Dar D#mne.e# !a# $nger%%K I!#! Hr%!to!K Adam % E*aK 6oto+#& &#%
NoeK C#m a ,o!t de ,a+t "# A-ra/am % "# I!aa"K a *r#t e&
$ntrade* r ! % ta%e gt#& ,%#&#% ! #K Emo %onat, +r%*eam de!ene&e
&#% Dor%!, %dent%,%"nd#m "# I!aa", % a"ea!ta era rea&%tatea:
;at & *ro%a ! % ta%e gt#& &#% Ingmar, "e !e *a $ntm+&a da"
$nger#& a+are +rea tr.%#K :or +&nge at#n"% "# to %%0 Snge&e !e
*a !"#rge % Ingmar !#rde, +a&%d0 Ar ,% +#t#t ,% % rea&%tate0
A #rmat a+o% "%nematogra,#&0
Era# ! +t mn%&e de d%na%ntea Cr "%#n#&#%0 Domn#&
Gan!!on, o,er#& ar/%-ogate% m t#% Anna, $n*emntat $n &%*rea,
ne ad#!e!e de3a o m#& %me de "ado#r% de Cr "%#n, "are ,#!e!er
+#!e, "a de o-%"e%, $n de-ara#a de !#- tre+te&e "e d#"ea# &a
eta3#& $nt%0 Un#& d%ntre +a"/ete Un% tre.ea $n mod !+e"%a& o
"#r%o.%tate e5"e!%* : era maron % dre+t#ng/%#&ar, %ar +e /rt%a $n
"are era $m+a"/etat !"r%a 1Fer!ner!20 A"ea!ta era o ,%rm de
mater%a&e ,oto, a,&at +e Hamnga!-a"7en0 A"o&o n# !e *%ndea#
n#ma% a+arate de ,otogra,%at, "% % ade* rate a+arate de +ro%e" %e0
Ma% m#&t de"t or%"e a&t"e*a $m% doream #n a+arat de
+ro%e" %e0 C# #n an $na%nte ,#!e!em +entr# +r%ma oar &a "%nema
% * .#!em #n ,%&m de!+re #n "a&, "red " !e n#mea Frumosul
murg, "are ,#!e!e t#rnat d#+ o ren#m%t "arte +entr# "o+%%0
F%&m#& r#&a &a "%nema St#re % am !tat $n +r%m#& rnd $n &o3 0
A"e!ta a ,o!t +entr# m%ne $n"e+#t#&0 De at#n"% ma "#+r%n! #n ,%or
de "are n# mam ma% &e"#%t0 Um-re&e !%&en %oa!e $% $ndre+ta#
!+re m%ne ,e e&e &or +a&%de, adre!nd#!e "# *o"%&e &or nea#.%te
"e&or ma% ta%n%"e !ent%mente a&e me&e0 A# tre"#t a%.e"% de an%,
n%m%" n# !a !"/%m-at, a r ma! a"e&a% ,%or0
Ma% tr.%#, !+re toamn , mam d#! $n *%.%t &a #n "o&eg de
"&a! 0 A"e!ta a*ea #n +ro%e"tor % "te*a ,%&me % nea %n*%tat, +e
;%++an % +e m%ne, aa "#m !e "#*enea, &a #n !+e"ta"o&0 M% !a
+erm%! ! $n*rte!" "# man%*e&a, $n t%m+ "e ga.da $% , "ea "#rte
&#% ;%++an0
Cr "%#n#& $n!emna +entr# no% o e5+&o.%e de d%!tra" %%0
Mama, "# o mn ,erm , !e $ngr%3ea de reg%e0 n !+ate&e a"e!te%
org%% de o!+%ta&%tate, +rn.#r%, r#de !o!%te $n *%.%ta, "ado#r% de
Cr "%#n % e*en%mente re&%g%oa!e tre-#%e ! !e ,% a,&at o "ert
a"t%*%tate organ%.ator%" 0
A3#n#& era &a no% o ! r- toare de!t#& de &%n%t%t , "are
$n"e+ea +e &a ora "%n"% $n -%!er%" , "# r#g "%#nea de Cr "%#n %
"ont%n#a "# o "%n de o *e!e&%e a-%a %n#t $n ,r#= era# a+o%
a+r%n!e &#mn r%&e d%n -rad#& de Cr "%#n, !e "%tea# %!tor%oare
re&%g%oa!e, d#+ "are eram tr%m%% &a "#&"are d%n t%m+, deoare"e a
do#a .% de d%m%nea tre-#%a ! mergem &a !&#3-a d%n .or%, "are +e
at#n"% a*ea &o", $n ade* rat#& !en! a& "#*nt#&#%, &a %*%rea .or%&or0
n" n# !e $m+ r %!er dar#r%&e, dar era o !"ar *e!e& , #n
+a&+%tant +ro&og a& ,e!t%*%t %&or de Cr "%#n0 D#+ !&#3-a d%n .or%
#rma m%"#& de3#n de Cr "%#n, "# &#mn r% a+r%n!e % !#net de
trom+ete0 ;ata, "are% $nde+&%n%!e o-&%ga %%&e +ro,e!%ona&e, $%
!"/%m-a ro-a !a"erdota& "# /a%na de "a! 0 Era ,oarte -%ned%!+#!
% %nea #n d%!"#r! %m+ro*%.at $n ,a a oa!+e %&or, "nta #n "nte"
"om+#! de e& $n!#%, toa!ta "# #n +a/ar de ra"/%#, %m%tnd#%
"on,ra %% % , "nd#ne +e to % ! rdem0 M gnde!" de!eor% &a
3o*%a&%tatea %, &%+!a &#% de gr%3%, &a d#%o%a, ama-%&%tatea %
e5#-eran a &#%0 ;oate a"e!tea +#!e att de #or $n #m-r de
momente&e $n "are era ta"%t#rn, gra*, -r#ta&, %nd%,erent0 Cred " ,
ma% tr.%#, $n am%nt%r%&e me&e, am ,o!t de!eor% m#&t +rea nedre+t
,a de tat & me#0 D#+ m%"#& de3#n mergeam "# to %% &a "#&"are %
dormeam "te*a ore0 6re+arat%*e&e %nterne tre-#%e ! !e ,%
de!, #rat $n! $n "ont%n#are= &a ora do# , "nd $n"e+ea !
am#rgea!" , era moment#& "a,e&e% de d#+ am%a. 0 U%&e era#
de!"/%!e +entr# to % "e% "are a*ea# +& "erea ! *%n $n "a!a
+aro/%a& "a ! ne ,a" #r r% de ! r- tor%0 M#& % d%ntre +r%eten%%
"a!e% era# m#.%"%en% de me!er%e, a!t,e& " , +r%ntre ,e!t%*%t %&e d%n
d#+ am%a.a Cr "%#n#&#% !e a,&a de "e&e ma% m#&te or% % #n
"on"ert %m+ro*%.at0 Se a+ro+%a moment#& "#&m%nant a& ! r- tor%%
Cr "%#n#&#% % an#me "%na0 A"ea!ta era !er*%t $n !+a %oa!a
-#" t r%e, %ar ord%nea !o"%a& era, +ro*%.or%# nere!+e"tat 0 ;oate
,e&#r%&e de mn"are era# ae.ate +e !er*ante % ra,t#r% a"o+er%te
"# ,e e de ma! 0 n t%m+#& me!e% era# $m+ r %te dar#r%&e de
Cr "%#n0 Se ad#"ea# "o#r%&e +&%ne "# dar#r%, tata !e a,&a $n
e5er"% %#& ,#n" %#n%%, "# tra-#"#& % "# +a/ar#& de +#n"%, !e
$nmna# "ado#r%&e, !e "%tea# +oe.%%, "are era# a+&a#date %
"omentate, ,%e"are dar ,%%nd $n!o %t de o +oe.%e0
A"#m *%ne +o*e!tea "# a+arat#& de +ro%e" %e: ,rate&e me#
a ,o!t a"e&a "are &a +r%m%t0 E# am $n"e+#t %med%at ! #r&#, am ,o!t
-r#,t#&#%t, am d%!+ r#t !#- ma! , #nde am "ont%n#at ! m
.*r"o&e!" % ! %+0 M% !a !+#! " m "ar ! m% %n g#ra0 Am dat
,#ga $n "amera "o+%%&or, $n3#rnd % -&e!temnd, mam gnd%t &a
#n moment dat ! ,#g dea"a! dar, $n "e&e d%n #rm , deatta
!#+ rare, am adorm%t0
6etre"erea a "ont%n#at0
Mam tre.%t !eara, tr.%#0 De 3o! o a#.eam +e Gertr#d
"ntnd #n "nte" +o+#&ar, *e%o.a era a+r%n! 0 6e "omoda $na&t
!tr &#"ea #or #n tran!+erant "# %e!&ea % $n"/%narea mag%&or0 6e
ma!a +&%ant , de "#&oare a&- , +r%ntre "e&e&a&te "ado#r% +r%m%te de
,rate&e me#, !e a,&a % a+arat#& de +ro%e" %e "# /orn#& &#% $ndo%t, "#
&ent%&a !a de a&am , -%ne ,a!onat % "# !#+ort#& +entr# ro&e&e de
,%&m0
Am &#at o /ot rre ra+%d , &am tre.%t +e ,rate&e me# % %
am +ro+#! #n trg0 Iam o,er%t $n !"/%m-#& a+arat#&#% de +ro%e" %e
"e% o !#t de !o&da % de +&#m- +e "are $% a*eam0 Deoare"e Dag
era +o!e!or#& #ne% mar% armate de !o&da % de +&#m-, ,%%nd
+ermanent %m+&%"at $n tot ,e&#& de a" %#n% r .-o%n%"e "# +r%eten%%
! %, am $n"/e%at #n a"ord, !+re !at%!,a" %a am-e&or + r %0
A+arat#& de +ro%e" %e era dea"#m a& me#0 N# era
n%"%de"#m o ma%n r%e "om+&%"at 0 O &am+ de +etro& "on!t%t#%a
!#r!a de &#m%n , %ar man%*e&a !e a,&a $n &eg t#r "# o roat
d%n at % "%& o "r#"e ma&te. 0 6e m#"/%a +o!ter%oar a "ar"a!e% de
ta-& era ,%5ata o og&%nd re,&e"toare !%m+& 0 n !+ate&e &ent%&e% !e
a,&a #n !#+ort +entr# d%!+o.%t%*e&e "o&or0 ;ot d%n a+arat ma% , "ea
+arte % o "#t%e *%o&et 0 Con %nea "te*a %mag%n% +e !t%"& % o
+e&%"#& "o&or !e+%a CJA mmD0 F%&m#& a*ea o &#ng%me de
a+ro5%mat%* tre% metr% % era &%+%t &a "e&e do# "a+ete ,ormnd #n
,e& de -andero& mare0 6e ram era o %nd%"a %e: ,%&m#& !e %nt%t#&a
Frau Holle. C%ne era a"ea!t Fra# Ho&&e, n%men% n# t%a, dar ma%
tr.%# neam & m#r%t " era *or-a de o re+&%" +o+#&ar a .e% e%
med%teraneene a %#-%r%%0
A do#a .% d%m%nea am %ntrat $n gardero-#& $n" + tor d%n
"amera "o+%%&or, am ae.at a+arat#& de +ro%e" %e +e o "#t%e de
.a/ r, am a+r%n! &am+a "# +etro& % am $ndre+tat !#r!a de &#m%n
$n!+re +erete&e a&-0 D#+ a"eea am +#! ,%&m#&0
6e +erete a+ r# %mag%nea #ne% +a3%t%0 6e +a3%te dormea
o tn r ,eme%e, $m-r "at $n mod e*%dent $ntr#n "o!t#m
na %ona&0 Am $n"e+#t ! $n*rt man%*e&a0 A"e& moment n# +oate ,%
de!"r%!= na +#tea ! e5+&%" +r%n "#*%nte !#re!"%tarea mea de
at#n"%, dar $m% +ot am%nt% de m%ro!#& meta&#&#% $n"%n!, de a"e&a de
na,ta&%n % +ra, d%n gardero-, de man%*e&a d%n mna mea % de
dre+t#ng/%#& trem#rnd de +e +erete0
Am $n*rt%t man%*e&a0 Fata !e tre.%, !e r%d%" +# %n, a+o% !e
!"#& $n"et $n +%"%oare, $% $nt%n!e -ra e&e, !e $ntoar!e "# !+ate&e %
d%!+ r# $n!+re drea+ta0 Da" $n*rteam $n "ont%n#are man%*e&a,
,ata !e a,&a d%n no# $nt%n! a"o&o 3o!, re+etnd a+o% "# e5a"t%tate
a"e&ea% m%" r% d%na%nte0
Se m%"a0
II
Co+%& r%a +etre"#t $n "a!a +aro/%a& a !anator%#&#% So,%a:
r%tm#& *%e %% "ot%d%ene, an%*er! r%&e, ! r- tor%&e re&%g%oa!e,
d#m%n%"%&e0 O-&%ga %%, 3o"#r%, &%-ertate, ord%ne % !%g#ran 0 Dr#m#&
&#ng, $nt#ne"at, !+re "oa& , 3o"#& "# -%&e % +&%m- r%&e "# -%"%"&eta,
+r%m *ara, !er%&e de d#m%n%" "# &e"t#r%&e &or $n ,a a em%ne#&#%,
toamna0
N# t%am " mama tr %a o %#-%re +&%n de +a!%#ne +entr#
#n a&t - r-at % n%"% " tata !#,erea de o grea de+re!%e0 Mama era
+e +#n"t#& de a de!,a"e " ! tor%a, tata amen%n a " $% %a *%a a0
A+o% !a# $m+ "at, /ot rnd ! r mn $m+re#n 1de drag#&
"o+%%&or2, "#m !e !+#nea +e at#n"%0 No% n# am o-!er*at n%m%" d%n
toate a"e!tea !a# ,oarte +# %n0
ntro !ear de toamn m a,&am $n "amera "o+%%&or,
o"#+at "# a+arat#& me# de ,%&mat0 Sora mea adorm%!e $n "amera
mame%, %ar ,rate&e me# era a,ar +entr# #n e5er"% %# de t%r0
Deodat am a#.%t o "eart *%o&ent de &a +arter0 Mama +&ngea
%ar tata *or-ea "# o *o"e !#+ rat 0
Era# n%te !#nete $n!+ %mnt toare +e "are n# &e a#.%!em
n%"%odat +n at#n"%0 Mam re+e.%t +e tre+te $n 3o! % %am * .#t
a"o&o, $n /o&, +e mama % +e tata d%!"#tnd a+r%n!0 Mama $n"er"a
! % a+#"e manto#& +e "are tata $& %nea $n! !trn!0 D#+ "te*a
"&%+e ea d d# dr#m#& manto#&#% % a&erg $n!+re #a "or%dor#&#%0
;ata *en% $n ,a a e%, o $m+%n!e $ntro +arte % !e ae. $n ,a a #%%0
Mama !e re+e.% a!#+ra &#% % $n"e+#r ! !e &#+te0 Mama $& &o*% +e
tata +e!te ,a %ar e& o $m-rn"%, %.-%ndo de +erete0 Ea $% +%erd#
e"/%&%-r#& % " .#0 n a"e& moment am %+at tare0 Sora mea, tre.%t
de atta g & g%e, a+ r# $n "a+#& !" r%&or0 n"e+# %med%at !
+&ng 0 Mama % tata $n"etar -r#!" "earta0
m% am%nte!" $n! de!t#& de *ag de "eea "e !a $ntm+&at
#&ter%or0 Mama edea +e !o,a $n "amera e%= $% "#rgea !nge d%n
na!0 n"er"a !o &%n%tea!" +e !ora mea0 E#, !tnd $n +%"%oare, $n
"amera "o+%%&or, "# o"/%% &a a+arat#& de +ro%e" %e, a+o% " .nd
+atet%" $n gen#n"/% % +rom% nd#% &#% D#mne.e# " % *o% ad#"e
"a o,rand att ,%&m#& "t % a+arat#&, da" mama % tata *or ,%
%ar % +r%eten%0 R#g m%ntea m%a ,o!t a!"#&tat 0 Inter*en% +a!tor#&
e,, !#+er%or#& tate% d%n +aro/%a Hed*%gE&eonora0 6 r%n %% me% !e
$m+ "ar a!t,e&, %ar ar/%-ogata noa!tr m t# Anna $% &# "# ea
$n *a"an $ntro &#ng " & tor%e +r%n Ita&%a0 B#n%"a &e %n# &o"#& %
aa a# ,o!t re!ta-%&%te ord%nea % !%g#ran a %&#.or%e0
B#n%"a &o"#%a ma% tot t%m+#& &a U++!a&a dar a*ea % o
,r#moa! "a! de0 *ar $n +ro*%n"%a Da&arna0 Cnd, &a *r!ta de
tre%.e"% de an%, r ma!e * d#* , $m+ r % $n do# a+artamente
&#5oa!a e% &o"#%n de +e ;rLdgMrd!gatan % o"#+ "%n"% "amere, o
-#" t r%e % o "amer +entr# !er*%toare0 Cnd eram m%" ea &o"#%a
a"o&o $m+re#n "# domn%oara E&&en N%&!!on, #n ,e& de mon#ment
, r *r!t d%n +ro*%n"%a Sma&and, "are g tea -%ne, era e5agerat
de re&%g%oa! %ar +e no%, "o+%%%, ne r !, a0 Cnd m#r% -#n%"a, E&&en,
%#-%t % tem#t totodat , "ont%n# ! o !er*ea!" +e mama0 La
*r!ta de a+te.e"% % "%n"% de an% !e $m-o&n *% de "an"er &a
&ar%nge, $% , "# te!tament#&, $% aran3a "amera, $% !"/%m- -%&et#&
de "&a!a a do#a, "#m+ rat de mama, "# #n#& de "&a!a a tre%a %
+&e" &a !ora e% &a 6ata/o&m, #nde m#r% "te*a &#n% ma% tr.%#0
E&&en N%&!!on, +e "are no%, "o+%%% o n#meam La&&a, a tr %t &a ,am%&%%&e
-#n%"%% % mame% me&e ma% m#&t de "%n"%.e"% de an%0
B#n%"a % La&&a "on*%e #%a# $ntro !%m-%o. +er,e"t d%n
"are n# &%+!ea# gree&% mora&e % $m+ " r%, dar "are n# era +#!
n%"%odat $n d%!"# %e0 6entr# m%ne, a"ea &o"#%n mare C+oate n#
"/%ar aa de mareD d%n &%n%t%ta ;rLdgMrd!gatan era $ntr#"/%+area
!%g#ran e% % a mag%e%0 N#meroa!e "ea!#r% m !#ra# t%m+#&, &#m%na
!oare&#% !e +&%m-a +e!te #r%ae&e "o*oare *er.%0 Fo"#& d%n !o-e&e
de ,a%an r !+ndea #n m%ro! +& "#t, #n ,e& de *#%et !e a#.ea $n
/orn#r%, %ar #% e&e !o-e&or . ng nea#0 D%n "nd $n "nd tre"ea +e
!trad "te o !an%e "# .#rg & %0 C&o+ot#& Dom#&#% - tea +entr#
!&#3- !a# +entr# *reo $nmormntare0 D%m%nea a % !eara !e
a#.ea $nde+ rtat % !t%n!, "&o+ot#& de &a -%!er%"a G#n%&&a0
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+ tr#ndea, "a&d % %nten! $n tot a+artament#&, "onto+%nd#!e, $ntr
o !%nte. tota& , "# *ag%&e m%re!me d%n "amera m%!ter%oa! 0
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,e& de a+ de "o&on%e, "are !e "#m+ ra de &a ,arma"%e0 Mama
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de m#!t "%oar % !e #me.ea +# %n % at#n"% ea emana #n m%ro!
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-on tn r , #or "/%oa+ , roto,e%e, "# + r#& ro#, +e n#me
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$n -ra e&e e% % ! m% &%+e!" na!#& de " maa e% a!+r de noa+te0
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#or0 n -#" t r%e !e a#.ea La&&a tre- &#%nd % ,redonnd "e*a
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me# +#nea !t +n%re +e!te !"ena +o+#&at de %mag%na %a mea0
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"re!"nd a"o&o tot $n *a!e *er.%0 O "#noteam +e doamna a&- %
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doamn m%"# , "# o + & r%e mare % o ro"/%e !"#rt % $n,o%at 0
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tn r#& "nta &a ,&a#t %ar ,ata dan!a0
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doamna "ea goa& $ntor"ea "a+#& %m% , "ea !emn, Moartea $%
tra "oa!a +e &%no&e#m#& de +e "or%dor#& $nt#ne"at, o +re!%m eam,
$% *edeam "ran%#& ga&-en % !#r!#&, !%&#eta neagr , de%rat ,
"ont#rnd#!e de "ea&a&t +arte a geam#r%&or de &a #a e5ter%oar 0
:ro%am ! +r%*e!" ,a a -#n%"%% % am $n"e+#t ! !"oto"e!"
"a ! g !e!" o ,otogra,%e0 n ea a+ rea -#n%"#& me#, %ng%ner#&,
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tr ! t#r% mo%0 Am &#at o &#+ % am $n"e+#t ! !t#d%e. tr ! t#r%&e
,e e% -#n%"%%0 6r%*%rea $% era "&ar % t %oa! , ,a a +&%n# , - r-%a
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rad%a o *o%n +#tern%" , %nte&%gen % #mor0
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+oate r .*r t% %0
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dr#m de "a&e ,erat ! !tr -at +ro+r%etatea &#%, +e #n *er!ant
a,&at "am &a o !#t de metr% ma% 3o! de "a! 0 St tea de!eor% +e
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+oate % ent#.%a!m#& +entr# &o"omot%*e&e "# a-#r%0
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!tr d#%nd#!e ! % !emene "t ma% m#&t "# +#t%n , dar $ntr#"t ea
era o ,%re ma% !&a- , $n"er"area e% e#a0
;ata o "ara"ter%.a +e -#n%"a mea "a +e o m#%ere a*%d de
+#tere0 N# era ,%rete, !%ng#r#& "are o 3#de"a a!t,e&0
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,r#moa!e .%&e d%n "o+%& r%a mea0 Fa de m%ne a*ea o a,e" %#ne
!e*er % o $n e&egere "are !e -a.a +e o -#na %nt#% %e0 A*eam,
+r%ntre a&te&e, #n r%t#a& a& no!tr# +e "are -#n%"a $& re!+e"ta "#
!tr%"te e0 na%nte de "%n ne ae.am amndo% +e !o,a#a e% "ea
*erde0 A"o&o 1d%!"#tam2 t%m+ de a+roa+e o or 0 B#n%"a +o*e!tea
de!+re L#me, de!+re :%a , dar % de!+re Moarte C"are +e m%ne
m +reo"#+a $n mod deo!e-%tD0 :ro%a !a a,&e "eea "e gndeam,
m a!"#&ta "# aten %e, tre"ea "# *ederea m%"%&e me&e m%n"%#n% !a#
#neor% &e den#n a "# "te o %ron%e -%ne*o%toare0 M , "ea ! m
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am%e.e&e de %arn 0
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mearg &a "%nema %, da" ,%&m#& n# era %nter.%! "o+%%&or C+e -a.a
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ne d#"ea &a ,%&m $n a"eea% .% , r ! ma% ate+t m +n !m- t
!a# d#m%n%" d#+ am%a. "#m era o-%"e%#& $n ,am%&%e0 B#"#r%a
noa!tr "#notea #n !%ng#r %m+ed%ment: -#n%"a a*ea o +ere"/e
de ga&o% $ngro.%tor%, d%n "a#"%#" % n# agrea de&o" !"ene&e de
drago!te "are m%e, $n !"/%m-, $m% +& "ea# ter%-%&0 Or% de "te or%
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m#&t +re ga&e, ga&o%% -#n%"%% $n"e+ea# ! !"r %e0 Era #n .gomot
or%-%& "are !e a#.ea $n toat !a&a0
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de no% $n%ne % "are, "e& ma% ade!ea, era# +o*et% "# !ta,%% !a# "#
tot ,e&#& de a&te oror% !a# de!enam 1om#&e %2, #n ,e& de "om%"!0
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"ont%n#e "# o a&t %mag%ne % a!t,e& !e "ont#ra a" %#nea0 De!enam
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de %mag%n%0 ntre o %mag%ne % a&ta !"r%am te5te e5+&%"at%*e0
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a& o+t!+re.e"e&ea Cd%n t%m+#& &#% Caro& a& NII&eaD0 Ne !"#&am de
$ndat "e ,o"#& $n"e+ea ! d#d#%e $n !o-e&e de ,a%an 0 Era "am +e
&a ora a+te0 Urma !+ &at#& $ntro "ad de t%n%"/ea +&%n "# a+
re"e "a g/ea a, a+o% m%"#& de3#n "# ter"% de o* . % +%ne d%n
, %n de !e"ar 0 :enea# &a rnd e,e"t#area teme&or date de
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de d#+ am%a. , "# tart%na "# #nt0 A+o%, %nd%,erent de *reme,
%eeam a,ar , &a aer0 6&%m-area o-%n#%t +r%n ,a a *%tr%ne&or
"%nematogra,e&or: S7and%a, FIr%!, ROdaP*arn, S&oo!, Edda0 La ora
"%n"% !e !er*ea ma!a0 D#+ a"eea era# !"oa!e 3o"#r%&e *e"/%
+ !trate d%n "o+%& r%a #n"/%#&#% Ern!t0 Urma &e"t#ra0 A+o%
r#g "%#nea de !ear , "nd !e a#.ea - tnd "&o+ot#& de &a -%!er%"a
G#n%&&a0 La no# era de3a noa+te0
:en%!e moment#& ! !ta% $nt%n! % ! a!"#& % &%n%tea0 S
#rm ret% &#m%n%&e % #m-re&e +e "are ,e&%nar#& d%n !trad &e
ar#n"a +e ta*an0
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!e "& t%na= #m-re&e !e m%"a#, $n !o- ,o"#& d#d#%e % &emne&e
tro!nea#0 D#m%n%"%&e mneam &a ora +atr#0 At#n"% *enea &a no%
tant% Lotten0 Lo"#%a $ntr#n " m%n +entr# - trn% m%!%onar% %
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dar era de + rere " tre-#%e ! m " &e!"0 De a"eea eram ae.at,
$n ,%e"are d#m%n%" , &ng tant% Lotten0 6#team ! % +r%*e!" d%re"t
$n n r%&e + roa!e de #nde !e *edea #n m#" ga&-en, *er.#%0 n
a,ar de a!ta ma% % m%ro!ea a +%+% #!"at0 Cnd *or-ea, +rote.a $%
"& m+ nea, $% %nea ,ar,#r%a ,oarte a+roa+e de ,a % +&e!" %a
"nd mn"a0 Uneor%, d%n !toma"#& e% !e a#.ea $n !#rd%n #n
g/%or %t0
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D#+ "%n % d#+ "a,ea, ea !"otea d%ntro "#t%e ga&-en de &emn
#n 3o" "/%ne.e!" de #m-re0 Se +#nea #n "eara, &a #a d%ntre
!a&on % !#,rager%e, !e !t%ngea &#m%na % tant% Lotten $% $n"e+ea
3o"#& de #m-re Ctre-#%e ! ,% ,o!t tare $ndemnat%" D: mane*ra
ma% m#&te ,%g#r% $n a"e&a% t%m+ % %nter+reta toate ro&#r%&e= +e
neate+tate tot#& de*enea *erde %ar +et% !tran%% !e m%"a# $n
adn"#& m r%%0
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ro%e ! +t mna a!taK Sa !" +at tot#% de!t#& de de! +e e& $n
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da" !e m%" *re#n d%nte, da, %at " e #n#& a%"%, da" re#e!"
! & !"ot %med%at "a+e % .e"e - n# % COreD0 Am %m+re!%a " m%"# #&
!e #%t "r#"%, +r%*ete &a deget#& me#, da, e*%dent, #n#& d%n o"/%
!"a+ +e de & t#r%, tre-#%e ! #m-&% "# o -and neagr , "a +%ra %%0
n"/%de odat g#ra, n"#&e, +rea a&erg% ma% tot t%m+#& de "o&o
"o&o "# g#ra de!"/%! , a% +o&%+%, +ro-a-%&, "%ne %ne g#ra " !"at
a!t,e& arat "a #n +ro!t na", -#n%" ta tre-#%e ! te d#" &a
o+era %e, n#% -%ne ! a&erg% aa, "# g#ra de!"/%! , $n"oa"e %
$n"o&o0
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de*enea# !tr%dente % ag%tate0 A*ea# ,e e&e ma"/%ate0 De% era#
mame, n# ar ta# de&o" a mame0
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!#r%oar 02
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a%- +e "%ne*a +e "are ! & dom%ne0 Logodn%"a n# *a +#tea
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de "#&oare $n"/%! % t "ea02
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eram martor#& !"ene&or matr%mon%a&e d%ntre A*o"at % F%%" 0 A"o&o
am tr %t +entr# +r%ma oar mag%a teatr#&#%0 A*o"at#& %nea $ntre
deget#& mare % ar t tor #n a" de + r0 % !#"ea, $& $ndo%a %& r#+ea
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ora#& e!te +#!t%#0 6oet#& !e !%mte "o+&e%t de o d#rere
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+oate m%"ora !a# m r%, "a $n "a.#& a&tor !#,er%n e a&e *%e %%0
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"t d%n drama Visul a ,o!t "on"e+#t de Str%nd-erg $na%nte de
re$ntoar"erea Harr%ete% Bo!!e a"a! , d#+ "e a a""e+tat ! %
d#" gra*%d%tatea +n &a "a+ t, a3#ngnd#!e a!t,e& &a $m+ "are0
6r%ma 3#m tate a +%e!e% !e de!, oar %n"om+ara-%& ma% "#rg tor:
n%m%" n# e!te d%,%"%& de $n e&e!, tot#& e!te +& "ere or% "/%n, tot#&
e!te *%#, or%g%na&, neate+tat0 Drama +r%nde *%a $n !"en de &a
!%ne: %n!+%ra %a at%nge +#n"t#& "#&m%nant $n "a!a A*o"at#&#%0
n"e+#t#&, de.%&#.%e % de!tr marea #ne% " !n%"%% !#nt +re.entate
$n e5a"t do# !+re.e"e m%n#te0
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&o"#& o !#meden%e de nota %% ,#gare, %n"oerente0 Da" e&%m%n% +rea
m#&t !"ene&e mor, da" 3o"% a-!o&#t tot#&, !+e"tator#& o-o!ete0
;re-#%e ! 3#de"% &a re"e % ! %ntrod#"% o r%tm%"%tate "are
&%+!ete0 A"e!t &#"r# e!te n# n#ma% +o!%-%& dar % a*anta3o!,
deoare"e te5t#& "ont%n# ! ,%e *%g#ro!, $ndr .ne , am#.ant %
+oet%"0 De e5em+&#, neate+tata !"en a "o&%% e!te o "a+odo+er 0
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!+e"ta"o& o-o!%tor0 Visul n# ma% e!te #n *%!, "% o !"enet de
re*%!t a *rem%%, de o "a&%tate $ndo%e&n%" 0
R mn tot#% +ro-&eme&e "e&e ma% $n"&"%te0 Ma% $nt%
grota &#% F%nga&0 ?t%m " $n "a! domnea +a"ea0 ;n ra !o %e,
$n! r"%nat , !e ded%" !"#&+t#r%% % &e"t#r%% de " r % -#ne0 6oet#&
ren#n &a ,#mat +entr# a% demon!tra a,e" %#nea +e "are o are
+entr# ea0 Mergea# &a teatr# % &a o+er , d dea# me!e, organ%.a#
!er% m#.%"a&e0 Visul !e e5t%ndea, Str%nd-erg de!"o+erea a"#m "a
drama !e tran!,orma!e $ntro +anoram a *%e %% #mane !#-
!#+ra*eg/erea %n"ert a #n#% D#mne.e# d%!trat0 E& !e !%mte +e
neate+tate "/emat, ! e5+r%me $n "#*%nte Ne&%n%tea E5%!ten e%
+e "are o demon!tra!e anter%or $n te5t, $n d%*er!e !%t#a %% % !"ene,
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"ontramand m !+e"ta"o&#& d%n a"ea !ear K Ma% -%ne !
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"are "%ne*a de+&nge tot t%m+#& !oarta oamen%&or0 Un +rod#!
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de "a&am%t %, %ntona %% de *o"%, ge!t#r%0 L#m%n% de re,&e"toare
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#nde !e a!"#nde greea&a ,#ndamenta& K 6oate "/%ar $n te5t:
a"ea!t r#+t#r d%ntre gen%a&a %n!+%ra %e % at%t#d%n%&e de
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"ontrad%" %e< 6arod%a &#d%" d%n grota &#% F%nga& e!te oare o
-&a!,em%eK N# !e +oate rde de ;%tan "/%ar da" o ,a"% "#
drago!teK S n# #%t " tre-#%e ! $ndre+t m &#m%na de &a
re,&e"tor#& tre%.e"% % a!e $n!+re +at#& d%n "amera A*o"at#&#%, $n
re!t &#m%na e!te -#n $n .ona a"eea, "te*a & m+% % m#&t
atmo!,er 0 S*en NI7*%!t ar ,% m#& #m%t de m%ne0
A+roa+e adorm%t, * d *a"%&e de +e "m+#& !ter+ d%n 3o!#&
,%er r%e% "#m m +r%*e!" "# o"/%% &or mar%, #n nor de m#te &e
$n"on3oar -ot#r%&e % o"/%%, "ea m%" , - & at , are "oarne !"#rte %
a!"# %te % toat &#mea o t%e de rea0 So!ete a"#m He&ga, "#
-&#.a #med +e!te +%e+t#& "% +&%n, ea m%roa!e + tr#n. tor a
tran!+%ra %e % a &a+te % rde ar tnd#% d%n %% a&-% % & t re %,
dre+t $n ,a are #n d%nte &%+! , % &a !"o! BrIno&, "# #n +#mn0
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o-ra3%0 n -ar- % !e &%+%!er !arde&# e0 & " #t +e ,otogra,#&
H#&tgrI %% "er# ! % ,a" o ,otogra,%e "# me&on#&, "#
$m-r " m%ntea% !o%oa! , "# na!#& !ngernd % "# !arde&# e&e
&%+%te +e -ar- % +e o-ra3%0 Aa !a# $ntm+&at &#"r#r%&e0 He&ga a
+r%m%t ,otogra,%a $n dar de .%#a e% de natere0 A"#m adorm, a"#m
!#n dete+t tor#&0
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$n !tare ! omor +e or%"%ne ar $ndr .n% ! !+#n "e*a $n
de,a*oarea a"tor%&or me%0 A"#m e!te re+et% %a genera& , d#+ "are
ne *om de!+ r %0 6o%m%ne a# ! "%tea!" "# to %% .%are&e, "/%ar
da" !+#n " no *or ,a"e0 :or ,% , "# % /ar"ea+ar"ea, ter,e&% %,
m g#&% %, a"&ama %, $n"#ra3a %, de!,%%n a % !a# %gnora %0 Iar !eara *or
a+ rea +e !"en 0 ?% e% t%# " !+e"tator%% t%#0
C# m#& % an% $n #rm am * .#t #n am%" !tnd $ntr#n "o& ,
"o!t#mat % ma"/%at0 % m#"a!e +n &a !nge -#.a de 3o!,
!nge&e % !e !"#rgea +e - r-%e $ntr#n +r%a !#- %re, %ar $n "o& #&
g#r%% a*ea !+#me0 S"#t#ra d%n "a+: n# *rea# ! %ntr#, n# *rea# !
%ntr#0 D#+ "are %ntr +e !"en 0
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a"eea% .% a*em ed%n +entr# Hamlet. 9 m#& %me de oamen%
!ta# $n 3#r#& me!e% d%!"#tnd +ro%e"t#& #n#% !+e"ta"o& a " r#%
+rem%er #rmea. ! a%- &o" +e '( de"em-r%e0 Le !+#n "#m
gnde!" e# a"e!t !+e"ta"o&: !"ena goa& , +oate doar do#
!"a#ne, dar n# e $n" !%g#r0 L#m%n ,%5 , n%"% #n ,e& de ,%&tre
"o&orate, n%"% #n ,e& de atmo!,er 0 Un "er" "# o ra. de "%n"% metr%,
!#dat +e +odea, $n a+ro+%erea !+e"tator%&or0 A"o&o !e de!, oar
3o"#&0 Fort%n-ra! % oamen%% ! % do-oar #a a,&at +e +erete&e
+o!ter%or a& !"ene%, ,#rt#na de . +ad n * &ete "# *%o&en ,
"ada*re&e !#nt r !t#rnate $n mormnt#& O,e&%e%, Ham&et e!te
o*a %onat +r%n e5+re!%% ,orma&e % -at3o"or%toare0 Horat%o e!te
a!a!%nat +e a!"#n!0
ntro oare"are m !#r !#nt ,#r%o! % *rea# ! a-andone.
+ro%e"t#&0 C# m#&te &#n% $n #rm am "er#t "a Ing*ar P3e&&!on ! ,%e
d%!tr%-#%t $n ro&#& gro+ar#&#%0 Cnd % !a +ro+#! a a""e+tat0 ?% , r
! m% !e !+#n n%m%", P3e&&!on !o&%"%t !a# % !e o,er #n ro& ma%
mar", $ntro a&t +rod#" %e0 Un tn r a"tor, "# "a &a g#r , de"&ar
" *rea ! % %a "on"ed%# de +atern%tate0 Un a& tre%&ea a"tor $m%
e!te &#at d%n e"/%+ &a !o&%"%tarea "ategor%" a #n#% reg%.or
oa!+ete0 Un - %at &%+!%t de "o&oan *erte-ra& , dar ta&entat, re,#.
! & 3oa"e +e G#%&den!tern0 ;%ner%% a"tor% $n a!"en!%#ne dete!t !
3oa"e a& t#r% de #n Ham&et de a"eea% *r!t "# e% !a# "/%ar ma%
tn r0 n"e+ ! !#,ere -r#!" de "on*#&!%% !a# de t#&-#r r%
+!%/o!omat%"e= $% am%nte!" +n % de ,%%% &or no#n !"# %0 ?% a+o%
n%"% n# ma% e!te aa de %m +ortant ! te +#% -%ne "# Bergman,
or%"#m n# ma% ,a"e ,%&me0 n a"e&a% t%m+ $n e&eg, e*%dent "
$n e&eg, n#m% e!te de&o" gre# ! $n e&eg: #n a"tor !e gndete $n
+r%m#& rnd &a e& $n!#%, e& !e !tre"oar % ,a"e mane*re,
!+e"#&ea. % "nt rete &#"r#r%&e0 n e&eg, dar !#nt ,#r%o!0 m%
am%nte!" de A&, S3O-erg "are a *r#t ! m -at +entr# " %o
&#a!em +e Margareta BI!trOm d%n !+e"ta"o&#& ! # Alcesta.
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"ond#"er%% teatr#&#% !a d#! &a #n#& d%ntre a"tor% % %a !+#!:
1Fe&%"%t r%, a"#m a*e % &a teatr# o +ro-&em de reg%.or $n m%n#!02
m% am%nte!" % "#m &am "on"ed%at +e O&o, Mo&ander0 S+er ! am
de!t#& $n e&e+"%#ne "a ! m retrag &a moment#& o+ort#n0 Dar
"nd *a ,% moment#& o+ort#nK N# e!te "#m*a "/%ar a"#mK
Go%, 8S a+r%&%e, &a ora a+te !eara C%ntrarea %nter.%! d#+
$n"e+erea !+e"ta"o&#&#%, d#+ "#m am an#n at $n toate .%are&eD,
a*em $n !,r%t re+et% %a genera& 0 A"tor%% ad#&me" $n aer
!#""e!#&, !#nt *e!e&%, re&a5a %0 M !tr d#%e!" ! &e $m+ rt e!"
!+eran e&e0 Unde*a, $n !tr ,#nd#r%&e "ont%%n e% me&e, am
$nreg%!trat de3a %n!#""e!#&: n# " a ,% nem#& #m%t de !+e"ta"o&#&
no!tr#, d%m+otr%* 0 D#+ attea $ntm+& r% ne,er%"%te, am re#%t
tot#% ! ad#"em +e !"en #n !+e"ta"o& de +r%m "&a! ,
a+ro,#ndat %, $n "ond% %%&e date, -%ne 3#"at0 N# am n%"% #n mot%*
! m% ,a" re+ro#r%0
C# toate a"e!tea t%# de +e a"#m " tentat%*a noa!tr *a
da gre0 n"e+e re+re.enta %a0 Se d ton#& #n#% a"ord $n do ma3or,
$n t%m+ "e e# + r !e!" S"ena M%" $m+re#n "# d%re"tor#&0 Cnd
%e%m $n !trad +e o # de !er*%"%# !#ntem &#a % "# a!a&t de
" %*a ,otogra,%, "are da# -#.na "# -&% #r%&e &or0 Un t%+ -ron.at m
a+#" de #m r %m% !+#ne ! & &a! ! %ntre " a $ntr.%at .e"e
m%n#te % " $n a&t !ear n# ma% are +o!%-%&%tatea ! *ad
!+e"ta"o&#&, " $n"er"a!e ! & "on*%ng % +e #%er, "are $n! ,
re!+e"tnd ord%ne&e +r%m%te, &a re,#.at0 % r !+#nd a"r# ,& " #&#%
%no+ort#n " n# +ot % n%"% n# am %nten %a ! & a3#t % " !%ng#r#&
*%no*at e!te e& $n!#%0 Br#!" re"#no!" $n +er!oana &#% +e
reda"tor#& "#&t#ra& de &a 1S*en!7a Dag-&adet2, "are e!te % "r%t%"
teatra& totodat 0 Ada#g at#n"% "# ama-%&%tate ,or at " tre-#%e !
$n e&eag % ! !e "on,orme.e, $n a"e&a% t%m+ m "#+r%nde o
dor%n %re.%!t%-%& ! & -r#ta&%.e.: *rea ! ,%e +ro,e!%ona& % *%ne &a
!+e"ta"o& "# attea m%n#te $ntr.%ere0 n +&#! ma% are % &%+!a de
ta"t ! & a!a&te.e +e reg%.or#& !+e"ta"o&#&#%, "# +reten %a de a ,%
%ntrod#! $n !a& 0 Se $nde+ rtea. = d%re"tor#& teatr#&#%, +re* .nd o
&#ng +er!e"# %e $n +ag%na "#&t#ra& d%n 1S*en!7a Dag-&adet2,
a&earg d#+ - r-at#& %nd%gnat %& trage $n !a& 0
Un e+%!od %n!%gn%,%ant "arem% "on,%rm de,%n%t%* $n!
!en.a %a de +roa!t d%!+o.% %e tota& 0 U&"er#& % de.ertarea
+r%m#&#% !"enogra,, !ar"%na Lene% O&%n, !o&# %%&e &a "are am re"#r!
"ontra *o%n e% me&e, 3o"#& -ana& d%n t%m+#& re+et% %%&or, gr%+a +e
"are am a*#to % !tarea de de+re!%#ne "are a #rmat, d%,%"#&t %&e
noa!tre de nat#r te/n%" , d%!tr%-# %a ro&#r%&or +entr# Hamlet,
o,en!area reda"tor#&#% "#&t#ra&0 ?% +e dea!#+ra % a!a!%narea &#%
6a&me= "are, tem+orar !a# +oate "/%ar +entr#2 totdea#na +#ne
!tr dan%%&e noa!tre $ntro &#m%n d%,er%t 0
;ot a"e!t an!am-&# de $ntm+& r%, ma% m%"% !a# ma% mar%,
m , "ea# ! %nt#%e!" "are0 *a ,% !,r%t#&0
D#+ re+et% %a genera& neam ad#nat $ntr#na d%n ! &%&e
de re+et% %e a,&ate, dea!#+ra S"ene% M%"%0 Am mn"at tart%ne % am
- #t am+an%e20 Atmo!,era era *e!e& dar % me&an"o&%"
totodat 0 E!te gre# ! te de!+ar % de "%ne*a "# "are a% +etre"#t #n
t%m+ ma% $nde&#ngat0 S%mt o a,e" %#ne ne+#t%n"%oa! ,a de
a"et% oamen%0 ; %erea "ordon#&#% om-%&%"a& !a +rod#!, dar $n"
!e ma% !%mte o d#rere $n tot "or+#&0 :or-%m de!+re Dirijorul &#%
Ba3da, #n ,%&m $n "are reg%.or#& demon!trea. " , r drago!te n#
!e +oate ,a"e m#.%" 0 n ten!%#nea emo %ona& a moment#&#%
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n t%m+ "e n#m% ma% $n" +eam $n +%e&e de atta $n"redere
$n m%ne, +e &a !+ate&e me# !e , "ea# demer!#r% +entr# a&
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am +r%m%t o !"r%!oare de &a Car& Ander! DIm&%ng "are !e a,&a $n
*a"an 0 m% !"r%a " * .#!e mater%a&#& % " de% n# $& "on!%dera
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eram dat a,ara0 Cteodat !o %a mea *enea $n *%.%ta0 Era
$n! r"%nat 0 Re#eam ! m "ert % "# ea % +&e"a !#+ rat 0 Ma%
eram o"#+at % "# "%t%rea +%e!e&or +entr# !tag%#nea de &a ;eatr#&
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,%&m r% mam /ot rt to"ma% +entr# Hedemora0 N# t%# +entr#
"are mot%*0 6oate " !%m eam ne*o%a ! m &a#d $n ,a a + r%n %&or
me% "are $n a"ea *ara &o"#%a# "te*a m%&e ma% &a nord, &a :arom!0
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"ara*ana de ma%n%, #t%&a3e, a#to-#.e "# re,&e"toare, oamen%0 Am
,o!t "a.a % &a /ote&#& d%n "entr#& ora#&#% Hedemora0
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$ndo%a& , #n e, de e"/%+a m%.era-%&, dar " a%"% &a Hedemora "ea
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%nnd#!e de -e %%= "e%&a& % era# de!"#ra3a % % de+r%ma %0 C# to %%
era# %n!a de a"ord " reg%.or#& era a"e&a "are !e ,a"e *%no*at de
*remea %n,e"ta0 Un%% reg%.or% a# noro" de *reme, a& %% n#0 E# m
$n"adram $n gr#+#& "e&or d%n #rma0
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e"/%+ament#& de !#net, am ,%5at +n % a+arat#& no!tr# "e& gre#,
De-r%e, am re+etat "# a"tor%%, % 000 a $n"e+#t ! +&o# d%n no#0 Ne
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+entr# "%na0 Cnd, ,oarte rar re#eam tot#% ! ,%&m m "te o
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!#re!"%tat $n"t 4 d#+ !+#!e&e martor%&or &#"%.% 4 m
"om+ortam "a #n ne-#n: %+am, $n3#ram % #r&am, $% 3%gneam +e
"e% *en% % ! +r%*ea!" % -&e!temam Hedemora0
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Inter*enea at#n"% +o&% %a0 D%re"tor#& /ote&#&#% ne amen%n a " ne
d a,ar 0 Mar%anne LO,gren dan!a "an"an +e ma! $n re!ta#rant
C"# m#&ta +r%"e+ere % m#&t /a., de a&t,e&D, dar " dea +e +odea
!tr%"nd +ar"/et#&0
D#+ tre% ! +t mn% a#tor%t %&e ora#&#% !a# ! t#rat de
no%, a# &#at "onta"t "# S*en!7 F%&m%nd#!tr% % a# "er#t de #rgen
"ond#"er%% "a, +entr# D#mne.e#, ! % re"/eme a"a! +e a"et%
ne-#n%0
A do#a .% am +r%m%t d%!+o.% %a ! $ntrer#+em &#"r#& % !
ne $ntoar"em0 n "e&e do# .e"% de .%&e de ,%&mare re#%!em !
,a"em +atr# !"ene d%n do# .e"%0
Am ,o!t "/emat &a DIm&%ng0 M%a tra! o ! +#nea&
.dra* n % ma amen%n at de!"/%! " m% *a retrage ,%&m#&0 Se
+oate ! ,% ,o!t mna &#% :%"tor S3O!trOm0 N# t%# +re"%!0
Eram $ntro !%t#a %e grea % &#"r#r%&e a*ea# ! !e "om+&%"e
% ma% m#&t0 n ,%&m a+ rea #n !a&on de "oa,#r "are, "on,orm
!"enar%#&#%, !e $n*e"%na "# #n teatr# de re*%!t 0 Seara, d%n!+re
teatr# !e a#.ea# $n !a&on r!ete % m#.%" 0 Am !#gerat "a !trada
! ,%e %m+ro*%.at , $ntr#"t n# g !%!em n%"% #n &o" +otr%*%t $n
Sto"7/o&m0 Era o a,a"ere "o!t%!%toare, &#"r# de "a!e $m% d deam
!eama, "# toat !tarea mea de !#re!"%tare0 C# o"/%% m%n %%
*edeam de3a "a+#& $n!ngerat a& &#% Ga"7, !#- #n .%ar, ,%rma
teatr#&#%, "# &#m%n%&e e% "are !e a+r%ndea# % !e !t%ngea#,
,ere!tre&e &#m%nate a&e !a&on#&#% de "oa,#r "# ,e e&e de "ear !#-
+er#"%&e &#"rate "# art , a!,a&t#& !+ &at de +&oa%e, 4 +ere %% de
" r m%d d%n ,#nda&0 m% doream +or %#nea mea de !trad 0
S+re +ro+r%am% !#r+r%ndere, +ro%e"t#& a ,o!t a""e+tat , r
d%!"# %e0 Un %men! ant%er de "on!tr#" %e a &#at ,%%n +e #n teren
*%ran, "am &a o !#t de metr% de Mare&e St#d%o0 Mergeam de! &a
ant%er % eram mndr# de !#""e!#& me# $n demararea a"e!te%
"o!t%!%toare a"t%*%t %0 Am +re!#+#! " , $n +o,%da t#t#ror d%!"# %%&or
"ontrad%"tor%% % a n#meroa!e&or d%,%"#&t %, "ond#"erea a*ea
$n"redere $n ,%&m#& me#0 Ceea "e n# $n e&e!e!em at#n"% era "
!trada a"eea a mea a*ea ! ,%e ,o&o!%t "a o arm e5"e&ent $n
m%n%&e #ne% "ond#"er% a*%de de +#tere, "#m era "ea a !t#d%o#&#%,
$m+otr%*a mea % a &#% DIm&%ng "are +n at#n"% m +rote3a!e0
D%ntotdea#na e5%!ta!er ten!%#n% #r%ae $ntre atot+#tern%"a
Adm%n%!tra %e Centra& % "ond#"erea !t#d%o#&#% "are +rod#"ea
,%&me&e0 6or %#nea mea de !trad , att de "o!t%!%toare % tota&
%n#t%& , #rma ! ,%e de-%tat $n "ont#& ,%&m#&#% me#, "eea "e
$n!emna " era %m+o!%-%& "a a"e!ta ! ad#" *re#n "t%g0
F%&marea $n! % a &#at o $ntor! t#r $ngro.%toare0 6r%ma
!"en !a t#rnat $ntro !ear de toamn , d#+ " derea no+ %%0 Era
#n "adr# genera&0 A+arat#& de ,%&mat !e a,&a "o"o at +e #n !#+ort
$na&t de tre% metr%0 L#m%n%&e teatr#&#% "&%+ea#0 Ga"7 !e $m+#"a!e %
Mar%anne LO,gren era $nt%n! +e!te "ada*r#& &#%, %+nd de %
$ng/e a !nge&e $n *%ne0 Ma%na !a&* r%% !e a+ro+%a d%n "e $n "e
ma% m#&t, a!,a&t#& &#"ea, %ar + +#%&e d%n !a&on#& de "oa,#r
+r%*ea# "# o"/%% /o&-a %0 E# !t team %nnd#m !trn! de !#+ort,
"#+r%n! de *ert%3, dar -eat de !ent%ment#& +#ter%%= toate a"e!tea
era# "rea %a mea, era# o rea&%tate ant%"%+at , +& n#%t % rea&%.at
de m%ne $n!#m%0 Ade* rata rea&%tate a &o*%t $n! re+ede %
ne"r# tor0 A+arat#& de ,%&mat tre-#%a demontat % #n a!%!tent !e
ae.a!e +e marg%nea !#+ort#&#% a"e!t#%a $m+re#n "# #n "o&eg0
A+arat#& !a de!+r%n!, %ar om#& a " .#t &a + mnt "# "a+#& $na%nte,
"# "amera "ea grea +r -#%nd#!e +e!te e&0 N#m% am%nte!" e5a"t
"#m !a $ntm+&at0 Ma%na !a&* r%% !e a,&a de3a &a ,a a &o"#&#% % ea
&a tran!+ortat %med%at +e r n%t &a S+%ta&#& Paro&%n!7a0 ;o % a#
%n!%!tat ! $ntrer#+em ,%&m r%&e, "on*%n% ,%%nd ! re!+e"t%*#& "o&eg
m#r%!e !a# " era +e moarte0
Am ,o!t "#+r%n! de +an%" % am re,#.at ! $ntrer#+
,%&m r%&e #r&nd " om#& ,#!e!e -eat, " to % era# -e % &a ora
,%&m r%&or de !ear C"eea "e era +er,e"t ade* ratD, " eram
$n"on3#rat de o g&oat de oamen% de n%m%" % " *om "ont%n#a
,%&m r%&e +n "nd *om ,% an#n a % de &a !+%ta& " r n%t#& a m#r%t0
M%am $n*%n#%t "o&a-orator%% de neg&%3en % de &ene, re+rond#&e
" ,a" tot#& de mnt#%a& 0 N%men% na re+&%"at $n *re#n ,e&0 O
&%n%te !#rd , t%+%" !#ede. , m $n"on3#r 0 F%&m r%&e a# "ont%n#at
"on,orm +rogram#&#% !ta-%&%t, dar toate deta&%%&e +e "are m% &e
%mag%na!em &egate de e5+re!%a ,e e&or, de o-%e"te % de ge!t#r%,
a# ,o!t e&%m%nate0 Nam ma% a*#t +#terea ! o ,a"0 Mam retra! $n
$nt#ner%" % am +&n! de ,#r%e % de de.am g%re0
ntm+&area a ,o!t tre"#t !#- t "ere0 Om#& n# ,#!e!e
"/%ar aa de gra* r n%t % +e dea!#+ra ,#!e!e % - #t0
>%&e&e tre"ea# gre#0 Roo!&%ng $% man%,e!ta o!t%&%tatea
de!"/%!, &#nd $n derdere toate !#ge!t%%&e me&e +r%*%nd ae.area
a+arat#&#% de ,%&mat0 La-orator#& ne +re&#"ra ,%&me&e or% $ntro
n#an m#&t +rea de!"/%! or% m#&t +rea $n"/%! 0 O+erator#&
+r%n"%+a&, "are era de a"eea% *r!t "# m%ne % , "#!e de3a #n
,%&m, rdea m#&t % o-%n#%a ! m -at +e !+ate0 M "ertam m#&t
"# e&e"tr%"%an#& e, $n &eg t#r "# +a#.e&e % "# ore&e de &#"r#0 Cea
ma% m%" #rm de d%!"%+&%na d%!+ r#!e $n $nt#ner%" % oamen%%
*enea# % +&e"a# d#+ -#n#& &or +&a"0 ng/e a!em0
?% tot#% a*eam #n +r%eten "are re,#.a!e ! &e "nte $n
!tr#n "e&or&a& %0 Era O!"ar Ro!ander, monte#r#& ,%&m#&#%0 C/%ar %
!em na "# o ,oar,e" : tot#& &a e& era a!"# %t % tranant0 :or-ea "#
#n 1r2 g#t#ra& "eea "e% d dea o oare"are d%!t%n" %e % era de!t#&
de arogant, $n !t%&#& eng&e.e!", man%,e!tnd#% a"e&a% d%!+re
ama-%& att ,a de reg%.or% % de "ond#"erea !t#d%o#&#%, "t % ,a
de "or%,e%% Adm%n%!tra %e% Centra&e0 Era #n om "%t%t % +o!eda o
"o&e" %e %m+re!%onant de o+ere +ornogra,%"e0 6#n"t#& "#&m%nant
$n *%a a &#% $& "on!t%t#%!e "o&a-orarea "# +r%n #& B%&/e&m "are, d%n
"nd $n "nd, , "ea "te #n ,%&m de !"#rt metra3 &a S*en!7
F%&m%nd#!tr%0 ;#t#ror &e era ,r%" de O!"ar +entr# " n# t%a%
n%"%odat "nd era ama-%& % "nd d%a-o&%"0 ;rata ,eme%&e "# o
+o&%te e "a*a&erea!" de!#et , %nnd#&e totdea#na &a d%!tan 0
Se !+#nea de!+re e& " ,re"*enta a"eea% +ro!t%t#at de do# .e"%
% tre% de an% $n"oa"e, de do# or% +e ! +t mn % *ara % %arna0
Cnd, d#+ $n"/e%erea ,%&m r%&or, mam d#! &a e&,
de.am g%t % ,#r%o!, ma +r%m%t "# o o-%e"t%*%tate +e "t de -r#ta&
+e att ama-%& 0 F r ! m "r# e e& m%a ar tat "e era +ro!t !a#
dea dre+t#& %na""e+ta-%& $n ,%&m#& me#0 Ma & #dat $n! +entr#
+ r %&e -#ne a&e a"e!t#%a0 ;otodat ma %n% %at $n !e"rete&e
monta3#&#%, $n* nd#m +r%ntre a&te&e, #n ade* r ,#ndamenta&:
monta3#& !e ,a"e de3a $n moment#& ,%&m r%&or, r%tm#& !e "reea. $n
moment#& !"r%er%% !"enar%#&#%0 ?t%# " m#& % reg%.or% +ro"edea.
e5a"t %n*er!0 6entr# m%ne, %nd%"a %%&e &#% O!"ar Ro!ander a# ,o!t
deo!e-%t de +re %oa!e0
R%tm#& ,%&me&or me&e e!te $n moment#& !"r%er%% !"enar%#&#%
&a -%ro# % a+o% +r%nde *%a $n ,a a a+arat#&#% de ,%&mat0 Or%"e
,orm de %m+ro*%.a %e $m% e!te !tr %n 0 Da" *reodat !#nt o-&%gat
! %a# m !#r% $n +r%+ m tre" toate !#dor%&e % +ara&%.e. de
groa. 0 A ,a"e #n ,%&m $n!eamn +entr# m%ne a +&an%,%"a o %&#.%e
+n $n "e& ma% m%" deta&%#, $n!eamn re,&e"tarea #ne% rea&%t % +e
"are, "# "t o tr %e!" ma% m#&t "# att m% !e +are ma% %&#.or%e0
F%&m#&, "nd n# e!te do"#ment, e!te *%!0 De a"eea
;ar7o*!7% e!te "e& ma% mare d%ntre to %0 E& !e m%" $n "amera
*%!e&or "# nat#ra&e e0 E& n# e5+&%" n%m%" % $n de,%n%t%*, "ear
+#tea ! e5+&%"eK E& e!te #n *%.%onar "are a re#%t ! % +#n $n
!"en *%.%#n%&e, ,o&o!%nd "e& ma% gre#, dar totodat "e& ma% !#+&#
d%ntre +ro"edee0 ;oat *%a a am - t#t &a #%&e "amere&or $n "are e&
!e m%" "# atta nat#ra&e e0 Doar rareor% am re#%t ! m ,#r%e.
a"o&o0 E,ort#r%&e me&e "ont%ente a# !,r%t, $n "ea ma% mare +arte,
$n ee"#r% 3enante: 1O#& de ar+e2, 1At%ngerea2,1Fa n ,a 2 %
aa ma% de+arte0
Fe&&%n%, P#ro!aEa % B#n#e& !e m%" $n a"e&ea% .one "a %
;ar7o*!7%0 Anton%on% !e a,&a +e dr#m#& "e& -#n, dar a m#r%t
!#,o"at de +ro+r%a% +&%"t%!ea& 0 MH&%U! !a a,&at tot t%m+#& a"o&o,
, r "a m "ar ! !e gndea!" &a a!ta0 Era #n mag%"%an a&
+ro,e!%e%0
F%&m#& "a *%!, ,%&m#& "a m#.%" 0 N%"% o a&t art n#
re#ete, aa "#m o ,a"e "%nematogra,#&, ! o"o&ea!" "ont%%n a
noa!tr d%#rn % ! !e $ndre+te d%re"t !+re !ent%mente&e noa!tre,
$n +ro,#n.%mea "a!e% "re+#!"#&are a !#,&et#&#%0 O #oar "on*#&!%e
a ner*#&#% no!tr# o+t%", #n e,e"t de o": do# .e"% % +atr# de
"adre &#m%nate +e !e"#nd , "# !+a %% $nt#ne"ate $ntre e&e, +e "are
ner*#& o+t%" e!te %n"a+a-%& ! &e $nreg%!tre.e0 Cnd m a,&# &a
ma!a de monta3 % der#&e. ,%&m#&, +ar"#rgnd#& "adr# "# "adr#,
m ma% !%mt $n" !t +n%t de a"e& !ent%ment ame %tor de mag%e,
!ent%ment +e "are $& !%m eam de!eor% $n "o+%& r%e : $n $nt#ner%"#&
d%n %,on%er der#&am $n"et "adr# d#+ "adr#, *edeam !"/%m- r%&e
a-%a +er"e+t%-%&e, a+o% der#&am ma% re+ede: o m%"are0
M#te !a# *or-%toare, #m-re&e !e $ntor", , r o"o&#r%, !+re
"amere&e me&e "e&e ma% !e"rete0 M%ro!#& de meta& $n"%n!,
%mag%nea "are !e "&at%n % &%" rete, . ng n%t#& "r#"%% ma&te.e,
man%*e&a d%n mna mea0
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Ma% $na%nte "a $nt#ner%"#& +r%mar a& +#-ert %% ! "o-oare
a!#+ra mea % ! m% t#&-#re "or+#& % !%m #r%&e, am a*#t o"a.%a !
a,&# "e e!te o drago!te ,er%"%t 0 Era $n *ara $n "are am &o"#%t
!%ng#r "# -#n%"a &a :Mrom!0
N# $m% ma% am%nte!" "#m de !a a3#n! &a a"e!t
aran3ament, dar $m% ad#" am%nte " eram ,er%"%t % m#& #m%t % "
m !%m eam $n !%g#ran 0 D%n "nd $n "nd *enea# m#!a,%r%0
St tea# "te*a .%&e, a+o% +&e"a#, ,a+t "are $m% !+orea !ent%ment#&
de -#n d%!+o.% %e0 De% eram $n" "o+%& ro! % ar tam "a #n "o+%&
% n%"% *o"ea n# m% !e !"/%m-a!e, -#n%"a % "# La&&a m "on!%dera#
dre+t #n ;n r Domn, tratnd#m "a atare, $n a,ar de a3#tor#&
+e "are eram o-&%gat ! & da# &a tre-#r%&e "a!e% Ct %at#& &emne&or,
"#&e!#& de "on#r% de +%n, ter!#& *a!e&or !a# " rat#& a+e%D eram
& !at &%-er, +#tnd ! "o&%nd $n *o%e0 Eram ma% tot t%m+#& !%ng#r,
-#"#rnd#m d%n +&%n de a"ea!t !%ng#r tate0 B#n%"a m & !a $n
+a"e "# *%!#r%&e me&e0 Con*er!a %%&e noa!tre $n do% % &e"t#r%&e de
!ear "# *o"e tare "ont%n#a#, dar n# "a o-&%ga %e0 Ca n%"%odat
$na%nte, m% !e +erm%tea ! %a# /ot rr% $n "eea "e +r%*ete +ro+r%a
m% *%a 0 N%"% +#n"t#a&%tatea n# ma% era "on!%derat aa de
%m+ortant 0 Da" $ntr.%am &a ma! , g !eam $ntotdea#na #n
!and*% % #n +a/ar "# &a+te $n " mar 0
S%ng#ra reg#& de ne$n" &"at era !"#&area d%m%nea a
de*reme0 La ora a+te !#na dete+tarea att d#m%n%"a "t % $n
"e&e&a&te .%&e0 Ma!a3#& "# a+ re"e era !#+ra*eg/eat +er!ona& de
-#n%"a0 O-&%ga %a de a a*ea #ng/%%&e "#rate % #re"/%&e -%ne
!+ &ate "on!t%t#%a o $n" &"are a &%-ert %% me&e, $n" &"are +e "are o
!#+ortam "# "a&m dar , r $n e&egere0 Cred " -#n%"a $% %mag%na
" o "#r en%e e5ter%oar "ontr%-#%a &a men %nerea % &a $nt r%rea
"#r en%e% %nter%oare0
n "a.#& me# a"ea!t +ro-&em $n" n# !e +#nea0
Fante.%%&e me&e !e5#a&e era# d%,#.e, +oate *ag *%no*ate0 6 "at#&
$ngro.%tor a& ;%nere %% $n" n# m a,e"ta!e0 Eram tota& ne*%no*at0
Mant%a de m%n"%#n% "are m $n* &#%!e $n "a!a +aro/%a& ,#!e!e
dat &a o +arte % tr %am a"#m, de &a o .% &a a&ta, , r ne"a.#r%,
, r ne&%n%t% % , r o "ont%%n $n" r"at 0 L#mea de*en%!e
%nte&%g%-%& , %ar e# $m% "ontro&am *%!#r%&e % rea&%tatea0 D#mne.e#
t "ea, %ar Hr%!to! n# m "/%n#%a "# !nge&e % "# %n*%ta %%&e &#%
d#-%oa!e0
N#m% e!te +rea "&ar "#m de a a+ r#t MLrta $n a"e!t
"onte5t0 De ma% m#&te *er% &a rnd, o ,am%&%e "# ma% m#& % "o+%% d%n
Fa&#n $n"/%r%a eta3#& !#+er%or a& &o"a&#&#% Ord%n#& ;em+&%er%&or,
,o&o!%t $n "om#n de "e% d%n D#,nL! % d%n D3#rmo, $n t%m+#& %ern%%
"nd a%"% !e %nea# "#r!#r% % !e +re.enta# ,%&me0 La " %*a metr%
de+ rtare de "& d%re tre"ea &%n%a ,erat 0 ;eren#& ma% a*ea % #n
&a", %ar &a "a+ t#& +ote"%% !e a,&a o t %etor%e de &emne, a" %onat de
a+a r#&#% G%mMn, $na%nte de a !e * r!a $n ,&#*%#0 Ma% era a"o&o % o
m&at%n adn" , +&%n de &%+%tor%, "are era# +r%n!e % *nd#te
,arma"%e% d%n a+ro+%ere0 6e!te tot +&#tea o m%rea!m de -#ten%
$n" &.% % de !oare, +roa!+ t t %a %, ae.a % $n !t%*e $n 3#r#& /a&e&or
de ma%n r%%, d r + nate % "en#%%0
C# m#&t *reme $n #rm ,rate&e me# $% g !%!e +r%eten% de
3oa" de *r!ta &#% +r%ntre ,ra %% MLrte%0 Era# $ndr .ne %, agre!%*%,
gata de /ar % !e #nea# "# "o+%%% m%!%onar#&#% "are &o"#%a $n
+artea de !#d a !at#&#%, +ro*o"nd#% +e go&an%% &o"#&#% ! !e -at
+e o +ant a-r#+t , a"o+er%t $n $ntreg%me "# ,er%g%0 ;a-ere&e $%
, "ea# a+ar% %a de ,%e"are dat d%n a"e&a% &o", !e *na# a+o% #n%%
+e a& %% % !e &#a# &a - ta%e "# +%etre % "# -e e0 E# m %neam
de+arte de a"e!te &#+te r%t#a&e +entr# " a*eam % aa de!t#&
- ta%e de "a+ "a ! m a+ r de ,rate&e me# "are m &o*ea or% de
"te or% % !e %*ea +r%&e3#&0
ntro .% "a&d d%n to%#& *er%%, La&&a ma tr%m%! +n &a o
"o&%- "e !e a,&a +e +artea "ea&a&t a r#&#%, d%n"o&o de m&at%n 0
A"o&o &o"#%a tot t%m+#& an#&#% o - trn +e n#me L%!!P#&&a, dar
" re%a % !e !+#nea M t#a0 Era o +er!oan m%!t%" , "are%
"t%ga!e o -#n re+#ta %e dator%t +r%"e+er%% e% &a med%"%na
+o+#&ar % &a +re+arat#& -rn.e%0 C %*a an% ,#!e!e -o&na* de
ner*%0 n &o" ! ,%e tr%m%! &a !+%ta&#& de ne-#n% d%n SLter, ,a+t
+r%*%t "a o r#%ne +entr# ,am%&%e, a ,o!t $n"/%! $ntr#n gra3d de &a
,erm 0 Cteodat #r&ete&e e% !e a#.ea# $n tot !at#&0 ntro
d%m%nea de*reme a ,o!t g !%t &a :Mrom!0 %nea $n mn o
-at%!t $nt%n! "a o ta* % %a "er#t -#n%"%% ! +#n a"o&o +atr#
"oroane0 Da" n#% d dea -an%%, a amen%n at " *a !trnge "reng%
+e "are &e *a +#ne dea "#rme.%#& dr#m#&#%, , "nd a!t,e& "a !
!e ad#ne *%+ere&e % ! % m#te +e "o+%% de +%"%oare&e goa&e0
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*or-%t "# MLrta de!+re E!en a Drago!te%0 Iam !+#! " e# n# "red
$n drago!tea etern , " drago!tea omenea!" n# $n!eamn de"t
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m "ar ! ne +r%*%m0 D#rerea era m#&t +rea mare0 Neam dat
mna % neamV &#at r ma! -#n "# !+eran a " ne *om re*edea
*ara #rm toare0
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a&erge !+re "a! 0 n t%m+ "e mergeam !+re :Mrom!, +r%ntre %ne&e
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! ,%e , "#t de D%no de La#rent%!0
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m% $ndre+t aten %a !+re SUA0 Mot%*#&, e*%dent, $& "on!t%t#%a#
d%!+on%-%&%t %&e ma% mar%, att +entr# m%ne $n!#m%, "t % +entr#
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noa!tre de +&at 0 % e5+r%ma!er de a!emenea dor%n a de a
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me#0
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de a*a&an , &#"r# +& "#t, de!%g#r, dar "are $m% !"a+ de !#-
"ontro&, $& r#ga!em +e +r%eten#& me# HarrI S"/e%n ! m%
re"omande #n a*o"at %re+roa-%& "a "%n!te, "are ! a""e+te ! ,%e
1t#tore&e2 me# ,%nan"%ar0 A&egerea &#% !a o+r%t a!#+ra re&at%*
tn r#&#% S*en Hara&d Ba#er, re"omandat "# " &d#r , "are +e
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me&e0
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16er!ona,%&m2 era#, de a!emenea -#ne0 A"t%*%tatea noa!tr a
de*en%t tot ma% -ogat : Strig te i oapte, Scene &in viata
conjugal , ,%&m#& &#% P3e&& Grede )le&oaria unui ne!un, Flautul
+ermecat.
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, "eam m#&t ma% m#&te gr%3% $n &eg t#r "# !"r%!oarea !o!%t de &a
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"& d%re no# "are !e a,&a $n Par&a+&an nr0 '9 C+e &o"#& #nde ,#!e!e
"nd*a "a!a &#% Str%nd-ergD0
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+r%eten%%, mergeam &a "on"erte % &a teatr#, *%.%onam ,%&me %
m#n"eam "# r*n 0
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reg%.or#& !e"#nd % "# m%ne0 Ne a,&am $ntro $n" +ere &#m%noa! %
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%ntr Margot B%r!trOm, !e"retara d%re"tor#&#% teatr#&#%0 m% !+#ne
" tre-#%e ! m +re.%nt e&e #rgen $n -%ro#& e%, #nde m
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#n#, "nd a*eam +a#.a de +rn.0 Margot $m% !+#ne " dor%n a &or
era ! *or-ea!" "# m%ne %med%at0 9 $ntre- de!+re "e e!te *or-a,
dar n# t%e ! m% !+#n 0 Rdem m%ra % % $% rog +e a"tor% !
"ont%n#e re+et% %a, #rmnd ! ne re*edem &a ora #n# % 3#m tate
d#+ +a#. 0
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d%re"tor%a&0 A"o&o edea #n domn $m-r "at $ntr#n +a&ton negr#0 S
a r%d%"at, am dat mna % %a !+#! n#me&e0 Lam $ntre-at "are
e!te mot%*#& *%.%te%, de "e atta gra- 0 M%a e*%tat +r%*%r%&e
!+#nnd "e*a de!+re e*a.%#ne ,%!"a& % " tre-#%e ! & $n!o e!"
%med%at +entr# a ,% %nterogat0 Mam /o&-at &a e& "a #n ne-#n % %
am !+#!, +e dre+t "#*nt, " n# $n e&eg n%m%"0 M%am ad#! -r#!"
am%nte " +er!oane&e a,&ate $n !%t#a %a mea Cd%n ,%&me&e
amer%"aneD o-%n#%e!" !a "on!#&te #n a*o"at0 % !+#n aadar "
a*o"at#& me# tre-#%e ! ,%e nea+ rat +re.ent % e& &a %nterogator%#0
:rea# ! m% !#n a*o"at#&0 6o&% %!t#& $m% e*%t $n "ont%n#are +r%*%r%&e
% $m% !+#ne " e!te %m+o!%-%&, a*o"at#& ,%%nd % e& ame!te"at, % "
*a ,% % e& %nterogat0 & $ntre- d%!+erat da" +ot ! merg +n &a
"a-%na mea "a ! m% %a# +a&ton#&0 1Mergem $m+re#n 2, .%"e
+o&% %!t#&0 6&e" m amndo% $ntra"o&o0 n dr#m !+re "a-%na mea
$nt&n%m "te*a +er!oane "are +r%*e!" !#r+r%n!e "%#dat#& +er!ona3
de &ng m%ne0 6e "or%dor#& reg%.or%&or m $nt&ne!" "# #n "o&eg0
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+o&% %a2, $% r !+#nd e#0 Co&eg#& %.-#"nete $n r!0
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"ram+e +#tern%"e % $% !+#n " tre-#%e ! m d#" &a toa&et 0
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#a0 Cram+e&e m ,a" ! m $n"o*o% de d#rere % m ##re. "#
gre# % "# .gomot0 6o&% %!t#& !a ae.at $n !+ate&e #%%
$ntrede!"/%!e0
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&e%na0 S+re %e%re $nt&n%m a"tor% % +er!ona& "are !e $ndrea+t
!+re "ant%n +entr# a &#a +rn.#&0 S"/% e. #n ge!t de !a&#t0 La
"entra&a te&e,on%" o ,a de ,et%"an m +r%*ete "# "#r%o.%tate0
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!a&#t 0 6r%m%!e ord%n ! !tea +o!tat &a %nter!e" %a d%ntre
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,% a*#t de gnd ! e*ade.0
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amndo% era# ,&e" % %, +#rta# " m % $n,&orate, a*ea# ,e e&e
ne$ngr%3%te % #ng/%%&e m#rdareD0 Ne #r" m $n ma%na &#% % +orn%m0
E# !ta# $n !+ate, $ntre "e% do% +o&% %t%0 In!+e"tor#& ,%!"a& Par&!!on
C!a# "o&eg#& &#%D "ond#"e ma%na0 Un#& d%ntre +o&% a% e!te #n !#,&et
"ar%ta-%&, ,a"e "on*er!a %e, rde, +o*e!tete, $& $ntre- da" nar
+#tea ! ta" d%n g#r 0 m% r !+#nde, 3%gn%t, " *o%a doar !
de!t%nd +# %n atmo!,era0
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n# !#nt !%g#r, %mag%n%&e de*%n d%n a"e!t moment tot ma% ne"&are,
% re+&%"%&e tot ma% gre# de a#.%t0
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% !e +re.%nt 0 A +#! +e -%ro# o !er%e de /rt%% +e "are m roag !
&e !t#d%e.0 Cer #n +a/ar "# a+ , deoare"e $m% !%mt #!"ate att
g#ra, "t % gt&e3#&0 Bea#0 Mna $m% trem#ra0 Re!+%r "# gre#tate0
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"te*a +er!oane de nede!&#%t, *reo "%n"% !a# a!e, +oate ma%
m#&te0 Com%!ar#& $m% !+#ne " am , "#t o de"&ara %e ,a&! % "
!o"%etatea mea e&*e %an 4 16er!ona,%&mW e!te 1n#& W d%n +#n"t
de *edere 3#r%d%"0 % r !+#nd ade* r#&, % an#me " n# "%te!"
n%"%odat ,orm#&are&e de de"&arare a *en%t#r%&or, " nam
%nten %onat n%"%odat ! +r%*e. !tat#& de *re#n -an0 Com%!ar#&
$n"e+e ! m% +#n tot ,e&#& de $ntre- r%0 % re+et " am r#gat +e
a& %% ! a%- gr%3 de ,%nan e&e me&e, deoare"e !#nt %n"om+etent $n
a!t,e& de tre-#r%, " n%"%odat n# mam a*ent#rat $n "/e!t%#n% de
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"are o am $n toat a"ea!t +o*e!te e!te a"eea de a ,% !emnat
/rt%% +e "are n# &e "%t%!em0 Or%"#m, "/%ar da" &ea ,% "%t%t, tot n#
&ea! ,% $n e&e!0
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a&or me% attea !#,er%n e, "are ma "o!tat o a*ere, da" !o"ote!"
onorar%%&e a*o"a %&or, "are ma !%&%t ! %a# dr#m#& !tr %n t %%
+entr# no# an% % "are, $n "e&e d%n #rm , m%a ad#! #n re!t de
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a"e!t e+%!od, n#m% re"#no!" de"t o !%ng#r *%n , dar #na gra* ,
am !emnat /rt%% +e "are n# &e "%t%!em % +e "are n%"% n# a ,% ,o!t
$n !tare ! &e $n e&eg0 Am a+ro-at a!t,e& o+era %#n% ,%nan"%are de
"are n# a*eam /a-ar !a# +e "are n# &e +#team "ontro&a0 Am ,o!t
a!%g#rat " tot#& era +er,e"t &ega& % " mergea -%ne % a!ta m
!at%!, "ea0 N# m%am dat !eama " !%m+at%"#& me# a*o"at, "are
+e dea!#+ra ma% era % "ond#" tor %nterna %ona& de "er"eta%, n#
$n e&e!e!e n%"% e& $n "e !e anga3a!e0 D%n a"e!t mot%* #ne&e
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, "#t "a a#tor%t %&e ,%!"a&e ! ,%e tot ma% !#!+%"%oa!e % +e -#n
dre+tate0 In!+e"tor#& Par&!!on % "o&eg#& ! # a# m%ro!%t " !#nt +e
"a&e ! ,a" o mare de!"o+er%re0 A# o- %n#t mn &%-er de &a #n
+ro"#ror de.or%entat % %n"om+etent, " r#%a % !a , "#t ,r%" "nd %
!a !+#! " , d#+ toate +ro-a-%&%t %&e am %nten %a ! ,#g d%n ar
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e5trem de &#ng%, a# d%!+ r#t #n#& "te #n#&0 R mn t "#t ma% tot
t%m+#& % d%n "nd $n "nd !+#n "# o *o"e +%erd#t " a!ta e!te
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e5+&%" "om%!ar#&#% " toat +o*e!tea "on!t%t#%e #n !#-%e"t gra!
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e!te !tr%"t "on,%den %a& 0 F#!e!e +&a!at "# !e" %a &#% a%"%, $n
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atrage aten %a0 & $ntre- da" a +#tea ! te&e,one. !o %e%, $m%
!+#ne " n#, +entr# " e5a"t $n a"e& moment "a!a ne era
+er"/e.% %onat 0 C/%ar at#n"% !#n te&e,on#&0 E!te #n reda"tor de
&a 1S*en!7a Dag-&adetW0 >%ar#& +r%m%!e de3a o %n,orma %e0
6o&% %!t#&, #n "a+ n# +rea &#m%nat, !e !%mte $n"o& %t % "ere
3#rna&%!t#&#% ! n# !"r%e n%m%" de!+re a"e!t "a.0 A+o% m an#n "
m% !e %nter.%!e!e ! + r !e!" &o"a&%tatea0 Ma% m#&t, m% !e *a
"on,%!"a +aa+ort#&0 E!te $n"/e%at +ro"e!#&*er-a& a&
%nterogator%#&#%0 & !emne., de% n# t%# de!+re "e e!te *or-a,
+entr# " n# ma% $n e&eg n%m%" d%n "eea "e m% !e !+#ne0
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!+ate % $m% !+#ne ! m#n"e!" ma% de+arte % ! d#" o *%a
o-%n#%t , ea % +n at#n"%0 % re+et " a"ea!t $ntm+&are e!te
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"#&oare, ne,%n%!at, $n"e+ ! trem#r % or%"e gnd, or%"e !ent%ment a
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$nt#ner%"0 A"#m, d#+ "e a tre"#t m#&t t%m+ de at#n"%, m $ntre-
da" n# a ,o!t #n *%!: nam * .#t n%"% ma%n% de +om+%er%, % n%"%
oamen% ad#na % a"o&o0 ;ot#& era de o &%n%te de! *r%t : . +ada
" dea % "a.arma ardea0
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a"te, ma% "#rnd "a o do*ad " !% , "#!er trea-a0 A+o% Ingr%d !
a ae.at ! m ate+te0 ntr#"t t%m+#& tre"ea gre#, !e d#!e $n
-#" t r%e % !e a+#" ! ,a" +r 3%t#r%0
% !#n &a te&e,on +e HarrI S"/e%n % +e S*en Hara&d Ba#er0
Amndo% !#nt de!"#m+ n% %, o"a %0 Ce !a ma% $ntm+&at $n a"ea
d#+ am%a. , n# ma% t%#0 Am !er*%t "%naK 6ro-a-%& " da0 Neam
#%tat &a te&e*%.orK 6oate " da0
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" , a do#a .% d%m%nea a, re+orter%% ar ,% $n !tare ! %a "# a!a&t
&o"#%n a noa!tr d%n Par&a+&an '90 m% $m+a"/ete. "te*a &#"r#r%
de +r%m ne"e!%tate % m d#" ! !ta# $ntr#n m%" a+artament de
+e Gre*t#regatan, #nde m m#ta!em "# G#n d#+ ,#ga noa!tr
&a 6ar%!, $n toamna an#&#% '(S(0 De at#n"% o-%n#%am ! m retrag
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" ! tor%% e#ate !a# a&te ne"a.#r%0
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"amere% $m% d dea #n !ent%ment de !%g#ran 0 Ia# #n !omn%,er %
adorm0 N#m% am%nte!" n%m%" d%n "e !a $ntm+&at $n a"ea
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m d#" a"a! doar +entr# "te*a ore, !eara0 M !tre"or +r%n
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%e! d%n r#t%na .%&n%" % m d#" &a "#&"are0 N# mam ma% !%m %t att
de o-o!%t de "nd am "o-ort d%ntr#n a*%on " r#%a $% &#a!e ,o"
#n#& d%ntre motoare % "are !e rot%!e dea!#+ra Xre!#nd#&#% t%m+
de "te*a ore, "a ! % "on!#me "om-#!t%-%&#&0
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+r%eten dea noa!tr 0 m% nt%nde re+ede o ,&oare !+#nnd#m% "
n# dorete de"t ! m ,e&%"%te % " era ,oarte -#"#roa! de "e&e
a,&ate0
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+ro%e"te % de +&an#r% m %ne trea., $ntr#"t n# m ma% a3#t n%"%
!omn%,ere&e, n%"% m#.%"a, n%"% Se&ma, n%"% "%o"o&ata !a# -%!"#% %%,
m !"o& % m ae. &a -%ro#0 n"e+ ! !"r%# "# ,e-r%&%tate a" %#nea
#n#% ,%&m +e "are $& %nt%t#&e. Mama i +iica i mama. Hot r !" "a
ro&#r%&e ! ,%e %nter+retate de Ingr%d Bergman % de L%* U&&man0
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m#&t trea- 0 C# o o-o!ea& a+roa+e %n!#+orta-%& , dar "#
+r#den $n"e+ ! m% re.o&* +ro-&eme&e, a+#"nd#m ma% $nt%
de &#"r r%&e +reg t%toare +entr# ,%&m#& 16%a a 6arad%!#&#%W de U&&a
I!a7!on % G#nne& L%nd-&om0
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ora #n# d#+ am%a.a ne $nt&n%m "# a*o"at#& no!tr# Ro&, Magre&&0
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+r%n e% de " tre F%!"0 Ma% tr.%# am !"r%! #n art%"o& de!+re a"ea!t
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1:%ner%, 8 a+r%&%e, a*o"at#& me# Ro&, Magre&& a ,o!t %n*%tat
+entr# o d%!"# %e &a O,%"%#& F%!"a& de " tre %n!+e"tor#& +r%n"%+a&,
Bengt PL&Hn % de " tre e,#& de !e" %e, Han! S*en!!on,
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,oarte "om+&%"at0 n +o,%da $n"er" r%&or re+etate % r -d toare,
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$n! ! $n e&eg %deea de -a. 0
ntr#"t %n ! o %a# $na%ntea !e" %e% de +#-&%"%tate a
D%re" %e% Genera&e a Im+o.%te&or, !e" %e deo!e-%t de ra+%d , + rnd
! "o&a-ore.e att de %nt%m "# ma!!med%a, %nten %one. !
de.* &#% e# $n!#m% "e a*ea# +e %n%m a"et% do% ,#n" %onar%0
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"%ne*a tre-#%e ! !e re!emne.e0 D%n "te t%#, !a# $n"a!at or%"#m
!#me mar% de -an% de +e #rma aa.%!e% 1a,a"er% BergmannW0 O
$ntre-are marg%na& : "#m "onta-%&%.ea. % 3#!t%,%" +re!a +& %&e
!a&e $n a!emenea "a.#r% % "#m &e de"&ar +r%m%tor#& " r#%a % !e
m re!" a!t,e& *en%t#r%&eK
?% a"#m, +e !"#rt, *o% $n"er"a ! e5+&%" me!a3#& domn%&or
S*en!!on % PL&Hn0 Cer "%t%tor#&#% +# %n r -dare, $ntr#"t %deea
$n! % e!te %ntere!ant 0
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Im+o.%te&or n# a# ,o!t +rea m#& #m% % de ra+ort#& anter%or +e "are
$& $nto"m%!e %n!+e"tor#& +r%n"%+a& de ,%!", Da/&!trand0 Da/&!trand
+ro+#nea ! ,%e ta5at +entr# an#& '(FA "# do# m%&%oane %
3#m tate de "oroane Ca"e!ta ,%%nd "t%g#& ,o!te% me&e ,%rme
e&*e %ene de ,%&m, 16er!ona,%&mWD0 Domn%% de &a D%re" %a Genera& a
Im+o.%te&or *ro%a# a"#m ! m% ta5e.e % ,%rma !#ede.
1C%nematogra+/W +entr# a"eea% !#m , $ntr#"t "ea e&*e %an era
1n#& W0 Fa+t#& " a"e&a% *en%t #rma ! m% ,%e ta5at de do# or% C"#
)AY Z 8SY !a# $n tota& "# '9(YD n#% +reo"#+ "t#% de +# %n,
*%na ,%%nd a %n!+e"tor#&#% +r%n"%+a& de ,%!" Da/&!trand0 CS+er " m
+#te % #rm r%, n#KD
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am ,% " .#t de a"ord ! ,%# ta5at aa "#m a *r#t %n% %a& D%re" %a
Genera& a Im+o.%te&or, at#n"% !ar ,% e*%tat ta5area ,%rme% me&e
!#ede.e 1C%nematogra+/W0
6e !"#rt, "# amen%n r% % "# +re!%#n%, !a #rm r%t "a e# %
"# Da/&!trand ! re"#noatem " F%!"#& a*#!e!e dre+tate de &a
$n"e+#t0
E!te o +& "ere +entr# m%ne ! % %n,orme. +e Bengt PL&Hn
% +e Han! S*en!!on, +r%n a"e!t art%"o&, "a n# &e a""e+t metode&e
% "a re,#. !a ,%# %m+&%"at $n or%"e ,e& de tran.a" %e0
n mod ,%re!" m * d a"#m !%&%t !a !+e"#&e. ma% de+arte
a!#+ra mot%*e&or "are !ta# +ro-a-%& $n !+ate&e a"e!t#% 3o" #&#%tor
a& D%re" %e% Genera&e a Im+o.%te&or0
Iat #ne&e e5+&%"a %%: " %*a ,#n" %onar% de &a D%re" %a
Genera& a Im+o.%te&or %a# * .#t t%r-%t +re!t%g%#& $n moment#& $n
"are +ro"#ror#& Nordenad&er a de"&arat +ro"e!#& an#&at0 L#n% dea
rnd#& %n!+e"tor#& ,%!"a& Pent Par&!!on % "o&a-orator#& ! # !e
o"#+a!er de a"ea!t "/e!t%#ne "are "#&m%na!e "# "e&e-r#&
%n"%dent "nd am ,o!t &#at "# ,or a de &a ;eatr#& Dramat%"0 Cnd !
a do*ed%t " toat a"ea!t !tr dan%e ,#!e!e, ma% m#&t !a# ma%
+# %n, .adarn%" , !a !%m %t ne*o%a %m+er%oa! de a !e %n*enta
a&t"e*a "are ! "ontra"are.e %m+re!%a +#-&%"%t %% negat%*e +e
"are %o atr !e!e a!#+ra !a D%re" %a Genera& a Im+o.%te&or, att
$n ar "t % $n !tr %n tate0 6ro-a-%& !a "ontat +e ,a+t#& " $n
teama mea de a n# ma% tre"e d%n no# +r%n "eam tre"#t, ! "ede.
&a a"e!t anta3= anta3 +r%n "are D%re" %a Genera& a Im+o.%te&or ar
,% %e%t or%"#m $n*%ng toare0
N# am a""e+tat #n a!emenea 3o"0 n a"e&a% t%m+ a dor%
! ada#g " a *rea ! % !trng &a +%e+t att +e %n!+e"tor#&
+r%n"%+a& de ,%!" "t % +e e,#& de !e" %e0
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!%m+&#, att de ,#r%o!, $n"t mam $n! n to%t0 Oroarea %
!ent%ment#& de #m%&%n de neter! de "are !#,er%!em .% % noa+te
d%!+ r#!er $n "te*a ore % de at#n"% n%"% n# &eam ma% !%m %t0
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de 3#" tor% de +o7er $n " #tare de +re!t%g%#0
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ma% $na%nte, ma% a&e! " d#+ "e& !t#d%a!em ma% $ndea+roa+e +e
%n!+e"tor#& Par&!!on de &a F%!", "are ,#!e!e +re.ent &a an"/eta de
&a +o&% %e % "are trem#ra, &%tera&mente, de emo %e "# gnd#& &a
tr%#m,#& de "are !e a+ro+%a0
;re-#%e !a re"#no!" " am $n"e+#t ! am #ne&e e.%t r% $n
a"ea!t +r%*%n "nd am * .#t " +ro"#ror#& Nordenad&er a a*#t
"#ra3#& mora& ! re.%!te ,or e&or +#tern%"e "are de3a m
"ondamna!er 0 CM /ot r!em !a da# tot#& #%t r%% % ! m $ntor"
&a a"t%*%tatea mea & !nd +ro"e!#& ,%!"a& $n !eama !+e"%a&%t%&or,
" rora &e a"ordam toata $n"rederea0
N# am %n#t, n# %n % n# *o% %ne n%"%odat &a -an% % &a
o-%e"te mater%a&e0 N# !%mt n%"% o ne&%n%te &a gnd#& " a +#tea
+%erde "eea "e +o!ed $n #rma #ne% e*ent#a&e $n,rnger% $ntr#n
+ro"e! 3#r%d%"0 N# $n -an% $m% !o"ote!" -og %%&e0 Con!%der " !a
+ro"edat gre%t "# m%ne, dar !%mt totodat "a tre-#%e ! da#
#%t r%% toate a"e!tea +entr# a +#tea re*en% &a rea&%tate0 Am0 "re.#t,
de a!emenea " a"ea!t de+r%mant %!tor%e "on %ne % +# %n
de"en % dre+tateD0
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"on,%rmat re+re.ent r%&e me&e +arano%"e0 n a"e&a% t%m+, +ara&%.%a
% "r%.a de "reat%*%tate de "are am !#,er%t +entr# +r%ma dat $n
*%a a mea %a# g !%t o !o&# %onare0
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" %*a +r%eten% a+ro+%a %, am &#at o !er%e de /ot rr%, +e "are &e *o%
"om#n%"a a%"%, +entr# " a&t,e& !ar +#tea %*% o $ntreag ,&or de
!+e"#&a %%, de .*on#r% % de %n!%n# r%, d%n "are, ma% tr.%#, $m% *a ,%
gre# ! %e! &a &#m%na0
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!ent%ment de !%g#ran +entr# a +#tea rea&%.a "e*a $n me!er%a
mea % +entr# " , d#+ toate a+aren e&e, a"e!t !ent%ment de
!%g#ran $m% *a ,% re,#.at +entr# o +er%oad +e "are n# o +ot
de,% n% , m * d o-&%gat ! & "a#t $n a&ta +arte, $ntro a&t ar
de"t a%"%0 m% e!te +er,e"t "&ar " $m% a!#m #n mare r%!"0
E5e"#tarea +ro,e!%e% me&e e!te att de !trn! &egat de med%#&
me# % de &%m-a mea, $n"t !ar +#tea ! n# re.%!t #ne% a!t,e& de
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&#n% tre-#%e ! %a !,r%t0 Da" n# +ot m#n"%, *% a a mea n# are
n%"% #n !en!0
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D%!+o.% %a D%re" %e% Genera&e a Im+o.%te&or, +entr# "a.#& $n "are e#
*o% +%erde +ro"e!#&0 9 !#m e"/%*a&ent *a ,% d%!+on%-%& da"
+%erde 1C%nematogra+/W0 Da" *o% ,% de"&arat de-%tor +entr# o
!#m ma% mare, "on!%der " tre-#%e ! +& te!" +n &a #& t% m#&
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gnd ! r mn dator r%% me&e n%"% m "ar o !%ng#r "ent%m 0
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m%&%oane de "oroane "a ta5e, am dat de &#"r# &a nen#m ra %
oamen% % am #rm r%t "# ne&%n%te "a toate tran.a" %%&e !a ,%e
e,e"t#ate "# a-!o&#t one!t%tate0 ntr#"t n# m +r%"e+eam &a
"%,re % $m% era team de -an%, am r#gat +er!oane "#no!"#te +r%n
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e5er"%te0
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-%ro#& ,%rme% 1C%nematogra+/W, "ernd ! *ad a"te&e noa!tre
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" tot#& e!te norma&0 E% nea# !+#! " $% %ntere!ea. $n mod
deo!e-%t tran.a" %%&e ,%rme% 16er!ona,%&mW0 F r a&te "o mentar% %
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"/ema % &a o d%!"# %e e&e " tre domn%% re*%.or% de &a D%re" %a
Im+o.%te&or0
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%med%at $n $ntreaga &#me % "are #rma ! &e ad#" #n n#m r mare
de +#n"te $n a"e!t ta-e& !+e"%a& a& -%ro"ra %e%0
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tre"#t ma% m#&te &#n% de &a $n"e+#t#& *er%,%" r%% "ont#r%&or % +n
&a re %nerea mea % a a*o"at#&#% me#, m !#ra &#at +entr# "a 1n#
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"er"et r%0 De a"e!t &#"r# %ar ,% +#t#t da !eama +n % "e& ma%
d%n #rm +o&% %!t de +ro*%n"%e0 Da" a ,% a*#t "ont%%n a $n" r"at ,
a ,% +#t#t, $n toat a"ea +er%oad a m m#t $n !tr %n tate0 ?%, $n
!,r%t, da" n# ma ,% !%m %t ataat +n &a d%!+erare de a"ea!t
ar % da" n# a ,% ,o!t de o "%n!te "are mer%ta !a ,%e +ede+!%t
a ,% +#t#t ! d%!+#n a!t .% de o a*ere "on!%dera-%& 4 $n
!tr %n tateD0
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+a%!+re.e"e m%n#te d#+ "e ,#!e!em r%d%"at de &a ;eatr#&
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"om-%nat % "# a&te metode, % an#me "# amen%n area % "#
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de "e% a+ro+%a % m%e, a"ea!ta e!te o -agate& , #n &#"r# "are n#
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+ !tre. t "ere, $ntr#"t +&an%,%"a!em o "on,er%n de +re! &a
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neam $ntor! +e!te o ! +t mn 0 :ara #rma ! neo +etre"em &a
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a"eea a !er%%<
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de %n,orma %% n# "on!t%t#%a o +ro-&em = am ,o!t !"#t%t de tenta %% %
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, "#t a!#+ra mea o an#m%t %m+re!%e0 La ,am%&%a mea *enea $n
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m%a &#at mna, m%a tra!o !+re ea % a - gato $ntre +%"%oare0 m%
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%nea !trn! $ntre "oa+!e&e e% +#tern%"e % mo% % e# mam & !at
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de!eor% $n gr d%na +aro/%e%, dar n%"%odat n# am ad#! *or-a de
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#n !e"ret $m+re#n 0
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ter! d%n memor%e, dar ea a*ea ! !e tran!,orme ma% tr.%# $ntro
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de *%no* %e, a!em n toare !"ene% der#&at "ont%n## +e ,%&m#&
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!oare&e m $n" &.ea, %ar ma%"%&e tre"ea# $n %r %nd% an0 M ,re"am
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neo-%n#% t % +# %n $n!+ %mnt toare0 ntre t%m+ "ont%n#am !
de!ene.0 A %e%t o a&t ,eme%e goa&a, "e*a ma% $ndr .nea de"t
+r%ma0 Am de!enat a+o% #n +en%!, &am de"#+at, am t %at o ga#r ,
$ ntre +%"%oare&e ,eme%% % % &am - gat a"o&o0
Deodat am !% m % t "#m "or+#& $m% e!te gata ! m%
e5+&ode.e, %ar "e*a an#me, "e n# re#eam ! "ontro&e. era +e
"a&e de a n% d%n m%ne0 Am ,#g%t &a toa&eta "are !e a,&a $n
"ea&a&t +arte a /o& #& #% , % mam $ n"#% at a"o&o0 6& "erea !e
tran!,orma!e $n d#rere ,%.%" , +# a mea, +e "are $na%nte o +r%*eam
oare"#m a-!ent, , r *re#n %ntere! deo!e-%t, !e tran!,orma!e
$ntr#n demon "are +#&!a, % $m% d dea *%o&ente !en.a %% de d#rere,
$n !#! !+re !toma", % $n 3o! !+re "oa+!e0 N# t% am "e tre-#% e !a
,a" $m+otr%*a a"e!t#% d#man +#tern%"0 Lam !trn! -%ne $% mn
% $n a"e&a% moment !a +rod#! e5+&o.%a0 S+re groa.a mea, un
& % "/% d ne"#no!"#t a n% t +e!te m%n%, +anta&on%, !"a#n#&
toa& ete% , +erdea#a de &a ,erea!tr , +ere % % +e "o*or#& a&-a!tr#
de +e +odea0 n !+a%ma "are m "#+r%n!e!e "redeam " % e# %
tot "eea "e !e g !ea $n 3#r#& me# eram m#rd r% % de a"ea!t
m%.er%e "are nea d%n "or+#& me#0 N# t% am n%m%", n#
$n e&egeam n%m%", n# a*#!e!em n%"%odat e3a"#& r% no"t#rne,
ere" %%&e me&e a+ rea# -r#!", d%!+ rnd &a ,e& de re+ede0
Se5#a&%tatea ma !#r+r%n! "a o &o*%t#r de tr !net, de
ne$n e&e!, o!t%& % "/%n#%toare0 N%"% a!t .% n# t%# "#m de !a
+#t#t $ntm+&a a!t,e&, de #nde a"ea!t !"/%m-are a "or+#&#%
*en%t att de -r#!", , r a*ert%.are, de "e a ,o!t aa de
d#reroa! % $n" r"at de *%no* %e $n" d%n +r%m#& moment0 Oare
teama de !e5#a&%tate a + tr#n! $n no% "o+% % % +r%n +%e&e, !a# !e a,&a
de3a $n "amera noa!tr de "o+%%, "a #n ga. otr *%tor,
%m+er"e+t%-%&0 N%men% n# ne !+#!e!e n%m%", n%men% n# ne
a*ert%.a!e, n%"% m "ar n# ne $n!+ %mnta!e0
A"ea!t -oa& , !a# o-!e!%e !a a- t#t a!#+ra mea , r
m%& , a"t#& !a re+etat "ont%n##, a+roa+e o-&%gator%#0
n &%+!a a&t"#%*a, &am $ntre-at +e ,rate&e me# da" % e&
a*#!e!e e5+er%en e a!em n toare0 M%a rn3%t ama-%& % m%a
+o*e!t%t " e&, "are a*ea 'F an%, d#"ea o *%a !e5#a& norma& %
!at%!, " toare, gra %e #ne% +ro,e!oare "are $% d dea &e" %%
!#+&%mentare de german 0 Na*ea "/e, ! a!"#&te de!+re
+or" r%%&e me&e -o&n *%"%oa!e0 Dar da" doream ! a,&# am n#nte
de!+re ma!t#r-a %e +#team ! "%te!" $n Agen&a me&ical a
+amiliei. Ceea "e am % , "#t0
A"o&o era e5+&%"at $n "#*%nte "&are " ma!t#r-a %e !e
n#mea $n !#ede. o anoma&%e, " era #n *%"%# de t%nere e,
$m+otr%*a " r#%a tre-#%e &#+tat "# toate m%3&oa"e&e, "a -oa&a
+rod#"ea +a&oare % tran!+%ra %e, trem#r t#r%, "ear" ne $n 3#r#&
o"/%&or, d%,%"#&tate de "on"entrare % +%erder% de e"/%&%-r#0 n
"a.#r%&e gra*e, -oa&a d#"ea &a e!tom+area a"t%*%t %% "re%er#&#%,
a,e" %#n% a&e m d#*%% !+%n r%%, "r%.e de e+%&e+!%e, +%erderea
"#not%n e% % &a o moarte +remat#r 0 C# a!emenea +er!+e"t%*e
de *%%tor $n ,a a o"/%&or m%am "ont%n#at a"t#& de groa. %
+& "ere0
N# a*eam +e n%men% "# "are ! *or-e!", n%men% +e "are
! & $ntre-, tre-#%a !a ,%# atent $n +ermanen , ! m% a!"#nd
mere# $ngro.%tor#& !e"ret0
C#+r%n! de d%!+erare mam $ndre+tat !+re I!#! % &am
r#gat +e tata ! m% $ng d#%e ! %a# +arte &a ore&e de "on,%rmare
"# #n an ma% de*reme de"t ar ,% tre-#%t0 Dor%n a m%a ,o!t
$nde+&%n%t %, +r%n e5er"% %% !+%r%t#a&e % r#g "% #n% , am $n"er"at !
m e&%-ere. de -&e!tem#& me#0 n noa+tea de d%na%ntea +r%me%
"om#n%#n% am $n"er"at d%n r !+#ter% ! &#+t "# demon#& d%n m%ne0
Mam &#+tat "# e& +n !+re d%m%nea , dar am +%erd#t &#+ta0 I!#!
ma +ede+!%t "# #n enorm ,#r#n"#& %n,e"tat, a+ r#t "/%ar $n
m%3&o"#& ,r#n %% me&e +a&%de0 Cnd am +r%m%t "#m%ne" t#ra
!toma"#& m% !a "ontra"tat de era a+roa+e ! *om%t0
;oate a"e!tea +ar a!t .% +# %n "om%"e, dar at#n"% era#
"r#da rea&%tate0 Con!e"%n e&e n# !a# & !at ate+tate0 >%d#& "are
!e+ara *%a a mea rea& de "ea !e"ret !a $n & at tot ma% m#&t,
de*en%nd "#rnd %n!#rmonta-%&0 M%n"%#na a de*en%t d%n "e $n "e
ma% ne"e!ar 0 L#mea mea %mag%nar a !#,er%t #n !"#rt"%r"#%t %
m%a# tre-#%t m#& % an% % m#& % oamen% +r%eteno% +entr# a 0re+ara
!%t#a %a0 I.o&area mea a de*en%t ermet%" % am $n"e+#t ! "red "
o ! m% +%erd m%n %&e0 Am g !%t o oare"are "on!o&are $n ton#&
.e,&em%tor % anar/%" a& "%"&#&#% de n#*e&e / s tori ii de Str%nd-erg,
%ar +o*e!t%rea de!+re *e!e&#& *%*e#r "are a !#+ra*%e #%t ,rate&#%
re!+e"ta-%&, ma remontat, 0 Dar "#m dra"# ! re#e!" ! +#n %
e# mna +e o ,eme%e, or%"are ar ,% ,o!t eaK ;o % $% re.o&*a#
+ro-&ema, n#ma% e# m ma!t#r-am, eram +a&%d, tran!+%ram,
a*eam "ear" ne &a o"/% % gre#t % $n a m "on"entra0
?% $n a,ara de a!ta ma% eram % !&a-, "a+#& $m% atrna,
eram %ra!"%-%&, *en%" ,#r%o!, "ert re , #r&am % %+am, &#am note
+roa!te % nen#m rate +a&me0 C%nematogra,e&e % ga&er%a a tre%a
&atera& de &a ;eatr#& Dramat%" era# !%ng#re&e me&e re,#g%%0
n *ara a"eea n# neam ma% d#! &a :Mrom! "a de o-%"e%,
$n !"/%m- neam %n!ta&at $ntro "a! ga&-en , $ntr#n go&, "# o
*egeta %e -ogata, +e %n!#&a SmMda&arO0 A"e!ta era re.#&tat#& #ne%
$nde&#ngate % $ndr3%te &#+te d#!e $n !+ate&e ,a ade% d%n "e $n "e
ma% d r + nate a "a!e% +aro/%a&e0 ;ata #ra :Mrom!#&, +e -#n%"a
% " &d#ra !#,o"ant a &o"#&#%0 Mame% n#% +& "ea marea,
ar/%+e&ag#& % *nt#&, "are $% +ro*o"a# d#rer% re#mat%"e &a #mer%0
De data a"ea!ta, d%ntr#n mot%* ne"#no!"#t, "eda!e: E7e-o, de
+e %n!#&a SmMda&arO, a de*en%t +entr# m#& % an% de at#n"% $n"o&o
reed%n a noa!tr %d%&%" de *ar 0
6entr# m%ne ar/%+e&ag#& a re+re.entat o e5+er%en
#&#%toare0 A"o&o !e a,&a# !e.on%er% "# "o+%%% &or, d%ntre "are m#& %
de *r!ta mea0 Era# dorn%"% de a*ent#r , ,r#mo% % "r#.%0 E# eram
+&%n de "o#r% +e ,a , eram +ro!t $m-r "at, m -&-%am, rdeam
.gomoto! % , r mot%*, eram !tnga"% $n toate !+ort#r%&e, n#
a*eam "#ra3 ! !ar $n a+ "# "a+#& $na%nte, $n !"/%m- "on*er!am
-#"#ro! de!+re N%et.!"/e, #n ta&ent de n# +rea mare a3#tor +e
!tn"%&e +r%ntre "are ne !" &dam0
Fete&e a*ea# toate !n%, o&d#r%, ,#nd#r% % rdea# *e!e&e
% d%!+re #%toare0 n gnd, m "#&"am "# toate $n " m r# a mea
d%n +od, &e tort#ram % &e d%!+re #%am0
Sm- ta !eara era dan! $n o+ron#& de &a "ona"0 ;ot#& era
"a $n Domnioara Julia de Str%nd-erg: &#m%na no+ %%, ag%ta %a,
m%ro!#& gre# de "r%n% % de &%&%a", *%oara "are !e tng#%a,
a""e+tarea % re!+%ngerea, 3o"#r%&e % "r#.%mea0 Dator%t &%+!e% de
+artener%, am %ntrat $n gra %%&e ,ete&or, +e "are $n! n# $ndr .neam
! &e at%ng, deoare"e %med%at m e5"%tam0 n a,ar de a"ea!ta ma%
eram % #n +ro!t dan!ator % tre+tat am $n"e+#t ! ,%# o"o&%t0
Am rt % ,#r%o!0 O,en!at % r%d%"o&0 ngro.%t % $n"/%! $n m%ne
$n!#m%0 Re!+%ng tor % +&%n de "o#r%0
6#-ertate $n !t%& -#rg/e., *ara an#&#% '(J80
C%team ne$n"etat, ade!ea , r ! $n e&eg, dar eram
!en!%-%& &a re.onan e&e n#me&or: Do!to%e*!7%, ;o&!to%, Ba&.a",
De,oe, SE%,t, F&a#-ert, N%et.!"/e %, "#m am ma% !+#! Str%nd-erg0
N#m% ma% g !eam "#*%nte&e, m -&-%am % $m% rodeam
#ng/%%&e0 D%!+re #& ,a a de m%ne $n!#m% % ,a de *%a m !#,o"a0
Mergeam "o"oat % "# "a+#& $na%nte, +r%&e3 de re+ro#r%
+ermanente0 Stran%# m% !e +are ,a+t#& " n# am +#! n%"%odat !#-
!emn#& $ntre- r%% *%a a mea "ea m%.era-%& 0 Credeam " aa
tre-#%e ! ,%e0
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Anna L%nd-erg % "# m%ne a*eam a"eea% *r!t 0 Eram $n
"&a!a a no#a, "are re+re.enta #&t%ma "&a! $na%nte de &%"e#0 ?"oa&a
!e n#mea 6a&mgren!7a Sam!7o&a % !e a,&a &a %nter!e" %a d%ntre
S7e++argatan % PommendOr!gatan0 Ce% JJ9 de e&e*% era# +&a!a %
$n $n" +er%&e agrea-%&e dar $ng#!te a&e #ne% "a!e +art%"#&are0 Se
!+#nea de!+reW +ro,e!or% " ar re+re.enta o +edagog%e ma%
modern % ma% a*an!at de"t "ea d%n g%mna.%%&e norma&e0 De
,a+t n# era "/%ar aa, $ntr#"t m#& % d%ntre e% +reda# % &a
g%mna.%#& de !tat d%n O!terma&m, "are !e a,&a doar &a "%n"% m%n#te
de+ rtare de 6a&mgren!7a0
Era# a"e%a% +ro,e!or% " " "%o% % a"e&ea% "o&%
" " "%oa!e de am-e&e + r %0 S%ng#ra d%,eren o "on!t%t#%a
+ro-a-%& ta5a "o&ar "are, &a 6a&mgren!7a era "on!%dera-%& ma%
r%d%"at , $n +&#!, a"ea!ta era o "oa& m%5t 0 n "&a!a noa!tr era#
8' de - %e % % o+t ,ete0 Anna era #na d%ntre e&e0
E&e*%% !t tea# do% "te do% $n - n"%&e demodate0 6ro,e!or#&
o"#+a "atedra "are !e a,&a +e #n +o!tament, $ntr#n "o& 0 n ,a a
noa!tr !e $nt%ndea +e +erete ta-&a neagr 0 A,ar , de "ea&a&t
+arte a "e&or tre% ,ere!tre a&e "&a!e%, +&o#a mere#0 n "&a!
domnea !em%$nt#ner%"#&0 ?a!e -e"#r% e&e"tr%"e !e &#+ta# +&%"t%!%te
"# &#m%na %n"ert a .%&e%0 M%ro!#& de +anto,% #me.%, de &en3er%e de
"or+ ne!+ &at , de tran!+%ra %e % de #r%n !e %m+regna!e adn" %
+entr# totdea#na $n +ere % % $n mo-%&%er0
A"e!ta era #n ae. mnt $n,%%n at +e -a.a #ne% a&%an e,
de&o" !,nt , $ntre a#tor%t % % ,am%&%e0 D#/oarea +e "are o
r !+ndea, +&%"t%!ea&a de*enea# #neor% +enetrante, a&teor%
!#,o"ante0 C&a!a era o re,&e"tare $n m%n%at#r a !o"%et %%
ante-e&%"e: %ndo&ent , %nd%,erent , o+ort#n%!m, &%ng#ea& ,
amen%n r% +re"#m % "te*a %.-#"n%r% "on,#.e de re*o&t , %dea&%!m
% "#r%o.%tate0 Anar/%t%% era# $n! %n# % $n ,r# de !o"%etate,
"oa& % ,am%&%e0 6ede+!e&e era# e5em+&are % e&e a*ea# de!eor% o
%n,&#en de"%!%* +entr# tot re!t#& *%e %% de&%n"*ent#&#% re!+e"t%*0
Metode&e de +redare "on!ta# $n +r%n"%+a& d%n +ede+!e % +rem%%,
+&#! "#&t%*area #ne% "ont%%n e $n" r"ate0 M#& % d%ntre +ro,e!or%
era# na %ona&!o"%a&%t%, #n%% d%ntre e% d%n "a#.a +ro!t%e% %
am r "%#n%% de a n# ,% re#%t ! ,a" o "ar%er #n%*er!%tar , a& %% d%n
%dea&%!m % *enera %e ,a de - trna German%e, 1+o+or de +oe % %
de gnd%tor%W0
E5%!ta# de!%g#r % e5"e+ %% de &a a"ea!t re!emnare
"en#%e "are !e %n,%&tra!e $n - n"% % &a "atedr : oamen% $n.e!tra %
% %ntegr%, "a+a-%&% ! de!"/%d #% % ,ere!tre +r%n "are ! %ntre
aer#& % &#m%na0 N# era# m#& %0 D%re"tor#& no!tr# era #n om a*%d
de +#tere, &%ng#%tor % #n ,a%mo! tr g tor de !,or% $n "adr#&
"om#n%t %% m%!%onare0 % +& "ea ! organ%.e.e $ntr#n%r%&e +entr#
r#g "%#n%&e de d%m%nea , ame!te" on"t#o! de &ament r%
!ent%menta&e de!+re "t de tr%!t !ar ,% !%m %t I!#! da" ar ,% *%.%tat
"/%ar $n a"ea .% 6a&mgren!7a % de +red%"% d%a-o&%"e de!+re
+o&%t%" , tra,%"#& r#t%er !a# de!+re m#.%"a de 3a.. "e !e r !+ndea
+re"#m o e+%dem%e0
Le" %% ne$n* ate, $ne& tor%%, "/%#&, &%ng#%r%, ,#r%e $n -#%t
!a# *nt#r% d#/n%toare , "ea# +arte d%n +&%"t%!%tor#& +rogram
"ot%d%an0 Fete&e !e ad#na# $n gr#+#r% "a ! "on!+%re, !
#otea!" !a# ! !e /&%.ea!" 0 B %e %% #r&a# "# *o"%&e &or !+arte,
!e - tea#, 3#"a# m%ngea, +#nea# &a "a&e tot ,e&#& de $ne& "%#n%,
!e +reg tea# ! "o+%e.e &a &#"r r% !a# $% !"r%a# "# gra- teme&e0
E# !t team #nde*a $n m%3&o"#& "&a!e%0 Anna !t tea $n ,a a
mea dar +e d%agona& , &ng ,erea!tr 0 La ,e& "a to % "e%&a& %, o
g !eam #rt 0 Era o ,at $na&t , gra! , "# #mer% rot#n.%, %n#ta
#rt , !n% mar%, "oa+!e +#tern%"e % "# ,e!e #nd#%toare0 6 r#& $%
era -&ond"en#%#, "# " rare $ntro +arte, t %at !"#rt0 O"/%% era#
!a%%, #n#& " +r#% %ar "e& &a&t a&-a!tr#, +ome %% o-ra3%&or $na& %,
-#.e&e " rnoa!e, +ron#n ate, o-ra3%% era# rot#n.% "a de -e-e&#
%ar $n - r-%a -%ne mode&at a*ea o gro+% 0 D%n !+rn"eana
drea+t % +n &a &%n%a + r#&#% !e $nt%ndea o "%"atr%"e "are % !e
nroea "%& de Cte or% +&ngea !a# !e $n,#r%a0 A*ea +a&me + trate
"# degete groa!e % !"#rte, $n !"/%m- +%"%oare&e $% era# &#ng% %
,r#moa!e, "# t &+% m%"% % !"o-%t#ra adn" 0 De &a #n#& d%n +%"%oare
%% &%+!ea deget#& m%"0 M%ro!ea a ,at % a ! +#n de "o+%%0 O-%n#%a
! !e $m-ra"e $n ,#!te de "#&oare maro, "are $% *enea# +ro!t %
-&#.e de "#&oare ro. !a# a&-a!tr# de!"/%!0 Era %!tea , ama-%& %
a*ea +ermanent r !+#n! &a toate0 D#+ "#m !+#nea# g#r%&e re&e
tat & e% ,#g%!e "# 1#na d]a%aW0 Se ma% !+#nea " mama e% tr %a "#
#n "om%!*o%a3or "# + r#& ro#, "are &e - tea, att +e mam "at %
+e ,%%" , % " Anna +& tea &a "oa& o ta5 red#! 0
Att "# "at % Anna eram !%ng#rat%"%: e# eram "%#dat, ea
era #rt 0 Co&eg%% ne & !a# $n +a"e, n# ne deran3a# $n n%"% #n ,e& %
n# ne +er!e"#ta#0
ntro d#m%n%" neam $nt&n%t &a #n mat%ne#, &a
"%nematogra,#& Par&a0 Am "on!tatat " amndo% mergeam
,re"*ent % "# mare +& "ere &a "%nema0 S+re deo!e-%re de m%ne,
Anna a*ea o gr mad de -an% de -#.#nar, aa " am & !ato !
+& tea!" % +entr# m%ne0 C# t%m+#&, am $n"e+#t ! o "ond#"
a"a! 0 A+artament#& era !+a %o!, dar +ro!t $ntre %n#t0 Se a,&a &a
eta3#& $nt% a& #n#% -&o" de +e NI-rogatan, "o& "# :a&/a&&a*agen0
Camera Anne% era &#ng % $nt#ne"oa! , "# mo-%& de
d%*er!e !t%&#r%, #n "o*or #.at % o !o- de tera"ot 0 Lng
,erea!tra !e a,&a #n -%ro# +e "are $& moten%!e de &a -#n%"a d%n
+artea tat &#%0 6at#&, e5ten!%-%&, era a"o+er%t "# o "#*ert#r %
+erne "# mode&e t#r"et%0 Mama Anne% ma $ntm+%nat "#
+o&%te e, dar , r " &d#r 0 Sem na "# ,%%"a e%, dar g#ra $% era a"r ,
+%e&ea g &-#%e, + r#& !#- %re a&-%t % +%e+t nat !+re !+ate0 Com%!
*o%a3or#& ro"at n# !e . rea n%" %er%0
Anna % "# m%ne am $n"e+#t ! ne ,a"em &e" %%&e
$m+re#n 0 Am +re.entato &a +aro/%e %, !+re !#r+r%nderea mea, a
,o!t a""e+tat 0 6ro-a-%& " o "on!%dera# att de #rt $n"t ! n#
+oat "on!t%t#% n%"% "e& ma% m%" +er%"o& +entr# *%rt#tea mea0 A ,o!t
+r%m%t $n ,am%&%e "# -#n *o%n , d#m%n%"a *enea ! !er*ea!"
de3#n#& "# no%, ,r%+t#r de *% e& "# "a!tra*e %0 Frate&e me# o
e5am%na "# +r%*%r% %ron%"e % d%!+re #%toare, ea r !+#ndea +rom+t
% de!"/%! &a toate $ntre- r%&e "are % !e +#nea# % &#a +arte &a
m#&te d%n re+re.enta %%&e teatr#&#% no!tr# de + +#%0
Dr g & en%a % !%n"er%tatea Anne% a# , "#t ! !"ad
ten!%#nea d%ntre m%ne % re!t#& ,am%&%e%0
Ceea "e n# t%a# a% me% era ,a+t#& " mama Anne% !t tea
rar a"a! $n t%m+#& !or%% % " +reg t%t#& &e" %%&or !a tran!,ormat
tre+tat $n e5er"% %% !tnga"e, dar +er!e*erente $n +at#& "are
!"r %a +#tern%"0 Eram !%ng#r%, a*%.%, "#r%o% % a-!o&#t net%#tor%0
Ino"en a Anne% o+#nea re.%!ten , %ar +at#& !tr%"at, "# ,#nd de
/ama", , "ea o+era %#nea % ma% grea0 Nam $ndr .n%t n%"%odat !
ne de.-r " m, "% e5er!am $m-r "a %, ma% +# %n +anta&on%% de &n
a% Anne%0 Eram % +r#den % % neaten % $n a"e%a% t%m+, %ar
"teodat e3a"#&am $ntre +ort3art%er#& e% tare % -#rta "at%,e&at 0
Anna, "are era "#ra3oa! % %!tea , a ,o!t de + rere ! ne ae. m
ma% -%ne +e +odea, $n ,a a !o-e%, aa "#m * .#!e ea $ntr#n ,%&m0
Am a+r%n! "te*a -e e % .%are % neam dat 3o! /a%ne&e, "are ne
!tn3enea#0 Anna %+a % rdea, e# m a,#ndam $n ea $ntr#n ,e&
m%!ter%o!0 Anna a %+at d%n no#, o d#rea, dar m %nea !trn!0 Am
$n"er"at ! m e&%-ere. dar ea m a+ !a "# +%"%oare&e de &a !+ate,
am + tr#n! % ma% adn"0 Anna +&ngea, &a"r%m% % m#"% % !e
+re&%ngea# +e ,a , ne ! r#tam, a+ !nd#ne -#.e&e: 1A"#m
r mn $n! r"%nat W, m%a o+t%t ea, 1!%mt " r mn $n! r"%nat W0
6&ngea % rdea0 Am ,o!t "#+r%n! de o groa. "#m+&%t , am
$n"er"at ! o ,a" ! % re*%n , tre-#%a ! !e !+e&e %med%at, % +e ea,
dar % "o*or#&, Eram amndo% +&%n% de !nge % "#r!e!e !nge % +e
"o*or0
C/%ar $n a"e& moment !a de!"/%! #a % neam tre.%t $n
"amera "# man%a Anne%0 Anna era $n" +e +odea $n"er"nd ! %
+#n "/%&o %% % ! % -age !n%% mar% !#- " ma 0 E# m%am tra! $n
3o! +#&o*er#&, "a ! a!"#nd +ete&e $nt#ne"ate d%n 3#r#& &% #&#%0
Doamna L%nd-erg m%a tra! o +a&m , ma &#at de #re"/% %
ma a&ergat do# t#r#r% de "amer , a+o% !a o+r%t % m%a !+#! "#
#n .m-et amen%n tor "a n# "#m*a ! o &a! $n! r"%nat +e ,%%"
!a0 n re!t +#team ,a"e "e *ro%am, n#ma% ! n# o ame!te" m %
+e ea0 A"e!tea ,%%nd .%!e, m%a $ntor! !+ate&e % a %e%t trnt%nd #a0
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No %#-eam +e Anna +entr# " a"o&o #nde tr %am %
re!+%ram e# n# e5%!ta %#-%re0 C# !%g#ran " ,#!e!em $n"on3#rat
de m#&t drago!te $n "o+%& r%e dar #%ta!em "e g#!t a*ea0 N#
!%m eam drago!te +entr# n%men% % +entr# n%m%", n%"% m "ar
+entr# m%ne $n!#m%0 Sent%mente&e Anne% era# +ro-a-%& ma% +# %n
to"%te0 Ea a*ea +e "%ne*a +e "are +#tea ! & $m-r %e.e % ! &
! r#te, "# "are !e +#tea 3#"a, o + +# r #t "%oa! , "a+r%"%oa! %
d%,%"%& , "are *or-ea , r $n"etare, !+#nnd &#"r#r% "teodat
am#.ante, a&teor% $n! dea dre+t#& !t#+%de !a# %n,ant%&e, $n"t te
+#tea% $ntre-a da" ,& " #& a"e&a a& e% a*ea "# ade* rat
+a%!+re.e"e an%0 Uneor% e& n%"% n# *ro%a ! mearg "# ea +e
!trad , !+#nnd " era +rea gra! %ar e& +rea !&a- % " $m+re#n
era# r%d%"o&%0
Uneor%, "nd ten!%#nea de &a "a!a +aro/%a& de*enea +rea
mare, o &o*eam0 Ea re+&%"a0 Eram amndo% &a ,e& de +#tern%"% dar
e# eram ma% ,#r%o!0 De a"eea "ert#r%&e noa!tre !e term%na# "#
&a"r%m%&e e% % "# +&e"area mea *%3e&%oa! 0 Ne $m+ "am
$ntotdea#na0 O dat !a a&e! "# #n o"/% $n*%ne %t, a&t dat "# -#.a
r#+t 0 Se d%!tra ar tnd#% &a "oa& r n%&e, Da" "%ne*a o $ntre-a
"%ne a ma&tratato a!t,e&, r !+#ndea " %#-%t#& e%0 ;o % rdea#
+entr# " n%men% n# "redea "a ,%#& "e& "o!te&%* % -&-%t a&
+a!tor#&#% era $n !tare de a!emenea %.-#"n%r% de tem+erament %
- r- %e0
ntro d#m%n%" , $na%nte de !&#3- , Anna ma !#nat % m%a
!+#! #r&nd " 6a&&e e!te gata ! o omoare +e ma%" !a0 Am dat
,#ga ! &e a3#t0 M%a de!"/%! Anna0 n a"e&a% moment am +r%m%t $n
g#r o &o*%t#r amor %toare % am " .#t +e !+ate +e!te ra,t#& "#
+anto,%0 Com%!*o%a3or#& ro"at, $m-r "at doar "# " maa de
noa+te % $n o!ete, &e + r#%a +e mam % +e ,%%" , #r&nd " &e
omoar % " a"#m, $n !,r%t, o ! +#n "a+ t &a toate a,#r%!%te&e
de $ne& tor%%, " era ! t#& ! ma% $ntre %n o "#r* % +e ,%%"a e%0 O
a+#"a!e +e ,eme%e de gt, ,a a a"e!te%a !e $n*%ne %!e, %ar g#ra $%
era de!"/%! &arg0 Anna % "# m%ne am $n"er"at ! % +r%ndem
m%n%&e "# ,or a0 n "e&e d%n #rm Anna a dat ,#ga &a -#" t r%e "a
! ad#" #n "# %t % %+a " o ! & $n3#ng/%e0 Imed%at e& a dat
dr#m#& ,eme%%, ma +o"n%t $n ,a , e# am re+&%"at, dar n# &am
n%mer%t0 A+o% !a $m-r "at $n &%n%te, a +#! + & r%a +e o #re"/e, %a
$nde!at m%n%&e $n -#.#nare&e +a&ton#&#% % d#! a ,o!t0
Mama Anne% nea o,er%t "a,ea % !and*%"%#r%0 9 *e"%n a
!#nat "a ! $ntre-e "e !e $ntm+&a!e0 Anna ma tra! $n "amera e%
"a ! m% e5am%ne.e r n%&e0 m% ! r%!e o +or %#ne d%n !ma& #& #n#%
d%nte d%n ,a C"nd !"r%# a"e!te rnd#r% $% !%mt % a"#m, "# &%m-a,
&%+!aD0
;oate a"e!te &#"r#r% m %ntere!a#, dar m% !e + rea#
%rea&e0 ;ot#& $n 3#r#& me# era +ar" a&" t#%t d%n ,ragmente de ,%&m,
$m+re#nate &a $ntm+&are, ,ragmente #neor% gre# de $n e&e!,
a&teor% +&%ne de tr%!te e0 S+re !#r+r%nderea mea am de!"o+er%t "
!%m #r%&e me&e $nreg%!tra# rea&%tatea e5ter%oar , dar " %m+#&!#r%&e
me&e n# a3#ngea# n%"%odat +n &a !ent%mente&e me&e0 A"e!tea
d%n #rm &o"#%a# $ntro "amer $n"/%! , % era# ,o&o!%te &a
"omand % $ntotdea#na "# +remed%tare0 Rea&%tatea mea era att
de +ro,#nd !"%ndat , $n"t n# ma% %neam !eama de ea0
Am %n!%!tat a!#+ra de!"r%er%% a"e!te% - t % d%n
a+artament#& ! r " "%o! d%n NI-rogatan +entr# " $m% ad#"
am%nte ,%e"are moment, ,%e"are m%"are, %+ete&e % re+&%"%&e,
&#m%na re,&e"tat $n ,ere!tre&e de +e "ea&a&t +arte a !tr .%%,
m%ro!#& de +r 3ea& % m#rd r%%, de "e& a& +ome.%% de +e + r#& ro#
% &%+%"%o! a& - r-at#&#% a"e&a0 m% am%nte!" tot#& $n "e&e ma% m%"%
am n#nte0 Dar $ntre !%m #r%&e % !ent%mente&e me&e n# e5%!ta n%"%
o &eg t#r 0 M%era team , eram ,#r%o!, !tn3en%t, "#r%o! !a# +#r %
!%m+&# %!ter%"K N# t%#0
A"#m, "nd am r !+#n!#& &a $ntre- r%, "nd "#no!" !o&# %a
+ro-&eme% t%# " m%a# tre-#%t ma% m#&t de +atr#.e"% de an%
+entr# "a !ent%mente&e me&e ! !e e&%-ere.e d%n "amera a"eea
$n"/%! #nde ,#!e!er %.o&ate0 ;r %am d%n am%nt%rea !ent%mente&or,
t%am ,oarte -%ne "#m !e +rod#"ea# emo %%&e dar e5+re!%a &or
!+ontan n# era n%"%odat !+ontan 0 E5%!t $ntotdea#na o
m%"ro!e"#nd $ntre e5+er%en a mea %nt#%t%* % e5+r%marea e%
emo %ona& 0
A!t .% "nd +re!#+#n " !#nt, ma% m#&t !a# ma% +# %n
*%nde"at, m $ntre- da" e5%!t !a# da" *or e5%!ta *reodat
%n!tr#mente "are ! +oat m !#ra % de,%n% o ne*ro. "e a re#%t
! dea a+aren att de e,%"%ent #ne% norma&%t % %&#.or%%0
Cnd m%am ! r- tor%t a "%n"%!+re.e"ea an%*er!are $n
"a!a "ea ga&-en de +e SmMda&arO, a ,o!t %n*%tat % Anna0 A ,o!t
"a.at $ntro "amer de &a man!ard , $m+re#n "# !ora mea0 La
r ! r%t#& !oare&#%, am tre.%to, neam ,#r%at +#n &a go&, % am
*!&%t $n &arg, +r%ntre %n!#&e, *!&%nd $n a"e& !+a %# %mo-%& $n
!"nte%erea !oare&#% % $n *a&#r%&e &enee & !ate $n #rma &#% de
*a+or#& "are $% , "ea "#r!a mat%na& $ntre UtO % Da&arO0
Am a3#n! $na+o% a"a! &a t%m+ +entr# m%"#& de3#n %
,e&%"%t r%&e de r%goare0 Eram ar% de !oare +e #mer% % +e !+ate,
-#.e&e ne era# #!"ate % a*ea# g#!t de !oare, o"/%% +e 3#m tate
or-% % de toat &#m%na a"eea0
;r %!er m $m+re#n ma% m#&t de 3#m tate de an, dar a-%a
at#n"% neam * .#t go%, #n#& +e a&t#& +entr# +r%ma dat 0
NI
n *ara $n "are am $m+&%n%t '@ an% am ,o!t tr%m%! $n
German%a "a A#!ta#!"/7%nd0 A!ta $n!emna " #rma ! &o"#%e!"
t%m+ de a!e ! +t mn% $ntro ,am%&%e german "are a*ea #n - %at
de !eama mea0 Cnd $n"e+ea *a"an a &#% de *ar #rma ! *%n e&
"# m%ne $n S#ed%a, ! &o"#%a!" &a no% +entr# o +er%oad de t%m+
e"/%*a&ent 0
Am n%mer%t &a ,am%&%a #n#% +reot d%n ;#r%ng%a, $ntro m%"a
&o"a&%tate "are !e n#mea Ha%na, #nde*a %ntre Be%mar %
E%!en-a"/0 Sat#&, ae.at $ntro *a&e, era $n"on3#rat de #n +e%!a3
"are re!+%ra -#n !tare0 6r%ntre "a!e er+#%a #n r# domo& %
m&o!0 n !at !e a,&a o -%!er%" #r%a , o +%a "# #n mon#ment a&
ero%&or % o !ta %e de a#to-#.0
Fam%&%a era n#meroa! : tre% - %e % % tre% ,ete, +reot#& "#
!o %a, +re"#m % o r#d ma% $n *r!t , "are era 1 d%enende
S"/Ee!ter2 % !e $ngr%3ea de -o&na*%% % ! ra"%% +aro/%e%0 A*ea
m#!ta , tran!+%ra a-#ndent % "ond#"ea tre-#r%&e "a!e% "# o
mn de ,%er0 St +n#& "a!e% ora #n - r-at .*e&t, "# o -ar- de
a+, o"/% a&-atr%, +r%eteno%, do+#r% de *at $n #re"/% % o -a!"
neagr , tra! m#&t +e ,r#nte0 Era "#&t % mare amator de m#.%" ,
"nta &a "te*a %n!tr#mente % a*ea o *o"e d#&"e de tenor0 So %a
&#% era gra! , m#n"%t % !#+#! , !t tea ma% m#&t &a -#" t r%e %
m mng%a +e o-ra.0 6ro-a-%& " *o%a $n ,e&#& a"e!ta ! % "ear
!"#.e +entr# ! r "%a &or0
6r%eten#& me#, Hanne!, + rea de"#+at d%ntr#n .%ar de
+ro+agand na %ona&!o"%a&%!t : -&ond, $na&t % "# o"/% a&-atr%, "#
#n .m-et de!"/%!, #re"/% ,oarte m%"% % "# o -ar- a-%a m%3%t 0
F "eam e,ort#r% re"%+ro"e ! ne $n e&egem dar n# era de&o" #or0
Germana mea era re.#&tat#& to"e&%% gramat%"%%, "#m !e o-%n#%a +e
at#n"%: +rograma "o&ar n# +re*edea % e*ent#a&%tatea "a o &%m-
! ,%e % *or-%ta0
>%&e&e era# +&%"t%"oa!e0 La ora a+te d%m%nea a "o+%%%
+&e"a# &a "oa& , %ar e# r mneam !%ng#r "# - trn%%0 C%team, m
+&%m-am %m% era dor de "a! 0 6re,eram ! !ta# $n -%ro#&
+reot#&#% !a# ! & #rme. $n *%.%te&e &#% +r%n +aro/%e0 Cond#"ea o
ra-& *e"/e "# "a+ota $na&t 0
n " &d#ra %mo-%& , +ra,#& #m+&ea dr#m#r%&e % &a tot +a!#&
te %.-ea% de gte gra!e % %!ter%"e0
Lam $ntre-at +e +reot da" tre-#%a ! r%d%" mna % ! .%"
1He%& H%t&erW &a ,e& "a to % "e%&a& %0 M%a r !+#n!: 1 &%e-er Ingmar, da!
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"oa& % ! %a# +arte &a &e" %%0 F%%nd ne*o%t ! a&eg $ntre "%#m %
/o&er , am a&e! "oa&a, "are !e a,& $ntr#n !at ma% mare, #nde !e
+#tea a3#nge de &a Ha%na +ar"#rgnd " %*a 7%&ometr% "# -%"%"&eta0
Am ,o!t +r%m%t "# o "ord%a&%tate ent#.%a!t % m% !a dat *o%e !
!ta# &ng Hanne!0 C&a!a era !+a %oa! , ! r " "%oa! , re"e %
#med , $n "%#da " &d#r%% de *ar "are domnea e&e "ea&a&t +arte a
,ere!tre&or $na&te0 O-%e"t#& era 1Re&%g%on!7#ndeW
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"are !e n#mea 1der St#rmerW0 M%ad#" am%nte doar de o ,ra.
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+red%"a +reot#&#%, "are na $n"e+#t "# #n "omentar%# d%n
E*ang/e&%e, "% "# "te*a "%tate d%n Mein 1amp+. D#+ !&#3- !a
!er*%t "a,ea $ntro "amer a& t#rat 0 M#& % d%ntre "e% +re.en % era#
$n #n%,orm , aa $n"t am a*#t nen#m rate o"a.%% ! r%d%" mna %
! .%" 1He%& H%t&er20
;o % "o+%%% d%n "a! , "ea# +arte d%n d%,er%te organ%.a %%:
- %e %% d%n 1H%t&er3#gendW, %ar ,ete&e d%n 1 B#nd De#t!"/er MLde&^0
D#+ am%a.a !e %n!tr#%a# "# &o+e % $n &o" de +#t% !a# +ra"t%"a#
!+ort#r% +e !tad%on, %ar !eara a!"#&ta# +re&eger% % *edea# ,%&me,
"nta# !a# dan!a#0 C# gre#tate +#team ! ,a"em -a%e $n r#,
+entr# " ,#nd#& a"e!t#%a era m&o!, %ar a+a r # m%ro!%toare0
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6an!amente&e +entr# men!tr#a %e a&e ,ete&or, "roetate d%n ,%r
gro! de -#m-a", atrna# +#!e &a #!"at $n !+ & tor%a +r%m%t%* ,
, r a+ "a&d !a# a&te ,a"%&%t %0
La Be%mar #rma ! a%- &o" o $ntr#n%re de +art%d, o
man%,e!ta %e g%gant%" , +re.%dat de H%t&er $n +er!oan 0 n "#rtea
+aro/%a& era ,or,ot mare: !e !+ &a# % !e " &"a# " m %, !e
&#!tr#%a# "%.me % "#re&e0 ;%ner%% a# +orn%to &a dr#m de $ndat "e
!a "r +at de .%# 0 Urma "a - trn%% % "# m%ne ! +&e" m "#
ma%na0 Fam%&%a !e mndrea "# ,a+t#& " re#%!e ! ,a" ro!t de
-%&ete $n a+ro+%erea tr%-#ne% o,%"%a&e0 C%ne*a !+#!e!e $n g&#m "
onoarea !e datora +re.en e% me&e0
C/%ar $n a"ea d%m%nea +&%n de ag%ta %e a !#nat
te&e,on#&0 Era +entr# m%ne, de a"a! 0 Unde*a, $n de+ rtare,
a#.eam *o"ea !onor a m t#%% Anna0 A*erea e% %men! $%
+erm%tea !a ,a" a"ea!t "on*or-%re te&e,on%" !"#m+ 0 N# !e
gr -ea de&o" % n#ma% $ntr#n tr.%# a a3#n! ! m% !+#n
ade* rat#& mot%* +entr# "are te&e,ona!e: a*ea o +r%eten "are
&o"#%a &a Be%mar % "are era " ! tor%t "# #n d%re"tor de -an" ,
a,&a!e de &a mama " !#nt $n a+ro+%ere de e% % $% !#na!e %med%at
+r%etena %% +ro+#!e!e ! m d#" +e &a e% $n *%.%t 0 M t#a Anna a
*or-%t a+o% "# +reot#& $ntro german ,&#ent , a re&#at,
"on*or-%rea "# m%ne, !+#nnd#m% "t de tare !e -#"#ra " o *o%
$nt&n% +e +r%etena e% % +e ,r#mo%% "o+%% a% a"e!te%a0
Am a3#n! &a Be%mar $n 3#r de ora do# !+re.e"e0
Ceremon%a 4 de,%&area % "#*ntarea &#% H%t&er 4 #rma !a $n"ea+
&a ora tre%0 Ora#& ,%er-ea de3a de emo %e, oamen%% #m-&a# +e
!tr .% $n /a%ne de ! r- toare !a# $n #n%,orme0 Se a#.ea# +e!te tot
or"/e!tre "ntnd, "a!e&e era# $m+odo-%te "# g/%r&ande de ,&or% %
"# !teag#r%0 B tea# "&o+ote&e, att "e&e a&e $nt#ne"ate&or -%!er%"%
+rote!tante "t % "e&e a&e *e!e&e&or -%!er%"% "ato&%"e0 ntr#na d%n
+%e e&e *e"/% ,#!e!e montat #n mare +ar" de d%!tra" %%0 La o+er
era $n +rogram Rieni de Bagner "a !+e"ta"o& de ga& , #rmat de
,o"#r% de art%,%"%%0
E# % ,am%&%a +reot#&#% am ,o!t +&a!a % $n a+ro+%erea
tr%-#ne% o,%"%a&e0 n t%m+ "e ate+tam $n " &d#ra !#,o"ant , -eam
-ere % mneam !and*%"%#r% d%ntr#n +a"/et #n!#ro!, +e "are !o %a
+reot#&#% $& %n#!e !trn! &a +%e+t#& e% *o&#m%no!, +e tot +ar"#r!#&
" & tor%e%0
Cnd "ea!#& a - t#t ora tre%, !a a#.%t "e*a !em nnd "#
#r% #ragan "are !e a+ro+%a0 >gomot#& !#m-r# % $n!+ %mnt tor !
a r !+nd%t +e !tr .% r !#nnd $n .%d#r%&e "a!e&or0 n de+ rtare, &a
"a+ t#& +%e %% !e . rea #n "orteg%# de a#tomo-%&e negre,
de"a+ota-%&e0 :#%et#& "retea a"o+er%nd t#nete&e "are !e
de.& n #%!er % $n"e+# ! "ad +&oa%a, "a o +erdea tran!+arent ,
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a #%tat &a m#& %mea "are $& a"&ama, &a oamen%% "are +&ngea# %
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a"ea!t ,orm%da-%& e5+&o.%e de ,or 0 %+am % e# $m+re#n "#
to % "e%&a& %, r%d%"am mna "a to % "e%&a& %, #r&am "a to % "e%&a& %,
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!#! $n $nde+ rtata S"and%na*%e, n# $n e&egeam "#m e*re%%
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om#& "are nea "reat #n de!t%n "om#n % "are, "# /ot rre, nea
#n%t $ntro !%ng#r *o%n , o !%ng#r +#tere, #n !%ng#r +o+or0
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&#% H%t&er0 Hanne! m%a atrnato dea!#+ra +at#&#% % m%a !+#! "
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mam -#"#rat de !#""e!e&e &#% % am !#,er%t &a $n,rnger%&e &#%0
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!o"%a&%!t !#ede.0 ;at & me# %a *otat de "te*a or% +e na %ona&
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+ro,e!or#& no!tr# de !+ort " & torea $n ,%e"are *ar $n Ba*ar%a
+entr# a +art%"%+a &a $ntr#n%rea o,% er%&or, " %*a d%ntre +a!tor%% d%n
+aro/%a noa!tr era# +e a!"#n! na.%t%, %ar +r%eten%% "e% ma%
a+ro+%a % a% ,am%&%e% $% e5+r%ma# !%m+at%%&e +#tern%"e ,a de
1no#a German%e20
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+entr# m%ne o ade* rat &o*%t#r = &a $n"e+#t m%ntea mea n# +#tea
a""e+ta "eea "e o"/%% *edea#0 La ,e& "a m#& % a& %% !+#neam % e#
" ,otogra,%%&e era# m%n"%#n% man%+#&ate de +ro+agand 0 Cnd, $n
"e&e d%n #rm , ade* r#& m%a $n*%n! re.%!ten a, am ,o!t "#+r%n! de
de.n de3de, %ar d%!+re #& ,a de m%ne $n!#m%, "are de3a era o
+o*ar grea, !a a""ent#at, de+ %nd gran% e&e !#+orta-%&#&#%0 A
tre-#%t ! trea" m#&t *reme +n ! m% da# !eama " , $n ,ond,
eram *%no*at0
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$ntro rea&%tate !tr &#"%nd de %dea&%!m % de "#&t a& ero%&or0 n a,ar
de a!ta, am ,o!t e5+#! #ne% agre!%*%t % "are, $n mare m !#ra, era
$n ton "# a mea0 Or-%t de !tr &#"%rea &#m%n%% de a,ar , n# am * .#t
$nt#ner%"#&0
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m#n%"%+a& d%n GOte-org, am ,o!t martor#& #ne% adn"% %
!ngeroa!e !"%.%#n% $n ,oa%er#& art%t%&or0 De o +arte !e a,&a#
"omentator#& .%ar#&#% german 1U,a2, organ%.ator%% #ne% Camere
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"ant%n 0 Ura d%ntre e% era att de groa! " o +#tea% t %a "#
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Dar "nd !oner%a an#n a !,r%t#& +a#.e%, a"tor%% !e #r"a#
d%n no# +e !"en % rede*enea# "ea ma% -#na % "ea ma%
omogen tr#+ e&e teatr# d%n ar 0
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mea0 ;re+tat $n! , o de"%.%e "%#dat a $n"e+#t ! !e "ont#re.e:
n%"%odat no !a ma% ,a" +o&%t%" < De!%g#r, n# a"ea!ta era
/ot rrea +e "are ar ,% tre-#%t !o %a#0
Fe!t%*%t %&e de &a Be%mar a# "ont%n#at toat !eara %
toat noa+tea0 6reot#& ma "ond#! "# ma%na &#% &a *%&a
d%re"tor#&#% de -an" , o "& d%re %m+o.ant de marm#r , $n
G#gend!t%&, $n"on3#rat de #n +ar" $nm%re!mat0 Strada, de #n "a&m
ar%!to"rat%", era m rg%n%t +e am-e&e + r % de "a!e de a"e&a% t%+0
Am #r"at !" r%&e &arg% % am !#nat &a # 0 M%a de!"/%! o !er*%toare
$m-r "at $n negr# % "# o -one %" a&- de dante& , +e "are o
+#rta +e!te o "oa,#r "%#dat 0 Mam -&-%t !+#nnd#m% n#me&e
% !"o+#& *%.%te%0 A r! % ma tra! $n /o&0
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"ord%a&%tate !%n"er 0 Se n#mea Ann%= mama e% ,#!e!e !#ede. %ar
tat & amer%"an0 :or-ea !#ede.a "# a""ent !tr %n % era e5trem de
e&egant , $ntr#"t ea % !o #& e% #rma# ! a!%!te &a !+e"ta"o&#& de
ga& de &a o+er , d%n a"ea !ear 0 Am ,o!t "ond#! $n !#,rager%e,
#nde !e !er*ea "ea%#& de !ear "# 1 7a&ter A#,!"/n%ttW
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era #n domn $na&t, -r#net, "# o -ar- -%ne $ngr%3%t % "# o +r%*%re
%ron%" $n !+ate&e o"/e&ar%&or de *edere0 Lng e& !t tea ,%%"a "ea
ma% m%" , "are !e n#mea C&ara % +e "are &#mea, "nd o a&%nta $%
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a&- , o"/%% de "#&oare $n"/%! , a+roa+e negr%, "# g#ra +a&%d , dar
" rnoa! 0 A*ea o +r%*%re #or !a%e, ,a+t "are, $ntr#n ,e&
%ne5+&%"a-%& $% !+orea ,arme"#&0
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a&-atr%0 A*ea# -ra e &#ng%, +e "are &e m%"a# $ntr#n mod e&egant
% +#rta# !a"o#r% eng&e.et% "# em-&ema #n%*er!%tar +e
-#.#nar#& de &a +%e+t0
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"# "ea% % "# !and*%#r%0 6ret#t%nden% era# ta-&o#r%, arg%nt r%e,
"o*oare mo% +e!te +ar"/et#& ne!,r%t, "o&oane ornamenta&e0 de
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marm#r , dra+er%% gre&e0 n !#,rager%e, o ,erea!tr $n ,orm de
ro.et !"nte%a $n &#m%na a+#!#&#% de !oare0
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mea, "are !e a,&a &a eta3#& a& do%&ea, $n rnd "# "amere&e - %e %&or0
Fo&o!eam $m+re#n o -a%e "# ma% m#&te "/%#*ete % "# o "ad
$ngro+at 0 D#+ "e Ann% m%a ar tat tot &#5#& a"e!ta %a &#at
r ma! -#n0 ?o,er#& !t tea gata de +&e"are $n /o&, %ar d%re"tor#& de
-an" ate+ta +e !" r%0
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"e o , "ea ! ,%e ma% $na&t de"t m%neD % o ro"/%e de "a! de #n
ro# $n"/%!, "# + r#& de!, "#t, re* r!nd#!e +e #mer%0 %nea
deget#& &a g#r $ntr#n ge!t g&#me "on!+%rat%*0
Ma &#at de mn % ma "ond#! +r%ntr#n "or%dor &#ng
$ntro "amer "are !e g !ea $ntr#n t#rn % "are $n mod e*%dent,
n# era ,o&o!%t , $ntr#"t mo-%&e&e era# a"o+er%te %ar "ande&a-r#& de
"r%!ta& era $n, #rat $n t#&0 Cte*a &#mn r% a+r%n!e !e re,&e"ta# $n
og&%n.%&e mar% de +e +ere %0 Fra %% &#% C&Lr"/en !e a,&a# de3a a"o&o %
,#ma# %g r% t#r"et% +&ate % !or-ea# "ogna"0 6e o m !# a#r%t
era #n gramo,on +orta-%&, gata $ntor! % +reg t%t0 Da*%d, ,rate&e
ma% m%", a *rt o +ere"/e de "%ora+% $n +&n%a gramo,on#&#%0 6e
a+arat era ,%5at o +&a" "# o et%"/et a&-a!tr +e "are !"r%a
;e&e,#n7en0 Odat "o-ort a"#& d%n "#t%a neagr $n"e+# ! r !#ne
#*ert#ra &a 1O+era de tre% +ara&eW, "# a""ente&e e% a!+re dar
$n,#ndate0 D#+ "#*%nte&e !ar"a!t%"e a&e !+ea7er#&#% "are e5+&%"a
de "e ,pera &e trei parale !e n#mea a!t,e&, a #rmat 2ala&a lui
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+oat a!"#&ta % C&Lr"/en0W
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!tr &#"ete dea!#+ra "o+a"%&or d%n +ar"0 C&Lr"/en $% %ne "a+#& +e
3#m tate $ntor!, $% ,%5ea. ,a a $n og&%nda mare d%ntre ,ere!tre %
$% +#ne o mn +e o"/%0 Da*%d $m% #m+&e +a/ar#&0 C&%+a !e
de!tram "a o mem-ran !#- %re, %ar e# +&#te!" , r a o+#ne
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de!tram % aa ma% de+arte0
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adn" $n "ont%%n a mea, +entr# a r mne a"o&o, "a o +arte d%n
m%ne $n!#m%0
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monte. ,pera &e trei parale, +e o !"en !#ede. 0 Ce "om+rom%!
$ngro.%tor, "e +arod%e a mar%&or am-% %%, "e &a%tate, "e &%+! de
&o%a&%tate ,a de n%te "#not%n e de3a do-nd%te0 M% !e +#!e!er
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mater%a&e % am dat gre +entr# " am ,o!t +ro!t % *an%to!, o
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t#r"et% % gramo,on#& "e& negr# +e!te "are !t tea a+&e"at Da*%d0
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tre.%t d%n no# +e!te "te*a momente0 Eram $n +at#& me# mare0
>or%&e +a&%de !e %*%!er &a ,erea!tr % &a "e& &a&t "a+ t a& +at#&#%
!t tea C&Lr"/en, $n, #rat $ntr#n "a+ot &arg % "# + r#& +e
moa e0 M +r%*ea ne$n"etat % "# mare "#r%o.%tate0 Cnd a * .#t
" m tre.e!", a dat d%n "a+ .m-%nd % a d%!+ r#t $n t "ere0
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e5+ed%at d%n E&*e %a, $m% ad#"ea am%nte, +e #n ton de g&#m , "
+rom%!e!em ! ne !"r%em re"%+ro", dar " era "&ar "a #%ta!em
$n e&egerea noa!tr 0 m% !+#nea " !e re$ntor!e!e &a +en!%on, "
+ r%n %% !e a,&a# &a n%te +r%eten% $n Canada % " , d#+ "e $%
term%na !t#d%%&e dorea ! #rme.e "#r!#r%&e ?"o&%% de art d%n 6ar%!0
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dator%t %nter*en %e% am-a!ador#&#% -r%tan%"0 N# "redea " ,am%&%a
e% !e *a ma% $ntoar"e *reodat &a Be%mar0
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n# !"r%e $n +aa+ort#& me#0 D#+ "#m %am ma% !+#!, ed#"a %a
mea a ,o!t !tr%"t re&%g%oa! % "ore!+#nd "# !%g#ran %de%% +e "are
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,o!t o mn" r%me "are ma "/%n#%t "a #n "omar, t%m+ de do% an%0
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,oarte +#tern%" C!#nt oar- &a #n o"/%D % &a m%ro!#r% ne+& "#te0
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+%erd m%n %&e de d#rere0 La *r!ta de "%n"%!+re.e"e an%, mam
m r%tat "# #n tn r a"tor a#!tr%a"0 Doream ! de-#te. $n teatr#,
dar " ! tor%a noa!tr a ,o!t ne,er%"%t 0 Am a*#t #n "o+%& "are a
m#r%t % mam $ntor! &a +en!%on, $n E&*e %a0 n moment#& de ,a
&#m%na #!"at a am#rg#&#% trem#r +e!te "a+#& "o+%&#&#%0 N# ma%
+ot "ont%n#a0 Iat " o"/%#& me# de ema%& +&nge % e&0
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&a ma!a mare d%n "amera $n"/%! Ca"o&o #nde am a!"#&tat +& "%&e
de +ate,on %nter.%!eD, +ot edea ore $ntreg% +r%*%nd#m% +od#&
+a&me&or0 Odat , $n +a&ma !tng m%a a+ r#t o roea , dar na
!ngerat0 M 3o" "teodat " m !a"r%,%" +entr# ,ra %% me%, " %
!a&*e. d%ntr#n +er%"o& de moarte0 M 3o" dea e5ta.#& % m 3o" "
*or-e!" "# S,nta Fe"%oar 0 M 3o" dea "red%n a % dea
ne"red%n a, m 3o" " !,%de. % " am $ndo%e&%0 M 3o" " !#nt o
+ " toa! damnat , " m a+a! gre#tatea #ne% *%no* %%
%n!#+orta-%&e0 Br#!" $m% regret *%no* %a % m %ert0 ;ot#& e!te #n
3o"0 M 3o"0
n #ntr#& 3o"#&#% !#nt $ntotdea#na a"eea%, "teodat
trag%" , +n &a e5trem , a&teor% de o *e!e&%e , r gran% e0 Mam
de!t %n#%t #n#% do"tor Cam "on!#&tat at %a med%"%<D0 M%a e5+&%"at
" *%a a mea *%! toare % %na"t%* $m% d #nea. +!%/%"#&#%0 M%a
+re!"r%! an#m%te &#"r#r% "are ! m o-&%ge ! %e! d%n $n"/%!oarea
ego"entr%!m#&#% me#: ord%ne, a#tod%!"%+&%n , a" %#ne, #n "or!et0
;at & me#, "are e!te aa de -&nd, aa de $n e&e+t % de "a&"#&at,
$m% !+#ne " n# tre-#%e ! m ne&%n%te!", " $n toate !#nt de
toate % " a tr % e!te #n "/%n +e "are $& !t +net% "# re!emnare
dar, de +re,er%n , , r "%n%!m0 N# !#nt d%!+#! ! ,a" a"e!t e,ort,
aa $n"t m gnde!" ! merg ma% de+arte "# 3o"#r%&e me&e, ! &e
%a# ma% $n !er%o!, da" $n e&eg% "e *rea# ! !+#n0
S"r%em% #rgent % +o*e!tetem% tot, $n "e &%m- *re%, $n
a,ar de !#ede. , +e "are +ro-a-%&, ar tre-#% !o $n* % e# $ntro
-#n .%0 S"r%em% % +o*e!tetem% de!+re t%ne, "are et% "e& ma%
m%" ,rate a& me# % de "are m%e dorW0
Urmea. a+o% "te*a %nd%"a %% de!+re adre!e&e e% *%%toare
% o $n"/e%ere +r%etenoa! dar ,orma& % !emn t#ra, C&ara: 1 Me%n
&%e-er Ingmar, %"/ #marme0 D%"/ ,e!t, -%!t D# no"/ !o !"/re"7&%"/
d#nnK C&ara02
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N# %am r !+#n! n%"%odat &a !"r%!oare0 Gre#t %&e de
&%m- era# %n!#rmonta-%&e % n# *o%am ! m ,a" r%d%"o&0 C# toate
a"e!tea %am + !trat !"r%!oarea0 Am ,o&o!%to a+roa+e "#*nt "#
"#*nt $n ,%&m#& me# Ritul d%n '(@(0
D#+ a&te "te*a .%&e &a Be%mar % o ! +t mn de groa.
&a Ha%na, am %ntrat $ntro d%!+#t re&%g%oa! "# 1 d%enende
S"/Ee!terW, ,eme%a "ea $n *r!t "are $% $ngr%3ea +e -o&na*% % +e
! ra"%0 Ea de!"o+er%!e " $& "%team +e Str%nd-erg % !#! %nea "
a"e!ta e!te #n anar/%!t, #n m%!og%n % #n -&a!,em%tor0 M%a ar tat
"t de ne,a!te +ot ,% a!emenea &e"t#r%, $ntre-nd#!e da" e!te
-%ne "a Hanne! a& &or ! &o"#%a!" &a o ,am%&%e "are to&era a!t,e& de
&%terat#r 0 Iam r !+#n! $ntro german !t&"%t " $n ara mea no%
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a*eam $n" &%-ertate re&%g%oa! % &%-ertate de e5+re!%e Cd%ntro
dat demo"ra %a $m% "on*enea de m%n#neD0 F#rt#na !a domo&%t0
Amndo%, Hanne! % "# m%ne, am +orn%to !+re S#ed%a0
;re-#%a ! ne $nt&n%m "# to %% &a Ber&%n, de #nde #n tren
!+e"%a& #rma ! ne d#" &a Sto"7/o&m0 Am ,o!t "a.a % &a #n " m%n
de t%neret, de d%men!%#n% #r%ae, a,&at &a marg%nea ora#&#%0
D%!+#nnd de -an% de -#.#nar, da % "# d%!"re %e de m t#a Arm%e,
"a ! % am $n t%m+#& " & tor%e%, mam e!"/%*at de &a t#r#&
mon#mente&or % a& a&tor o-%e"t%*e t#r%!t%"e d%n ora0
Am &#at $n !"/%m- #n a#to-#. de &ng " m%n % am mer!
"# e& +n &a "a+ t0 Era $ntro d#+ am%a. ,%er-%nte de %#&%e, +e &a
ora a!e0 St team #&#%t % +%erd#t $n .gomot#& % m%"area "arem%
-&o"a# toate !%m #r%&e0 Am a&e! &a $ntm+&are o !trad &atera& , am
dat +e!te #n tra,%" % ma% %nten!, am mer! $n d%re" %a &#% +n &a
#n +od %m+o.ant, n#m%t P#r,Rr!ten-rR"7e0 6e "e& &a&t ma& a& a+e%
!e r%d%"a #n "a!te&0 Am !tat "te*a ore re.emat de -a&#!trad %
am +r%*%t "#m !e & !a am#rg#&, "#m !e $nt#ne"a# #m-re&e "are
" dea# +e!te a+a r # m%ro!%toare a r#&#%0 >gomot#& de*enea tot
ma% %nten!0
Am ma% tra*er!at #n +od, +e!te #n r# ma% $ng#!t, "#
"/e%#r% 3oa!e % "# !t&+%, "are era# - t# % $n a+ , $ntr#n .gomot
a!#r.%tor, "# a3#tor#& #ne% !onete0 6# %n ma% de+arte era an"orat,
#n &e+ $n "are, +e !"a#ne , "#te d%n "o#r% !t tea# do% oamen%
"are +e!"#%a# % -ea# -ere0 Mam +omen%t atra! tot ma% adn" de
,or,ota tot ma% %nten!a a ora#&#%0 N# m% !a $ntm+&at n%m%", n%"%
m "ar nam ,o!t a"o!tat de *reo +ro!t%t#at = "# toate "
$n"e+#!er ! % ,a" a+ar% %a, o"#+nd#% &o"#r%&e de !ear , $m%
era % ,oame % !ete dar nam $ndr .n%t ! %ntr# $n n%"% #n &o"a& "a
! %a# "e*a0 Se , "#!e noa+te0 ;ot n# !e $ntm+&a!e n%m%"0
E+#%.at % de.am g%t, am &#at #n ta5% $na+o% &a " m%n, "eea "e m%
a go&%t -#.#nare&e0 Cnd am a+ r#t &a " m%n, "e% de a"o&o era# +e
+#n"t#& de a !#na &a +o&% %e0
A do#a .% d%m%nea a am +&e"at !+re Sto"7/o&m "# #n tren
!+e"%a&, #n tren ne!,r%t "# *agoane *e"/%, "# - n"% d%n &emn %
+&at,orme nea"o+er%te0 6&o#a "# g &eata0 Am !tat $n +&oa%e % $n
.gomot #r&nd % , "nd +e ne-#n#& "a ! m -age % +e m%ne
"%ne*a $n !eam , de +re,er%n o ,at 0 Am %n#to aa "te*a ore $n
%r0 6e ,errI-oat mam gnd%t "/%ar ! !ar $n mare, dar m%a ,o!t
,r%" ! n# m ag $n e&%"e0 Cnd !a & !at noa+tea am , "#t +e
-eat#&, mam trnt%t +e 3o! % am $n"er"at ! *om%t0 n "e&e d%n
#rm o ,et%"an d#rd#&%e % "# +%!tr#% ma &#at $n +r%m%re, ma
tra! de + r, ma !"#t#rat .dra* n % m%a !+#! "# !e*er%tate !
$n"ete. ! m ma% ,a" de r!0 Am term%nat %med%at, mam ae.at
$ntr#n "o& , am mn"at o +orto"a& % am adorm%t0 Cnd mam
tre.%t a3#n!e!er m &a SodertL&3e0
n *%!e&e me&e de noa+te am ,o!t ade!ea &a Ber&%n0 N# de
Ber&%n#& "e& ade* rat e!te *or-a, "% de o +#nere $n !"en : #n ora
ne!,r%t, greo%, "# "& d%r% mon#menta&e $nnegr%te de ,#m, "# t#r&e
de -%!er%"% % "# !tat#%0 M r t "e!" !tr - tnd #n tra,%" "e !e
!"#rge ne"onten%t, tot#& $m% +are ne"#no!"#t, dar $n a"e%a% t%m+
,am%&%ar0 S%mt groa. % $n"ntare, t%# de!t#& de -%ne $n"otro
merg: "a#t "art%er#& de d%n"o&o de +od#r%, a"ea +arte a ora#&#%
#nde "e*a !e *a $ntm+&a0 Ur" o "oa!t a-r#+t , #n a*%on
amen%n tor tre"e +e!te "a!e % a3#ng $n !,r%t &a r#0 D%n a+a
"are %n#nd trot#ar#& e!te !"o! #n "a& mare "t o -a&en a
C#r%o.%tatea % groa.a m $m+%ng ma% de+arte0 ;re-#%e ! a3#ng
a"o&o &a t%m+ +entr# e5e"# %%&e +#-&%"e0 9 $nt&ne!" a+o% +e !o %a
mea "are a m#r%t, ne $m-r % m, "# tandre e % " #t m, o
"amer &a /ote& #nde ! +#tem ,a"e drago!te0 Merge "# +a%
gr -% % % #or% a& t#r% de m%ne, e# $% %n o mn +e o&d0 Strada
e!te +#tern%" &#m%nat , $n "%#da ,a+t#&#% " !oare&e !tr &#"ete0
Cer#& e!te negr# % !e m%" *%o&ent0 A"#m t%# "a am a3#n! $n
!,r%t $n "art%er#& %nter.%!0 A"o&o !e a,& teatr#& "# %mag%na-%&a
+#nere $n !"en 0 De tre% or% am $n"er"at ! re"ree. ora#& d%n
*%!e&e me&e0 6r%ma data am !"r%! o +%e! rad%o,on%" "are !e
n#mea ,raul. Era *or-a de #n mare ora $n de" dere, "# "a!e $n
r#%ne % !tr .% "are !e !#r+a#0 C %*a an% ma% tr.%# am , "#t
; cerea, $n "are do# !#ror% % #n - %e e& era# a-andonate $ntr#n
ora mare, a,&at $n r .-o% % $n "are !e *or-ea o &%m-
ne%nte&%g%-%& 0 U&t%ma $n"er"are am , "#to "# ,ul &e arpe. Ee"#&
art%!t%" a& ,%&m#&#% !a datorat $n +r%n"%+a& ,a+t#&#% " am n#m%t
a"e& ora Ber&%n % " am /ot rt "a a" %#nea ! a%- %o" $n an%%
[890 A ,o!t #n &#"r# %m+r#dent % +ro!te!" d%n +artea mea0 Da" a
,% "reat Ora#& d%n *%!e&e me&e, Ora#& "are n# e5%!t % tot#% !e
man%,e!t "# a"#%tate, "# m%ro!#& % &arma &#%, da" a ,% "reat acel
ora, n# n#ma% "a ma ,% +#t#t m%"a $ntro a-!o&#t &%-ertate "#
!ent%ment#& " $% a+ar %n +e de+&%n, dar $n +&#!, b % a"e!ta e!te
&#"r#& "e& ma% %m+ortant 4 %a ,% %ntrod#! +e !+e"tator% $ntro
&#me !tr %n $n! ta%n%" ,am%&%ar 0 D%n + "ate, mam & !at !ed#!
de a"ea +&%m-are a mea +r%n Ber&%n $ntro !ear de *ar a an%&or
[J9, !ear $n "are n# !a $ntm+&at a-!o&#t n%m%"0 n ,ul &e arpe
am "reat #n Ber&%n +e "are n%men% n#& re"#notea, n%"% m "ar e#
$n!#m%0
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D#+ o &#+t $n"rn"enat , tata a re#%t !a ,%e n#m%t +reot
$n +aro/%a Hed*%g E&eonora d%n Sto"7/o&m #nde a !&#3%t "a *%"ar
$n"e+nd d%n an#& '(')0 Fam%&%a noa!tr !a m#tat $n
a+artament#& "e % !e "#*enea d#+ a"ea!t no# n#m%re a tate%,
&a eta3#& a& tre%&ea a& "a!e% de +e Storgatan F, *%!a*%! de -%!er%" 0
M%e m%a re*en%t o "amer mare $n!+re !trada G#ng,r# a&e " re%
,ere!tre d dea# !+re #na d%n ar%+%&e re!ta#rant#&#%
X!terma&m!7L&&aren, "on!tr#%t $n !e"o&#& a& N:III&ea, % ma%
de+arte !+re +%a a X!terma&m0 Dr#m#& +n &a "oa& era ma%
!"#rt, a*eam %ntrare !e+arat % "a #rmare o &%-ertate de m%"are
ma% mare0
;ata era #n +red%"ator %#-%t % -%!er%"a era *en%" +&%n
at#n"% "nd !&#3ea e&0 Era #n +a!tor de !#,&ete gr%3#&%# % a*ea #n
ta&ent de ne+re #%t : memor%a !a $n "eea "e +r%*ete +er!oane&e
era , r marg%n%0 Dea &#ng#& an%&or -ote.a!e, "on,%rma!e,
"#n#na!e % $ngro+a!e +e m#& % d%ntre a"e% +atr#.e"% de m%% de
enor%a% d%n +aro/%e0 % %nea m%nte +e to %, d#+ ,a , d#+ n#me,
d#+ $m+re3#r r%&e $n "are $% "#no!"#!e0 Ce& "are %ntra!e $n !,era
&#% de %ntere! !%m ea " n# a ,o!t #%tat % !e "on!%dera, a!t,e&, #n
a&e! a& !or %%0 A %e% &a +&%m-are "# tata era #n r%t#a& "om+&%"at0 Se
o+rea tot t%m+#&, !a&#ta % *or-ea, !e adre!a ,%e" r#%a +e n#me, !e
%ntere!a de "o+%%, de ne+o %, de r#de0 A"e!t dat %a r ma! %nta"t
+n &a o *r!t ,oarte $na%ntat 0
Era de!%g#r #n +reot %#-%t de enor%a%0 Ca adm%n%!trator %
e, era !e*er, dar, $n a"e&a% t%m+, "on"%&%ant % d%+&omat0 N#
a*#!e!e +o!%-%&%tatea de a% a&ege !%ng#r "o&a-orator%% % #n%%
d%ntre a"et%a, "are "on"#ra!er &a +o!t#& de +aro/, era# &ene%,
%+o"r% % % !er*%&%0 ;ata re#ea "# m %e!tr%e ! % %n a"t%*%tatea
de+arte de "on,&%"te de!"/%!e !a# %ntr%g% "&er%"a&e0
6r%n trad% %e, "a!a +a!tor#&#% era de!"/%! t#t#ror0 Mama
d%r%3a "# o mn de !t +n toat a"ea!t organ%.are
"on!%dera-%& 0 6e &ng a"ea!ta ma% &#a +arte % &a a" %#n%&e
+aro/%e% % era !#,&et#& a!o"%a %%&or % re#n%#n%&or de -%ne,a"ere0
A*ea o ,#n" %e de re+re.entare, a& t#r% de tata, !t tea
"#*%%n"%oa! $n -an"a d%n ,a &a -%!er%" , %nd%,erent "%ne +red%"a,
+art%"%+a &a "on,er%n e % organ%.a d%ne#r%0 Frate&e me# a*ea
do# .e"% de an% % !t#d%a &a U++!a&a0 Sora mea a*ea do%!+re.e"e,
%ar e# a%!+re.e"e0 L%-ertatea noa!tr re&at%* !e datora $n
$ntreg%me #r%ae% +o*er% "are $% a+ !a +e + r%n %, dar era o
&%-ertate otr *%t , " "% tot t%m+#& domnea o atmo!,er $n"ordat 0
Ceea "e, +r%*%t d%n e5ter%or, + rea ! ,%e o %mag%ne %re+roa-%& a
#ne% ,am%&%% #n%te, era de ,a+t m%.er%e % "on,&%"te $n"rn"enate0
Negre%t, tata a*ea #n %n"onte!ta-%& ta&ent a"tor%"e!", $n a,ara
!"ene% $n! , era ner*o!, %ra!"%-%&, a*ea !t r% de de+r%mare0 Se
ne&%n%tea " n#% $nde+&%nete dator%a de!t#& de -%ne, $% tot !"r%a
% re!"r%a +red%"%&e, n# !e !%m ea $n &arg#& &#% $n ,ata n#meroa!e&or
!ar"%n% adm%n%!trat%*e0 Era o ,%re "/%n#%t % *%o&ent %ra!"%-%& ,
rea" %onnd &a &#"r#r% ne$n!emnate: n# a*eam *o%e ! ,&#%eram, !
mergem "# m%n%&e $n -#.#nare0 Se /ot ra, +e neate+tate, ! ne
a!"#&te &a "te o &e" %e= "e& "e !e $m+otmo&ea, era +ede+!%t0 n
a,ar de a"ea!ta ma% !#,erea % de o e5a"er-are a a#.#&#%,
.gomote&e +#tern%"e !"o nd#& d%n m%n %0 6ere %% dorm%tor#&#% % a%
-%ro#&#% ! # era# %.o&a % % tot#% !e +&ngea $ngro.%tor de tra,%"#&,
de!t#& de +# %n .gomoto!, de a&t,e&, &a a"ea *reme, de +e
Storgatan0
Mama, "are a*ea !ar"%n% !+or%te de m#n"a, era ,oarte
!tre!at % a*ea %n!omn%%0 De a"eea ,o&o!ea med%"amente
+#tern%"e "are a*ea# "a e,e"te !e"#ndare ne&%n%tea % angoa!a0
Ca % tata era !t +n%t de teama de a n# re#% ! ,a" ,a
!o&%"%t r%&or e5"e!%*e0 C/%n#& e% "e& ma% mare era +ro-a-%&
!ent%ment#& " , tre+tat *a +%erde "onta"t#& "# no%, "o+%%%0 n
d%!+erarea e% " #ta ! !e a+ro+%e de !ora mea, "are a*ea #n
"om+ortament -&nd % !#+#!0 Frate&e me#, d#+ o $n"er"are de
!%n#"%dere, !e m#ta!e &a U++!a&a0 E# $n!#m% m re,#g%am tot ma%
adn" $n &#mea mea & #ntr%" 0
Sar +#tea !a e5agere. de!"r%%nd $n negr# toate a"e!te
!"ene0 N%men% n# +#nea !#- !emn#& $ntre- r%% ro&#& "are $% ,#!e!e
atr%-#%t % a-!#rd%tatea %ntr%g%%: a"ea!ta era rea&%tatea data, *%a a0
N# e5%!ta n%"% o a&ta a&ternat%*a0 ?% "/%ar da" ar ,% e5%!tat, n# o
&#at $n "on!%derare0 ;ara $% e5+r%ma "teodat + rerea " ar ,%
+re,erat ! ,%e +a!tor de ar % " o a!t,e& de !ar"%n % !ar ,%
+otr%*%t +ro-a-%& ma% -%ne % &ar ,% , "#t ! !e !%mt ma% $n &arg#&
&#%0 Mama !"r%a $n 3#rna&#& e% !e"ret " ma% -%ne ar ,% r#+t " ! tor%a
% !ar ,% !ta-%&%t $n Ita&%a0
ntro !ear m% !a $ng d#%t !o $n!o e!" +e mama &a #n
-#n +r%eten "are era e,#& ed%t#r%% d%a"on%"e0 I !e !+#nea 1#n"/%#&W
6er0 F#!e!e " ! tor%t, d%*or a!e % &o"#%a $ntr#n a+artament mare
% $nt#ne"at d%n :a!a!taden0 S+re !#r+r%nderea mea, a"o&o !e a,&a
% 1#n"/%#&W ;or!ten0 1Un"/%#&W ;or!ten era +r%eten d%n "o+%& r%e a&
mame% % a& tate%, era e+%!"o+, " ! tor%t % a*ea m#& % "o+%%0
De data a!ta m% !a dat *o%e ! ,o&o!e!" gramo,on#& "e&
mare a& 1#n"/%#&#%W 6er, "are !e a,&a $n !#,rager%e= e"o#& am+&%,%"a
toate !#nete&e0 Era, $n mare +arte, m#.%" de o+er : Mo.art %
:erd%0 1Un"/%#&W 6er d%!+ r#!e $n -%ro#& !a#0 Mama % 1#n"/%#&W
;or!ten a# r ma! $n ,a a em%ne#&#% d%n !a&on0 6ar" $% *ad %
a"#m +r%n #%&e $ntrede!"/%!e, !tnd ,%e"are $n ,oto&%#& ! #, $n
+arte &#m%na % de ,& " r%, 1#n"/%#&W ;or!ten %nndo +e mama de
mn 0 :or-ea# $n"et, n# &e +#team a#.% "#*%nte&e, m#.%"a $m%
r !#na $n #re"/%0 O *ad % a"#m +e mama +&ngnd, 1#n"/%#&W
;or!ten, +&e"at $n ,a , "ont%n#a ! o %n de mn 0
Cte*a m%n#te ma% tr.%#, 1#n"/%#&W 6er nea "ond#!
a"a! "# ma%na &#% mare, neagr , "# !"a#ne de +%e&e % +ane&#r%
de &emn $n"/%! &a "#&oare0
?% *ara, % %arna, !er*eam ma!a +r%n"%+a& &a ora "%n"%0 n
moment#& "nd "ea!#& d%n !a&on - tea a"ea!t ora, ne a,&am to %,
!+ &a % % +%e+t na %, &ng !"a#ne&e noa!tre, ne , "eam
r#g "%#nea, d#+ "are ne ae.am &a ma! : tata % mama &a "te
#n "a+ t a& me!e%, !oramea % "# m%ne de o +arte a me!e%, ,rate&e
me# % domn%oara Agda, de "ea&a&t +ar te0 Domn%oara Agda era
o doamn $na&t % -&nd "are at#n"% "nd mergea, +ar" +&#tea0
Era de ,a+t $n* toare0 Ma% m#&te *er% &a rnd ,#!e!e
%n!t%t#toarea noa!tr "ea r -d toare0 A+o% de*en%!e +r%etena
%nt%m a mame%0
Be"#r%&e e&e"tr%"e a&e &am+adare&or r !+ndea# +e!te
ma! o &#m%n ga&-en , !&a- 0 Lng #a "amere% de !er*%t !e
a,&a -#,et#& greo%, $n" r"at "# o-%e"te de arg%nt= $n +artea o+#!
era +%an#&, "# +art%t#ra de!"/%! &a &e" %a de .%0 6e +odea#a de
+ar"/et !e a,&a #n "o*or or%enta&0 La ,ere!tre, +erde&e gre&e, +e
+ere %, ta-&o#r% $nt#ne"ate, de Ar-ore&%#!0
Ma!a $n"e+ea "# !"r#m-%% mar%nate % "arto,% !a# "#
/er%ng% % "arto,% !a# #n" grat#&at % "arto,%0 ;ata $n!o ea
a"e!te ,e&#r% de mn"are "# #n na+! "# -ere0 Mama a+ !a +e o
!oner%e "e !e a,&a a!"#n! !#- ma!a % %med%at $% , "ea a+ar% %a
!er*%toarea, $m-r "at $n negr#0 Strngea ,ar,#r%%&e % ta"m#r%&e
% a+o% !er*ea ,e&#& do%, $n "e& ma% -#n "a. "/%,te&# e, $n "e& ma%
r#, -#d%n" de ma"aroane0 N# ne deran3a n%"% "nd a*eam
!arma&e !a# "rna % de +or", +ete&e era $n! dete!ta-%&, dar to %
eram de!t#& de +r#den % $n a ne e5+r%ma nem#& #m%rea0 ;re-#%a
! m nn"% tot, +n &a #&t%ma $m-#" t#r 0 n moment#& $n "are
!e !er*ea ,e&#& do%, ,ata go&ea % re!t#& de na+!0 6e ,r#nte $%
a+ rea o roea #oar 0 ;o % mneam $n &%n%te0 Co+%%% n# a*ea#
*o%e ! *or-ea!" &a ma! 0 R !+#ndeam n#ma% da" eram
$ntre-a %0 :enea $ntotdea#na $ntre-area o-&%gator%e: 1C#m a ,o!t
a!t .% &a "oa& K2, #rmat de r !+#n!#& &a ,e& de o-&%gator%#:
1B%neW= ^:a dat "e*a de !"r%!KW, 1N#W, 1Ce $ntre- r% % !a# +#!K A%
t%#t ! r !+#n.% KW, 1Da, de!%g#rW = 1Lam !#nat +e d%r%g%nte= a%
o- %n#t !at%!, " tor &a matemat%" 0 N%"% n# !e +#tea a&t,e&<W0
;ata rdea !ar"a!t%"0 Mama $% &#a med%"ament#&0 S#,er%!e
o o+era %e grea % tre-#%a ! %a med%"amente tot t%m+#&0 ;ata !e
$ntor"ea !+re ,rate&e me#: 1Im%t & +e %d%ot#& de N%&!!onW0 Frate&e
me#, "are era #n %m%tator ta&entat, & !a %med%at ! % "ada
ma5%&ar#& %n,er%or, $% d dea o"/%% +e!te "a+ % $% t#rtea na!#&0
M#rm#ra "# + *o"e groa!a "e*a %n"oerent0 ;ata rdea= mama
.m-ea ,or at0 16er A&-%n Han!!on ar tre-#% $m+#"atW, %.-#"nea
tata, 1ar tre-#% $m+#"at toat "&%"a !o"%a&%!t W0 1Na% dre+t#& !
!+#% aa "e*aW 4 *o"ea mame% era !t +n%t 0 1Ce nam dre+t#& !
!+#nK S n# !+#n " !#ntem "ond#% de o g&oat de -and% %KW
Ca+#& tate% trem#ra #or= 1;re-#%e ! !ta-%&%m ord%nea de .% &a
ed%n a "om%tet#&#% de "ond#"ereW, !+#nea mama, "a ! !"/%m-e
*or-a0 1M%a% ma% !+#! a!ta, da" n# m $ne&, de "te*a or%W,
r !+#ndea tata, % roea a d%n ,r#nte $% rea+ rea0 Mama & !a
+r%*%rea $n 3o! % " #ta "# ,#r"#&% a $n ,ar,#r%e: 1L%&%an ma% e!te
-o&na* KW $ntre-a ea -&nd $ntor"nd#!e !+re !ora mea0 1O !
*%n &a "oa& m%neW, r !+#ndea Margareta "# o *o"e 3oa! :
1"re.% " ar +#tea ! *%n &a no% &a ma! , d#m%n%" KW0
La ma! !e , "ea &%n%te0 Me!te"am0 F#r"#&% e&e % "# %te&e
!e &o*ea# de +or e&an0 L#m%n ga&-en 0 O-%e"te&e de arg%nt de +e
-#,et !tr &#"ea#0 Cea!#& d%n /o& t%" %a0 ;ata .%"ea: 1Iat " &a#
n#m%t +e Beron%#! $n &o"#& &#% A&gard, "are ,#!e!e re"omandat de
Ad#narea Genera& 0 A!ta e!te !%t#a %a % aa *a ,% % de a%"%
$na%nte: %n"om+eten , %d%o en%eW0 Mama d dea d%n "a+: e5+re!%a
,e e% e% era #or d%!+re #%toare: 1E!te ade* rat " Ar-ore&%#! *a
+red%"a $n :%nerea MareK N# a#.% n%"% #n "#*nt d%n "e !+#neW0
16oate " e!te ma% -%ne aaW, re+&%"a tata r.nd0
Imed%at d#+ e5amen#& de -a"a&a#reat, Anna L%nd-erg a
+&e"at $n Fran a ! % +er,e" %one.e "#not%n e&e de ,ran"e. 0
D#+ " %*a an% !a " ! tor%t a"o&o, a a*#t do% "o+%% % !a
$m-o&n *%t de +o&%om%e&%t 0 B r-at#& e% a " .#t +e ,ront "/%ar a
do#a .% d#+ $n"e+erea r .-o%#&#%0 Am +%erd#t or%"e "onta"t "# ea0
Am $n"e+#t a+o% ! ,a" "#rte #ne% a&te "o&ege de "&a! , Ce"%&%a *on
Gott/ard0 A*ea + r#& ro#, era detea+t , gata !a !ar or%"nd &a
- ta%e % m#&t ma% "oa+t de"t adm%rator#& e%0 De "e ma a&e!
to"ma% +e m%ne d%ntre "#rte.an%% e%, r mne #n m%!ter0 Ca amant
n# era mare &#"r# de "a+#& me#, "a dan!ator eram "/%ar % ma%
+ro!t, %ar "a +artener de "on*er!a %e *or-eam ne$n"etat de!+re
m%ne $n!#m%0 Neam &ogod%t % a+o%, %med%at neam $ne&at
re"%+ro"0 Ce"%&%a a +#! "a+ t re&a %e% noa!tre "# arg#ment#& " 0 n
o ! !e a&eag n%"%odat n%m%" de m%ne, + rere $m+ rt %t % de
+ r%n %% me%, de m%ne $n!#m%, +re"#m % de ma3or%tatea "e&or d%n
3#r#& me#0
Ce"%&%a &o"#%a "# mama e% $ntr#n a+artament !#m-r# d%n
X!terma&m0 ;at & e% o"#+a #n +o!t %m+ortant $n adm%n%!tra %e0
ntro .% a *en%t de &a !&#3- ma% de*reme "a de o-%"e%, !a d#! &a
"#&"are % a do#a .% a re,#.at ! !e ma% !"oa&e0 A !tat #n t%m+ $ntr
#n !+%ta& de -o&% ner*oa!e, a a*#t #n "o+%& "# o !or med%"a& ,
d#+ "are !a m#tat $ntro m%" ,erm d%n GLmt&and0
Mame% Ce"%&%e% %a ,o!t att de r#%ne de "ata!tro,a e%
!o"%a& , $n"t !a m#tat $ntro "amer de !er*%"%# $nt#ne"at ,
a,&at $n !+ate&e -#" t r%e%, $% , "ea a+ar% %a rareor%, de o-%"e% $n
am#rg, ,a a e%, !tr%dent ma"/%at att "t !e . rea de !#- +er#" ,
tr da !#,er%n % "/%n0 :or-ea "&on" n%nd % "# o *o"e att de
3oa! $n"t era gre# ! $n e&eg% "e !+#ne0 % m%"a %n*o&#ntar
#mer%% % "a+#&, $ntr#n mod "%#dat0 n ,r#m#!e ea t%nerea!" a
Ce"%&%e% !e $ntre. rea# de3a #m-re a&e "om+ortament#&#% mame%
!a&e0 A"e!t &#"r# ma "ond#! ma% tr.%# &a "on"&#.%a " M#m%a %
Domn%oara d%n Sonata +antomelor de Str%nd-erg ar tre-#% ! ,%e
3#"ate de #na % a"eea% a"tr% 0
E&%-erat de "or!et#& de ,%er a& "o&%%, am $n"e+#t ! a&erg
"a #n "a& n r *a, % n# mam o+r%t t%m+ de a!e an%, "nd am
de*en%t e,#& ;eatr#&#% M#n%"%+a& d%n He&!%ng-org0 A%"% am !t#d%at
%!tor%a &%terat#r%% "# Mart%n Lamm0 :or-ea de!+re Str%nd-erg +e #n
ton 3o*%a& "are ,a!"%na +#-&%"#& % r nea drago!tea mea ne"r%t%"
,a de !"r%%tor0 C ana&%.a &#% Lamm era gen%a& , am $n e&e! a-%a
m#&t ma% tr.%#0 Am *en%t $n "onta"t "# #n "entr# a& t%ner%&or d%n
Ora#& :e"/%, "are !e n#mea ML!terO&o,!gLrden % am a*#t $n
,e&#& a"e!ta mare&e +r%*%&eg%# de a m o"#+a de o m%"are teatra&
a"t%* % $n e5+an!%#ne0 De a"o&o a +orn%t teatr#& !t#den e!"0
Foarte "#rnd am $n"e+#t ! !t#d%e. &a Un%*er!%tate, doar de
,orm , teatr#& o"#+nd#m% de ,a+t tot t%m+#& "are $m% ma%
r mnea "nd n# m "#&"am "# Mar%a0 Ea 3#"a ro&#& Mame% d%n
)elicanul i era o "e&e-r%tate $n a!o"%a %a !t#den %&or0 Era
-ondoa" , a*ea #mer%% & !a %, +%e+t#& $na&t, o&d#r%&e % "oa+!e&e
+#tern%"e0 Fa a $% era +&at , "# #n na! &#ng % -%ne "ont#rat, ,r#nte
&arg % o"/% a&-atr%, e5+re!%*%0 G#ra era de&%"at , "# "o& #r%&e
& !ate $n 3o!, $ntr#n mod ar%!to"rat%"0 A*ea + r#& moa&e, de #n
ro# %nten!0 6o!eda #n deo!e-%t dar a& *or-%r%% % +#-&%"a!e o
"#&egere de +oe.%% "are ,#!e!e & #dat , de Art#r L#nd7*%!t0 Ser%&e
% &e +etre"ea &a o ma! d%ntr#n "o& a& Ca!e% St#den %&or, -nd
"ogna" % ,#mnd ne$ntrer#+t #n !ort%ment de %g r% amer%"ane
n#m%te 1Go&d,&a7eW, am-a&ate $ntr#n +a"/et ga&-en $n"/%!, "# #n
!%g%&%# ro# !nger%#0
Mar%a m%a o,er%t m#&te % ,e&#r%te e5+er%en e de*en%nd #n
!t%m#&ent "ontra &ene*%e% me&e %nte&e"t#a&e, de.ord%ne< me&e
!+%r%t#a&e % !ent%menta&%!m#&#% me# "on,#.0 n a,ar de a"ea!taa
a*#t gr%3 de a+et%t#& me# !e5#a&0 Ea a de!"/%! "#"a % a dat
dr#m#& #n#% ne-#n0
Lo"#%am $ntro "amer !trmt $n Cart%er#& de S#d a&
Sto"7/o&m#&#%0 n ea !e a,&a# #n ra,t de " r %, do# !"a#ne, #n
-%ro# "# o *e%o. , do# !a&te&e "# atern#t#r%0 Mn"area !e g tea
$ntr#n, d#&a+, %ar "/%#*eta !er*ea att +entr# !+ &at#& *a!e&or "t
% a& no!tr#0 St team ,%e"are +e !a&tea#a !a % &#"ram0 Mar%a ,#ma
ne$n"etat0 Ca ! m !a&*e. am +orn%t &a "ontraata"0 De!t#% de
"#rnd am de*en%t % e# ,#m tor de!t#& de $nr %t0
6 r%n %% me% a# o-!er*at re+ede " &%+!eam no+ %&e de
a"a! 0 A# $n"e+#t %n*e!t%ga %%&e0 Ade* r#& a %e%t &a &#m%n % am
,o!t tra! &a r !+#ndere0 A"ea!ta a d#! &a #n *%o&ent !"/%m- de
"#*%nte $ntre m%ne % tata0 Lam a*ert%.at !a n# dea $n m%ne0 A
, "#to, am r%+o!tat, !a "& t%nat % a " .#t $n ,#nd, +e +odea0
Mama era de ,a 0 Cnd +&ngea, "nd , "ea a+e& &a "eea "e
r m !e!e d%n ra %#nea noa!tr 0 Am $m+%n!o "# gro!o& n%e
deo+arte % ea a $n"e+#t ! %+e0 n a"eea% !ear &eam !"r%! o
!"r%!oare $n "are &e !+#neam " n# *rea# ! % ma% * d n%"%odat 0
Am + r !%t "a!a +aro/%a& "# #n !ent%ment de ##rare, Mam %n#t
de+arte de ea " %*a an% -#n%0
Frate&e me# a $n"er"at ! !e !%n#"%d , !ora mea a ,o!t
!%&%t , d%n "on!%dera %e +entr# ,am%&%e, ! ,a" #n a*ort, %ar e# am
,#g%t de a"a! 0 6 r%n %% tr %a# o "r%. !,%etoare, , r $n"e+#t %
, r !,r%t0 Se !tr d#%a# ! % $nde+&%nea!" !ar"%n%&e0 Se r#ga#
Domn#&#% ! a%- m%& de e%0 6r%n"%+%%&e, *a&or%&e % trad% %%&e &or n#%
a3#ta#0 N%m%" n#% a3#ta0 Drama noa!tr !e de!, #ra +e !"ena
+#tern%" &#m%nat a "a!e% +aro/%a&e, $n ,ata +r%*%r%&or t#t#ror0 De
"eea "e &e era team , na# !" +at0
Am +r%m%t "te*a o,erte +& t%te: Br%ta *on Horn % !t#d%o#&
e% dramat%" m%a# $ng d#%t ! &#"re. "# a"tor% +ro,e!%on%t%0
Adm%n%!tra %a +ar"#r%&or +#-&%"e m%a dat "a !ar"%n ! organ%.e.
re+re.enta %% +entr# "o+%% % am +#! -a.e&e #n#% m%" teatr# $n
Med-orgar/#!et0 G#"am $n !+e"%a& +entr# "o+%%, dar am $n"er"at !a
+#nem $n !"en % Sonata Fantomelor de Str%nd-erg0 A"tor%% era#
+ro,e!%on%t% % +r%mea# ece "oroane +e !ear 0 D#+ a+te
re+re.enta %% a*ent#ra a &#at !,r%t0
Un a"tor de teatr# ma " #tat % ma %n*%tat !a reg%.e.,
+%e!a &#% Str%nd-erg ;at l, "# e& $n ro&#& +r%n"%+a&0 Urma ! +&e" $n
t#rne# "a re"#.%te% % mae!tr# de &#m%n%0 A*eam de ,a+t %nten %a
de a da #n e5amen amnat &a %!tor%a &%terat#r%%, dar tend%n a era
+rea mare: am a-andonat !t#d%%&e, am r#+to "# Mar%a % am
+orn%to "# tr#+a &#% Gonatan E!-3Or!!on0 6rem%era a a*#t &o" $ntr
#n or e& d%n !#d#& S#ed%e%0 La a+e&#& no!tr# a# r !+#n!
a+te!+re.e"e !+e"tator% "# -%&ete +& t%te0 Re"en.%a !+e"ta"o&#&#%
d%n .%ar#& &o"a& a ,o!t #!t#r toare0 ;r#+a !a d%.o&*at a do#a .%
d%m%nea a0 N# ma% #rma a&t"e*a de"t ! ne $ntoar"em &a "a!e&e
noa!tre, ,%e"are "#m +#tea0 n "eea "e m +r%*ete, tot "eea "e
+o!edam $n moment#& a"e&a era #n o#, o 3#m tate de +%ne de
!e"ar % a!e "oroane0
N%"% " !e +#tea o re$ntoar"ere ma% #m%&%toare0 Mar%a n#
%a a!"#n! !at%!,a" %a: m a*ert%.a!e doar ! no ,a"0 N# m%a
a!"#n! n%"% no#& %#-%t0 Cte*a no+ % am &o"#%t to % tre% $m+re#n $n
&o"#%n a "ea !trmt 0 D#+ #n t%m+ am ,o!t dat a,ar "# #n o"/%
$n*%ne %t % "# #n deget .dro-%t0 Mar%a !e ! t#ra!e de mena3#&
no!tr# %m+ro*%.at, %ar r%*a&#& me# era ma% +#tern%" de"t m%ne0
n a"eea% +er%oad am ,o!t anga3at &a O+er "a a!%!tent
de reg%e, +ra"t%" ne+& t%t0 O ,at dr g# d%n "or+#& de -a&et m%a
dat mn"are % ad +o!t t%m+ de "te*a ! +t mn%0 Mama e% $m%
"r+ea % $m% !+ &a &en3er%a de "or+, #&"er#& m% !a *%nde"at % am
+r%m%t ! ,%# !#,&e#r +entr# tre%!+re.e"e "oroane +e !ear , &a
!+e"ta"o&#& ,r+eu *n in+ern. Am +#t#t a!t,e& ! m m#t $ntro
"amer "# "/%r%e $n L%&&Gan!+&an % ! m% a!%g#r o ma! "a &#mea o
dat +e .%0
Una d#+ a&ta am !"r%! do# !+re.e"e +%e!e % o o+er 0
C&ae! Hoog&and, d%re"tor#& ;eatr#&#% St#den e!", &ea "%t%t +e toate
% a /ot rt ! +#nem $n !"en Moartea lui ) cal 4 #n +&ag%at
ner#%nat d#+ ) cal la l satul secului , a &#% Str%nd-erg % d#+
moda&%t %&e d%n !e"o&#& N:, "eea "e n# ma , "#t ! m !%mt de&o"
3enat0
6rem%era a a*#t !#""e!, a+ rnd "/%ar % o re"en.%e $n
1S*en!7a Dag-&adet20 n #&t%ma !ear de !+e"ta"o&, $n ,oto&%% !e
a,&a# Car& Aner! DIm%&ng, re"ent n#m%t e, &a S*en!7 F%&m%nd#!tr%,
% St%na Bergmann, * d#*a &#% H3a&mar Bergmann % e,a !e" %e%
de man#!"r%!e0 A do#a .% am ,o!t "/emat &a St%na Bergmann #nde
am +r%m%t #n anga3ament +e #n an, o "amer de &#"r# +er!ona& ,
"# -%ro#, !"a#n, te&e,on % "# *edere !+re a"o+er%#r%&e "a!e&or d%n
3#r#& &#% P#ng!gatan J90 Sa&ar%#& era de "%n"% !#te de "oroane +e
&#n 0
Eram a"#m o +er!oan re!+e"tat , "# o !&#3- !%g#r ,
"are $n ,%e"are .% !e ae.a +#n"t#a& &a -%ro# % ,%n%!a !"enar%%, !"r%a
d%a&og#r% % a&" t#%a +&an#r% de !"enar%#0 Eram "%n"% 1negr%W "are
&#"ra# !#- "ond#"erea "om+etent % o"rot%toare a St%ne%
Bergmann0 Cteodat $% , "ea a+ar% %a +r%n $n" +er%&e noa!tre
"te #n reg%.or, $n !+e"%a& G#!ta* Mo&ander, totdea#na +r%eteno!
% totdea#na d%!tant0 % $na%nta!em #n man#!"r%! de!+re an%% de
"oa& 0 Mo&ander &a "%t%t % &a re"omandat +entr# a !e ,a"e d#+
e& #n ,%&m0 S*en!7 F%&m%nd#!tr% &a "#m+ rat % e# am +r%m%t "%n"%
m%% de "oroane, o !#m %men! 0 Urma ! & reg%.e.e A&, S3O-erg, +e
"are e# $& adm%ram0 Am re#%t ! % "on*%ng ! +art%"%+ % e# &a
,%&m r%0
Le +ro+#!e!em ! "o&a-ore. "a #n ,e& de !"r%+t-oI0
S3O-erg a , "#t #n a"t de genero.%tate, a""e+tnd +ro+#nerea
mea, a*nd $n *edere ,a+t#& " e# n# ma% +art%"%+a!em *reodat
&a *reo ,%&mare % /a-ar na*eam "e $ndator%r% a*ea #n !"r%+t-oI0
Aa " am de*en%t, "#m era % ,%re!" o +a"o!te % #n "/%n0 U%tam
ade!ea "are e!te ro&#& me# % m ame!te"am $n tre-#r%&e
reg%.or#&#%0 Am ,o!t m#!trat, mam $n"/%! $ntro -o5 % am +&n!
de ,#r%e dar tot nam ren#n at: dor%n a de a $n* a de &a #n
mae!tr# era ne&%m%tat 0
M " ! tor%!em "# E&!e F%!"/er, o +artener de 3o" d%n
t%m+#& t#rne#&#%0 Era dan!atoare % "oregra, , "on!%derat ,oarte
ta&entat , era dr g# , %nte&%gent % dotat "# !%m #& #mor#&#%0
Lo"#%am $n do# "amere $n A-ra/am!-erg0 C# o ! +t mn
$na%nte de n#nt am e*adat, dar mam $ntor!0 C# o .% $na%nte de
A3#n#& Cr "%#n#&#% d%n '(SJ m% !a n !"#t o ,at 0
n t%m+#& ,%&m r%&or &a Freneia am +r%m%t o,erta de a ,%
d%re"tor#& ;eatr#&#% M#n%"%+a& d%n He&!%ng-org0 S%t#a %a !e
+re.enta a!t,e&: $n He&!%ng-org !e a,&a "e& ma% *e"/% teatr# d%n
ar 0 Urma ! !e $n"/%d % tr#+a ! !e m#te &a no#& teatr#
"on!tr#%t de "#rnd &a Ma&mO0 A"e!t ,a+t a a,e"tat +atr%ot%!m#&
&o"a& a& "et en%&or d%n He&!%ng-org "are a# /ot rt ! ,a" tot
+o!%-%&#& +entr# "ont%n#area a"t%*%t %% teatr#&#%0 A# ,o!t "onta"ta %
ma% m#& % oamen% de teatr#, "are, $n! , d#+ "e a# &#at "#not%n
de !%t#a %a &o"a& , a# re,#.at +ro+#nerea0 6entr# !o&# %onarea
+ro-&eme% Con!%&%#& de Cond#"ere a a+e&at &a re+#tat#& "r%t%" de
teatr# Her-ert Gre*en%#! de &a 1Sto"7/o&m ;%dn%ngenW "are %a
r !+#n! " , da" teatr#& dorea ! a%- $n ,r#nte #n ne-#n, +e
dea!#+ra ta&entat % $n.e!trat "# an#m%te "a&%t % adm%n%!trat%*e
Ce# "ond#!e!em de3a teatr#& de "o+%% de &a Med-orgar/#!etD,
at#n"% tre-#%e ! !e *or-ea!" "# Bergmann0 D#+ o oare"are
e.%tare, "on!%&%#& %a #rmat !,at#&0
M%am "#m+ rat +r%ma + & r%e d%n *%a a mea, +entr# a da
%m+re!%a #ne% ,erm%t % +e "are "# gre# !ar ,% +#t#t !+#ne "a o
a*eam0
Mam d#! &a He&!%ng-org % am *%.%tat teatr#&0 Era $ntro
!tare 3a&n%" 0 Lo"a&#& era *e"/% % m#rdar, !e 3#"a, $n genera&, de
do# or% +e ! +t mn , % "on,orm !tat%!t%"%%, &a ,%e"are !+e"ta"o&
+art%"%+a# "am 8) de !+e"tator% "# -%&ete +& t%te0
C# toate a"e!tea, am %#-%t a"e& teatr# $n" d%n +r%ma "&%+
% am +#! a+o% o !er%e de "ond% %%: !"/%m-area tr#+e%, reno*area
teatr#&#%, "reterea n#m r#&#% +rem%ere&or, %ntrod#"erea #n#%
!%!tem de a-onamente0 S+re !#r+r%nderea mea, "om%tet#& de
"ond#"ere a a""e+tat0 De*en%!em "e& ma% tn r d%re"tor de teatr#
d%n " % ,#!e!er *reodat $n ar % a*eam +o!%-%&%tatea ! m%
a&eg a"tor%%, +re"#m % +e "e%&a& % "o&a-orator%0 Contra"te&e noa!tre
a*ea# o d#rat de o+t &#n%0 n re!t#& t%m+#&#% tre-#%a ! ne
de!"#r" m, ,%e"are "#m +#tea0
;eatr#& era %n,e!tat de +#r%"%0 A"tor%% ma% *e"/% d%n tr#+
de*en%!er +ro-a-%& %m#n%, dar "e% no# !o!% %, "# !nge tn r, a#
,o!t "%#+% % r #0 ea*a de !"#rgere de &a re!ta#rant#& teatr#&#%
tre"ea +r%n "a-%ne&e - r-a %&or % #r%na +%"#ra ne$n"etat +e
"a&or%,er#& de &ng +erete0 :nt#& !#,&a $n toata a"ea "& d%re
*e"/e0 D%n +od#& $na&t % $nt#ne"at "o-ora #n geam t !&a-,
!&o-o.%t +ar" de n%te !#,&ete damnate0 In!ta&a %a de " &d#r
,#n" %ona +ro!t0 Cnd a ,o!t !"oa! +odea#a d%n !a& !a# g !%t
dede!#-t !#te de o-o&an% "are a# ,o!t a+o% otr *% % "# o5%d de
"ar-on0 Ce% r ma% $n *%a era# ro-#t%, $ndr .ne % % !e & !a#
+r%*% % , r ! &e +e!e "t#% de +# %n0
Cnd o +ornea# &a ata", motan#& "e& gra! a& ma%n%!t#&#%
!e a!"#ndea de ,r%"a0
N# *rea# ! m &a! +rad no!ta&g%e%, dar +entr# m%ne
a"e!t teatr# a ,o!t ra%#& +e + mnt0 A*ea o !"en !+a %oa! 4
m#rdar , de!%g#r, %ar "#rent#& tr gea d%n toate + r %&e 4 dar era
att de +& "#t $n"&%nat !+re ram+ = "ort%na era #.at % "r+%t ,
dar *o+!%t $n a&-, ro# % ga&-en0 Ca-%ne&e era# +r%m%t%*e, !trmte
% #t%&ate doar "# +atr# "/%#*ete0 6entr# ') +er!oane e5%!ta#
n#ma% do#a toa&ete0
A merge $n! &a +ro+r%#& teatr#, a % o"#+a +ro+r%#& &o" $n
&o3 % a te +reg t% +entr# !+e"ta"o& $m+re#n "# "o&eg%%, toate
a"e!tea "om+en!a# &%+!#r%&e e5%!tente0
G#"am % re+etam +ermanent0 n +r%m#& an am dat no#
!+e"ta"o&e $n o+t &#n%0 n an#& #rm tor am dat .e"e0 Re+etam t%m+
de tre% ! +t mn%, %ar $n "ea dea +atra a*eam +rem%era0 N%"% o
+%e! n# !a 3#"at ma% m#&t de 89 de or%, $n a,ar de "e& dea&
do%&ea !+e"ta"o& de An#& No#, "are a a*#t #n !#""e! enorm % !a
3#"at de JJ de or%0 :%a a noa!tr "ot%d%an a+ar %nea teatr#&#% de
&a ora no# de d%m%nea % +n &a #n!+re.e"e !eara0 D%n "nd $n
"nd ma% % "/e,#%am, dar +etre"er%&e ne era# dra!t%" &%m%tate de
!%t#a %a noa!tr ,%nan"%ar m%.er 0 A""e!#& $n e&eganta !a& de
+rn. de &a Gran ne era %nter.%!, dar eram -%ne*en% % #nde*a $n
!+ate&e &o"a&#&#%, #nde +atron#& ne +re+ara #n men%# !+e"%a&, "#
-ere % t r%e a& t#r%0 Cred%t#& era genero!, "a ! n# .%" "/%ar
%nd#&gent0 Sm- ta, d#+ re+et% %%, eram %n*%ta % &a "o,et r%a
Fa/&man, d%n Stortorget, &a "te o "%o"o&at "a&d "# ,r%"
ade* rat Ceram $n +er%oada de "r%. <D % +r 3%t#r 0
Lo"#%tor%% d%n He&!%ng-org ne trata# "# o +r%eten%e
e5"e!%* % "# deo!e-%ta o!+%ta&%tate0 Ade!ea eram %n*%ta %, !eara,
&a ma! , de "te o +er!oan ma% %m+ortant a ora#&#%0 Cnd
mem-r%% tr#+e% $% , "ea# a+ar% %a d#+ !+e"ta"o&, "e%&a& % oa!+e %
mn"a!er de3a % !e am#.a# +r%*%nd#% +e a"tor%% &%/n% % de ,oame,
"are !e $ndo+a# "# mn"are % - #t#r , ae.a % &a me!e&e
$n" r"ate d%n a-#nden 0 Un -ogat "omer"%ant de +rod#!e
"o&on%a&e a*ea #n &o"a& +e "ea&a&t +arte a !tr .%%0 A"o&o +#tea%
+r%m% men%#& .%&e%, "ontra o "oroan , %ar om#& $n"/%r%a % "amere
!a# a+artamente $ntro "& d%re d r + nat d%n !e"o&#& a& N:III&ea,
a,&at $n "#rtea %nter%oar 0 :% a de *%e ! &-at%" !e " ra +e
rame&e ,ere!tre&or % +e +ere %, + tr#n.nd $n "a! , "&o!et#& !e a,&a
&a "a+ t#& !" r%&or, %ar a&%mentarea "# a+ !e , "ea de &a o +om+
a,&at $n "#rtea +a*at "# +%etre "o& #roa!e0
Sa&ar%#& "e& ma% mare era de o+t !#te de "oroane, "e& ma%
m%" de tre% !#te0 Ne de!"#r"am "#m +#team, $m+r#m#tam -an%
!a# &#am a*an!#r%0 N%m n#% n#% tre"ea +r%n "a+ ! +rote!te.e
$m+otr%*a "ond% %%&or m%.ere de m#n" 0 Eram re"#no!" tor%
noro"#&#% de ne"on"e+#t de a +#tea 3#"a $n ,%e"are !ear % de a
+#tea ,a"e .%&n%" re+et% %e0 >e&#& no!tr# a ,o!t r !+& t%t0 n +r%m#&
an am a*#t a%.e"% de m%% de !+e"tator% % neam redo-nd%t
!#-*en %%&e, "eea "e $n!emna, , r $ndo%a& o *%"tor%e0 >%are&e
"entra&e a# $n"e+#t ! remar"e !+e"ta"o&e&e noa!tre % $n "eea "e
ne +r%*ete n% !a a""ent#at !ent%ment#& +ro+r%e% *a&or%0 n a"e& an,
+r%m *ara a *en%t de*reme % am , "#t o e5"#r!%e &a Ar%&d0 A"o&o
am +o+o!%t &a marg%nea #ne% + d#r% de ,ag "# *edere $n!+re
-&nda mare +r%m * rat%" , neam "on!#mat mer%nde&e ad#!e "#
no%, % am - #t *%n ro# de +roa!t "a&%tate0 E# mam $m- tat %
am %n#t #n d%!"#r! a%#r%t $n "are am !#! %n#t, $n "#*%nte !#m-re,
" to"ma% no%, oamen%% de teatr# ! & &#%am $n mna de!"/%! a
Domn#&#% % am ,o!t !+e"%a& a&e% !a a*em +arte de d#rere %
-#"#r%e0 C%ne*a a "ntat "nte"#& Mar&ene% D%etr%"/ 1Benn D#
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N%men% n# m a!"#&ta0 ;re+tat a# $n"e+#t ! *or-ea!" to %
deodat , a& %% a# dan!at0 Mam "on!%derat ne$n e&e!, mam tra!
deo+arte % am *om%tat0
:en%!em &a He&!%ng-org , r ,am%&%e0 n +r%m *ar !a
"on!tatat " att E&!e "t % ,%%"a noa!tr no# n !"#t a*ea#
t#-er"#&o. 0 E&!e a ,o!t %nternat $ntr#n !anator%# +art%"#&ar $n
a+ro+%ere de A&*e!ta0 Co!t#& !+%ta&%. r%% era "t !a&ar%#& me# &#nar0
Lena a a3#n! &a !+%ta&#& de "o+%% Sa"/!7a0 L#"ram $n "ont%n#are &a
!"enar%% +entr# S*en!7a F%&m%nd#!tr%, re#%nd $n a"e!t ,e& ! m%
$ntre %n ,am%&%a0
M !%m eam !%ng#r % $n "a&%tatea mea de d%re"tor % e,
de "o&e"t%*0 D%n ,er%"%re a*eam a& t#r% #n d%re"tor adm%n%!trat%*,
#n om deo!e-%t, "are a*ea o !er%e de maga.%ne de mer"er%e $n
Sto"7/o&m0 Cond#!e!e ma% m#& % an% &a rnd teatr#& 1Bo#&e*ard2
de +e R%ng*Lgen, #nde +#!e!em $n !"en "te*a +%e!e0 Cnd &am
r#gat ! *%n &a He&!%ng-org, a a""e+tat %med%at0 Era #n a"tor
amator +&%n de %nte&%gen % 3#"a -#"#ro! ro&#r% m%"%0 Era -#r&a", $%
+& "ea# ,eme%&e t%nere, a*ea o $n, %are re!+%ng toare, "are
a!"#ndea +ar %a& #n om -#n0 E& a*ea gr%3 ! ,%e +ermanent -an%
$n "a! 0 Cnd a"et%a era# +e !,r%te $% ta5a maga.%ne&e de
mer"er%e0 M "on!%dera ne-#n, dar .m-ea %m% !+#nea: 1;# et%
"e& "are /ot r teW0 O , "eam ade!ea $ntr#n mod -r#ta& % , r !
"r# +e n%men%0 Eram, aadar, de!t#& de !%ng#r0
E&!e F%!"/er, "are ar ,% tre-#%t ! ,%e "oregra,a %
dan!atoarea teatr#&#% nea re"omandat "a $n&o"#%toare a e% o
+r%eten de +e *remea "nd &#"ra!e "# MarI B%ngman0 Se n#mea
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ne"#no!"#t, C/r%!ter StrOm/o&m0 Ea a *en%t &a He&!%ng-org, %ar e&
a +&e"at $n A,r%"a0 E&&en ,ra+a +r%n ,r#m#!e e, emana erot%!m, era
ta&entat , or%g%na& % "a+a-%& de !ent%mente +#tern%"e0
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tr#+ 0 n !"#rt t%m+ " + ta!em "# to %% + d#"/% % d%n "nd $n "nd
a*ea# &o" !"ene de ge&o.%e0 ;eatr#& era, de!%g#r, "a!a noa!tr , dar
$n re!t eram de!t#& de de-#!o&a % % a*%.% de to* r %e0
F r ! ne gnd%m +rea m#&t &a "eea "e !e $ntm+& , $ntre
m%ne % E&&en a $n"e+#t o re&a %e "are !a "on"ret%.at %med%at +r%n
gra*%d%tate0 De Cr "%#n, E&!e a +r%m%t +erm%!%#nea ! +&e"e d%n
!anator%#0 Neam $nt&n%t &a Sto"7/o&m, &a mama e%0 Iam +o*e!t%t
"e !a $ntm+&at % am an#n ato " a*eam de gnd ! d%*or e. "a
! tr %e!" $m+re#n "# E&&en0 Am o-!er*at " ,a a E&!e%
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$m-#3ora % de -oa& % "# g#ra% "o+%& roa! !trn! +#ng 0 A .%!
a+o% "om+&et "a&m : 1$n a"e!t "a. *e% ,% o-&%gat ! +& tet% o
+en!%e a&%mentar 0 A% de #nde, am rt#&eK20 Iam r !+#n! "#
am r "%#ne: 1Da" am re#%t ! +& te!" o+t !#te de "oroane +e
&#n +entr# -&e!temat#& &a de !anator%# a& t #, o ! !trng %
+entr# +en!%a a&%mentar 0 N%"% o gr%3 <2
N# m re"#no!" $n +er!oana "are am ,o!t a"#m +atr#.e"%
de an%0 Sent%ment#& de %n!at%!,a" %e e!te att de +ro,#nd, %ar
me"an%!m#& de re,#&are a ,#n" %onat att de e,%"%ent $n"t $m% e!te
,oarte gre# ! e*o" a"e& moment0 n a"ea!t +r%*%n ,otogra,%%&e
$m% !#nt de +# %n a3#tor0 E&e arat doar ma!"a +e "are o ,o&o!eam
+entr# a m a+ ra0 Da" m !%m eam ata"at, m#"am &a rnd#&
me# "a #n "%ne r n%t0 N# a*eam $n"redere $n n%men%, n# %#-eam
+e n%men%, n# !%m eam &%+!a n%m n#%0 Eram !#-3#gat de o
!e5#a&%tate "are m $m+%ngea !+re o +ermanent %n,%de&%tate %
a" %#n% ,or ate, mere# "/%n#%t de dor%n , team , angoa! %
"ont%%n $n" r"at 0
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oare"are a&%nare !t r%% me&e de $n"ordare "are "eda doar $n
momente&e de -e %e !a# de orga!m0 Eram "ont%ent de ,a+t#& "
a*eam o "ert +#tere de "on*%ngere, " % +#team determ%na +e
oamen% ! ,a" "eea "e doream e#, " a*eam #n an#me arm
e5ter%or +e "are& +#team "#+&a !a# de"#+&a, d#+ -#n#& me#
+&a"0 Eram, de a!emenea, "ont%ent " a*eam #n an#m%t ta&ent
de a tre.% ,r%"a !a# de a +ro*o"a m#!tr r% de "ont%%n , $ntr#"t
$n" d%n "o+%& r%e t%am o m#& %me de &#"r#r% de!+re me"an%!me&e
,r%"%% % a&e m#!tr r%% de "ont%%n 0 6e !"#rt, eram #n om $n!etat
de +#tere, "are n# $n* a!e "#m !a !e -#"#re de ea0
S%m eam $ntr#n mod o-!"#r " #n r .-o% mond%a& , "ea
ra*ag%% $n 3#r#& no!tr#0 Cnd tr#+e&e amer%"ane tre"ea# $n .-or
+e!te Xre!#nd, g&a!#r%&e a"tor%&or era# a"o+er%te de .gomot#&
motoare&or0 C%team $n ,#g r#-r%"%&e de r .-o%, tot ma% !#m-re,
+entr# "a a+o% ! ne ar#n" m a!#+ra no#t %&or teatra&e0 N#
ar tam *re#n %ntere! +rea mare *a&#&#% de re,#g%a % "are *enea#
d%n Danemar"a0
M $ntre-am "teodat "#m ar ta# re+re.enta %%&e
noa!tre teatra&e0 Ca ! m% ,a" o %dee, d%!+#n doar de o mn de
,otogra,%% % de "te*a t %et#r% $ng &-en%te d%n .%are0 6er%oade&e
noa!tre de re+et% %e era# !"#rte, +reg t%r%&e %ne5%!tente0 Re.#&tat#&
!tr dan%%&or noa!tre era #n art%"o& de "on!#m %med%at, $n"ro+%t $n
mare gra- 0 Cred " era -%ne aa, "/%ar #t%&0 ;%ner%% tre-#%e +#%
+ermanent $n ,a a #nor !ar"%n% no%0 In!tr#ment#& tre-#%e +#! &a
+ro- , rodat0 ;e/n%"a !e +oate de.*o&ta n#ma% +r%ntr#n "onta"t
!trn! "# +#-&%"#&0 n +r%m#& an am +#! $n !"en "%n"% +%e!e0 C/%ar
da" re.#&tat#& a ,o!t $ndo%e&n%", e& a ,o!t !a&#tar: n%"% e# % n%"%
"o&eg%% me% n# a*eam o e5+er%en #man !#,%"%ent +entr# a
+#tea a+ro,#nda +ro-&emat%"a d%n Mac!et".
ntro noa+te m $ntor"eam de &a teatr#0 D%ntro dat am
$n e&e! "#m tre-#%e ! re+re.%nt *r 3%toare&e, at#n"% "nd a"e!tea
a+ar !+re ,%na&#& traged%e%0 Ma"-et/ % LadI Ma"-et/ !ta# $n +at,
!o %a ,%%nd !"#,#ndat $ntr#n !omn adn"0 So #& $ntre *eg/e %
!omn0 Um-re ,e-r%&e !e m%" +e +erete0 :r 3%toare&e a+ar d%n
+odea, $ngr m d%te !trn! #na $ntra&ta &a "a+ t#& +at#&#%,
#ot%nd % "/%"ot%nd0 Mem-re&e &or !e m%" +re"#m a&ge&e $ntro
a+ "#rg toare0 n !+ate&e !"ene% "%ne*a "nta &a #n +%an
de.a"ordat0 Ma"-et/ !ta +e +at $n gen#n"/%, +e 3#m tate
de.-r "at, "# "a+#& $ntor!, , r ! *ad *r 3%toare&e0
Mam o+r%t $n !trada &%n%t%t , r mnnd nem%"at "te*a
m%n#te % !+#nnd#m% $n gnd: 1B %ete, et% a& na%-%% de ta&entat,
"/%ar gen%a&0W A ,o!t o %.-#"n%re "are m $n,%er-nta % m ame ea0
n toat m%.er%a $n "are m a,&am, a*eam tot#% o de+&%n
$n"redere $n m%ne, +e "are o !%m eam "a +e #n !t&+ de ,%er "em%
!#! %nea r#%ne&e !#,&et#&#%0
n mare m !#r , $n"er"am ! m% %m%t maetr%%, +e A&,
S3O-erg % +e O&o, Mo&ander, ! ,#r "eea "e !e +#tea ,#ra, +et%"%nd
tot#& "# %de%&e me&e0 6reg t%rea mea teoret%" $n domen%#& arte%
dramat%"e era !&a- , a+roa+e %ne5%!tent 0 C%t%!em, e*%dent, "te
"e*a de Stan%!&a*!7%, "are era &a mod $n rnd#& t%ner%&or a"tor%,
dar n#& $n e&e!e!em % n%"% n# am *r#t ! & $n e&eg0 N# a*#!e!em
n%"% +o!%-%&%tatea ! merg $n !tr %n tate +entr# a *edea "#m !e
,a"e teatr# a"o&o= eram #n a#tod%da"t % #n gen%# a#to/ton $n
ade* rat#& !en! a& "#*nt#&#%0
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"o&eg%% me%, de!+re mot%*#& gra-e% noa!tre +er!e*erente, nam ,%
t%#t "e ! % r !+#ndem0 F "eam teatr# de drag#& de a& ,a"e0
C%ne*a tre-#%a ! !tea +e !"en "# ,a a !+re a"e% " %*a oamen%,
a,&a % a"o&o $n $nt#ner%"0 C to"ma% no% eram a"e%a "are !t team $n
&#m%na re,&e"toare&or, era o "o%n"%den ,er%"%t 0 ;oate a"e!tea a#
$n!emnat o "oa& e5traord%nar 0 Re.#&tate&e "on"rete era#
de!%g#r "t !e +oate de d%!"#ta-%&e0 M%ar ,% +& "#t att de m#&t !
,%# #n 6ro!+ero, dar de "e&e ma% m#&te or% #r&am "a #n Ca&%-an0
D#+ do% an% de ge!t%"#& r% $n,o"ate am ,o!t "/emat &a
GOte-org #nde am +orn%to &a dr#m "# ent#.%a!m % "# o
a#to$n"redere de ne.dr#n"%nat0
NIII
;or!ten HammarHn a*ea a%.e"% % do% de an% % "ond#"ea
;eatr#& M#n%"%+a& $n" de &a $n,%%n area a"e!t#%a, $n an#& '(JS0 Ma%
$na%nte ,#!e!e e,#& teatr#&#% d%n Loren!-erg0 Era totodat #n
re+#tat a"tor de "om+o.% %e0
;or!ten !e -#"#ra de #n deo!e-%t re!+e"t, tr#+a &#% ,%%nd
"on!%derat dre+t "ea ma% -#n d%n ar 0 Pn#t StrOm, +r%m#&
reg%.or a& teatr#&#%, era #n *e"/% re*o&# %onar "are !e ,orma!e &a
"oa&a &#% Re%n/ardt0 He&ge Ba/&gren, "are +re,era ! reg%.e.e +e
S"ena St#d%o, era &a"on%", &a o-%e"t % +re"%!0 A"tor%% teatr#&#%
3#"a!er $m+re#n de de"en%%, "eea "e n# $n!emna " !e %
+& "ea# re"%+ro"0
La $n"e+#t#& toamne% an#&#% '(S@ mam m#tat "# E&&en %
"# "e% do% "o+%% a% notr% &a GOte-org0 La teatr# a*ea# &o" #&t%me&e
re+et% %% "# Sonata +antomelor de Str%nd-erg0 O&o, Mo&ander
,#!e!e %n*%tat ! reg%.e.e !+e"ta"o&#&0 Mam !tre"#rat +e !"ena
"#,#ndat $n $nt#ner%"0 De+arte, #nde*a $n ,a a mea, !e a#.ea#
*o"%&e a"tor%&or0 Uneor% e% !e % $ntre. rea# $n &#m%na
re,&e"toare&or0 St team "om+&et nem%"at % a!"#&tam: #n teatr#
mare "are d%!+#nea de tot "e% dorea, #n teatr# "# mar% a"tor% %
"# mar% e5%gen e0 N# !+#n " $m% era team , dar trem#ram tot0
D%ntro dat , n# ma% eram !%ng#r0 Lng m%ne a a+ r#t o
,%%n !"#nd !a# +oate o ,antom : era Grand O&d LadI a teatr#&#%,
Mar%a S"/%&d7ne"/t, "o!t#mat $n ro"/%a de +a+aga& a M#m%e% %
+#rtnd o ma!" a&- re!+%ng toare, 1$n e&eg " d#mnea*oa!tr
!#nte % domn#& Bergman2, a o+t%t ea "# #n !#r! ama-%&, dar
"are te - ga $n !+er%e %0 Iam "on,%rmat " aa era % mam
$n"&%nat "# !tng "%e0 A #rmat #n moment de t "ere0 1E%, "e
+ rere a*e % de!+re +%e! 2 ma $ntre-at a+o% m%"# a ,antom 0
:o"ea $% era deo!e-%t de +ro*o"atoare0 16entr# m%ne, ea !e
n#m r +r%ntre "e&e ma% -#ne +%e!e d%n dramat#rg%a #n%*er!a&aW,
%am r !+#n! "# !%n"er%tate0 M#m%a ma +r%*%t "# #n d%!+re re"e0
1A, a .%! ea, Str%nd-erg a $n"ro+%t ra/at#& !ta doar "a ! a*em
"e*a de 3#"at &a ;eatr#& Int%m "are $% a+ar %neaW0 Ma + r !%t "# o
gra %oa! $n"&%nare a "a+#&#%0 Cte*a m%n#te ma% tr.%# a %e%t d%n
"a-%ne a"tor%&or % a + %t +e !"en ,er%nd#!e de &#m%na !oare&#%
% *nt#rnd#% trena ro"/%e% $nto"ma% "a #n +a+aga& "are%
$n,oa%e +ene&e0 Nem#r%toare $ntr#n ro& +e "are $& dete!ta !#-
$ndr#marea #n#% reg%.or +e "are $& #ra0
Am a*#t #n de-#t genero!: /aligula de Cam#!0 Ander!
E7, -#n#& me# +r%eten d%n an%% .-#"%#ma % +etre"# % &a Sto"7/o&m,
de-#ta $n ro&#& +r%n"%+a&0 Eram de a"eea% *r!t 0
n 3#r#& &#% !e a,&a gr#+at $ntreaga gard de a"tor%
em%nen %, +r%*%nd#ne +e no%, $n"e+ tor%%, "# !#!+%"%#ne % , r
-#n *o%n 0 M% !a# +#! &a d%!+o.% %e toate re!#r!e&e te/n%"e %
mater%a&e a&e teatr#&#%0
ntro d#+ am%a. , $n m%3&o"#& re+et% %e%, a %ntrat $n !a& ,
nean#n at, ;or!ten HammarHn, "are !a ae.at "a ! ne
#rm rea!" !tr dan%%&e0 Moment#& a ,o!t +ro!t a&e!: Ander! E7
a""ent#a +rea m#&t, "e%&a& % a"tor% $% "%tea# re+&%"%&e0 L%+!a de
e5+er%en ma , "#t ! +%erd "ontro&#& a!#+ra "e&or "e !e
$ntm+&a# +e !"en % $& a#.eam +e HammarHn "#m +#,nea % $%
tot !"/%m-a #n +%"%or +e!te "e&a&a&t0 n "e&e d%n #rm na ma%
+#t#t !#+orta % a !tr%gat: 1Ce dra"# ,a"e % a%"%K Ce e!te a!ta,
r#g "%#ne $n +art%"#&ar, ma!t#r-are a !#,&ete&or, 3o" "# -%&eK C# "e
dra"# * $nde&etn%"% %KW
n3#rnd % -&e!temnd, !a #r"at +e !"en % a $n"e+#t !
!tr%ge &a a"tor#& de &ng e& +entr# "a a"e!ta n# ar#n"a!e "artea
d%n mn 0 Ce& $n*%no* %t -&-% "e*a de!+re no%&e metode %
%m+ro*%.a %%, #%tnd#!e $n d%re" %a mea0 HammarHn Ia $ntrer#+t
-r#!" % a $n"e+#t ! !"/%m-e %nd%"a %%&e de !"en 0 Ma "#+r%n!
,#r%a % am #r&at d%n !a& " n# am de gnd ! to&ere. a"ea!t
%m%5t%#ne % a"e!t a-#. de +#tere0 HammarHn m%a r !+#n!, !tnd
"# !+ate&e &a m%ne: 1Sta% 3o! % %ne % g#ra, m "ar a"#m dea%
$n* a "e*a<W Am !%m %t " ,%er-e !nge&e $n m%ne % am !tr%gat:
1Nam de gnd ! to&ere. aa "e*a<W0 HammarHn a r! "#
oare"are $ng d#%n % a !+#!: 16o % !a te d#"% &a dra"#, m%"# #&e
gen%# de +ro*%n"%eW0 Mam $ndre+tat !+re #a, " .n%nd#m ! o
de!"/%d % am + r !%t teatr#&0 A do#a .% d%!ded%m%nea am
+r%m%t #n te&e,on de &a !e"retara d%re"tor#&#% teatr#&#%0 M an#n a
" , da" n# m +re.%nt &a re+et% %a d%n "#r!#& a"e&e% .%&e,
"ontra"t#& !e *a an#&a0
Mn%a, "are $m% tre"#!e $ntre t%m+, !a a+r%n! %ar % % am
+orn%to $n ,#g !+re teatr# "a ! & omor +e HammarHn0 Neam
$nt&n%t $ntm+& tor $ntr#n "o& a& "or%dor#&#%, dnd e,e"t%* #n#&
+e!te "e& &a&t0 Fa+t#& a"e!ta m% !a + r#t e5trem de "om%", att
m%" "t % &#% % am $n"e+#t ! rdem amndo%0 ;or!ten ma
$m-r %at, %ar e# &am a""e+tat %med%at $n %n%ma mea, "a %mag%ne
a tat &#% de "are d#!e!em &%+! de "nd D#mne.e# m + r !%!e0
E& %a a!#mat a"e!t ro& +e "are &a 3#"at "# toat
"ont%%n"%o.%tatea $n to % an%% +e "are %am +etre"#t $n teatr#& &#%0
Dragostea de Pa3 M#n7 $n"e+e "# o !"en $n "are
%n*%ta %&or &% !e !er*ete o "ea" "# "a"ao0 6a!tor#& %a %n*%tat
a"a! &a e& +e enor%a%% ! % +entr# a d%!"#ta moda&%tatea de
"on!tr#%re a #nor d%g#r% &a mare0 6e !"en !ta# do# .e"% % tre% de
a"tor% % -ea# "a"ao, #n%% !"/%m- "te o re+&%" $ntre e%, a& %% doar
!ta#0 HammarHn d%!tr%-#%!e a"tor% de +r%m rang $n ,%e"are ro&=
"/%ar % $n "e&e , r re+&%"%0 Ind%"a %%&e &#% era# $n,%or tor de
deta&%ate, +#nnd &a $n"er"are r -darea a"tor%&or0 Cnd Po&-3Orn
$% !+#nea re+&%"a de!+re *remea de %arn , &#a o +r 3%t#r , a+o%
me!te"a $n "a"ao0 Po&-3Orn te rog ! re+e %0 Po&-3Orn re+et 0
Reg%.or#& %nter*%ne0 Banda !er*ete "a"ao, "are !e a,&a $n *a!#&
d%n +artea !tng % !e adre!ea. &#% Ben7tA7e "# #n .m-et
dr g &a: 1"# !%g#ran " a% ne*o%e20 6o,t%m, re+eta %< A"tor%%
re+et 0 Reg%.or#& "ore"tea. 0
M gnde!" "# groa. : a"e!t om e!te gro+ar#& teatr#&#%,
de" derea arte% teatra&e0 HammarHn "ont%n# %m+ert#r-a-%&: ;ore
!e $nt%nde ! %a o "/%,& % d d%n "a+ !+re E--a: $% !+#n "e*a de
nede!&#%t, * rog ! g !% % #n !#-%e"t ade"*at d%!"# %e%0 E--a %
;ore ,a" "te*a +ro+#ner%0 HammarHn a""e+t 0 M gnde!" 4
%at "#m #n d%"tator - trn % &%m%tat a re#%t ! !toar" tot
!#,&et#& % !+ontane%tatea a"e!te% !"ene, "are a!t,e& moare0 A
+#tea, ,oarte -%ne, ! + r !e!" %med%at a"e!t "%m%t%r0 D%ntr#n
mot%* ne$n e&e! r mn tot#% +e &o", +ro-a-%& d%ntro ma&% %oa!
"#r%o.%tate0 6a#.e&e !e mar"/ea. !a# !e !#+r%m , m%" r%&e !e
!%n"ron%.ea. "# %ntona %a, %ntona %a "# m%" r%&e, !e ,%5ea.
re!+%ra %a0 Ca!" "a o +%!%" r #t "%oa! 0 D#+ ne!,r%te ore de
re&# r%, $ntrer#+er%, "ore"t r%, $m+#n! t#r% % $ng/%onte&%,
HammarHn "on!%der " a !o!%t moment#& ! !e 3oa"e de &a #n
"a+ t &a "e& &a&t0 ?% a"#m !e +rod#"e m%ra"o&#&0
n"e+e ! !e der#&e.e o "on*er!a %e +& "#t , dega3at ,
&e3er , "# toate ge!t#r%&e o-%n#%te d%n "adr#& #ne% re#n%#n% &a o
"ea" de "a"ao, +r%*%r%, !#-$n e&e!#r% % o "om+ortare "ont%ent
%n"ont%ent 0 A"tor%%, !%g#r% +e !+a %#& &or -%ne de&%m%tat, a#
&%-ertatea de a %nter+reta $n *o%e0 Im+ro*%.ea. "# m#&t
!+ontane%tate, "# m#&t #mor0 N# $n"ear" ! !e ,%5e.e a!#+ra
%nter&o"#tor#&#%, "% re!+e"t $ntreg#&, r%tm#&0
6r%ma mea &e" %e a ,o!t %nter*en %a &#% HammarHn $n +%e!a
/aligula. Ind%"a %%&e de reg%e ! ,%e "&are % d%re"te0 Sent%mente&e %
o+%n%%&e tre-#%e ! ,%e redate , r am-%g#%tate0 Semna&e&e "are
+orne!" de &a a"tor% $n!+re +#-&%" tre-#%e ! ,%e !%m+&e % &%m+e.%0
Un#& d#+ a&t#&, "# *%te.a #ne% !e"#nde0 O !#ge!t%e +oate ,oarte
-%ne ! o "ontra.%" +e a&ta, dar a"e!t &#"r# tre-#%e ! !e ,a"
%nten %onat % at#n"% a+are %&#.%a de !%m#&tane%tate % +ro,#nd%tate,
#n e,e"t !tereo0 Ceea "e !e $ntm+& +e !"ena ! a3#ng &a
!+e"tator $n ,%e"are moment0 Ade* r#& e5+re!%e% *%ne a-%a +e &o"#&
a& do%&ea= a"tor%% -#n% a# $ntotdea#na "a+a"%tatea ne"e!ar de a
tran!m%te ade* r#& re,&e"tat0
Cea dea do#a &e" %e +entr# m%ne a ,o!t !"ena re#n%#n%% &a
o "ea"a de "a"ao d%n Dragostea de Pa3 M#n70 Ade* rat &%-ertate
Wde+%nde de mot%*e&e "ont#rate $n "om#n, de r%tm#r%&e + tr#n!e
m%n# %o!0 Arta a"tor%"ea!" e!te, $n +&#!, arta re+et% %e%0 De a"eea
,%e"are re+et% %e !e -a.ea. +e o "o&a-orare &%-er "on!%m %t $ntre
+artener%% %m+&%"a % $n 3o"0 Da" #n reg%.or o-&%g #n a"tor &a o
an#m%t %nter+retare, o +oate ,a"e n#ma% $n t%m+#& re+et% %%&or0 n
moment#& $n "are reg%.or#& + r !ete !a&a, a"tor#& $n"e+e, $ntr#n
mod "ont%ent !a# %n"ont%ent, ! % "ore"te.e a" %#n%&e d#+
-#n#& &#% +&a"0 6artener#& $% !"/%m- % e& %med%at 3o"#&, d%n
a"e&a% mot%*0 ?% tot aa ma% de+arte0 D#+ "%n"% re+re.enta %%, #n
!+e"ta"o& +e "are $& "redea dre!at !e de!tram da" reg%.or#& n#
% !#+ra*eg/ea. t%gr%% $n ,%e"are !ear 0 La o +r%*%re !#+er,%"%a& ,
!"ena "# re#n%#nea &a o "ea" de "a"ao + rea a ,% #n n#m r de
dre!a30 ?% tot#% n# era aa0 A"tor%% %a# re"#no!"#t +o!%-%&%t %&e
$n %nter%or#& #nor gran% e tra!ate "# "&ar%tate0 Era# m#& #m% % %
ate+ta# moment#& $n "are ! % +oat +#ne $n *a&oare +ro+r%a
"reat%*%tate0 A"ea!ta !"en n# !a de!tr mat n%"%odat 0
ntro .% &am !#r+r%n! +e ;or!ten HammarHn r !,o%nd#m%
"a%et#& de $n!emn r% reg%.ora&e0 A"e!ta n# "#+r%ndea $n! n%"% o
not% , n%"% o !"/% a!#+ra !"ene&or0 1Aa de"%, t# n# % "ont#re.%
!"ene&eW, !+#!e e& !ar"a!t%"0 1N#, e# +re,er ! "ree. d%re"t +e
!"en $m+re#n "# a"tor%%W, %am r !+#n!0 1:a ,% %ntere!ant de
* .#t "t t%m+ te *or ma% %ne ner*%% +entr# aa "e*aW, m%a
re+&%"at HammarHn % a $n"/%! "a%et#&0
6ro,e %a !a !a ade*er%t "t de "#rnd0 Am a3#n! ! m
+reg te!" +n $n "e&e ma% m%"% am n#nte, ! !"/% e. ,%e"are
!"en 0 n "&%+a $n "are merg &a re+et% %%, $m% e!te "&ar ,%e"are
moment a& !+e"ta"o&#&#%0 Ind%"a %%&e me&e tre-#%e ! ,%e &%m+e.%,
#t%&e %, da" e!te +o!%-%&, !t%m#&at%*e0 N#ma% "e& "are e!te -%ne
+reg t%t are +o!%-%&% tatea ! %m+ro*%.e.e0
Fam%&%a mea !e m r%!e0 n +r%m *ara an#&#% '(S) m% !a#
n !"#t gemen%%0 Neam m#tat $ntr#n a+artament "# "%n"% "amere
$ntr#n "art%er no# "on!tr#%t d%n a,ara ora#&#%0 A*eam, de
a!emenea, #n m%" -%ro# !+artan, &a man!ard , $n "& d%rea
teatr#&#%0 A%"% $m% +etre"eam !er%&e ,%n%!nd man#!"r%!e&e, !"r%%nd
+%e!e % !"enar%% de ,%&me0
;at & *%treg a& !o %e% me&e !e !%n#"%!e!e, & !nd $n #rm
dator%% mar%0 Soa"ra mea !e m#ta!e &a no%, "# ,%#& e% "e& m%"0 Sa#
%n!ta&at $n -%ro#& "are !e a,&a a& t#r% de dorm%tor#& no!tr#0
6roa!+ ta * d#* +&ngea de!eor% $n t%m+#& no+ %%0 6e &ng
a"ea!ta, Lena, ,%%"a mea "ea mare, &o"#%a % ea &a no% +entr# "
E&!e era, $n "ont%n#are, -o&na* 0 Fam%&%a !e $ntregea "# o
+er!oan ama-%& dar +&%"t%!%toare, "are ne a3#ta &a go!+od r%e0 n
tota& eram .e"e +er!oane0 E&&en m#n"ea d%n gre# % n# !e +#tea
ded%"a +ro,e!%e% !a&e de"t o"a.%ona&0 Com+&%"a %%&e "on3#ga&e era#
d%n "e $n "e ma% mar%0 :%a a noa!tr %nt%m , "are $n!emna!e
$ntotdea#na !a&*area noa!tr , a $n"etat d%n "a#.a *e"%n t %%
%nd%!"rete a !oa"re% me&e % a ,%#&#% e% ma% m%"0
A*eam tre%.e"% de an% % ,#!e!em dat a,ar de &a S*en!7
F%&m%nd#!tr% d#+ ee"#& !#,er%t "# ,%&m#& /ria0 S%t#a %a ,%nan"%ar
a ,am%&%e% era d%,%"%& 0 D%!"ord%%&or genera&e d%n "a! &% !e ma%
ad #ga# % "ert#r%&e +entr# -an%0 Att E&&en "t % "# eram
"/e&t#%tor% % ne+re* . tor%0
Ce& dea& +atr#&ea ,%&m a& me# a "#no!"#t #n !#""e!
mode!t, m#& #m%t $n e&e+"%#n%%, !o&%"%t#d%n%% % r -d r%% &#% Loren!
Marm!tedt0 Era #n ade* rat +rod#" tor, "are tr %a % &#+ta +entr#
,%&me&e !a&e, de &a man#!"r%! +n &a &an!are0
E& a ,o!t a"e&a "are ma $n* at ! ,a" ,%&m0
Am $n"e+#t ! ,a" na*eta $ntre GOte-org % Sto"7/o&m %
am $n"/%r%at o "amer &a +en!%#nea domn%oare% NI&ander, &a
%nter!e" %a d%ntre Bra/egatan % H#m&egaord!gatan0 Domn%oara
NIa&der era o doamn $n *r!t , ,%n !a# ma% degra- o ,%%n
m%"# "# + r a&- !tr &#"%tor % o"/% negr%, ,oarte +a&%d dar -%ne
ma"/%at 0 n +en!%#nea e% &o"#%a# m#& % a"tor% %ar ea a*ea gr%3 de
no% to % $ntr#n mod matern0 Lo"#%am $ntro "amer $n!or%t , "e
d dea !+re "#rte, #n &o" $n "are m !%m eam &%-er % $n !%g#ran 0
Domn%oara NI&ander $n"/%dea o"/%% "# -#n *o%n &a toate
nereg#&%&e "e a,e"ta# de!eor% *%a a !a# ,%nan e&e ne&%n%t% %&or
&o"#%tor% a% +en!%#n%%0
N# m !%m eam -%ne &a GOte-org= ora#& era $n"/%!,
teatr#& era o &#me !tr%"t de&%m%tat , oamen%% n# *or-ea# $ntre e%
de"t +ro-&eme +ro,e!%ona&e0 Lo"#%n a $m% era +&%n de %+ete de
"o+%%, !"#te"e +#!e &a #!"at, ,eme% "are +&ngea#, de $ngro.%toare
!"ene de ge&o.%e, de!eor% $ndre+t %te0 ;oate dr#m#r%&e de %e%re
era# $n"/%!e, $ne& tor%a de*en%!e o-&%gator%e0
E&&en t%a " n# !+#neam ade* r#&0 D%!+erarea o
"on!#ma, m %m+&ora ! !+#n ade* r#& m "ar odat , dar e# n#
eram "a+a-%& !o ,a", n%"% n# t%am #nde !e a,&a a"e!t ade* r0 n
!"#rte&e +er%oade d%ntre o "eart % a&ta tr %am momente de
+ro,#nd %nt%m%tate, de $n e&egere % de %ertare a tr#+#r%&or0
E&&en era $ntrade* r o +r%eten -#n % o ,%%n +#tern%" 0
n a&te "ond% %%, ma% ,a*ora-%&e, "# !%g#ran " am ,% tr %t -%ne
$m+re#n , dar no% n# t%am n%m%" de!+re no% $n%ne % "redeam "
*%a a tre-#%e ! ,%eaa "#m era0 N%"%odat n# neam +&n! de
!%t#a %a noa!tr % nam dat *%na +e "ond% %%&e $n "are tr %am0
L#+tam $n& n #% % % eram +e +#n"t#& de a ne $ne"a0
;or!ten HammarHn m%a dat +o!%-%&%tatea ! +#n $n !"en
do# +%e!e dea&e me&e &a Sa&a St#d%o: era o /ot rre "#ra3oa! ,
dar "# tot#& &%+!%t de "om+&%"a %%0 Cte*a d%n +%e!e&e me&e !e
3#"a!er ma% $na%nte % "r%t%"a ,#!e!e $n mare m !#r "am de
a"eea% + rere: Bergman e!te #n -#n reg%.or, "/%ar ta&entat, dar e
#n +ro!t !"r%%tor0 6r%n +ro!t !e $n e&egea -om-a!t%", ado&e!"ent%n,
+&%n de "o#r%, tran!+%rat, !ent%menta&, r%d%"o&, !trn%nd r!#&,
m%.era-%&, , r #mor, de.agrea-%& % aa ma% de+arte0
Un#& d%ntre "e% +e "are $% adm%ram "e& ma% +ro,#nd, O&o,
Lager"rant., a $n"e+#t ! m +er!e"#te0 n moment#& $n "are a
de*en%t #n ,e& de g#r# "#&t#ra& &a 1Dagen! NI/eterW, ata"#r%&e &#%
a# &#at +ro+or %% grotet%0 De!+re >?m!etul unei nop i &e var a
!"r%! #rm toare&e: 1Fante.%a -o&na* a #n#% tn r +&%n de "o#r%,
*%!#r%&e o-ra.n%"e a&e #ne% %n%m% ne"oa+te, #n d%!+re nem rg%n%t
,a de ade* r#& art%!t%" % #man 4 %at dom%nante&e "are a# "reat
a"ea!t c"omed%ea: m%e r#%ne " am * .#to20
A"e!te rnd#r% a+ar a!t .% "a o "#r%o.%tate "om%" 0 La
data a"eea $n! a# ,o!t o ! geat otr *%t "are a +rod#! da#ne %
!#,er%n 0
;or!ten HammarHn, "are era #n om "#ra3o! % +&%n de
#mor, a ,o!t ma% m#& % an% +er!e"#tat de #n "r%t%" d%n GOte-org0
D#+ "e HammarHn a +#! $n !"en #n !+e"ta"o& de B%"/on,
am#.ant % ,oarte a+re"%at de +#-&%", %a dat !eama " !oarta %%
!#rde0 La +a#. , "nd +#-&%"#&, e+#%.at de atta r!, !e $ndre+ta
!+re ,oa%er, HammarHn %a , "#t a+ar% %a $n ,a a "ort%ne% r#gnd
!+e"tator%% ! % a"orde aten %e "te*a momente0 A+o% a "% t% t rar,
"# +a#.e de gnd%re neate+tate % "# o m%m%" ade"*at ,
re"en.%a de*a!tatoare0 A ,o!t r !+& t%t "# ,#rt#noa!e a+&a#.e de
!%m+at%e0 6er!e"#tarea +e ,a a $n"etat, ea ,%%nd $n&o"#%t "# #na
ma% !o,%!t%"at : "r%t%"a %n3#r%oa! "are #rm rea a"#m ! o
de!,%%n e.e +e !o %a &#% HammarHn, "are era a"tr% a, +re"#m % +e
"e% ma% a+ro+%a % +r%eten% a% &#% d%n teatr#0
Fa de "r%t%"%% me% am a!t .% o at%t#d%ne +o&%t%"oa! ,
a+roa+e m g#&%toare0 Am a*#t odat %nten %a ! mo&e!te. +e #n#&
d%ntre "e% ma% *en%no% d%ntre e%0 na%nte de a a+#"a ! & &o*e!", !
a ar#n"at &a +odea, +r%ntre o m#& %me de +#+%tre +entr# note0 Am
+r%m%t o amenda de "%n"% m%% de "oroane, dar am "on!%derat "
mer%ta, "re.nd " .%ar#& no ! % ma% $ng d#%e ! re"en.e.e
!+e"ta"o&e&e me&e0 E*%dent " mam $ne&at0 A d%!+ r#t +entr#
" %*a an%, dar a"#m a re*en%t %% *ar! ,%erea +e!te !tr dan%%&e
me&e de &a - trne e0
Sa de+&a!at "/%ar % &a MRn"/en +entr# a% $nde+&%n%
me!er%a de " & #0 ntro !ear de +r%m *ar &am * .#t +e
Ma5%m%&&%an!tra!!e, -eat "r% , $m-r "at $ntr#n tr%"o# a&- !#- %re
% $n n%te +anta&on% de "at%,ea, ,oarte !trm %0 Ca+#& ra! $% atrna
&amenta-%&0 Om#& " #ta ! !ta-%&ea!" #n "onta"t "# tre" tor%%,
"are $n! $& $nde+ rta# "# d%!+re 0 Se *edea +e e& " %% era ,r%g %
" n# !e !%m ea -%ne0
6entr# o "&%+ am !%m %t %m+#&!#& de a m a+ro+%a % de a%
$nt%nde mna: neam +#tea $m+ "a a"#m, d#+ at %a an%, !#ntem
&a #rma #rme&or "/%t, de "e ! ne #rm % a"#m, d#+ "e a tre"#t
atta t%m+ de &a $n" %erarea a"eeaK Am a&#ngat +e &o" %m+#&!#&
me# !ent%menta&, $n ,a a mea !e a,&a #n d#man de moarte0 Se
"#*%ne a ,% d%!tr#!0 n +re.ent !e d%!tr#ge e& !%ng#r "# !"r%!#& ! #
tot ma% m%.era-%&, %ar e# am ! dan!e. +e mormnt#& &#% % %%
dore!" etern%tate $n %ad, #nde +oate ! !tea % ! % "%tea!"
+ro+r%%&e re"en.%%0
?% "#m *%a a "on!t d%n "ontrad%" %%, !e "#*%ne ! ada#g
" Her-ert Gre*en%#!, "r%t%" de teatr#, e!te #n#& d%ntre +r%eten%%
me% "e% ma% drag%0 Ne $nt&n%m a+roa+e .%&n%" &a ;eatr#& Dramat%"0
A"#m, "nd !"r%# a"ea!t "arte e& are o+t.e"% % a!e de an% %
e!te "a $ntotdea#na, &a ,e& de ama-%& % de %ron%" $n a"e&a% t%m+,
+ermanent $n g#r "# #na d%n "e&e "%n"%.e"% de %g r% .%&n%"e0
La $n"e+#t#& "ar%ere% me&e, ;or!ten HammarHn % Her-ert
Gre*en%#! a# !tat $n 3#r#& me# "a do% $nger% a#!ter% % %n"or#+t%-%&%0
De &a HammarHn am $n* at me!er%e, de &a Gre*en%#! o an#m%t
"&ar%tate a gnd%r%%, e% ma# ta"/%nat, ma# mode&at, ma#
$ndre+tat0
Cr%t%"a ne,a*ora-%& % a&te #m%&%n e +#-&%"e ma# , "#t !
!#, r $ngro.%tor0 Gre*en%#! $m% !+#nea: Imag%nea. % o &%n%e tra!
"# "reta0 ntro +arte a e% te a,&% t#, $n "ea&a&t , "r%t%"%% t %0 F%e"are
d%ntre "e&e do# ta-ere +re.%nt +#-&%"#&#% +ro+r%a !a art 0 Ideea
a"ea!ta ma a3#tat0 Odat &#"ram &a #n !+e"ta"o& "# #n a"tor
gen%a&, dar d%!tr#! de a&"oo&0 HammarHn %a !#,&at na!#& % m%a
!+#!: 1Cnd te gndet% "t de de! !e $ntm+&a ! r !ar "r%n% d%n
e.#t#& #n#% "ada*r#0 Gre*en%#! a * .#t #n#& d%n ,%&me&e me&e %
m%a re+roat %r%tat " a*ea &a m%3&o" #n ,e& de *%d0 Mam a+ rat
!+#nnd#% " a"tor#& tre-#%a ! $ntr#"/%+e.e o med%o"r%tate0W
Gre*en%#! m%a r !+#n!: 1N%"%odat o med%o"r%tate n# tre-#%e
3#"at de o med%o"r%tate, o ,eme%e *#&gar de o ,eme%e *#&gar
!a# o +r%madon $n,#m#rat de o +r%madon $n,#m#rat 0W Iar
HammarHn m%a !+#!: 1A& na%-%% de "om+&%"at "# a"tor%% t%a < De
$ndat "e "# a3#tor#& - #t#r%% $% "on,e" %onea. o m#tr , $% +%erd
memor%a0W
NI:
N# ma% ,#!e!em n%"%odat $n !tr %n tate, $n a,ar de "e&e
a!e ! +t mn% +etre"#te $n German%a0 ?% n%"% +r%eten#& % "o&eg#&
me# $n a&e ,%&m#&#%, B%rger Ma&m!ten0 A"#m #rma ! o ,a"em0 Ne
am %n!ta&at &a Cagne!!#rMer, #n or e& a!"#n! #nde*a $n m#n %,
$ntre Canne! % N%!a, ne"#no!"#t $n" t#r%t%&or +e *remea a"eea,
dar *%.%tat ,re"*ent de +%"tor% % de a& % art%t%0 E&&en ,#!e!e
anga3at "oregra, &a L%!e-erg, de "o+%% a*ea gr%3 mama e% % tot#&
era re&at%* &%n%t%t0 S%t#a %a noa!tr ,%nan"%ar !e $m-#n t %!e
+ro*%.or%#, $ntr#"t to"ma% term%na!em #n ,%&m % !emna!em #n
"ontra"t +entr# #n a&t#& "are #rma ! ,%e t#rnat &a !,r%t#& *er%%0
Am !o!%t &a Cagne! !+re !,r%t#& &#n%% a+r%&%e % am o- %n#t o
"amer $n!or%t "# +ardo!ea&a d%n " r m%d ro%e % "# *edere
$n!+re "#&t#r%&e de garoa,e d%n *a&e % $n!+re marea "e a*ea #neor%
"#&oarea *%n#&#%, "#m a !+#! Homer0
B%rger Ma&m!ten a ,o!t %med%at a"a+arat de o eng&e.oa%"
,r#moa! , dar "are !#,erea de t#-er"#&o. , !"r%a +oe.%% % d#"ea o
*%a de!t#& de ,e-r%& 0 E# am ,o!t & !at $n *o%a mea % mam
ae.at a,ar , +e tera! , "a ! !"r%# !"enar%#& ,%&m#&#% "e #rma !
,%e t#rnat $n a#g#!t0 L#area de"%.%%&or % +reg t%r%&e n# d#ra# m#&t
+e *remea a"eea0 N# a*ea% t%m+ ! % ,%e team , "eea "e era #n
mare a*anta30 F%&m#& #rma ! trate.e *%a a #ne% t%nere +ere"/% d%n
or"/e!tra !%m,on%" d%n He&!%ng-org0 Era de ,a+t *or-a de!+re
*%a a mea $m+re#n "# E&&en, de!+re e5%gen e&e arte%, de!+re
,%de&%tate % %n,%de&%tate0 6e &ng a"ea!ta, ,%&m#& #rma ! ,%e
$m-%-at de m#.%" 0
Eram "om+&et !%ng#r, n# *or-eam "# n%men%, n#
$nt&neam +e n%men%0 n ,%e"are !ear m $m- t m % eram a3#tat
! a3#ng $n +at de 1&a +atronneW, o ,eme%e mn%oa! "e% , "ea
gr%3% d%n "a#.a a+#" t#r%&or me&e a&"oo&%"e0 C# toate a"e!tea, $n
,%e"are d%m%nea &a ora no# m a,&am +e tera! &a ma!a de
&#"r# % #oara ma/m#rea& m a3#ta ! tre" !+re o "reat%*%tate
%nten! 0
Am $n"e+#t ! am "# E&&en o "ore!+onden "are "on!ta
d%n !"r%!or% +r#dente dar +&%ne de tandre e0 S#- %n,&#en a #ne%
!+eran e $nm#g#r%te $n +r%*%n a #n#% +o!%-%& *%%tor a& "/%n#%te%
noa!tre " !n%"%%, !a "ont#rat %mag%nea +r%n"%+a&#&#% +er!ona3
,em%n%n a& ,%&m#&#%, #n m%ra"o& de ,r#m#!e e, "red%n ,
$n e&e+"%#ne % demn%tate #man 0 6artener#& ma!"#&%n a a+ r#t
$n! "a #n med%o"r# $n,#m#rat, %n,%de&, m%n"%no! % +&%n de em,a. 0
Eram "#rtat $ntr#n mod !,%o! dar %n!%!tent de o +%"tor%
r#!oa%" amer%"an" 0 A*ea o !%&#et at&et%" % -%ne +ro+or %onat ,
era -r#net "a noa+tea, "# o +r%*%re "&ar % g#ra generoa! 0 O
ama.oan !tat#ar , "e emana o !en.#a&%tate ne"ontro&at 0
F%de&%tatea mea "on3#ga& ne !t%m#&a +e amndo%0 Ea +%"ta % e#
!"r%am, do# !%ng#r t % $ntro "om#n%#ne "reat%* neate+tat 0
S,r%t#& ,%&m#&#% a de*en%t $n,%or tor de trag%": +er!ona3#&
+r%n"%+a& ,em%n%n !are $n aer $m+re#n "# o &am+ de g t%t, "#
+etro& C+ro-a-%& o ta%n%" dor%n D, ,%na&#& S%m,on%e% a no#a de
Beet/o*en era e5+&oatat , r r#%ne % +rotagon%!ta $n e&ege "
e5%!t 1o -#"#r%e ma% mare de"t -#"#r%a $n! %W0 Un ade* r a
" r#% rea&%tate am !%m %to +entr# +r%ma data tre%.e"% de an% ma%
tr.%#0
Lam &#at +e B%rger Ma&m!ten de +e M#nte&e &#% :en#!, m
am de!+ r %t +&%n de &a"r%m% de 1&a +atronneW % de r#!oa%"a mea
1am%t%H +a!!%onnHeW % mam $ntor! a"a! #nde m% !a a""e+tat
man#!"r%!#&, d#+ o an#m%t e.%tare0
Re*ederea "# E&&en a ,o!t !"#rt % n# +rea re#%t : am
de*en%t $ngro.%tor de ge&o! "nd am de!"o+er%t " !o %a mea
,re"*enta o art%!t &e!-%an 0 Neam $m+ "at oare"#m0 Am +&e"at
a+o% &a Sto"7/o&m, am $n"e+#t ,%&m r%&e, "o&eg%% me% B%rger
Ma&m!ten % St%g O&%n 3#"a# ro&#r%&e a do% -%e % nenoro"% %0 Ma3Br%tt
N%&!!on a re#%t ! ,a" d%n !o %a %dea&%.at +e!te m !#r , #na
"red%-%& , "eea "e era o do*ad a gen%a&%t %% e%0
E5ter%oare&e ,%&m#&#% a# ,o!t t#rnate &a He&!%ng-org0 ntro
.%, &a $n"e+#t#& &#% a#g#!t, am ,%&mat " ! tor%a "#+&#&#% &a 6r%m r%e,
a"e&a% &o" $n "are m " ! tor%!em e# "# E&&en " %*a an% ma%
$na%nte0 Do# .%ar%!te de &a #n ! +t mna& "are !e n#mea 1F%&m
3o#rna&enW nea# *%.%tat +entr# a !"r%e #n re+orta3 de!+re ,%&m r%0
Onoarea nea , "#to "/%ar $n"nt toarea reda"tor e, a
.%ar#&#%, G#n%&&a Ho&ger0 Era $n!o %t de o "o&eg de reda" %e, G#n
Heg-erg0 D%re"tor#& de +rod#" %e a "on!%derat de dator%a &#% 4 $n
+&#! !%m ea % o +#tern%" atra" %e +entr# reda"tora e, 4 !
ad#ne -an% de +roto"o& de +e ,#nd#& !a"#&#% % ! dea o ma! &a
Grand0
D#+ ma! mam +&%m-at "# G#n dea &#ng#& Ore!#nd
#&#%0 Era o noa+te "a&d de *ar , , r n%"% o ad%ere de *nt0 Neam
! r#tat "# +a!%#ne % am " .#t de a"ord, +# %n d%!tra %, ! ne
$nt&n%m "nd !e *or re&#a ,%&m r%&e &a Sto"7/o&m0 >%ar%!te&e a#
+&e"at % am #%tat toata $ntm+&area0
Neam $ntor! a"a! &a m%3&o"#& &#% a#g#!t0 G#n ma !#nat
% m%a +ro+#! ! &# m "%na &a Catte&%n % ! mergem &a "%nema0
Am a""e+tat d%n toat %n%ma, de% "# o #oar +an%" 0
A+o% tot#& a mer! ,oarte re+ede0 n #rm tor#& !,r%t de
! +t mn neam d#! &a ;ro!a, neam %n!ta&at $ntro "amer de
/ote&, neam ae.at $n +at % neam !"#&at &#n% d%m%nea 0 At#n"%
am &#at /ot rrea ! ,#g%m &a 6ar%!, ,%e"are +e "ont +ro+r%# %
tot#% $m+re#n , $n !e"ret0 :%&got S3Oman !e a,&a de3a a"o&o "# o
-#r! 0 Roman#& ! # de de-#t #rma ! ,%e ,%&mat de " tre G#!ta*
Mo&ander0 Ma% m#&te +ro%e"te de !"enar%% ,#!e!er re!+%n!e0
Cond#"erea $m% "er#!e, "a o #&t%m !o&# %e, ! &a! -a&t ,%n%!a3#&
,%&m#&#% C+e "are to"ma% $& term%na!em de t#rnatD % ! m $ndre+t
!+re 6ar%! % !+re %ra!"%-%&#& :%&got0 G#n #rma !a tr%m%t re+orta3e
&a o re*%!t de mod 0 6e "e% do% "o+%% a% e% %a & !at $n gr%3a
"om+etent a #ne% g#*ernante ,%n&ande.e0 So #& e% !e a,&a de o
3#m tate de an &a o +&anta %e de "a#"%#" a #ne% r#de, $n A!%a de
S#d0
Mam d#! &a GOte-org "a ! *or-e!" "# !o %a mea0 Era
!eara tr.%#, !e "#&"a!e de3a dar !a ar tat -#"#roa! de *%.%ta
neate+tat 0 Mam ae.at +e marg%nea +at#&#%, , r ! m% !"ot
tren"%#& % %am +o*e!t%t tot "e era de +o*e!t%t0 C%ne *rea ! t%e "e
!a $ntm+&at +oate ! #rm rea!" +artea a tre%a d%n Scene &intr-
o c snicie. S%ng#r#& &#"r# "are n# !e +otr%*ete e!te ,e&#& $n "are e
de!"r%! 6a#&a, amanta0 G#n era ma% degra- "ontrar%#& a"e!te%a0
G#n ,#!e!e $ntotdea#na o ,at deo!e-%t : ,r#moa! , $na&t , "# o
a&#r !+ort%* , "# o +r%*%re de #n a&-a!tr# %nten!, #n r!
a""ent#at, -#.e " rnoa!e, o ,%%n !%n"er , mndr , %ntegr ,
+#tern%" , dar o !omnam-#& 0
N# t%a n%m%" de!+re ea $n! % % n%"% no %ntere!a, %e%!e $n
"a&ea +ro+r%e% *%e % "# m#&t d%!+on%-%&%tate, de!"/%! , , r a+ rare
% , r gnd#r% a!"#n!e, , r temer%, "# !%n"er%tate0 % %gnora
#&"er#& "are % !e de!"/%dea +er%od%", $n"eta de a ma% -ea "a,ea
"te*a .%&e, &#a med%"amente % !e !%m ea -%ne0 N#% + !a +rea
m#&t n%"% de ,a+t#& " re&a %%&e "# !o #& e% era# +roa!te: ma%
de*reme !a# ma% tr.%# toate " !n%"%%&e de*%n +&%"t%"oa!e % +# %n
a&%,%e ,a"e -#ne "#+& r%%0 N# re,&e"ta a!#+ra "omar#r%&or "e $%
a+ rea# "# reg#&ar%tate: +ro-a-%& mn"a!e "e*a "e n#% +r%%!e !a#
- #!e +rea m#&t0 :%a a era aa "#m era0 Era gro.a* , %ar ea era
%re.%!t%-%& 0
Drago!tea noa!tr era !,%etoare, +#rtnd $n ea "/%ar de
&a $n"e+#t toate nenoro"%r%&e "e a*ea# ! *%n 0
Am +&e"at &a 6ar%! &a $nt% !e+tem-r%e '(S( % am a3#n!
!eara, $n 3#r#& "%ne%0 Am tra! &a #n /ote& de ,am%&%t%, "# #n -#n
ren#me, a,&at +e !trada Ste0 Anne, o !trad &atera& d%n A*en#e de
&]O+Hra0 Camera era &#ng dar $ng#!t , "a #n "o"%#g, +at#r%&e n#
!t tea# #n#& &ng a&t#&, "% #n#& $n +re&#ng%rea "e&#%&a&t, ,erea!tra
d dea $n!+re o "#rte !trmt 0 Da" te a+&e"a% a,ar +e ,erea!tr
% +r%*ea% $n !#! dea &#ng#& "e&or a!e eta3e +#tea% ! . ret% #n
"rm+e% d%n "er#& ,%er-%nte de *ar 0 Go!, &a no% aer#& era $n"/%!,
re"e % #med0 n "#rte, "te*a ,ere!tre $n m%3&o"#& a!,a&t#&#% , "ea#
! + tr#nd &#m%na $n -#" t r%a /ote&#&#%0 A"o&o, 3o! *edeam
m%#nnd, "a *%erm%% +e #n "ada*r#, o m#& %me de oamen%
$m-r "a % $n a&-0 D%n a"e!t / # !e r%d%"a o d#/oare de re!t#r% de
mn"are % de rn"e.ea& 0 6entr# o %n,ormare ma% "om+&et ,a" o
tr%m%tere &a "amera $ndr go!t% %&or d%n ; cerea.
St team !,r% % % $n!+ %mnta % +e +at#r%&e noa!tre= am
rea&%.at %med%at " a!ta era +edea+!a &#% D#mne.e# +entr# #&t%ma
mea tr dare: -#"#r%a E&&ene% &a *en%rea mea neate+tat ,
.m-et#& e%, %mag%nea e% nem%&o! de "&ar m%a a+ r#t $n m%nte0 O
%mag%ne "are #rma ! ma% re*%n de nen#m rate or%, % "are
"ont%n# ! m% a+ar % $n +re.ent0
A do#a .% d%m%nea a G#n &a a-ordat $n ,ran"e. +e
%m+o.ant#& +ortar a& /ote&#&#%0 Ia dat o -an"not de .e"e m%% de
,ran"% Co m%e de ,ran"% , "ea# +e at#n"% "%n"%!+re.e"e "oroaneD0
Neam m#tat $ntro "amer "on,orta-%& "# *edere !+re !trad , "#
o -a%e mare "t o -%!er%" , "# geam#r% "o&orate, "# #n !%!tem de
$n" &.%t $n +odea % "# o "/%#*et %men! 0 n a"e&a% t%m+ am
$n"/%r%at o " m r# &a man!ard , "# #n -%ro# "am %n!ta-%&, #n +at
"are !"r %a, -%de# % "# o +anoram magn%,%" a!#+ra
a"o+er%#r%&or +ar%.%ene, "# t#rn#& E%,,e& +e ,#nda&0
Am r ma! &a 6ar%! tre% &#n%0 A ,o!t +entr# amndo% o
+er%oad de"%!%* $n *%ata noa!tr , !#- toate a!+e"te&e0
n *ara &#% '(S( am $m+&%n%t tre%.e"% % #n# de an%0 6n
at#n"%, de "nd $m% $n"e+#!em a"t% *% tatea +ro,e!%ona& ,
m#n"%!em m#&t % , r $ntrer#+er%0 De a"eea, $nt&n%rea mea "#
6ar%!#& d%n a"ea toamn "a&d !a tran!,ormat $ntro e5+er%en
r !"o&%toare0 Drago!tea noa!tr "are a a*#t t%m+#& % +o!%-%&%tatea
! $n,&orea!" $n toat &%-ertatea, a de!"/%! $n m%ne !+a %% +n
at#n"% $n"/%!e, .%d#r%&e !a# d rmat %ar e# am +#t#t ! re!+%r $n
*o%e0 ;r darea ,a de E&&en % ,a de "o+%% r mnea #nde*a $n
"ea : mere# +re.ent tot#% % $n mod "%#dat, e5trem de
!t%m#&ant 0 ;%m+ de "te*a &#n% a tr %t % a re!+%rat o $ndr .nea
+#nere $n !"en , %n"red%-%& de a#tent%" % de a"eea de ne+re #%t0
Urma ! !e do*edea!" e5trem de "o!t%!%toare, "nd a *en%t nota
de +&at 0
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era# -o&na*% "o+%%% % " ea $n!#% !#,erea de o e".em a+ r#t +e
m%n% % +e +%"%oare % " $% " dea + r#&0 La +&e"are $% & !a!em, o
!#m de -an%, re&at%* mare +e *remea a"eea0 Se +&ngea " -an%%
era# +e term%nate0 B r-at#& &#% G#n !e $ntor!e!e $n S#ed%a $n mare
gra- 0 Fam%&%a &#% %a tr%m%! &#% G#n #n a*o"at "are amen%n a "#
+ro"e!: o +arte a a*er%% ,am%&%e% era tre"#t +e n#me&e &#% G#n0
N# neam & !at t#&-#ra %0 Ca d%ntr#n "orn a& a-#nden e%
!e re* r!a# a!#+ra m%n %&or noa!tre %m+re!%% % e5+er%en e0
Cea ma% %ntere!ant d%ntre toate a ,o!t $nt&n%rea "#
Mo&%Ure0 St#d%a!em "te*a d%n +%e!e&e !a&e &a !em%nar%%&e de %!tor%a
&%terat#r%% dar n# $n e&e!e!em n%m%", m% !e + rea +r ,#%t % "# tot#&
&%+!%t de %ntere!0
?% %at a"#m #n gen%# de +ro*%n"%e *en%t d%n Nord "are
!t tea &a Comed%a Fran"e. % #rm rea Miantropul $ntro +#nere
$n !"en t%nerea!" , ,r#moa! % $n" r"at de !ent%mente0 Ceea "e
!%m eam n# !e +oate de!"r%e0 A"et% a&e5andr%n%, att de #!"a %,
$n,&orea# % ad%a# +roa!+ t0 Oamen%% de +e !"en $m% + tr#ndea#
$n toate !%m #r%&e, d%re"t $n %n%m 0 Aa era, t%# " +are r%d%"o&, dar
e,e"t%* aa era: Mo&%Ure m% !a $n,%+t $n %n%m $m+re#n "#
%nter+re %% &#%, +entr# a r mne a"o&o +entr# tot re!t#& *%e %%0
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"#+&at &a Str%nd-erg, $% de!"/%!e!e % o arter +entr# Mo&%Ure0
ntro d#m%n%" d#+ am%a. am ,o!t &a Odeon, "are era
ane5a !"ene% ;eatr#&#% Na %ona&0 A"o&o !e re+re.enta Fata &in
Arles, +e m#.%" de B%.et0 6%e!a era o *ar%ant ,ran"e. a
V@rml@nningarna, de% ma% +roa!t 0
Sa&a era ar/%+&%n , + r%n % "# "o+%%, -#n%"%, m t#% % #n"/%0
?o+tea# "# to %% ner -d tor%, "# ,e e rot#nde, +roa!+ t !+ &ate,
oamen% ae.a %, "# 1"od a# *%nW#& de d#m%n%" $n !toma": m%"a
-#rg/e.%e ,ran"e. $ntro e5"#r!%e $n &#mea teatr#&#%0
Cort%na !e r%d%" & !nd ! !e *ad #n or%-%& de"or d%n
t%m+#& &#% Gra-oE
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0 ;n ra ,at era 3#"at de o ,a%moa!
SociAtaire "are de+ %!e de m#&t *r!ta +en!%e%0 % %nter+reta ro&#&
"# o %nten!%tate ,rag%& , +er#"a era de #n ga&-en %+ tor,
!"o nd#% $n e*%den na!#& a!"# %t $n m%3&o"#& ,e e% m%"%, - trne
% ,ardat "# !tr%den 0 ;o % a"tor%% de"&ama# "nd &a tra+ "nd &a
ga&o+, ero%na !e ar#n"a +e !"nd#r%&e !"ene% m#&t $n & ate0 O
or"/e!tr a&" t#%t d%n tre%.e"% % "%n"% de mem-r% "nta m#.%"a
+roa!+ t % !en.#a& , r a% da +rea mare !%&%n 0 Se ! rea +#r
% !%m+&# +e!te re&# r%, or"/e!tran %% %ntra# % %eea# d%n ,o! d#+
-#n#& +&a", !e *or-ea , r 3en , o-o%!t#& -ea d%ntr#n +a/ar "#
*%n0 Ero%na a tra! #n %+ t !,%etor, ar#n"nd#!e $n" o dat &a
+odea0
n $nt#ner%"#& ! &%% !e a#.ea #n .gomot "%#dat0 Mam #%tat
$n 3#r % am de!"o+er%t "# #%m%re " to % +&ngea#, #n%% d%!"ret, $n
-at%!te, a& %% de!"/%! % "# +& "ere0 Lng m%ne, mon!%e#r Le-r#n,
"# + r#& +%e+t nat &%n! % "# " rare, "# m#!ta a -%ne $ngr%3%t , !e
.g#d#%a "a de ,e-r : d%n o"/%% &#% negr%, rot#n.%, !e ro!togo&ea#
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% do&o,ane !e m%"a# nea3#torate +e!te d#nga -%ne " &"at a
+anta&on%&or0
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a + %t $n ,a +e !"en , + r#& $% a&#ne"a!e +e o +arte, %a +#!
mna $ng#!t +e +%e+t#% !"o! % a !tat nem%"at , #%tnd#!e &a
+#-&%" "# +r%*%r% $nt#ne"ate % de nede!"%,rat0 Era $n" $n tran! %
!e & !a "# gre# tre.%t d%n !tr%g te&e de adm%ra %e a&e "e&or
"red%n"%o% arte% !a&e, "e% "are tr %!er o *%a "# Fata &in Arles,
"are *en%!er de nen#m rate or% $n +e&er%na3 &a re+re.enta %%&e
d#m%n%"a&e a&e teatr#&#%, ma% $nt% de mn "# -#n%"a, a"#m de
mn "# +ro+r%% &or ne+o %0 ;o % "e% e&e a"o&o g !ea# o an#me
&%n%te %nter%oar $n ,a+t#& " madame G#er&a%ne, *en%" +e
a"eea% !"en % &a a"eea% or , an d#+ an, !e ar#n"a "# "a+#&
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Un cele!ru &ecorator sue&e &e la s+?ritul secolul trecut.
$na%nte !+re ram+ % $% +&ngea d#rerea ,a de -r#ta&%tatea
*%e %%0
;oat &#mea #r&a, - trn%"a a"eea a,&at a"o&o !#! +e
!"ena nem%&o! &#m%nat , ma% m%"a!e $n" odat %n%ma "e&or
"red%n"%o% e%: teatr#& "a m%ra"o&0 M #%tam "# o"/%% me% t%ner%,
nem%&o! de "#r%o% &a a"e!t !+e"ta"o& $n !+e"ta"o&0 Oamen%% re"%
de*%n "# ##r%n !ent%menta&%, %am !+#! e# &#% G#n, % am +&e"at
! ne #r" m $n ;#rn#& E%,,e&, ! n# .%"em " n# &am *%.%tat0
na%nte de !+e"ta"o& &#a!er m +rn.#& &a #n re!ta#rant
a,&at *%.a*% de Odeon0 R%n%"/%% ,&am-a % tre"#!er $n #rm toare&e
ore +r%n d%,er%te !tad%%0 Cnd am a3#n! !#! $n ;#rn % to"ma%
adm%ram *e!t%ta +anoram , at#n"% !a# de.& n #%t nen#m rate&e
-a"ter%% d%n r%n%"/%% %ngera %0 Am a*#t amndo% "ram+e
$ngro.%toare % neam $ndre+tat re+ede !+re &%,t#r%0 A"o&o, an#n #r%
mar% ne %n,orma# " &%,t#r%&e era# o+r%te +entr# do# ore, d%n
"a#.a #ne% gre*e de ,ratern%.are "# &#+ta de &#ng d#rat a
g#no%er%&or0 Neam ar#n"at $n 3o! +e tre+te&e $n !+%ra& , , r
+o!%-%&%tatea de a $m+%ed%"a %m%nenta "ata!tro, 0 Un o,er de ta5%,
!#r+r%n. tor de ama-%&, ?%a $nt%n! .%are&e +e !o,a#a d%n !+ate a
ma%n%% % a tran!+ortat +ere"/ea !em%%n"ont%ent % #rt
m%ro!%toare &a /ote& #nde, t%m+ de do# .e"% % +atr# de ore, +e
rnd % $m+re#n neam trt d%n +at, +e +odea, !+re toa&et 0
na%nte de a"ea!t $ntm+&are !,%%"%#nea drago!te% noa!tre ne
%nter.%!e!e ! ,o&o!%m "on,ort#& "amere% de -a%e0 Cnd a*eam
ne*o%e ne d#"eam +e "or%dor &a toa&eta "om#n , m#&t ma% +# %n
&#5oa! 0 ;oat d%!"re %a a d%!+ r#t d%ntro dat 0 M%.er%a ,%.%" $n
"are ne a,&am nea $m+%n!, , r $ndo%a& , "# #n +a! ma% a+roa+e
#n#& de "e& &a&t0
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noa!tr de r # e& !a $ntor! a"a! , & !nd#ne !%ng#r%0 Mot%*#&
ade* rat a& eder%% noa!tre &a 6ar%! n# ma% e5%!ta0 A# *en%t .%&e&e
re"%0 Cea a a n * &%t de +e "m+%% % m%a &#at ;#rn#& E%,,e& +e
"are& adm%ra!em +n at#n"% de !#- a"o+er%#& /ote&#&#%0 Am
!"r%! o +%e! +e "are am n#m%to Joa0im *n pielea goal . Ero#& e!te
+rod#" tor de ,%&me m#te $n man%era &#% MH&%U!0 6e !#- ate&%er#& &#%
! r " "%o! "#rge #n "ana& , r ,#nd0 Goa7%m +r%nde #n +ete
*or-%tor, r#+e " ! tor%a % +o*e!tete o &egend de!+re ;#rn#&
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+ r !ete &o"#& % !e m#t $n Cana&#& Mne"%%0 Ma% tr.%#, are
m#!tr r% de "ont%%n % !e $ntoar"e de #nde a +&e"at0 Goa7%m
n%merete $ntro !e"t re&%g%oa! $n "are !%n#"%derea a de*en%t #n
r%t#a& +&%n de !en!0
S%ng#r#& e5em+&ar e5%!tent a& a"e!te% +%e!e a ,o!t +redat
$ntro !+eran ne-#nea!" , ;eatr#&#% Dramat%" Rega& de #nde a
d%!+ r#t , r #rm 0 6oate " a ,o!t ma% -%ne " !a $ntm+&at aa0
Ne +&%m-am , r %nt +r%n ora, ne r t "eam, g !eam
dr#m#& "a a+o% ! ne r t "%m d%n no#0 Am "o-ort &a e"&#.e&e d%n
Marne, 6orteOrHte%& % La 6%e0 Am " #tat a+o% Hote&#& Nord %
m%"#& +ar" de d%!tra" %% de &ng + d#rea :%n"enne!0
E5+o.% %a de %m+re!%on%t%0 /armen a &#% Ro&and 6et%t0
Barra#&t $n ro&#& Domn#&#% P0 d%n )rocesul &#% Pa,7a: #n !t%& de 3o"
ant%+!%/o&og%", !tr %n m%e, dar atr g tor0 Serge L%,ar, mon!tr#&
$m- trn%t d%n 1L]A+rU!m%d% d]#n ,a#neW, o tr, gra! "# -#.e&e
#mede $ntrede!"/%!e, %rad%%nd $n mod ner#%nat toate *%"%%&e an%&or
do# .e"%0 Con"ert#& +entr# mna !tng de Ra*e&, $ntro !m- t
d%m%nea , &a 1;/Htre de! C/am+!E&I!He!W0 ?% a +#tea "ont%n#a
Fe&ra &#% Ra"%ne, !+e"ta"o& &%n%t%t % tot#% ,#rt#no!, Damna iunea
lui Faust &a O+era Mare: Ber&%o. 3#"at "# $ntreg a+arat#&0 Ba&ete&e
&#% Ba&a#"/%ne0 C%nemate"a "%#dat#&#% domn Lang&o%!, "# d#nga de
m#rd r%e +e g#&er#& de #n a&- or-%tor0 A# ,o!t +re.entate ,%&me&e
me&e Freneia % :nc"isoarea, am ,o!t +r%m%t "# ama-%&%tate % am
* .#t, ,%&me de MH&%U! +re"#m % ,ar!e ,ran #.et% de +e *remea
,%&m#&#% m#t Ju&e% % ,%&m#& &#% DreIer )agini &in jurnalul Satanei. O
!er%e ne$ntrer#+t de de!"o+er%r%, de e5+er%en e0 Foamea mea era
ne! %oa! 0
ntro !ear neam d#! &a At/enHe "a ! & *edem +e Lo#%!
Go#*et $ntro +%e! de G%ra#do#50 n rnd#& d%n ,a a noa!tr , +e
d%agona& , edea E&&en0 Sa $ntor! % a .m-%t0 Am +&e"at dea"o&o0
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a , "#t a+ar% %a tr%m%! de r#de +entr# a o ad#"e +e G#n +e "a&ea
"ea -#n 0 Urma# ! %a +rn.#& $m+re#n 0 St team &a ,erea!tra
/ote&#&#%, #rm r%nd#% "#m !e $nde+ rta#, #n#& &ng a&t#&, $n 3o!#&
!tr .%% Sa%nteAnne0 G#n a*ea +anto,% "# to"#r% ,oarte mar%0 Era
ma% $na&t de"t a*o"at#&, #n t%+ !"#nd % "are ge!t%"#&a "ont%n##0
G#n +#rta o ro"/%e !#- %re de "#&oare neagr , m#&at +e o&d#r%0
% tre"ea d%n "nd $n "nd mna +r%n + r#& e% -&ond"en#%#, t#n!
!"#rt0 N# "redeam " !e *a ma% $ntoar"e0 Cnd a rea+ r#t, &a
" derea no+ %%, r * %t % $n"ordat , n# a*eam +e -#.e de"t o
!%ng#r $ntre-are +e "are o re+etam, ,#r%o!, "a #n man%a": ;ea%
"#&"at "# a*o"at#&K ;ea% "#&"at e# e&K Re"#noate " tea% "#&"at
"# e&0 ?t%# " a% , "#to0
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ntro .% geroa! % "en#%e de de"em-r%e neam %n!ta&at
&a o +en!%#ne d%n Sto"7/o&m, +e Strand*Lgen, &o"#%nd ,%e"are $n
"amera !a, $ntr#"t, "on,orm reg#&ament#&#% /ote&#&#%, era %nter.%!
! &o"#%m $m+re#n 0
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"edat0 Sa $ntor! &a *%&a e% d%n L%d%ngo % &a - r-at#& e%, "are
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r .-#nare0 n "eea "e m +r%*ete, #rma ! +&e" &a GOte-org
+entr# a term%na de +#! $n !"en #n !+e"ta"o& +entr# "are
!emna!em de3a #n "ontra"t0 N% !a %nter.%! ! ne $nt&n%m, !
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a"#mD % neam m#tat $n ea "# +atr# +& "% de +ate,on, &en3er%e de
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+re"#m % o +%e! "are !a +%erd#t0 Se .*onea " toata +rod#" %a
de ,%&m !e *a o+r%, $n !emn de +rote!t a& +rod#" tor%&or ,a de
ta5a %m+#! de !tat !+e"ta"o&e&or de or%"e ,e&0 6entr# m%ne o
a!t,e& de m !#r ar ,% $n!emnat o "ata!tro, e"onom%" 0 ntr#"t
a*eam de $ntre %n#t do# ,am%&%%0
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a+artament "# +atr# "amere, mo-%&at, &a man!arda #ne% ,r#moa!e
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do% - %e % a% &#% G#n % "# g#*ernanta ,%n&ande. 0 G#n n# a*ea
!&#3- % a"#m a*eam de $ntre %n#t tre% ,am%&%%0
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$n! r"%nat 0 La !,r%t#& *er%% a $n"etat toat +rod#" %a de ,%&m, am
,o!t "on"ed%at de &a S*en!7a F%&m%nd#!tr%= #rma ! ,%# $ndr#m tor
art%!t%" &a no#& teatr# ,ondat de Loren! Marm!tedt dar am e#at
"# do# +#ner% $n !"en % am ,o!t "on"ed%at % de a"o&o0
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de ne"&%nt%t0 La te&e,on e& + r#!e att de !+ %t % de + r !%t,
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am "om+ortat "a #n "o+%& ge&o!0 Ea era !%ng#r % &%+!%t de
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+ r !e!" n%"%odat +ro%e"tor#& !#,&et#&#% % "are ne $n!o e!",
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m%& % "are + tr#nde tot ma% adn" !+re ade* r0
n ma% +# %n de o or , +o!%-%&%t %&e noa!tre de a tra*er!a
$m+re#n "r%.a !a# !+#&-erat, $n"e+#t#& !,r%t#&#% era dea"#m
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a %ntrat $ntro d#+ am%a. $n "amera mea, a*nd "# e&
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totdea#na ma% "omod ! r m% +a!%* % a+o% ! te +&ng% "
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de " %*a "ent%metr% dea!#+ra +ode&e%, %ar +e ,a%an a de +e +ere %
!e tra# *%erm% gra% % "en#%%, de o "on!%!ten de.g#!t toare0
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,oa%er#&#%, $n &o" ! ,%e +re* .#te "# *ent%&atoare de a!+%ra %e % !
a3#ng +n &a a"o+er%0 Cnd *nt#& - tea d%n an#m%te d%re" %%,
d#/oarea de*enea %n!#+orta-%& 0
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art%!t%"0 Una d%ntre "e&e ma% !er%oa!e !e n#mea O&o, Mo&ander0
;%m+ de ma% m#&te de"en%% ,#!e!e mae!tr#& teatr#&#%, $n
+ermanent "on"#ren "# A&, S3O-erg0 A"#m a*ea +e!te
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+er,e" %#ne, +reten %%&e ,a de a"tor% % "o&a-orator%0 Era #n om
,oarte "/%n#%t, "are %n! $% "/%n#%a % +e a& %%0
6#ner%&e &#% $n !"en de+ ea# or%"e &%m%t de t%m+0
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"reat%* , "% d%!tr#"t%* 0 N%men% n#% "onte!ta gen%a&%tatea, dar tot
ma% m#& % re,#.a# ! "o&a-ore.e "# e&0 Am +r%m%t d%n +artea
"om%tet#&#% de "ond#"ere !ar"%na de a% "om#n%"a &#% O&o,
Mo&ander " a"t%*%tatea &#% &a ;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega& !e $n"/e%a!e0
Lam r#gat +r%ntro !"r%!oare ! ne $nt&n%m0 A +re,erat !
*%n &a -%ro#& me#0
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-%ne " &"at, o " ma !tr &#"%tor de a&- , "ra*at de "#&oare
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,r#moa! , "eea "e $& %r%ta +# %n0 6r%*%rea "&ar , "a de g/ea , % !e
,%5a!e $ntr#n +#n"t #nde*a $n !+ate&e #re"/%% me&e dre+te, "a+#&
greo% de "e.ar era #or $n"&%nat, +e ,a a*ea #n .m-et a+roa+e
%m+er"e+t%-%&0
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de.* &#%!e mag%a "ea ma% +ro,#nd a teatr#&#%0 De &a e& +r%m%!em
+r%me&e % "e&e ma% +#tern%"e %m+#&!#r%0 Sar"%na "em% ,#!e!e
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"e&e tre% + r %, +e S"ena M%" , "# #n n#m r red#! de a"tor% % "# o
!%ng#r -an" dre+t de"or0 n t%m+ "e *or-ea $% +%+ %a #ng/%a
r#+t 0 >m-ea, +r%*%rea $% era ,%5at $n +erete0 Deodat m%am dat
!eama " e& - n#%a "e a*ea ! #rme.e % " 3#"a o !"en "are
tre-#%a ! ,a" tot#& % ma% +en%-%&: 1Do"tor Mo&ander, am !ar"%na
d%n +artea "om%tet#&#% d%re"tor0002 Ma +r%*%t +entr# +r%ma dat $n
o"/% % ma $ntrer#+t: 1D#mneata a% !ar"%na d%n +artea "om%tet#&#%
d%re"tor, .%"%, dar d#mneata n# a% n%"% o + rereK2 Iam r !+#n! "
$m+ rt e!" % e# + rerea "om%tet#&#%0 1?% "are e!te + rerea
d#m%ta&e % a "om%tet#&#%, domn#&e BergmanK2 >m-et#& %a
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!+re drea+ta, $n t%m+ "e mna ,oarte a&- "ont%n#a ! !e o"#+e
de #ng/%a r#+t 0 1Aa, de"%<2 A+o% !a , "#t &%n%te0 M gndeam:
e r%d%"o&, ,a" o greea& $ngro.%toare0 Om#& a"e!ta tre-#%e !
r mn &a ;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega& "/%ar da" ar ,% ! ne d#"em de
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*a ad#"e o !er%e de ne+& "er%, *a % gnd%t &a a!ta, domn#&e
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do"tor Mo&ander0 D#+ "te t%# d%n %!tor%a teatr#&#% a % &#at %
d#mnea*oa!tr m#&te /ot rr% ne+& "#te02 A dat d%n "a+ % a
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,r%" , do"tor Mo&ander20 1Aa, de"%, n# * e!teK2 a $ntre-at,
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aaK2 M gndeam: Oare nar ,% +o!%-%& ! o %a# de &a $n"e+#t, !
%gnor r #& "are !e , "#!e, n#, a"#m e +rea tr.%# % am "om%!
+r%ma mea greea& $ngro.%toare "a d%re"tor de teatr#0 Iam $nt%n!
mna "a ! % !+#n &a re*edere0 N# m%a &#ato0 1Am ! !"r%#
"om%tet#&#%2, a !+#! % a %e%t0
6r%n trad% %e, d%re"tor#& ;eatr#&#% Dramat%" Rega& e!te
%m+&%"at $n toate /ot rr%&e, de &a "e&e mar% &a "e&e m%"ro!"o+%"e0
Aa a ,o!t $ntotdea#na % "ont%n# ! ,%e aa, $n "%#da /ot rr%&or
"om#ne % a #n#% #ragan +ermanent de ed%n e0 ;eatr#& Dramat%"
Rega& e!te o %n!t%t# %e %remed%a-%& a#tor%tar %ar d%re"tor#& e% are
+o!%-%&%t % enorme de a% "ont#ra a"t%*%tatea %ntern % e5tern
d#+ -#n#& ! # +&a"0 m% +& "ea +#terea, a*ea #n g#!t -#n % era
!t%m#&ent 0 :%a a mea +er!ona& , $n! !e $ndre+ta " tre o
"ata!tro, "om+&%"at , dar e# e*%tam ! o +r%*e!" $n ,a , a,&nd#
m &a teatr# de &a ora o+t d%m%nea a +n &a #n!+re.e"e !eara0 n
+&#! $n "e&e +atr#.e"% % do# de &#n% "a d%re"tor, am +#! $n !"ena
a+te !+e"ta"o&e, am , "#t do# ,%&me % am !"r%! +atr# !"enar%%0
M#n"eam "# to %% "# $n*er#nare0 n t%m+#& #ne% !%ng#re
!tag%#n% teatra&e am rea&%.at do# .e"% % do# de !+e"ta"o&e,
no# !+re.e"e +e S"ena Mare % +e S"ena M%" % tre% &a ;eatr#&
C/%na, #nde 3#"am +entr# t%neret0
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"# +atr#.e"% &a !#t , +entr# " eram de + rere " #n a"tor e!te
"e& +# %n tot att de ,o&o!%tor "a #n *%"ar !a# "a #n e+%!"o+0 Am
%ntrod#! o .% &%-er +e ! +t mn , $n "are re+et% %%&e %
!+e"ta"o&e&e era# %nter.%!e0 A"tor%%, e+#%.a % +e!te m !#r , !a#
-#"#rat % a# ,o&o!%t .%#a +entr# "t%g#r% !#+&%mentare0
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$n"#r"at , dar o+o.% %a moro" noa! !a organ%.at $ntr#n mod
t%+%" !#ede.0 D%re"tor%% de teatr# d%n $ntreaga ar !a# $nt&n%t &a
re!ta#rant#& GI&&ene Uttern, +entr# a d%!"#ta %n% %at%*e&e noa!tre0
Un teatr# a,&at $ntro ra+%d e5+an!%#ne $% atrage, d%n mot%*e #or
de $n e&e!, o "r%t%" %ntern 0 n "e&e d%n #rm a"ea!ta a a3#n! % &a
#re"/%&e +re!e% de !ear 0 ;eatr#& no!tr# +entr# "oa& era "r%t%"at
" 3#"a &a ;eatr#&C/%na, teatr#& de "o+%%, +entr# " 3#"a +e S"ena
Mare0 Se "on!%dera " 3#"am +rea m#&t, +rea +# %n, +rea de!, +rea
rar, +rea m#& % "&a!%"%, +rea m#& % a#tor% modern%0 Eram a"#.a % "
n# 3#"am dramat#rg%e !#ede. ma% no# 0 At#n"% "nd ne
"on,ormam eram de!,%%n a % de "r%t%" 0 A"e!t gen de ag%ta %e a
$n!o %t $ntotdea#na !"ena noa!tr na %ona& dea &#ng#& !e"o&e&or,
e!te #n ,a+t dat % n%m%" n#& +oate !"/%m-a0
N# t%# e5a"t "#m a ,o!t "# ade* rat, "red " a ,o!t
am#.ant $ntr#n mod demen %a&, $ngro.%tor % am#.ant totodat 0
m% am%nte!" " ne&%n%tea mea a3#n!e!e *e"%n "# -oa&a, dar $n
a"e&a% t%m+ ardeam de ner -darea de a tr % ,%e"are .% no# 0 m%
ad#" am%nte " #r"am +n &a +#ntea de "omand , +e $ng#!ta
!"ar de &emn !+re -%ro#& !e"retare% % a& d%re"tor#&#%, "# #n
!ent%ment de +an%" ame!te"at "# *e!e&%e0 Am $n* at " tot#& era
+e *%a % +e moarte % " tot#% n%m%" n# era ,oarte %m+ortant,
am $n* at " $n e&egerea % ne$n e&egerea, merg mn $n mn
"a do% gemen% !%ame.%, " $n tot "e $ntre+r%n.% +ro"ent#& de
d%,%"#&tate dom%n , " &%+!a de $n"redere $n ,or e&e +ro+r%% e!te
&#"r#& "e& ma% +er%"#&o!, " de!"#ra3area $& "o+&eete "/%ar % +e
"e& ma% +#tern%" % " * %" rea&a de ,%e"are .%, "are tre"e +r%n
+ere % % +r%n +&a,on "a #n .#m. %t, re+re.%nt #n gen de
!%g#ran : #r&am, ne &amentam dar % rdeam ade!ea0
D%n +#n"t de *edere +ro,e!%ona&, an%% $n "are am ,o!t
d%re"tor de teatr# a# ,o!t an% %ro!% %0 N# mam +er,e" %onat, nam
a*#t t%m+ ! med%te. % am re"#r! &a !o&# %% de3a e5+er%mentate, $n
moment#& $n "are *eneam +e !"en , &a ora .e"e % 3#m tate,
a*eam de3a "a+#& +&%n de +ro-&eme&e de d%m%nea a&e teatr#&#%0
D#+ re+et% %% m ate+ta# d%n no# d%!"# %% % ed%n e "e %nea#
+n !eara tr.%#0
Cred " He&&a Da!ler de I-!en a ,o!t !%ng#ra mea +#nere
$n !"en "are m%a o,er%t !at%!,a" %e0 ;oate "e&e&a&te a# ,o!t
+r%+ea& % %m+ro*%.a %e0 Mot%*#& +entr# "are mam a+#"at !
&#"re. 1HeddaW &a "on!t%t#%t ,a+t#& " Gertr#d Fr%d/, #na d%n
m#&te&e ,eme% gen%a&e a&e teatr#&#% !#ede., n# ,#!e!e d%!tr%-#%t $n
n%"% #n ro& +r%n"%+a& $n !tag%#nea de toamn 0 Mam a+#"at de
+%e! "# o an#m%t re+#&!%e0 n t%m+#& &#"r#&#% $n! m%am dat
!eama " $n !+ate&e m t%% $n"ordate a !#*eran#&#% ar/%te"t !e
a!"#ndea #n +oet0 Am $n e&e! " I-!en a tr %t "#,#ndat +n +e!te
"a+ $n mo-%&e&e &#%, $n e5+&%"a %%&e &#%, $n !"ene&e &#% a&" t#%te "#
art dar +edant, $n re+&%"%&e &#% $n ,a a "ort%ne%, $n ar%%&e % d#ete&e
&#%0 Atta doar " $n !+ate&e a"e!tor ,&ea"#r% e5agerate !e
a!"#ndea o-!e!%a #ne% a#toren#n r% "are era m#&t ma% +ro,#nd
de"t "ea a &#% Str%nd-erg0
S+re !,r%t#& +r%m#&#% an de a"t%*%tate a# $n"e+#t !
a+ar ee"#r%&e0 6rem%era noa!tr mond%a& "# ;rei cu ite &in Eei
de HarrI Mart%n!on, +re.entat $n "adr#& oare"#m d%,#. a&
Fe!t%*a&#&#% d%n Sto"7/o&m, a ,o!t #n ade* rat ,%a!"o0 Cte*a .%&e
ma% tr.%# a a*#t &o" +rem%era "omed%e% me&e "%nematogra,%"e A",
+emeile astea# A ,o!t #n ee" "on*%ng tor % -%nemer%tat0
:ara era "an%"#&ar , n%"% e# % n%"% !o %a mea n#
a*#!e!er m t%m+ % n%"% "/e, ! " #t m o "a! de *a"an 0 Am
r ma! $n "ont%n#are $n D3#r!/o&m, +ara&%.a % de . +#ea& % de
+ro+r%a noa!tr %nd%!+o.% %e0
Mam #%tat +r%ntre !+orad%"e&e me&e $n!emn r% de 3#rna&:
1*%a a are e5a"t *a&oarea +e "are %o atr%-#%2, o ,orm#&are -ana& ,
de!%g#r0 6entr# m%ne ea re+re.enta $n! o $n* t#r att de
#&#%tor de no# , $n"t n#% +#team da o rea&%.are "on"ret 0
A!%!tent#& me# +ermanent, " r#%a % !e !+#nea ;%m,
a*#!e!e o *ar grea0 F#!e!e dan!ator $n "or+#& de -a&et a&
;eatr#&#% M#n%"%+a& d%n Ma&mO0 D%n "a#.a !tat#r%% &#% m%"%, $n "%#da
ta&ent#&#%, n# % !a dat n%"%odat *re#n ro& ma% %m+ortant0 Cnd a
$m+&%n%t +atr#.e"% % do% de an% a %e%t &a +en!%e0 Lam anga3at
"o&a-orator a& me#0 D#+ !#""e!#& me# +e +&an %nterna %ona&,
e5%!ten a de .% "# .% m% !a "om+&%"at0 C%ne*a tre-#%a ! r !+#nd
&a te&e,on % ! !"r%e !"r%!or%, "%ne*a tre-#%a ! a"/%te note&e de
+&at % ! %n "onta-%&%tatea, "%ne*a tre-#%a ! !e $ngr%3ea!" de
+ro-&eme&e organ%.ator%"e, "%ne*a tre-#%a ! ,%e mna mea
drea+t 0
Era o +er!oan ama-%& , a*ea o ,r#nte $na&t , + r#& *o+!%t,
#n na! !#- %re % e&egant, o"/% a&-atr%, de "o+%&, !#- gene&e &#ng%0
G#ra era o &%n%e +a&%d , , r am r "%#ne0 Era "#rten%tor, %#te &a
*or- , -%ne d%!+#!, o-!edat de teatr# % de.g#!tat de
med%o"r%tate0
;r %a ,er%"%t "# #n +r%eten "are era " ! tor%t % a*ea ma%
m#& % "o+%%0 So %a a"e!t#% +r%eten, ,eme%e $n e&ea+t , +erm%tea %
$n"#ra3a re&a %a0 6entr# m%ne ;%m a de*en%t %nd%!+en!a-%&,
+r%eten%a noa!tr !a + !trat re&at%* &%+!%t de "om+&%"a %%0
;raged%a !a de"&anat -r#!" % +e neate+tate0 6r%eten#& &#% ;%m
!a $ndr go!t%t de a&t"%ne*a0 ;%m !a * .#t e5"&#! d%n t%/n%ta
"om#n%tate ,am%&%a& % !"o! d%n e5%!ten a &#% ordonat 0 Sa
"#,#ndat $ntro mo"%r& de a&"oo&%!m, de a-#. de drog#r% % de
!e5#a&%tate -e!t%a& 0 ;andre ea % a,e"t%*%tatea !a# tran!,ormat $n
de!,r#, +ro!t%t# %e % e5+&oatare ner#%nat 0 Om#& $ngr%3%t,
+#n"t#a&, "# !ent%ment#& dator%e% a $n"e+#t ! % neg&%3e.e
!er*%"%#& % ! !e e5+#n $n "om+an%a #nor +er!oane d#-%oa!e
"are $& ma&trata#0 Cteodat +&e"a +entr# "te*a .%&e, #neor% !#na
&a te&e,on +rete5tnd " are *%ro. %nte!t%na& , totdea#na *%ro.
%nte!t%na& 0 Lam !, t#%t ! "on!#&te #n +!%/%atr#, n# a !er*%t &a
n%m%"0 O"/%% &arg de!"/%% de*en%r o-o!% % % $nro% % +e marg%ne,
g#ra $ng#!ta $% era tot ma% "r%!+ata, ma"/%a3#& tot ma% neg&%3ent,
"#&oarea + r#&#% tot ma% de"o&orat %ar /a%ne&e $% d#/nea# a ,#m
de %gar % a +ar,#m: 1$ntre +ederat% n# e5%!t ,%de&%tate +entr#
" no% n# +#tem a*ea "o+%%, n# "re.% " a ,% ,o!t o mam -#n K
S#nt o-&%gat !a tr %e!" "# na!#& att de adn" - gat $n ra/at,
$n"t m !#,o"0 N# e!te "/%ar a,e" %#ne % tandre e, t# "e + rere
a% K N# "red $n !a&*area !#,&et#&#%, n#, g#ra +&%n % o n%t#r $n
,#nd, a!ta e!te e*ang/e&%a mea0 6ro-a-%& " e ma% -%ne +entr#
amndo% " $ntre no% n# e5%!t n%"% o re&a %e ,%.%" , de n%"% #n ,e&0
A!ta ar da natere &a
:
ge&o.%e %, d#m n%e, dar e or%"#m + "at "
t# n# *re% n%"% m "ar ! $n"er"% *reodat , or%"t de +# %n0 ?% +e
dea!#+ra, e# !#nt "e& ma% -ogat d%ntre no% do% +entr# " !#nt %
,eme%e % - r-at $n a"e&a% t%m+0 ?%, dra"#[ ! m %a, dar !#nt %
ma% dete+t de"t t%neW0
;%m a m#r%t $ntro d#m%n%" d%m%nea "nd, $m-r "at $ntr
#n or "# r o%#& Dona&d de!enat +e e&, $% +reg tea m%"#& de3#n0
A " .#t &at % a r ma! $nt%n! +e 3o!, mort +ro-a-%& $n "te*a
!e"#nde0 O moarte +otr%*%t +entr# #n om#&e "#ra3o! "are !e
temea m#&t ma% m#&t de Moartea m%&o!t%* de"t de *%a a
-e!t%a& 0
6entr# "or#& d%n Alcesta, A&, S3O-erg, a&e!e!e a"tr% e
t%nere, $na&te, +r%ntre e&e a,&nd#!e % +rom% toarea Margaret/a
BI!trOm, "are to"ma% term%na!e "oa&a de art dramat%" 0 Un a&t
reg%.or o dorea $ntr#n ro& %m+ortant0 Am $n"#*%%n at m#tarea, d%n
+ro+r%e %n% %at%* , , r a& ma% $ntre-a +e S3O-erg0 Hot rrea a ,o!t
a+ro-at de organ#& re+re.entat%* % &%!ta "# d%!tr%-# %a a ,o!t
a,%at &a a*%.%er0 Cte*a ore ma% tr.%# am a#.%t #n #r&et "are
+ tr#ndea +r%n #%&e d#-&e % +ere %% gro% de #n metr# % -%ne
%.o&a % a% -%ro#&#% d%re"tor#&#%0 A+o% $n" o # trnt%t % d%n no# #n
#r&et0 A&, S3O-erg $% , "# a+ar% %a, a&- de mn%e, "ernd#m% ! %o
$na+o%e. %med%at +e Margaret/a BI!trOm0 Iam e5+&%"at " era
%m+o!%-%&, " ea a*ea, $n !,r%t, o an! de a,%rmare % " , +e
dea!#+ra, n# "edam at#n"% "nd m% !e %m+#nea "e*a0 S3O-erg m%
a r !+#n! " $m% *en%!e rnd#& !o $n"a!e.0 Mam retra! $n !+ate&e
me!e% de ed%n e % %am .%! "e*a de!+re a,#r%!%te&e &#% de ,a!oane0
Reg%.or#& $n,#r%at m%a r !+#n! " %am +#! -e e $n roate $n" d%n
+r%ma .% % " a"#m !e #m+&#!e +a/ar#&0 Mam a+ro+%at de e& % %
am "er#t ! m &o*ea!" da" era de + rere " a"e& gen de
arg#mente ar ,% ,o!t de *re#n ,o&o!0 Am re#%t ! ,a" ! % a+ar +e
,a #n !#r! $n!+ %mntat0 S3O-erg trem#ra d%n tot "or+#&0
Re!+%ram amndo% "# gre#0 M%a !+#! " o ! 3o" de o ! m% !a&te
" maa +e m%ne0 n a"e&a% moment neam dat !eama de "om%"#&
a-!#rd a& !%t#a %e%, dar eram de+arte de a rde0
S3O-erg !a ae.at +e !"a#n#& "e& ma% a+ro+%at,
$ntre-nd#!e "#m e +o!%-%& "a do% oamen% "# ed#"a %e ! !e
"om+orte $ntr#n mod att de %d%ot0 Iam +rom%! ! %o da# $na+o%
+e Margaret/a BI!trOm, da" % organ#& re+re.entat%* $n"#*%%n a
a"e!t &#"r#0 A , "#t #n ge!t d%!+re #%tor % de+re"%at%*, + r !%nd
a+o% -%ro#&0 Data #rm toare "nd neam $nt&n%t, nam ma% ad#!
*or-a de $ntm+&area re!+e"t%* 0 U&ter%or am a*#t ade!ea
"ontro*er!e a+r%n!e att +e +&an +ro,e!%ona& "t % +e +&an #man,
dar neam +#rtat #n#& ,a de a&t#& "# +o&%te e, , r ran"/%#n 0
De Cr "%#n, $n '(J9, am %ntrat +entr# +r%ma dat $n
;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega&0 Se 3#"a ,eer%a &#% Ge%3er!tam Marele 1las
i Micul 1las. Reg%.or era A&, S3O-erg, do# .e"% % a+te de an%0 Era
a do#a !a +#nere $n !"en 0 M%o ad#" am%nte $n deta&%#: &#m%na,
%mag%n%&e, r ! r%t#& de !oare dea!#+ra !%&,%de&or m%"# e, $m-r "ate
$n "o!t#me na %ona&e, -ar"a +e r#, -%!er%"a *e"/e "# S,nt#&
6etr# "a +ortar, "a!a !e" %onat 0 St team $n rnd#& do% de &a a
do#a ga&er%e, $n a+ro+%ere de #a de &a %ntrare0 Cteodat , $n ore&e
de &%n%te de &a teatr#, $ntre re+et% %% % !+e"ta"o&e&e de !ear , m
ae. +e &o"#& me# de at#n"%, $m% $ng d#% ! ,%# no!ta&g%" % !%mt "#
,%e"are - ta%e de +#&! " a"e!t &o"a& *e"/% % ne+ra"t%" e!te
ade* rata mea "a! 0 A"ea!t !a& mare "#,#ndat $n &%n%te %
!em%$nt#ner%" e!te 4 a-%a d#+ o mare e.%tare mam /ot rt !
!"r%# 4 e!te aadar $n"e+#t#& % !,r%t#& % "am tot "e $n"a+e
$ntre "e&e do# 0 S+#! aa, $n "#*%nte "&are, +are %ron%" % e5agerat
dar n# +ot g !% o ,orm#&are ma% r%g#roa! , aa " r mne tot "#m
!+#neam: $n"e+#t#& % !,r%t#& % "am tot "e $n"a+e $ntre "e&e
do# 0
Odat , A&, S3O-erg nea +o*e!t%t " e& na a*#t n%"%odat
ne*o%e de &%n%e !a# de o a&t m !#r toare at#n"% "nd +ro%e"ta
!#+ra,a a !"ene% +entr# !"/% area #ne% a" %#n%0 Mna !a "#notea
m !#ra e5a"t 0
S3O-erg na + r !%t n%"%odat ;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega&,
#nde a r ma! $n" de &a de-#t#& &#% "a tn r a"tor +a!%onat0
C6ro,e!oara !a, Mar%a S"/%&d7ne"/t !+#nea: 1Era #n tn r a"tor
,oarte $n.e!trat dar att de a& na%-%% de &ene, $n"t a de*en%t
reg%.orWD0 A r ma! $n ;eatr# +n &a moarte, a ma% &#"rat % $n a&te
teatre de do# !a# de tre% or%, dar a r ma! $n ;eatr#, de*en%nd
+r%n #& % +r%.on%er#& &#%0 Cred " nam $nt&n%t n%"%odat #n om "#
tr ! t#r% ma% e*%dent "ontrad%"tor%% de"t e&: ,a a &#% era "a o
ma!" de m !" r%"%, ,%e"are tr ! t#r a e% ,%%nd "ontro&at de o
*o%n +#tern%" % de #n ,arme" , r o+re&%t%0 S#- a+aren a #n#%
om /ot rt !e $n,r#nta# !a# !e +#nea# de a"ord ne!%g#ran a
!o"%a& , +a!%#nea %nte&e"t#a& , "#noaterea de !%ne,
a#toam g%rea
=
"#ra3#& % &a%tatea, #mor#& negr# % !er%o.%tatea
e5agerat , -&nde ea % -r#ta&%tatea, ner -darea % r -darea
ne!,r%t 0 Ca to % reg%.or%%, 3#"a deo+otr%* ro&#& de reg%.or0
ntr#"t era % #n a"tor $n.e!trat, !+e"ta"o&#& de*enea
"on*%ng tor: era "e& a& #n#% *%.%onar % a& #n#% om "# !%m +ra"t%"0
n "eea "e m +r%*ete, nam "on"#rat n%"%odat "#
S3O-erg0 n teatr# $m% era !#+er%or, ,a+t +e "are $& a""e+tam , r
am r "%#ne0 Inter+ret r%&e !a&e date &#% S/a7e!+eare era#, +entr#
m%ne, +er,e"te0 N# ma% a*eam n%m%" de ad #gat, t%a ma% m#&t
de"t m%ne, *edea ma% $n +ro,#n.%me % $ntr#"/%+a "eea "e *edea0
Genero.%tatea &#% d dea #neor% natere &a o "r%t%"
me!"/%n % o+a" 0 N# m%am %mag%nat n%"%odat " a"e!te tr%!te
!"/e#n t#r% $& +#tea# a,e"ta $n aa m !#r 0 Ceea "e &a a,e"tat
+ro-a-%& "e& ma% m#&t a ,o!t $n! re*o&# %a noa!tr "#&t#ra&
+ro*%n"%a& 0 S+re deo!e-%re de m%ne, S3O-erg era anga3at +o&%t%" %
*or-ea "# +a!%#ne de teatr# "a arm 0 n moment#& $n "are !#,&#&
m%" r%% a + tr#n! $n ;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega& a *r#t % e& ! #r"e +e
-ar%"ade $m+re#n "# "e% t%ner%0 Mare %a ,o!t am r "%#nea "nd !
a tre.%t "%t%nd t%rea " ;eatr#&#% Dramat%" Rega& ar tre-#% ! % !e
dea ,o", %ar S3O-erg % Bergman ar tre-#% !+n.#ra % de oro&og%#&
de +e ;orn-erg d%n NI-ro+&an0
Cnd*a +oate, *re#n om de t%%n "#ra3o! o !
$ndr .nea!" ! "er"ete.e $n "e m !#r *%a a noa!tr "#&t#ra& a
,o!t deter%orat , d%re"t % %nd%re"t, de m%"area d%n [@)0 Ar ,% #n
&#"r# +o!%-%&, dar +# %n +ro-a-%&0 Re*o&# %onar% ,r#!tra % !e aga $n
"ont%n#are de !"a#ne&e &or de +r%n reda" %% % *or-e!" "#
am r "%#ne de!+re 1$nno%rea "are a e#atW0 E% n# $n e&eg C% "#m
ar +#tea !o ,a" <D " a" %#nea &or a ,o!t o &o*%t#r morta& dat
#ne% e*o&# %% "are n# +oate ,% n%"%odat r#+t de r d "%n%&e !a&e0 n
a&te r%, $n "are e!te +erm%! "a ma% m#&te mod#r% de gnd%re !
!e de.*o&te !%m#&tan, trad% %a % ed#"a %a n# a# ,o!t &%"/%date0 Doar
C/%na % S#ed%a %a# d%!+re #%t % %a# #m%&%t art%t%% % +ro,e!or%%0
E# $n!#m% am ,o!t a&#ngat d%n Con!er*ator#& de Art
Dramat%" de Stat, !#- +r%*%r%&e ,%#&#% me#0 Cnd am a,%rmat "
e&e*%% tre-#%e ! $n*e e te/n%"a a"tor%e% +entr# a +#tea !
tran!m%t me!a3#& &or re*o&# %onar, m%a# ,&#t#rat $n ,a " rt%"%"a
ro%e a &#% Mao % ma# ,&#%erat, $n"#ra3a % "# .e& de " tre re"tor#&
de at#n"% a& "o&%%, N%7&a! Br#n%#!0
;%ner%% !a# gr#+at "# ra+%d%tate % a-%&%tate, a# a"a+arat
ma!!med%a % nea# ar#n"at +e no%, "e% - trn% % , r *&ag , $ntr
o "r#nt %.o&are0 n "eea "e m +r%*ete, &#"r#& a"e!ta n# ma
a,e"tat de&o" d%n +#n"t de *edere +ro,e!%ona&0 6#-&%"#& me# !e
a,&a $n a&te r% % e& ma a3#tat ! tr %e!" % ! m% men %n mora&#&
r%d%"at0 D%!+re #%am #n ,anat%!m +e "are& "#no!"#!em d%n
"o+%& r%e: a"eea% "&oa" !ent%menta& , $n! !#- o a&t ,orm 0 n
&o" de aer "#rat am a*#t +arte de "ar%"at#r , de !e"tar%!m, de
%nto&eran , de ad#&are an5%oa! % a-#. de +#tere0 ;%+ar#& e!te
mere# a"e&a%: %de%&e !#nt -%ro"rat%.ate % de*%n "or#+te0
Cteodat a"e!t &#"r# !e +rod#"e re+ede, a&t dat e!te ne*o%e de
o !#t de an%0 6ag#-e&e +rod#!e $ntr#n t%m+ att de !"#rt a# ,o!t
#&#%toare % gre# de re+arat0
n #&t%m%% an% A&, S3O-erg a rea&%.at ma% m#&te "a+odo+ere0
A trad#! % a +re&#"rat 2una vestire de C&a#de&, #n !+e"ta"o& de
ne#%tat0 A +#! $n !"en Dalilei de Bre"/t, "on!tr#%t $n -&o"#r%
ma!%*e0 ?%, $n ,%ne, 3coala nevestelor4 am#.ant , #n%tar ,
$nt#ne"at , &%+!%t de !ent%menta&%!m0
A*eam "a-%ne&e +e a"e&a% "or%dor % ne $nt&neam ade!ea
$n dr#m#& no!tr# gr -%t !+re !a# de &a re+et% %% !a# ed%n e0
Cteodat ne ae.am +e do# ta-#rete #-rede % *or-eam,
-r,eam !a# $n3#ram0 Rareor% %ntram #n#& $n "a-%na "e&#%&a&t % n#
ne $nt&neam n%"%odat $n +art%"#&ar= !t team +e ta-#rete&e
noa!tre de &emn, "teodat ore $n %r0 De*en%!e #n r%t#a&0
A!t .%, "nd m gr -e!" !+re "a-%na mea +e "or%dor#&
, r ,ere!tre, a,#mat, +ro!t &#m%nat, m gnde!": +oate " ne
*om $nt&n%<
n ora#& Xre-ro !e "on!tr#%!e #n teatr# no#0 ;eatr#&
Dramat%" Rega& ,#!e!e %n*%tat ! ,a" %na#g#rarea o,%"%a& 0
A&e!e!em o "omed%e $n" ne+#-&%"at a &#% H3amar Bergman,
"e&e-r#& ,%# +ro-&em a& ora#&#%0 6%e!a !e n#mea 1Metre!a
Ma3e!t %% Sa&eW % ad#"ea $n !"en $ntro man%er agrea-%& , dar
n# ,oarte or%g%na& , +er!ona3e d%n 1;e!tament#& Ma3e!t %% Sa&eW,
+&#! gra %oa!a metre! a+ r#t +e neate+tate0 Lam r#gat +e
1Ma3e!tatea SaW d%n toate de"en%%&e, O&o, Sand-org ! % +#n d%n
no# #n%,orma % na!#&0 Era am#.at de %dee0
C# "t*a t%m+ $na%nte de $n"e+erea re+et% %%&or, O&o,
Sand-org !a $m-o&n *%t, * .nd#!e a!t,e& o-&%gat de a ren#n a &a
ro&0 Lam r#gat +e Ho&ger LOEenad&er ! & +re%a0 A"e!ta %a
a!#mat re!+on!a-%&%tatea , r ent#.%a!m, +entr# " t%a +rea -%ne
" Sand-org era %n"om+ara-%&#& % " %ngen%o%% notr% "r%t%"% *or
,a"e "om+ara %% de,a*ora-%&e &#%0 C# "te*a .%&e $na%ntea +&e" r%% &a
Xre-ro, reg%.or#& 6erA5e& Branner a a*#t o "r%. de &#m-ago % a
tre-#%t ! r mn a"a! 0 E# $n!#m% a*eam o r "ea& +#tern%" de
*reo ! +t mn , dar am "on!%derat " era de o-&%ga %a mea ! ,%#
+re.ent &a ,e!t%*%tate, #nde #rma ! %n #n d%!"#r! % !a $nmne.
"ado#r%0
No#& teatr# !a do*ed%t a ,% #n mon!tr# de.g#!t tor de
-eton, "on!tr#%t "# #n d%!+re !#*eran ,a de arta teatra& 0 Ma%
tre-#%e ad #gat " $n Xre-ro !e a,&a #n#& d%n "e&e ma% ,r#moa!e
teatre d%n ar , "are, "# %nd%,eren a !#ede. ,a de trad% %a
"#&t#ra& , ,#!e!e & !at $n +arag%n 0
n a3#n#& +rem%ere% am re+etat % am aran3at &#m%n%&e0
Ander! Henr%7!!on, "are 3#"a ro&#& &#% B%"7-erg, !a $m-o&n *%t +e
neate+tate a*nd +#tern%"e "r%.e de ame ea& % de &a+!#!0 A
re,#.at ! "/emam #n do"tor % !a /ot rt ! 3oa"e, +entr# "
a&t,e& !ar ,% a&e! +ra,#& de toat "eremon%a0 n d%m%nea a
+rem%ere% a*eam e# ,e-r de S9eC % *om%tam , r $ntrer#+ere0
Am de+#! arme&e % &am r#gat +e d%re"tor#& adm%n%!trat%* !
+re%a "ond#"erea0
Ina#g#rarea o,%"%a& a $n"e+#t0 Lar! For!!e&& !"r%!e!e #n
+ro&og mag%!tra& "are a ,o!t "%t%t de B%-% Ander!!on, $m-r "at
!+e"%a& +entr# a"ea!t o"a.%e $n "o!t#m#& &#% Sagan, ro&#& e% "e&
ma% !tr &#"%t d%n +%e!a "# a"e&a% n#me de H3a&mar Bergman0
Ceremon%a to"ma% $n"e+#!e, "nd #n om d%n rnd#& a& do%&ea a
" .#t gr mad % a m#r%t0 A ,o!t d#! a,ar % +ro&og#& a ,o!t
re+etat $ntro atmo!,er d%n "e $n "e ma% !#m-r 0 Ander!
Henr%7!!on !e !%m ea tot ma% r #, dar !a $n" + nat ! % 3oa"e
ro&#& +n &a !,r%t0 A ,o!t #n !+e"ta"o& ma"a-r#, "# !#,&e#r#&
$ntr#n#& d%n ro&#r%&e +r%n"%+a&e0 Cr%t%"a a ,o!t #!t#r toare, %ar
Ander! Henr%7!!on, dre+t m#& #m%re +entr# "#ra3#& ! #, a a*#t
+arte doar de "#*%nte r #t "%oa!e0
;o % "e% "are &#"rea. $n teatr# !#nt !#+er!t% %o%, "eea "e
e!te de $n e&e!0 Arta noa!tr e!te %ra %ona& , $ntro oare"are
m !#r %ne5+&%"a-%& % +ermanent e5+#! /a.ard#&#%0 Neam
$ntre-at Ce*%dent, $n g&#m D da" n# "#m*a H3a&mar Bergman $%
*r!e na!#& $n !tr dan%%&e noa!tre0 6ro-a-%& " n# *ro%a "a +%e!a
&#% ! ,%e 3#"at % a $n"er"at ! ne $m+%ed%"e0
Am ma% a*#t de "te*a or% e5+er%en e a!em n toare, $n
#&t%m%% an% am +r%m%t % de &a Str%nd-erg !emne a&e nem#& #m%r%%
!a&e0 Urma ! monte. Dansul mor ii, a *en%t +o&% %a % ma &#at0 Am
*r#t a+o% d%n no# ! +#n $n !"en a"ea!t +%e! , Ander! E7 !a
$m-o&n *%t gra*0 Re+etam Visul &a M%%n"/en % a"tor#& "are 3#"a
ro&#& A*o"at#&#% %a +%erd#t m%n %&e0 C %*a an%, ma% tr.%# &#"ram
&a Domnioara Julia, G#&%a a $nne-#n%t0 Am +&an%,%"at Domnioara
Julia +entr# Sto"7/o&m % G#&%a &a "are m gnd%!em a r ma!
$n! r"%nat 0 Cnd am $n"e+#t ! +reg te!" Un joc al visului,
!"enogra,#& a " .#t $ntro !tare de de+re!%e0 F%%"a Indre% a n !"#t
#n "o+%& %ar e# am " + tat o %n,e" %e m%!ter%oa! % gre# de
*%nde"at, "are $n "e&e d%n #rm a +#! "a+ t $ntreg#&#% +ro%e"t0 Att
de m#&te &#"r#r% +otr%*n%"e n# +#tea# ,% $ntm+& toare0 D%ntr#n
an#me mot%* Str%nd-erg n# m *o%a0 Gnd#& a"e!ta ma $ntr%!tat,
+entr# " e# $& %#-eam0
ntro noa+te, tot#%, ma !#nat &a te&e,on % am "on*en%t
! ne $nt&n%m +e Par&a*Lgen0 Eram ag%tat % +&%n de *enera %e, dar
m%am am%nt%t "# toate a"e!tea ! % +ron#n n#me&e "ore"t:
Og#!t0 Era +r%eteno!, a+roa+e "ord%a&0 : .#!e Un joc al visului +e
S"ena M%" dar na ro!t%t n%"% #n "#*nt de!+re +arod%a mea +&%n
de drago!te &a Drota &#% F%nga&0
A do#a .% d%m%nea a, am $n e&e! " at#n"% "nd te o"#+%
de Str%nd-erg tre-#%e ! te ate+ % &a +er%oade de d%.gra %e, dar de
data a"ea!ta ne$n e&egerea era re.o&*at 0
6o*e!tea a"ea!ta "a % "#m ar ,% *or-a de o %!tor%oar
am#.ant , dar !e $n e&ege de &a !%ne " $n adn"#& !#,&et#&#% me#
de "o+%& n# o "on!%der a-!o&#t de&o" dre+t o %!tor%oar am#.ant 0
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de -at%n ma# $n"on3#rat $n" d%n "o+%& r%e0
Cnd a*eam .e"e an% am ,o!t $n"/%! $n morga !+%ta&#&#%
So+/%a0 6a.n%"#& !+%ta&#&#% !e n#mea A&got0 Era $na&t % greo%, "#
+ r#& a&-g &-#% t#n! !"#rt, "# "a+#& "a o !,er , !+rn"ene&e a&-e
% o"/%% $ng#t%, de #n a&-a!tr# %nten!0 M%n%&e $% era# gra!e %
*%nete0 A&got tran!+orta "ada*re % +o*e!tea -#"#ro! de!+re
moarte % mor %, de!+re &#+ta "# moartea % de!+re moartea
a+arent 0
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r#de&e $% &#a# r ma! -#n de &a "e% drag% % o "amer %nter%oar , $n
"are !e aran3a# "ada*re&e d#+ a#to+!%e0
ntro .% $n!or%t de %arn tr.%e, A&got ma %!+%t%t ! %ntr#
$n "amera %nter%oar % a tra! "eara,#& de +e #n "ada*r# "e
to"ma% ,#!e!e ad#! a"o&o0 Era o ,eme%e tn r , "# + r#& negr#,
g#ra

" rnoa! % - r-%a rot#nd 0 Am +r%*%to $nde&#ng, t%m+ $n "are
A&got $% , "ea de &#"r# "# a&t"e*a0 Deodat am a#.%t #n .gomot0
Ua d%n a,ar !e $n"/%!e!e %ar e# am r ma! !%ng#r "# mor %%, "#
tn ra ,eme%e ,r#moa! % "# "%n"% !a# a!e "ada*re, ae.ate $n
ra,t#r% +e &ng +ere % % a"o+er%te "# n%te "eara,#r% "# +ete
ga&-ene0 Am $n"e+#t ! &o*e!" "# +#mn%% $n # % ! & !tr%g +e
A&got0 >adarn%" $n! 0 R m !e!em !%ng#r "# mor %% !a# "# "e% doar
$n a+aren mor % % or%"nd #n#& d%ntre e% !ar ,% +#t#t r%d%"a % !
ar ,% +#t#t ag a de m%ne0 Soare&e &#m%na +r%n ,ere!tre&e de #n a&-
& +to!, &%n%tea !e ad#na a!#+ra mea $ntro -o&t , "e a3#ngea +n
&a "er0 m% !%m eam +#&!#& +o"n%nd#m% $n #re"/%, re!+%ram gre#,
+ar" a*eam g/ea $n !toma" % +e +%e&e0
Mam d#! $n "a+e& ! m ae. +e #n !" #ne& % am $n"/%!
o"/%%0 Era $ngro.%tor0 ;re-#%a ! "ontro&e. tot "e !e +#tea $ntm+&a
$n !+ate&e me# !a# $n .ona #nde n# m #%tam0 L%n%tea a ,o!t
$ntrer#+t de #n geam t !#rd0 ?t%am "e e!te, A&got $m% +o*e!t%!e
" mor %% tr gea# *nt#r% "# o ,or dr "ea!" 0 >gomot#& n# era
"/%ar $n!+ %mnt tor0 Cte*a !%&#ete a# tre"#t +r%n ,a a "a+e&e%,
&eam a#.%t *o"%&e, &eam $ntre. r%t +r%n ,ere!tre&e o+a"e0 S+re
!#r+r%nderea mea, nam !tr%gat, "% am r ma! t "#t % nem%"at0
;re+tat, !%&#ete&e !a# $nde+ rtat % *o"%&e !a# !t%n!0
Am ,o!t "#+r%n! de o dor%n +#tern%" "are m ardea %
"are n#m% d dea +a"e0 Mam r%d%"at % mam d#! $n $n" +erea "#
mor %0 ;n ra ,eme%e "are to"ma% ,#!e!e tratat , . "ea +e o ma!
de &emn $n m%3&o"#& $n" +er%%0 Am tra! "eara,#& &a o +arte,
de.go&%ndo0 Era "om+&et goa& , "# e5"e+ %a #n#% +&a!t#re "are !e
$nt%ndea de &a gt +n &a +#-%!0 Am r%d%"at mna %, %am at%n!
#m r#&0 A#.%!em *or-%nd#!e de!+re r "ea&a mor %&or, dar +%e&ea
,eme%% n# era re"e, "% ,%er-%nte0 M%am m#tat mna +e +%e+t#& e%
"are era m%" % ,&a!", "# !,r"#r% negre % r%d%"ate0 6e a-domen $%
"re!"#!e #n +#, de "#&oare $n"/%! 0 Re!+%ra, n#, n# re!+%ra0
De!"/%dea g#raK Iam * .#t d%n %% a&-%, %*%nd#!e de !#-
rot#n3%mea -#.e&or0 Mam de+&a!at a+o% $n aa ,e& $n"t ! % +ot
*edea !e5#& +e "are a ,% dor%t ! & at%ng, atta doar " n#
$ndr .neam0
A"#m *edeam -%ne " !e #%ta &a m%ne de !#- +&eoa+e&e
& !ate +e 3#m tate0 ;ot#& a de*en%t "on,#., t%m+#& a $n"etat ! ma%
e5%!te, %ar &#m%na "ea +#tern%" !a , "#t % ma% +#tern%" 0 A&got
$m% +o*e!t%!e odat de!+re #n "o&eg dea& &#% "are a *r#t ! 3oa"e
o ,e!t #ne% t%nere %n,%rm%ere0 Ia +#! a"e!te%a !#- "#*ert#ra
+at#&#% o mn am+#tat 0 Cnd, a do#a .%, %n,%rm%era n# %a , "#t
a+ar% %a &a r#g "%#nea de d%m%nea , !a# d#! !o "a#te $n "amera
e%0 A# g !%to !tnd a"o&o goa&a % ron %nd mna0 Sm#&!e!e
deget#& mare +e "are %& %ntrod#!e!e $n *ag%n0 S%m eam "#m
$nne-#ne!" % e# &a ,e& "a ea0 Mam ar#n"at a!#+ra #%% "are !a
de!"/%! de &a !%ne0 ;n ra ,eme%e ma & !at !o %a# &a ,#g 0
Am $n"er"at ! de!"r%# a"e!t e+%!od &a ,ra lupului dar n
am re#%t, aa " &am t %at &a monta30 Re*%ne $n +ro&og#& d%n
)ersona % "a+ t ,orma de,%n%t%* $n Strig te i oapte, #nde
mor %% n# +ot ! moar , "% !#nt ,or a % ! % "/%n#%e +e "e% *%%0
Fantome, d%a*o&% % demon%, -#n%, r % !a# doar !#+ r tor%,
m%a# !#,&at $n ,a , ma# $ng/%ont%t, ma# $n e+at "# a"e ma#
tra! de +#&o*er0 M%a# *or-%t #%ernd !a# o+t%nd0 Era# *o"% "&are,
n# !#,%"%ent de "om+re/en!%-%&e dar %m+o!%-%& de %gnorat0
A"#m do# .e"% de an% am !#,er%t o o+era %e, o %nter*en %e
m r#nt , +entr# "are $n! a tre-#%t ! ,%# ane!te.%at0 D%n greea&
m% !a , "#t o ane!te.%e +rea +#tern%" 0 ?a!e ore d%n *%a a mea !
a# %ro!%t0 N#m% am%nte!" de n%"% #n *%!, t%m+#& $n"eta!e ! ma%
e5%!te: a!e ore, a!e m%"ro!e"#nde !a# etern%tatea0
O+era %a a re#%t: toat *%a a mea "ont%ent mam &#+tat
$ntro re&a %e "/%n#%toare % &%+!%t de -#"#r%e "# D#mne.e#0
Cred%n % ne"red%n , *%no* %e, +edea+! % re+#d%ere, toate
a"e!tea a# ,o!t +entr# m%ne rea&%t % de ne"om- t#t0 R#g "%#n%&e
me&e m%ro!ea# a team , %m+&orare, -&e!tem, re"#not%n ,
$n"redere, de.g#!t % d%!+erare: D#mne.e# *or-ete, D#mne.e#
ta"e0 Doamne, n# % $ntoar"e ,a a de &a m%ne0
Ore&e +%erd#te d%n "a#.a o+era %e% m%a# dat #n r !+#n!
&%n%t%tor: te nat% , r !o ,% "er#t, tr %et% , r "a a"ea!ta ! a%-
#n a&t !en! de"t a"e&a de a tr %0 Cnd mor%, te !t%ng%0 D%n ,%%n te
tran!,orm% $n ne,%%n 0 N# tre-#%e nea+ rat ! e5%!te #n D#mne.e#
"are ! reg%.e.e atom%% notr% d%n "e $n "e ma% "a+r%"%o%0
A"ea!t re*e&a %e m%a dat o an#m%t !%g#ran "are a
a&#ngat "# /ot rre teama % t#m#&t#&0 6e de a&t +arte, nam
negat n%"%odat a do#a *%a C!a# +r%maD, a"eea a !+%r%t#&#%0
Cnd mam $ntor! a"a! de &a Xre-ro a*eam +atr#.e"% %
#n# de grade % eram a+roa+e , r "#not%n 0 Do"tor#& +e "are &
am "/emat a "on!tatat o d#-& +ne#mon%e0 Am ,o!t $ndo+at "#
ant%-%ot%"e, am r ma! &a +at % am "%t%t +%e!e0
;re+tat mam +#! +e +%"%oare, , r $n! a m re!ta-%&%,
a*nd a+roa+e +ermanent +#!e#r% de ,e-r "are m %nea#
"te*a .%&e0 n "e&e d%n #rm am ,o!t %nternat &a !+%ta&#& So+/%a,
+entr# ana&%.e0 D%n "amera mea !e *edea +ar"#&, "a!a +aro/%a& ,
ga&-en , de +e dea&, +re"#m % "a+e&a mort#ar , #nde, +er!oane
$ndo&%ate, %ntra# % %eea# +ermanent, "# !a# , r "o"%#ge0
Re*en%!em &a +#n"t#& .ero0
M d#"eam &a teatr# "t +#team de de!, "a ! de.m%nt
.*on#& de!+re moartea mea %m%nent , $n genera& m !%m eam tot
ma% r #0 Br#!" m%a# a+ r#t t#&-#r r% de e"/%&%-r#0 ;re-#%a !
r mn "om+&et %mo-%& % ! ,%5e. #n +#n"t d%n "amer 0 Da" $m%
m%"am "a+#&, +ere %% % mo-%&e&e !e +r -#ea# +e!te m%ne %
*om%tam0 Ar tam "a #n - trn, +#neam +r#dent #n +%"%or
$na%ntea "e&#%&a&t, m %neam de to"#& #%% % *or-eam $n"et0
ntro -#n .% !#,er%n a a "edat % mam !%m %t a+roa+e
norma&0 Ingr%d *on Ro!en, o +r%eten drag , a *en%t % ma &#at "#
ma%na e% &a SmMda&arO0 Era o .% de a+r%&%e, "# !oare % *nt, "#
+ete de . +ad +e *er!an %% d%n!+re nord % " &d#r $n &o"#r%&e
ad +o!t%te0 Neam ae.at +e !" r%&e " !# e% de *ar de &ng
!te3ar#& "e& - trn, am mn"at !and*%#r% % am - #t -ere0 Ingr%d
% "# m%ne ne "#noteam de a+te an%0 N# a*eam +rea m#&te !
ne !+#nem dar ne , "ea +& "ere ! ,%m $m+re#n 0
Urmam $nto"ma% r#t%na !+%ta&#&#%: m !"#&am de*reme,
&#am m%"#& de3#n, $n"er"am o !"#rt +&%m-are +r%n +ar",
te&e,onam &a teatr# "a ! d%!"#t m #&t%me&e "ata!tro,e, "%team
.%are&e, m ae.am &a -%ro# "a ! * d da" , $n "%#da !%t#a %e%, ma%
eram "a+a-%& ! "ree. "e*a0
A tre-#%t ! ate+t o &#n , !a# "/%ar ma% m#&t, +n "a
%mag%n%&e ! !e de!+r%nd , $n !%& , d%n "ont%ent#& me# % ! !e
"ont#re.e $n "#*%nte % ,ra.e o* %toare, !tnga"e0
A*eam #n "ontra"t "# S*en!7 F%&m%nd#!tr% +entr# #n ,%&m
a&e " r#% t#rn r% #rma# ! $n"ea+ $n %#n%e, "e*a #or de d%gerat,
"# t%t&#& /ani!alii. M%am dat !eama &a !,r%t#& &#% mart%e "
+ro%e"t#& e!te nerea&%!t % am +ro+#! #n ,%&m mic, "# do# ,eme%0
Cnd e,#& %n!t%t# %e% ma $ntre-at +o&%t%"o! de!+re "e o ! trate.e,
%am r !+#n! e*a.%* " era *or-a de!+re do# ,eme% "are edea#
#na &ng a&ta +e o +&a3 , "# + & r%% mar% +e "a+, +reo"#+ate ! %
"om+are m%n%&e0 ?e,#& n#% +%erd# "#m+ t#&, de"&arnd#m% "#
ent#.%a!m " era o %dee !tr &#"%t 0 La !,r%t#& &#% a+r%&%e, edeam
&a -%ro#& d%n "amera mea de !+%ta& % +r%*eam "#m !e $m+r%m * ra
$n 3#r#& "a!e% +aro/%a&e % a& morg %0
Ce&e do# ,eme% "ont%n#a# ! % "om+are m%n%&e0 ntro .%
am de!"o+er%t " #na d%ntre ,eme% era m#t , "a % m%ne0 Cea&a&t
era *or- rea , $ndator%toare % gr%3#&%e, tot "a % m%ne0 N#
re#eam ! tran!+#n toate a"e!tea $ntro ,orm o-%n#%t de
!"enar%#0 S"ene&e !e n tea# +r%ntr#n "/%n $ngro.%tor, $m% era
a+roa+e %m+o!%-%& ! ,orm#&e. "#*%nte % +ro+o.% %%0 Leg t#r%&e
d%ntre ma%n r%a %mag%na %e% % me"an%!me&e de rea&%.are era#
$ntrer#+te !a# gra* a,e"tate0 ?t%am "e *ro%am ! !+#n dar n#
+#team !o ,a"0
A"t%*%tatea mea $na%nta .% d#+ .% "a me&"#&, $ntrer#+t de
+#!e#r% de ,e-r , t#&-#r r% de e"/%&%-r# % o-o!ea& +e "are %o d
d%!+erarea0 Am $n"e+#t ! %ntr# $n "r%. de t%m+0 ;re-#%a#
anga3ate a"tr% e&e re!+e"t%*e0 F "#!em de3a a&egerea0 Cam o dat
+e ! +t mn &#am ma!a &a +r%eten#& me#, do"tor#& St#re
He&ander0 A"e!ta era #n ent#.%a!t ,otogra, amator0 n nord, &a
Lo,oten, !e ,%&ma "/%ar at#n"% )an de Pn#t Ham!#n, "#
+rom% tor#& t%t&# Scurt este vara. He&ander % !o %a &#% !e d#"ea#
#neor% &a ,%&m r%, ,%%nd +r%eten% "# B%-% Ander!!on0 Do"tor#&
,otogra,%a ne$n"etat0 6entr# " $m% , "ea +& "ere ! m #%t &a
,otogra,%%, m%a ar tat re.#&tat#& m#n"%% !a&e, $n mare ma3or%tate
+o.e "# !o %a &#% !a# "# m#n %, dar era# % do# +o.e "are m%a#
re %n#t $n mod deo!e-%t aten %a: B%-% Ander!!on !tnd &ng #n
+erete de &emn ro# $n"/%!0 Lng ea !e a,&a o a"tr% tn r "are,
de% $% !em na, era tot#% m#&t deo!e-%t 0 Am re"#no!"#to0
F "#!e +arte d%ntro de&ega %e de a"tor% nor*eg%en% "are *%.%ta!er
;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega& "# #n an $na%nte0 Era "on!%derat o mare
!+eran 0 G#"a!e de3a G#&%a % Margaret/a % !e n#mea L%* U&&man0
Am $n"er"at ! d m de "e&e do# a"tr% e "are, d#+
term%narea ,%&m r%&or, +&e"a!er $n *a"an $n I#go!&a*%a $m+re#n
"# !o %% &or0
Cnd ;eatr#& Dramat%" Rega& %a $n"/e%at !tag%#nea, am
term%nat % e#, $n !,r%t, !"enar%#& % mam $nt&n%t "# "e&e do#
a"tr% e "are era# $n a"eea% m !#r am#.ate % $n!+ %mntate de
!ar"%na "are &e re*enea0
La "on,er%n a de +re! am a*#t t#&-#r r% de e"/%&%-r#
+er!%!tente0 Cnd ,otogra,#& a %n!%!tat ! m% ,a" o +o. !#- #n
me!tea" n $m+re#n "# "e&e do# doamne, a tre-#%t ! re,#.0 N#
+#team ! m m%"0 Imag%nea $n, %ea. tre% +er!oane +a&%de,
%nd%!+#!e, "# "a+ete&e $n"&%nate !+re !tnga0 P3e&& Grede, * .nd
+o.a, a !+#!: 1B trna a"tr% %a !"o! ogar%% &a +&%m-are20
Sa ,%5at data $n"e+er%% ,%&m r%&or % !a a&e! FMrO "a &o" $n
"are #rma# ! ,%e , "#te e5ter%oare&e0 A&egerea a ,o!t #oar 0 De
m#& % an% FMrO era drago!tea mea !e"ret 0 n rea&%tate, era
!#r+r%n. tor0 Cre!"#!em $n Da&arna0 R#r%&e, "re!te&e dea&#r%&or
+ d#r%&e, m&at%n%&e "on!t%t#%a# #n +e%!a3 adn" $n,%+t $n "ont%%n a
mea0 ?% tot#% am a&e! FMrO0
L#"r#r%&e !a# +etre"#t a!t,e&: $n '(@9 #rma ! ,a" #n ,%&m
"are !e n#mea /a *ntr-o oglin& . Era *or-a de!+re +atr# oamen%
a,&a % +e o %n!#& , $n +r%ma !e"*en a"et%a !e * d %e%nd d%ntro
mare ag%tat , $n am#rg0 F r ! ,% ,o!t *reodat a"o&o, *ro%am "a
,%&m r%&e ! !e ,a" $n %n!#&e&e Or7neI0 D%re" %a ,%&m#&#% %a ,rnt
m%n%&e $n ,a a "/e&t#%e&%&or % m%a +#! &a d%!+o.% %e #n e&%"o+ter "#
"are ! "er"ete. $n gra- "oa!ta !#ede. 0 Am "er"etato % mam
$ntor! ma% /ot rt "a or%"nd ! ,a" ,%&m r%&e +e %n!#&e&e Or7neI0 O
adm%n%!tra %e a+roa+e d%!+erat a +omen%t de Fard, m% !a !+#!
!eam n "# Or7neI0 Dar era ma% %e,t%n0 Ma% +ra"t%"0 Ma% #or de
a3#n!0
Ca ! +#nem +#n"t t#t#ror d%!"# %%&or, neam $ndre+tat
$ntro .% de a+r%&%e, ,#rt#noa! , !+re Got&and, "a ! ma% *edem $n
gra- % FMrO, $na%nte de a ne /ot r$ de,%n%t%* +entr# Or7neI0 O
ra-& de ta5% nea ate+tat &a :%!-I % nea d#! +r%n +&oa%e %
. +ad , +n &a ,er%-ot0 D#+ #n tanga3 "ont%n## am a3#n! &a
FMrO0 Am mer! /odorog%nd +e dr#m#r% a&#ne"oa!e % er+#%toare
dea &#ng#& "oa!te%0 n ,%&m e5%!ta o e+a* e#at 0 Am o"o&%t #n
"o& de !tn" % am dat de o e+a* , "# "#ter r#!e!" %dent%" "# "e&
+e "are &am de!"r%!0 Ca!a "ea *e"/e #rma ! ,%e +&a!at $ntro
&%*ad m%" , "# mer% - trn%0 Am de!"o+er%t &%*ada %ar "a!a o
+#team "on!tr#% no%0 A*eam ne*o%e de o +&a3 +%etroa! , am
de!"o+er%t o +&a3 +%etroa! , "are !e $nt%ndea +n $n etern%tate0
n "e&e d%n #rm ta5%#& nea d#! +n &a "o&oane&e de
!tn" d%n +artea de nord a %n!#&e%0 St team a+&e"a % "# ,a a
$n!+re ,#rt#n , "# o"/%% +&%n% de &a"r%m% a %nt% % &a a"e!te %mag%n%
d%*%ne, +&%ne de m%!ter, "are $% r%d%"a# ,r#n %&e $m+otr%*a *a&#r%&or
% a or%.ont#&#% d%n "e $n "e ma% $nt#ne"at0
N# t%# de ,a+t, "e !a $ntm+&at0 Da" a *rea ! m
e5+r%m $ntr#n mod !o&emn, a +#tea !+#ne " $m% g !%!em
+e%!a3#& +otr%*%t, ade* rata mea &o"#%n 0 Da" ar ,% ! o %a# $n
g&#m , am +#tea *or-% de drago!te &a +r%ma *edere0
Iam !+#! &#% S*en NI7*%!t " *ro%am ! &o"#%e!" +e a"ea
%n!#& tot re!t#& *%e %% me&e, " doream ! m% "on!tr#%e!" o "a!
"/%ar $n &o"#& #nde !e a,&a# "#&%!e&e ,%&m#&#%0 S*en ma !, t#%t !
"a#t #n &o" "# *re#n 7%&ometr# ma% &a !#d0 Ca!a !e a,& a!t .% $n
a"e& &o"0 A ,o!t "on!tr#%t $n an%% '(@@4@F0
S#nt ataat de FMrO d%n ma% m#&te mot%*e 4 ma% $nt%
!emna&e&e "a+tate de %nt#% %a mea: Bergman, a"e!ta e!te +e%!a3#&
t #0 E& "ore!+#nde %de%&or ta&e "e&or ma% %nt%me re,er%toare &a
,orme, +ro+or %%, "#&or%, or%.ont#r%, !#net, &%n%te, &#m%n , re,&e5e0
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eroare de 3#de"at , am "on!tr#%t "a!a "# gnd#& &a o e5%!ten
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*enea o *e"%n , $m% +reg tea "%na, !+ &a *a!e&e % +&e"a0 La ora
a+te eram d%n no# !%ng#r0
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me"an%!m#&0 Eram nem#& #m%t de #&t%me&e me&e ,%&me % de
#&t%me&e me&e +#ner% $n !"en , dar nem#& #m%rea *enea +rea
tr.%#, $n t%m+ "e &#"ram, m +rote3am att +e m%ne $n!#m% "t %
"eea "e , "eam, ,er%nd#m de o a#to"r%t%" de!tr#"t%* 0 N#ma%
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+r%mea!" $n teatr#, o,er%nd#m ! ,a" or%"e, n#ma% ! am
+o!%-%&%tatea de a !ta a"o&o "a ! $n* me!er%e0 Doamna Br#n%#!
era o ,eme%e .*e&t % ,r#moa! , "# ,a a +a&%d , o"/% mar%, de #n
a&-a!tr# &%m+ede, +# %n -#&-#"a %, 4 "# o *o"e $ngr%3%t 0 M%a
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d#+ "e $m% *o% &#a e5amene&e &a Un%*er!%tate0 ?%a e5+r%mat
+ rerea " %n!tr#%rea e!te dr#m#& "e& ma% -#n !+re arta
dramat%" , ma% "# !eam +entr# a"e&a "are a*ea +reten %a !
de*%n reg%.or0 Cnd a * .#t " eram !%n"er de.am g%t, m%a at%n!
#or -ra #&, !+#nnd#m%: 1: a*em $n *edere, domn#&e
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!+#&-erate0 S+eran e&e +e "are m% &e +#!e!em $n $nt&n%rea "#
doamna Br#n%#! n# $% a*ea# &%m%te0
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doamna d%re"toare a teatr#&#%, +e "are o "#notea d%n re&a %%&e &#%
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!t#d%%&e me&e0 6oate " a ,o!t ma% -%ne " !a $ntm+&at aa0
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"a %nd%,erent "e, Hara&d Andre to"ma% de*en%!e d%re"tor0 Era #n
om *o%n%", "# #n ten +# %n ro%at%", + r#& a&- "a . +ada % "#
m#!ta 0 Ma !"r#tat "# +r%*%rea, o-!er*nd#m% teama % a
m#rm#rat "e*a -%ne*o%tor, dar n# am a#.%t "e0 Am ,o!t anga3at
%med%at "a !e"#nd de reg%e0 Con,orm #ne% reg&ement r% de &a
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d%r%3or%0 ;eatr#& a*ea #n an!am-&# "a&%,%"at, anga3at +ermanent, #n
"or de!t#& de -#n, #n -a&et 3a&n%", #n ,#rn%"ar de ma%n%t% % o
adm%n%!tra %e 7a,7%an 0 Re+ertor%#& era -ogat % *ar%at, de &a
Mignon &a Inelul Fie!elungilor. 6#-&%"#&, +# %n n#mero!, era
"red%n"%o! % "on!er*ator0 % %#-ea "nt re %% +re,era % % era
+re.ent "# reg#&ar%tate &a !+e"ta"o&e0
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domnea #n om#&e "are !em na "# do"tor#& Ma-#!e % "are era
totdea#na +re.ent0
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dede!#-t % #n +od %men! +entr# mane*re0
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+ d#re +&%n de +r%me3d%% "# m#&te "a!"ade % o " !# +entr#
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,&an"#r%0 De"or#r% -%ne e5e"#tate % +&%ne de a*anta3e d%n +#n"t de
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german : /armen, )ovestirile lui Ho++mann, ,t"ello.
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data d%n '(9) % "are !e a,&a $n $ngr%3%rea #n#% - trn de or%g%ne
no-%& , " r#%a % !e !+#nea Mae!tr#+om+%er, +re"#m % a ,%#&#% ! #,
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*edea "e !e +etre"e +e !"en era# "a % %ne5%!tente0
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te trage "#rent#&0 Ca-%ne&e de &a n%*e&#& !"ene% era# $n" + toare %
+re* .#te "# ,ere!tre0 Ce&e de ma% !#! era# ma% +roa!te,
"ond% %%&e de %g%en ,%%nd ,oarte &%m%tate0
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demontarea de"or#r%&or, $n" r"a, tran!+orta, de!" r"a0 ;ot#& era
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!tnga"e a an%&or tre%.e"%0
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% noa+te o armat anga3at +ermanent, $n +arte $m- trn%t , $n
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de note&e &#ng% a&e &#% Bagner % de moartea &ent a I!o&de%,
!"ene&e !e !#""eda# $n r%tm "ore"t, ,ond#& m#.%"a& "retea !a#
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+e !"en 0 E5%!ta o mare $ntr.%ere ,a de +art%t#r % - %at#& a
ma% ,o!t r%d%"at $n" o dat , dar %a +%erd#t e"/%&%-r#& % a " .#t
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"are #rma ! +#n $n !"en 1Fa#!t2 de Go#nod0 Era +ore"&%t
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"e%&a& % era !ar"a!t%", r #t "%o! % d#r0 B#.e&e &#% !#- %r% .m-ea#
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+r * &%e, "# "are te +or % #rt0 Cteodat m "%#+ea de o-ra., dar
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+%e!a $n*e"/%t a &#% Go#nod0
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ma $ntre-at: 1De "e et% aa de arogant, % t# et% +o+onarK2 M
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+o+onar a& &#% F%ammetta20
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n%"%odat %nd%!"ret0 De ,a+t $m% +& "ea de e& % $% adm%ram
de*o %#nea % $n" + narea !a neo-o!%t 0 Un domn $n *r!t ,
med%o"r#, a,e"tat, r #t "%o! % a"r#, " r#%a $n t%nere e % !e
+re.%!e!e #n *%%tor !tr &#"%t0
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!t team % notam %nd%"a %% de !"en +e +art%t#r 0 M%a !+#! "# o
*o"e %m+&oratoare: 1Domn#&e Bergman, "e ! ,a"K H3Ord%! !e
$n" + nea. 0 :rea nea+ rat ! a%- +&ete [a &a Margareta[0 E!te
grote!"0 ?%aa $n *%a a de toate .%&e&e are #n "a+ /%dro"e,a&20
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! & +ot #rm r% "#m m#n"ete0 A ,o!t o e5+er%en /ot rtoare0
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mer%te era &#ng % !e !+#nea de!+re e& " e #n om d%,%"%&0 Am
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trad#"e $ntre-area att de !%m+& a te5t#&#% $n "ea ma% mare
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n ,ra lupului "amera . -o*ete $nde&#ng a!#+ra
demon%&or, "are, +r%n +#terea m#.%"%%, a3#ng ! !e &%n%tea!"
+entr# "te*a momente, d#+ "are ea !e o+rete +e ,a a &#% L%*
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!o"%etate, d%n ;or%no0 Con,orm o-%"e%#&#% t%m+#&#%, ea a ,o!t
ed#"at $ntr#n +en!%on de m n !t%re= a +r%m%t o !o&%d ed#"a %e
"&a!%" % #man%!t % a %ntrat &a Con!er*ator#& de m#.%" d%n
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6ro,#nd re&%g%oa! , ea tr %a $ntro "om#n%#ne "# ,am%&%a !a % !e
!%m ea +ra"t%" +rote3at de "on*en %%&e !tr%"te a&e $na&te% -#rg/e.%%
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mare "#r%o.%tate %nte&e"t#a& , $n"on3#rat de #n "orteg%# de
"#rte.an%, n# n#ma% +entr# " era ,oarte atr g toare, dar %
+entr# " era "eea "e !e n#mete o +art%d -#n 0 Un *%rt#o!
*%o&on%!t de *r!t m%3&o"%e, Gonat/an :og&er, +reda &e" %% &a
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m#.%"a % "# !tr &#"%rea !a demon%" 0
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a&e Con!er*ator#&#%, !a $ndr go!t%t de e&, a r#+t &eg t#r%&e "#
,am%&%a % "# "oa&a % !a " ! tor%t "# :og&er, #rmnd#& $n &#ng%&e
!a&e " & tor%%0 Ma% tr.%# a"e!ta a a&" t#%t #n "*artet de "oarde
"are a de*en%t ren#m%t +e +&an %nterna %ona&0 Andrea "o&a-ora %
ea at#n"% "nd an!am-&#& %nter+reta "*%ntete +entr# +%an0 A a*#t
o ,at +e "are a dato ma% $nt% $n $ngr%3%rea + r%n %&or % a+o% a
tr%m%!o &a %nternat0
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$ne&a0 A+et%t#& &#% +entr# ,eme% de toate ,e&#r%&e era "on!%dera-%&0
A"e!t domn de !tat#r m%" , "# +r%*%rea !a%e % "# -#rt%" , -o&na*
de %n%m % "# d%,%"#&t % de re!+%ra %e, era #n gen%a& m#.%"%an % !e
-#"#ra de *%a $ntro man%er gargant#an 0 Andrea &a + r !%t, e&
a 3#rat " !e !%n#"%de, ea !a $ntor! &a e& % tot#& a ,o!t re&#at de &a
"a+ t0
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ar#n"at +e!te -ord toate "on*en %%&e % a de*en%t n# n#ma%
adm%n%!tratoarea "% % manager#& "*artet#&#%, o"#+nd#!e, "#
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amoro! "a #n "anton%er a& erot%!m#&#% % a de*en%t "e& ma%
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era %n"a+a-%& ! !+#n ade* r#&, dar na ma% ,o!t "on!trn! ! %
a!"#nd de!,r#&0 C# /ot rre % "# ta&ent organ%.ator%", Andrea
%a "ond#! m#.%"%en%% $n nen#m rate t#rnee d%n ar %
!tr %n tate0
n +er%oada d%ntre "e&e do# r .-oa%e mond%a&e, e% era# $n
,%e"are *ar %n*%ta % &a #n "a!te& $n a+ro+%ere de St#ttgart0 Ca!te&#&
!e a,&a $ntro !+&end%d reg%#ne, "# *edere &arg +e!te m#n % %
r#r%0 St +na "a!e% era o doamn $n *r!t , +# %n "am
e5"entr%" , Mat/%&de *on Mer7en!0 Era * d#*a #n#% magnat a&
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r#%n 0
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" %*a d%ntre "e% ma% de !eam m#.%"%en% a% E#ro+e%: Ca!a&!,
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% "# "e&e a&e a&tora % , "ea# m#.%" de "a&%tate0
Andrea $% + !tra!e ta&ent#& de a !+#ne -an"#r% %ta&%enet%
de"o&tate % a*ea a"e&a% r! +roa!+ t d%n totdea#na0 I!tor%oare&e
e% ne-#nat%"e, -%.are, !"a-roa!e % "om%"e "on!t%t#%a# #n mater%a&
"are "erea #n ,%&m aa " mam /ot rt, "# $n"#*%%n area Andree%,
! ,a" o "omed%e d%n toate a"e!tea0
D%n ne,er%"%re n# am !e!%.at e!en a, ,a+t +e "are &am
"on!tatat doar "nd ,%&m#& a ,o!t term%nat % n# !e ma% +#tea ,a"e
n%m%"0
Andrea nea *%.%tat, +e PL-% % +e m%ne, &a D3#r!/o&m,
ad#"nd "# ea "te*a ,otogra,%% d%ntro *ar +etre"#t &a "a!te&#&
Mat/%&de% *on Mer7en!0 Ma% a&e! #na d%ntre a"e!te +o.e ma , "#t
! #r&# de tr%!te e0 Ea $n, %ea. gr#+#& de oa!+e % ad#na % +e
tera! , e*%dent d#+ o "%n "o+%oa! 0 :erdea a "re!"#!e d%n
a-#nden +e!te -a&#!trade % !" r%, !tr +#n!e!e mo.a%"#&,
" rnd#!e +e !tat#% % ornamenta %%0 m+r t%a % +e +odea#a
"r +at a tera!e% !e od%/ne!", $n !"a#ne de r "/%t r#+te, "te*a
d%n gen%%&e m#.%"a&e a&e E#ro+e%0 F#mea. tra-#"#r%, !#nt
tran!+%ra % % nera%0 Un#& d%ntre e% rde, aa $n"t %mag%nea !a n#
e!te +rea "&ar = e!te A&,red Cortot0 Ga"d#e! ;/%-a#&t !e a+&ea"
+entr# a !+#ne "e*a, "# + & r%a tra! !+re na!0 EdE%n F%!"/er $%
!+r%3%n -#rta de -a&#!trad 0 Mat/%&de *on Mer7en! %ne $ntro
mn o "ea" "# "a,ea %ar $n "ea&a&t o %gar 0 :og&er a $n"/%!
o"/%% % !a $n"/e%at &a *e!t 0 F#rtEang&er o-!er* a+arat#& de
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"# deo!e-%t gr%3 !t ma% $ntro +arte0 Are o ,r#m#!e e or%enta& 0
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"%n"% an%0
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,erea!tr ,#!e!e $n&o"#%t "# o +&a" de &emn, #n amora $%
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" &d#r "are te ,a"e ! tran!+%r%, de!,r# % de"aden t%/n%t 0
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ra"/%#& de d#+ am%a. , !e !trng +ro-a-%& "# to %% $n %men!#&
!a&on "# m%ro! de m#"ega% a& Mat/%&de% *on Mer7en!0 A"o&o ,a"
m#.%"a0 At#n"% de*%n +re"#m $nger%% 4 de! *r% %0
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% art%,%"%a& +e "are o "rea!em0 A ,o!t o &e" %e -#n , dar
ne+& "#t 0 A*#!e!em o m#& %me de a&te &#"r#r% &a "are ! m
gnde!", to"ma% de*en%!em d%re"tor#& ;eatr#&#% Dramat%" Rega&,
m a,&am $n ,a a +r%me% !tag%#n%, nam a*#t ,or a ! merg +n &a
"a+ t % am re"#r! &a !o&# %%&e "e&e ma% !%m+&e0 A ,% *r#t ! ren#n ,
dar +rom%!e!em0 ;oate "ontra"te&e era# !emnate, tot#& ,#!e!e
+reg t%t $n "e& ma% m%" deta&%#0 S"enar%#& era am#.ant0 ;oat
&#mea era -#"#roa! 0
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a" %one.% ,rne&e de"t "a ! &an!e.% ra"/eta0 M%e a"e!t "#ra3 m%a
&%+!%t % m%am dar !eama +rea tr.%# "e gen de ,%&m ar ,% tre-#%t !
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,%a!"o, n# n#ma% $n ,a a +#-&%"#&#% dar % d%n +#n"t de *edere
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t#rnee&e0 Cnd r .-o%#& a $n"e+#t ! %a am+&oare, ! &%&e de "on"ert
% de teatr# a# ,o!t $n"/%!e0 C*artet#& % a&te "te*a ,orma %%
m#.%"a&e % dramat%"e a# o- %n#t #n +erm%! !+e"%a& +entr# a%
"ont%n#a t#rnee&e0
ntro .% de toamn Andrea % a& % m#.%"%en% !e a,&a# $n
6r#!%a de e!t, &ng Pon%g!-erg0 Lo"#%a $ntr#n m%" /ote& de +e
"oa!t % d dea# "on"erte $n &o"a&%t %&e d%n a+ro+%ere0
ntro !ear Andrea !e +&%m-a !%ng#r +e +&a3 , !oare&e
a+#nea $ntro "ea $n ,& " r%, marea era nem%"at 0 n de+ rtare
r !#na# ,o"#r% de art%&er%e0 Andrea !a o+r%t -r#!"0 A a*#t do#
re*e&a %% +#tern%"e: #na, " era $n! r"%nat , "ea&a&t , " #n $nger o
+ .ea0
Cte*a .%&e ma% tr.%# orae&e d%n 3#r#& Pon%g!-erg#&#% a#
,o!t o"#+ate de tr#+e&e r#!et%0 Andrea, ,%%"a e%, !o #& e% +re"#m %
"e%&a& % m#.%"%en% a# ,o!t are!ta %0 6erm%!#& &or !+e"%a& a ,o!t +r%*%t
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%a *or-%t de!+re +ro%e"t #n#% &o"otenent"o&one&, "are !a ar tat
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%a# re" + tat "/%ar % %n!tr#mente&e 4 %nta"te0
Cte*a .%&e ma% tr.%#, Andrea % d%re"tor#& de teatr# a#
organ%.at $m+re#n o !erat $n !a&a mare a 6r%m r%e%0 Eta3#&
ar!e!e, dar !a&a de ,e!t%*%t % era a+roa+e neat%n! 0 La ora o+t
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"a a!t,e& $% "& tete #re"/%&e0
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&a a"tor%0 La nona&an a noa!tr , &a %gnoran a noa!tr 0 La
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+e !"en % !ta-%&ea# "# +#-&%"#& &or #n !o% de &eg t#r tr#+ea!" 0
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"ord%a& , a+roa+e de -#n d%!+o.% %e0 Am *or-%t de!+re
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6a#& Po/ner "# ,r#moa!a &#% +r%eten 0 Era .*e&t, a+roa+e ,rag%&, "#
+ r#& -#"&at, gr%.onat % "# o ,a de e*re# +&%n de arm0
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!e d%.o&*e % ! !e tran!,orme $n *%!0 Re#%!em de "te*a or% !
m m%" ne!t%ng/er%t $ntre *%! % rea&%tate: )ersona, Dup -amiaa
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"te #n#& d%n +er!ona3e&e +r%n"%+a&e a&e drame%: 6%&at % !o %a &#%,
6etr# "e& "are !a &e+ dat de I!#!, Mar%a, mama &#% I!#!, Mar%a d%n
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marea Ga&%&e%%0 6e dea&#& +%etro! d%n LMng/ammar %nten %onam !
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!#ede., LL!!e Berg!trOm, ma $ntre-at da" doream ! & $nt&ne!"
+e g%gant &a Grand Hote&0 Am r !+#n! a,%rmat%*0 ntro d%m%nea ,
&a ora .e"e, am - t#t amndo% &a # 0 Nea de!"/%! %med%at $n!#%
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aa "#m % !e "er#!e !o ,a" 0 D%m+otr%* a a*#t gr%3 ! %
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+entr# ,e!t%*a&#& de &a Sa&.-#rg0 6reg t%r%&e a# d#rat ma% m#&t de
tre% an%0 ;ot#& a $n"e+#t $n t%m+#& 1&#n%% de m%ere2 d%ntre m%ne %
d%re"tor#& de &a Re!%den.t/eater, a#!tr%a"#& P#rt Me%!e&, "are #rma
! 3oa"e ro&#& &#% Sganare&&e0 Ma% tr.%# e& ma "on"ed%at de &a
teatr#, dar "ontra"t#& "# Sa&.-#rg#& a r ma! *a&a-%&0 Am a&e! #n
a&t Sganare&&e, % an#me +e H%&mar ;/ate, "are to"ma% !o!%!e d%n
R0D0G0, de #nde ,#!e!e e5+#&.at0 ?% +entr# "e&e&a&te ro&#r%
d%!+#neam de a"tor% !tr &#"% %, +r%ntre "are M%"/ae& Degen $n ro&#&
#n#% Don G#an "are $m- trnete0
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de C#rte, d%n Sa&.-#rg0 Era #n teatr# m%" % $ng#!t, "are a*ea
tot#% #n a*anta3: %n!ta&a %a de aer "ond% %onat ,#n" %ona
e5"e+ %ona&0 :ara era "an%"#&ar , "ea ma% ,%er-%nte *ar "are !a
$nreg%!trat *reodat de "nd a# $n"e+#t ! !e ,a" !tat%!t%"% a&e
*rem%%0
N# "red $n tr ! t#r% "ara"ter%!t%"e na %ona&e, dar a#!tr%e"%%
+ rea# a ,% #n !o% a+arte de oamen%, $n or%"e "a. a"e%a "are
,or,otea# $n 3#r#& ,e!t%*a&#&#% de &a Sa&.-#rg0 Ama-%&%tatea &or n#
"#notea &%m%te0 L%+!a de e,%"%en , !#+erorgan%.area, denat#rarea
ade* r#&#%, -%ro"ra %a % d#&"ea &ene*%e $ % ! rea# $n o"/%0
Adm%n%!tra %e% n# %a &%+!%t m#&t t%m+ "a !a de!"o+ere "
+r%n Don Juanul me# !a# tre.%t "# #n e&e,ant $ntr#n maga.%n de
+or e&an#r%0 >m-ete&e a# de*en%t ma% re"%, dar n# !#,%"%ent de
m#&t "a !a +oto&ea!" dogoarea de a,ar 0
Am ,o!t %n*%tat ! % ,a" o *%.%t &#% Her-ert *on Para3an
"are !e +reg tea ! re%a !+e"ta"o&#& ! # "# /avalerul Roelor,
"rea %a &#% de "are era "e& ma% mndr# % "are #rma ! ,%e
+re.entat $n Marea Sa& a Fe!t%*a&#&#%0
A tr%m%! d#+ m%ne a#tomo-%&#& ! # +er!ona&0 Am ,o!t d#!
&a -%ro#& &#%, a,&at $n %n%ma %men!#&#% ed%,%"%#0 A $ntr.%at "te*a
m%n#te0 Era #n - r-at .*e&t, "# #n "a+ m#&t +rea mare0 C# o
3#m tate de an $na%nte tre"#!e +r%ntro grea o+era %e &a !+ate % $%
tra #n +%"%or0 Un "o&a-orator $& !+r%3%nea0 Am &#at &o" $ntro a&t
"amer , "are !e a,&a $n "ont%n#area -%ro#&#% ! #0 Era o "amer
,oarte "on,orta-%& , $n e5"e&ente n#an e de gr%, %m+er!ona& &a
mod#& !%m+at%", r "oroa! % e&egant 0 A!%!ten %%, !e"retare&e %
"o&a-orator%% !a# retra!0 O 3#m tate de or ma% tr.%# $& ate+ta
re+et% %a &a /avalerul Roelor "# or"/e!tra % "# !o&%t%%0
Mae!tr#& a tre"#t d%re"t &a !#-%e"t0 Dorea ! rea&%.e.e #n
,%&mo+er % #n !+e"ta"o& +entr# te&e*%.%#ne "# ;uran&ot, $n reg%a
mea0 Ma +r%*%t "# o"/%% &#% re"% % &#m%no%0 C$n mod o-%n#%t,
g !e!" " ;uran&ot n#% de"t #n ter"% de +roa!t "a&%tate, gre#
de d%gerat % +er*er!, #n "o+%& a& t%m+#&#% ! #D0 6r%*%rea "&ar %
/%+not%" a a"e!t#% om#&e ma a-!or-%t $n! , % mam tre.%t
!+#nnd#% "a era +entr# m%ne o mare onoare, "a ,#!e!em dea
dre+t#& ,a!"%nant de ;uran&ot, " m#.%"a era en%gmat%" % " m
!#-3#ga!e d%ntotdea#na, %ar " , +er!ona&, n#m% +#team %mag%na
"e*a ma% !t%m#&ent de"t ! "o&a-ore. "# Her-ert *on Para3an0
Rea&%.area a ,o!t ,%5at +entr# +r%m *ara an#&#% '()(0
Para3an a +omen%t n#me&e "tor*a *edete d%n &#mea o+ere%, m%a
+ro+#! #n !"enogra, % #n !t#d%o0 F%&m#& #rma ! !e -a.e.e +e o
$nreg%!trare d%!"ogra,%" +e "are e& %nten %ona !o ,a" $n toamna
an#&#% '()F0
D%ntro dat tot#& a de*en%t %rea&0 S%ng#r#& &#"r# "on"ret
era !+e"ta"o&#& "# ;#randot0 ?t%am " om#& d%n ,a a mea a*ea
a+te.e"% % "%n"% de an%, e# $n!#m% "# *reo .e"e an% ma% +# %n0
Un d%r%3or de o+t.e"% % #n# de an% % #n reg%.or de
a+te.e"% % #n# #rma "a $m+re#n ! dea *%at a"e!te% "%#d en%%
m#m%,%"ate0 N# *edeam a!+e"t#& grote!" a& +ro%e"t#&#%0 Eram
"om+&et ,a!"%nat0
D#+ "e +&an#& +re&%m%nar a ,o!t !ta-%&%t, mae!tr#& a
$n"e+#t ! *or-ea!" de!+re Stra#!! % de!+re /avalerul Roelor.
D%r%3a!e a"ea!t +%e! +entr# +r%ma dat &a *r!ta de do# .e"% de
an%, tr %!e "# ea $ntreaga *%a % o g !ea mere# no# %
atr g toare0 Br#!" !a $ntrer#+t: 1Am * .#t !+e"ta"o&#& d#m%ta&e
"# Un joc al visului. Reg%.e.% "a % "#m a% ,% m#.%"%an= a% !%m #&
r%tm#&#%, m#.%"a&%tate, g !et% ton#& ade"*at0 A"e&a% &#"r# % $n
Flautul +ermecat. A# ,o!t "te*a momente de $n"ntare, dar $n
genera& n# m%a +& "#t0 A % %n*er!at "te*a !"ene &a !,r%t0 C#
Mo.art n# merge, &a e& tot#& e!te organ%"02
Un "o&a-orator dea& &#% Para3an a $ntrede!"/%! #a,
am%nt%nd " e!te t%m+#& +entr# re+et% %e0 Para3an %a , "#t !emn
! +&e"e: +#tea# ! ma% ate+te0 Sa r%d%"at, d#+ #n t%m+, $n"et %
"# gre#tate %a a+#"at -a!ton#&0 A a+ r#t, #n a!%!tent "are nea
"ond#! +r%n "or%doare&e &#ng%, "# da&e de +%atr "are d#"ea# &a
Marea Sa& a Fe!t%*a&#&#%, #n &o"a& $n!+ %mnt tor "are +#tea
g .d#% m%% de !+e"tator%0 n t%m+ "e $na%ntam $n"et, neam
tran!,ormat tre+tat $ntr#n "orteg%#, #n "orteg%# %m+er%a& de
a!%!ten %, de "o&a-orator%, de "nt re % de o+er de toate !e5e&e,
de "r%t%"% &%ng#%tor%, de .%ar%t% !&#garn%"% +re"#m % de o ,%%"
"o+&e%t de a"ea!t g&or%e0
6e !"en !o&%t%% era# gata +reg t% % ! $n"ea+ re+et% %a,
$n"on3#ra % de #n de"or d%n an%% "%n"%.e"%: 1Am +#! ! !e "o+%e.e $n
deta&%# de"or#& or%g%na&, !"enogra,%% de a.% !#nt or% ne-#n% or% %d%o %
or% % #na % a&ta20 n ,o! ate+ta Or"/e!tra F%&armon%" d%n :%ena0
n !a& !e a,&a# !#te de ,#n" %onar% % de "et en% de nede,%n%t a%
a"e!t#% %m+er%#0 n moment#& $n "are %a , "#t a+ar% %a !%&#eta
.*e&t , trnd#% +%"%or#&, toat a!%!ten a !a r%d%"at % a r ma! $n
+%"%oare, +n "nd Mae!tr#& a ,o!t $n & at +e!te -ar%era
or"/e!tre% % %n!ta&at &a &o"#& ! #0
M#n"a a $n"e+#t %med%at0 Neam $ne"at $ntr#n *a& de
,r#m#!e e de*a!tatoare, re!+%ng toare0
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E5%&#& me# a#to%m+#! a $n"e+#t $n +r%m *ara an#&#% '(F@
&a 6ar%!0 6r%ntro $ntm+&are, d#+ oare"are +eregr%n r%, am a3#n!
&a MRn"/en0 ?% +r%ntro a&t $ntm+&are am a3#n! &a
Re!%den.t/eater, e"/%*a&ent#& -a*are. a& ;eatr#&#% Dramat%"
Rega&: tre% !"ene, #n +er!ona& a+roa+e "om+ara-%&, a"eea%
,%nan are d%n +artea !tat#&#%, a"e&a% n#m r de +rod#" %% teatra&e0
A%"% am +#! $n !"en #n!+re.e"e !+e"ta"o&e, am a*#t m#&te
e5+er%en e de"%!%*e % am , "#t #n n#m r % ma% mare de +ro!t%%0
C& d%rea +ro+r%#.%! e!te ae.at $ntre O+er % 6a&at#&
Re.%den %a&, "# ,a ada !+re 6%a a Ma5Go!e+/0 Con!tr#" %a arat "a
"eea "e -a*are.%% n#me!" o 1S"/na+!%deeW % a!ta % e!te0 A ,o!t
r%d%"at %med%at d#+ r .-o% %, !+re deo!e-%re de %m+o.anta
O+er , e!te "ea ma% #rt "& d%re "are !e +oate $n"/%+#%, att +e
d%na,ar "t % +e d%n #ntr#0
Sa&a are o "a+a"%tate de +e!te o m%e de !+e"tator% % !e
a!eam n "# #n "%nematogra, d%n t%m+#& na.%t%&or0 6odea#a e!te
+&an , "eea "e are "a #rmare o +roa!t *%.%-%&%tate, !"a#ne&e !#nt
$ng#!te, ,oarte a+ro+%ate #n#& de a&t#& % !#nt "om+&et
ne"on,orta-%&e0 Da" et% m%" !ta% oare"#m ma% -%ne, dar n# *e.%
n%m%", da" a% $n & %mea !#ede. norma& , *e.% ma% -%ne dar !ta%
"a $ntro meng/%n 0 Re&a %a !"en !a& e!te "a % %ne5%!tent ,
!"ena n# are $n"e+#t, %ar !a&a n# are !,r%t !a# %n*er!0 C#&or%&e
!#nt gr%#& "a de o-o&an % ro#& " r m%.%# m#rdar "# +om+oa!e
ornamente a#r%% +e +ere %% &atera&%0 D%n ta*an &#m%nea. #n or%-%&
"ande&a-r# "# neon, %ar +e +ere % !#nt montate & m+% tot "# neon
"are !"ot #n !#net .#m. %tor0 Ma%n r%a teatr#&#% e!te #.at %, de
a&t,e&, e!te %nter.%! ! te !er*et% de ea +entr# " , d#+ + rerea
a#tor%t %&or, +#ne $n +er%"o& *%a a oamen%&or0 S+a %%&e
adm%n%!trat%*e % "a-%ne&e !#nt $ng#!te, de&o" "on,orta-%&e0 6e!te
tot +&#tete #n +ar,#m de detergent nem e!", "are te ,a"e ! te
gndet% &a #n "entr# de de!+ d#"/ere !a# &a #n -orde& de
"a.arm 0
German%a O""%denta& are o !#meden%e de teatre de !tat
%ar "te*a d%ntre a"e!tea, +# %ne &a n#m r, ad#n tot "e +oate ,%
ma% -#n: +ar %a& +entr# " !e +& tete -%ne, +ar %a& +entr# " n#
merg% &a r%!"#& de a ,% $ng/% %t de t "ere0 D%re"tor%% de teatr# %
"r%t%"%% !e de+&a!ea. 0 :%n d%n toate + r %&e "a ! *ad "e a%
rea&%.at0 S+re deo!e-%re de "e !e $ntm+& $n a&te r%, +ag%n%&e
"#&t#ra&e a&e mar%&or "ot%d%ene !#nt e5trem de %ntere!ate de teatr#
% "on!%der " a"e!tea n# tre-#%e $n"adrate &a +ag%na de!+re
*%deo !a# +o+0 A+roa+e " n# tre"e o .% $n "are ! n# a+ar o
re&atare am+& de!+re #n e*en%ment teatra& !a# #n art%"o& "are !
a&%mente.e o de.-atere teatra& +ermanent de.& n #%t 0
E5%!t ,oarte +# %n% reg%.or% % !"enogra,% anga3a %
+ermanent, "eea "e e!te #n mare a*anta30 A"tor%% a# "ontra"t +e
#n an % +ot ,% or%"nd "on"ed%a %0 N#ma% "e% "are a# o *e"/%me $n
teatr# de +e!te "%n"%!+re.e"e an% n# ma% +ot ,% da % a,ara0
Ne!%g#ran a e!te aadar mare, ,a+t "are +re.%nt att a*anta3e
"t % de.a*anta3e0 A*anta3e&e !#nt "&are % n# ma% e!te ne*o%e de
"omentar%%0 De.a*anta3e&e !#nt: %ntr%g%&e, a-#.#& de +#tere,
agre!%#n%&e, +&o"on%rea, teama % &%+!a de $nr d "%nare0 Cnd #n
d%re"tor de teatr# !e m#t , at#n"% e& %a "# e& do# .e"% !a# tre%.e"%
de a"tor% % d a,ar de &a no#& teatr# a& % do# .e"% !a# tre%.e"%0
A"e!t !%!tem e!te a""e+tat % de !%nd%"at % n# a ,o!t n%"%odat
"onte!tat0 R%tm#& de m#n" e!te %nten!%*0 6e !"ena mare !e +#n
"e& +# %n o+t +%e!e, +e !"ena !e"#ndar +atr#, %ar +e !"ena
e5+er%menta& #n n#m r *ar%a-%&0 Se 3oa" $n ,%e"are .%, n# e5%!t
+a#. de Eee7end, !e ,a" re+et% %% a!e .%&e +e ! +t mn , "/%ar
% !eara0 E5%!t #n re+ertor%# ,%5, +rogram#& !e !"/%m- .%&n%", #n
n#m r de *reo tre%.e"% de +%e!e ,%%nd 3#"ate an% &a rnd0 O
re+re.enta %e +oate t%ne a,%#& % .e"e an%0
6ro,e!%ona&%!m#& e!te de mare "&a! , &a ,e& "a %
"#not%n e&e, +r%"e+erea % a-%&%tatea de a !#+orta, , r ! te
+&ng%, ad*er!%t %&e, +er!e"# %%&e, ne!%g#ran a0
M#n"a e!te, d#+ "#m am !+#!, d#r , +er%oada de
re+et% %% de+ ete rareor% o+t !a# .e"e ! +t mn%0 ;eatr#& "a
tera+%e +art%"#&ar +entr# reg%.or% % a"tor% "are !e +ra"t%" $n a&te
r% "# #n "&%mat ma% -&nd % "# o at%t#d%ne ma% ent#.%a!t ,a de
d%&etant%!m, e!te &%+!%t a%"% de o -a. e"onom%" 0 n "on!e"%n
a"t%*%tatea e!te or%entat !+re o- %nerea de re.#&tate, dar $n
a"e&a% t%m+ n# e5%!t #n a&t teatr# ma% anar/%" % ma% "onte!tatar
de"t "e& german0 6oate, doar, "e& +o&one.0
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Cnd am *en%t &a MRn"/en $m% %mag%nam " *or-e!"
&%m-a german , de!t#& de -%ne0 A*eam ! de!"o+ r "#rnd "
rea&%tatea era "# tot#& a&ta0
6r%ma mea "on,r#ntare "# a"ea!t +ro-&em a a*#t &o" $n
t%m+#& "e&e% d%nt% &e"t#r r% $n "om#n a +%e!e% Un joc al visului, de
Str%nd-erg0 Se a,&a# a"o&o +atr#.e"% de mar% a"tor% % a"tr% e0 M
+r%*ea# +&%n% de !+eran , "a ! n# !+#n "# -#n *o%n 0 n "eea "e
m +r%*ete a ,o!t #n ,%a!"o: mam -&-%t, n#m% g !eam
"#*%nte&e, ame!te"am tot#&, art%"o&e % !%nta5 , m ro%!em,
tran!+%ram % m gndeam " da" *o% re#% ! !#+ra*%e #%e!"
moment#&#%, at#n"% *o% ,% $n !tare ! m de!"#r" $n or%"e a&t
!%t#a %e0 n &%m-a german 1E + "at de oamen%W !e !+#ne 1 E! %!t
!"/ade #m d%e Men!"/en20 N# !e +otr%*ea de&o" "# e5"&ama %a
-&nd % +&%n de "om+a!%#ne a &#% Str%nd-erg0
6r%m%% an% a# ,o!t gre%0 Mam !%m %t "a #n %n*a&%d , r m%n%
% , r +%"%oare % am $n e&e! at#n"% " %n!tr#ment#& me# "e& ma%
!%g#r "a %n!tr#"tor a& a"tor%&or ,#!e!e "#*nt#& +otr%*%t &a
moment#& +otr%*%t, moment "are d%!+are "# %# ea&a ,#&ger#&#%0
C#*nt#& "are n# $ntrer#+e r%tm#& &#"r#&#%, "are n# !tn3enete
n%"% "on"entrarea a"tor%&or % n%"% "a+a"%tatea mea de a!"#&tare,
"#*nt#& *%# % e,%"a"e "are !e nate %nt#%t%* % !e +otr%*ete
+er,e"t !%t#a %e%0 C# mn%e, d#rere % ner -dare a tre-#%t !
$n e&eg " a"e!t "#*nt n# !e n tea $n #-reda mea german de
"on*er!a %e0
D#+ " %*a an% am $n* at ! !ta-%&e!" #n "onta"t "#
a"tor%%, "are $n e&egea# %nt#%t%* "e a*eam de !+#!0 n "e&e d%n
#rm am re#%t ! !ta-%&%m #n !%!tem de !emna&%.are +r%n
!ent%mente % at%nger%, !%!tem "are !a do*ed%t a ,%, $ntr#n ,e&,
de!t#& de !at%!, " tor0 Fa+t#& " , $n "%#da a"e!t#% /and%"a+, am
+#! &a MRn"/en #ne&e d%n "e&e ma% -#ne !+e"ta"o&e a&e me&e !e
datorea. ma% m#&t !en!%-%&%t %% a"tor%&or german%, $n e&eger%%
ra+%de % r -d r%% &or de"t argo#&#% me# ne%nte&%g%-%&0 La *r!ta
mea era e5"&#! ! ma% $n* o &%m- !tr %n 0 M de!"#r"am "#
a3#tor#& #nor r m % e % a #nor "#not%n e do-nd%te o"a.%ona&0
6#-&%"#& de teatr# d%n MRn"/en are $n e& "e*a magn%,%"0
E!te "on!tant, %n% %at % +ro*%ne d%n toate !trat#r%&e !o"%a&e0 6oate
! ,%e e5trem de "r%t%" % ! % e5+r%me nem#& #m%rea +r%n
,&#%er t#r% % /#%d#%e&%0 Ceea "e e!te %ntere!ant &a a"e!t +#-&%",
e!te ,a+t#& " !e d#"e &a teatr# %nd%,erent da" #n !+e"ta"o& a ,o!t
de!,%%n at !a# r%d%"at $n !& *% de "r%t%" 0 N# *rea# ! a,%rm " e&
+#ne &a $ndo%a& art%"o&e&e "r%t%"e d%n "ot%d%ene 4 &e "%tete,
de!%g#r, "# mare aten %e 4 dar $% + !trea. dre+t#& de a /ot r$
!%ng#r da" $% +&a"e !a# n# o an#m%t re+re.enta %e0
Lo"#r%&e d%n !a& !e o"#+ $n +ro+or %e de ma% m#&t de
(9Y, %ar a+&a#.e&e !#nt d%n toat %n%ma, da" !+e"tator%%
"on!%der " a# a*#t o !ear +& "#t 0 6 r !e!" teatr#& $n"et, +ar"
$m+otr%*a dor%n e% &or % r mn $n +%"%oare $n m%"% gr#+#r%, "a !
d%!"#te %m+re!%%&e !er%%0 ;re+tat -er r%%&e de +e Ma5%m%&%an!tra!!e
% "a,ene&e&e de +e !tr .%&e &atera&e !e #m+&# de &#me0 Seara e!te
"a&d % #med , #nde*a $n m#n % !e de.& n #%e o ,#rt#n , ma%n%&e
de +e !trad ,a" #n .gomot a!#r.%tor0 E# r mn a"o&o $n +%"%oare,
ne&%n%t%t % emo %onat, %n!+%r m%ro!#r%&e de -#" t r%e, a&e ga.e&or
de ea+ament % a&e +ar,#m#r%&or gre&e d%n +ar"#& $nt#ne"o!,
a!"#&t .gomot#& m%%&or de +a% % &%m-a a"eea !tr %n 0 ?% m
gnde!": a%"% m a,&#, , r $ndo%a& , $n !tr %n tate0
Deodat m "#+r%nde dor#& de "a! , de +#-&%"#& me# "are
a+&a#d $n mod att de ama-%& +atr# & ! r% de "ort%n % "are
+ r !ete a+o% teatr#& de +ar" ar ,% %.-#"n%t #n %n"end%#0 Cnd
a3#ng 3o! $n NI-ro+&an ,#rt#na de . +ad $n* &#%e +a&at#& de
marm#r t "#t % m#rdar0 :nt#& *%ne d%n t#ndre&e de d%n"o&o de
mare= " %*a +an"/%t% .dren #ro% $% #r& !%ng#r tatea $n
+#!t%etatea a&- 0
6r%ma +r%m%re "are m% !a , "#t &a MRn"/en a ,o!t
,anta!t%" 0 Am ,o!t $ntm+%nat "# -ra e&e de!"/%!e: Bergman ,#ge
de %ad#& !o"%a&%!t de a"o&o d%n nord % $% g !ete re,#g%#& $n
-#n !tarea demo"rat%" a Ba*ar%e%, $m-r %at tandr# de
+#tern%"e&e -ra e de #r! a&e &#% Fran.Go!e+/ Stra#!!0
La o +etre"ere +r%*at dat $n onoarea mea am ,o!t
,otogra,%at $m+re#n "# 1Ce& Mare20 O "am+an%e e&e"tora& era $n
+&%n de!, #rare %ar a"e!ta a ,o&o!%t +o.a $n a!emenea m !#r ,
$n"t am ,o!t ne*o%t ! m d%!+en!e. de a"ea onoare0
Flautul +ermecat a ,o!t +re.entat $ntr#n !+e"ta"o& de
ga& , &a "e& ma% mare "%nematogra, d%n ora0 La te&e*%.%#ne !a
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tre.ete agre!%*%t % % read#"e &a *%a "reat%*%tatea adorm%t 0
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! ,%# "ontra.%!, "onte!tat0 N# n#ma% de m%ne $n!#m%, a!ta !e
$ntm+& $n ,%e"are .%0 :rea# ! ,%# %n"omod, ener*ant % gre# de
"ategor%!%t0
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n%m%" de +%erd#t0 Dar n%"% n# am n%m%" de "t%gat, $n a,ar de
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.e"e .%&e0
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me# e!te d%n an%% C%n"%.e"%, %ar maetr%% me% d%n an%% Do# .e"%0
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$n&o"#%e!" "# a&te&e no%0
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" r m%d d#+ " r m%d : "ontrad%" %%&e !e "%o"ne!" "# a&te
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e!te +%erd#t +entr# totdea#na0 Comentator%% a# *or-%t de!+re
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nem%&oa! % , r de !en!, !#- #n "er go&0
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NNIII
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d%ntro dat $nt#ner%", d%n "a#.a $ntrer#+er%% "#rent#&#% e&e"tr%",
to"ma% &a " derea !er%%0 No% re+etam Regele 'ear $ntro !a& mare
% ,r#moa! !#- a"o+er%#& ;eatr#&#% Dramat%" Rega&0 Eram #n
gr#+ de a%.e"% de !#,&ete a"tor%, ,%g#ran %, "o&a-orator%0
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g&oat +e!tr% % +ret%ndea " *%a a e!te o aren +entr#
m !" r%"%0 L#m%na !e !t%nge, r! genera&= !e r%d%" 3a&#.e&e&e,
*nt#& !#,& . +ada $n!+re ,ere!tre0 L#m%na .%&e% e!te "a de +&#m-,
trnd#!e "# o* %e&% $n !a&a de re+et% %%0 C%ne*a %n,ormea. &a #n
te&e,on %nter%or " e!te $nt#ner%" $n tot teatr#&, $n "art%er % +oate $n
tot ora#&0
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mare ora n# +oate d#ra ma% m#&t de "te*a m%n#te0 Ne ae. m
+e +odea, +e !"a#ne, *or-%m "# *o"ea !" .#t 0 C %*a ,#m tor%
$nr % % !e d#" $ntro !a& a& t#rat , dar !e $ntor" %med%at0 Or%#nde
$ndre+ta% +r%*%rea, $nt#ner%" -e.n 0
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!t +# %n ma% &a o +arte, +#rtnd $n "ont%n#are mant%a !a &arg %
neagr , a*nd +e "a+ o "oroan de ,&or% "am 3er+e&%t , "are a
a+ar %n#t +ro-a-%& O,e&%e%, Anne% !a# &#% Sganare&&e0 B#.e&e &#% !e
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,r#moa!e&e ,%g#rante !a# ae.at $ntr#n "o& % a!"#&t &a g&#me #&
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" atmo!,era $n !a&a mare e!te +# %n $n -#%toare dar de&o"
ne+& "#t 0
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,a" +%+% % ! ,#me.e o %gar , do# ne*o% totdea#na a+ ! toare0
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a"#m $n ,#nd#& #ne% a&te &#m% +e "are o !%m % tot#% ,oarte
a+roa+e0 E de a3#n! #n madr%ga&, o ,#rt#n de . +ad % #n ora
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n me!er%a noa!tr ne 3#" m $ntr#na "# t%m+#&: $& &#ng%m, $&
!"#rt m, $& tergem0 Sen.a %a a"ea!ta e "e*a "e n% !e +are ,%re!"
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,rag%&, o "on!tr#" %e de !#+ra,a "are, %at , d%!+are deodat 0
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+r%"e+ere % #n !#""e! mere# !"/%m- toare, de!en m /arta
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#nor + d#r%0 ;oate r%&e &#m%% a&" t#%e!", de a!emenea,
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%nter+ret "are are e5+er%en e5+&%" a"t#& +atr#0 A"e!t a"t tre-#%e
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-%ne ! tran!,orm m tot#& $ntr#n 3o", +&%n de r!ete % de *o%e
-#n 0 Rege&#% %a *en%t o %dee !ed#" toare dar +er%"#&oa! 0 Rde
e& $n!#%0 Dar r t "%rea dramat%" K Con*ert%reaK C%ne e!te "a+a-%&
% d%!+#ne de !#,%"%ent +#tere ,%.%" ! $ntr#"/%+e.e &%m%ta
e5trem a "o+&e%r%%0 nt% tot#& e!te $n ord%ne % n#ma% "# o
!e"#nd ma% tr.%# &#mea !e +r -#ete: e /ao!, e "ata!tro,a #ne%
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+ro+r%a mea e5+er%en +entr# a a3#nge ! *ad "#m rege&e me#
,a"e ! !ar $n aer ,ront%era !a "# gre# ,ort%,%"at , +#! $n "a&ea
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trad% %e, &a "are ! +#tem re"#rge, n%m%" a&t"e*a de"t o +reg t%re
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r #tatea demon%" a &#% ReganK
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ma non tro++o, a& &#% Beet/o*enK 6#tem oare ! "%t%m, +#tem
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m%met%"0 Ma% re+ede !a# ma% $n"etK Ma% re+ede % ma% $n"etK E
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-#"ate +otr%*%t +entr# "e% 1Gr -% %W0
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a+#" de -ra % te !"#t#r "# mena3amente, oare m a!"#& %K ;oate
a"e!te "#*%nte t# &ea% !+#! $n ,%e"are .%, de ma% m#&te or% $ntro .%0
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ta0 E&e !a# ,ormat "# gre# !a# "# *o&#+tate, "# o *%te.
ame %toare !a# $n"et0 A"#m $ % !"#t#r -ra #&: t# $ % da% !eama, e#
$m% da# !eama, e# $n e&eg, t# $n e&eg%0 Ce tr%#m,0 >%#a na ,o!t
tr %t degea-a0 :%e %&e noa!tre o* %toare a# g !%t deodat #n
!en! % o "#&oare0 6ro!t%t#%rea noa!tr *& g#%t a de*en%t drago!te0
6e dra"#< 6e dra"#<
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M% !e !+#ne " ar tre-#% ! *or-e!" de!+re +r%eten%% me%0
A!ta ar $n!emna " n# et% rea&%!t, $n a,ar de "a.#& $n "are et%
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gr%3 "e am !"r%!0
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,oarte am n#n %t 0 Fo!ta !a amant a a*#t, -%ne$n e&e!, dre+t#&
de a "%t% man#!"r%!#&0 Ea !a d#! a+o% &a toa&et % a *om%tat0 A+o%
a "er#t "a n#me&e e% ! n# ,%e +omen%t0 A#tor#& %a re!+e"tat
dor%n a, dar "# a"e!t +r%&e3 e& a !"o! % a+re"%er%&e +o.%t%*e $n "eea
"e o +r%*ete, "eea "e a a*#t dre+t e,e"t ,a+t#& " a# %e%t $n re&%e,
"e&e negat%*e0
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+ tr#n. toare0 E!en a +r%eten%e% e!te !%n"er%tatea, drago!tea de
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m rt#r%!%nd#% "eea "e a-%a a $ndr .n%t ! gndea!" e& $n!#%0
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#n "od !e"ret "are $ % d $n"rederea ne"e!ar % +erm%te
"om#n%"area gnd#r%&or0
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e!te %ne*%ta-%&0 6r%eten%a e!te ma% &%n%t%t , ea n# are a"eea%
ne*o%e de t#m#&t % de !+ &are a r#,e&or m#rdare0 Se $ntm+&
"teodat "a n%!%+#& ! !e ad#ne $ntre !#+ra,e e&e de "onta"t att
de !en!%-%&e0 At#n"% !e %*e!" ne"a.#r%&e % gre#t %&e %m% !+#n:
m +ot de!"#r"a % , r "ret%n#& a"e!ta < A+o% n# d#+ m#&t
*reme, !%m % o %nd%!+o.% %e +e ma% m#&te +&an#r%, "a ,%%nd #neor%
e*%dent % $n a&te da % ma% d%!"ret 0
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+ !tre.% e!en %a&#&0 La% tot#& $n #rm , da# "# -#rete&e % !ta-%&et%
d%n no# ord%nea0
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$na%nte0 C%ne +oate t%K 6r%eten%a n# de+%nde n%"%odat de
3#r m%nte % a!%g#r r%, ea n# de+%nde, de a!emenea, n%"% de t%m+,
n%"% de !+a %#0 6r%eten%a n# "ere n%m%" a&t"e*a de"t !%n"er%tate0
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e5ter%or0 E& !e !ta-%&ete +e Coa!ta de A.#r, $n"/%r%a. #n
a+artament de tre% "amere, !t +e tera! % e!e "ar+ete0 6r%etena
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de*%ne t "#t, "on*er!a %%&e noa!tre tre" +r%ntr#n / % de re %ner%,
ne tre-#%e t%m+ % "#ra3 +entr# a +#tea + !tra de!"/%!
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"r%+t%"e0 De "e dra"# tea% d#! ! tr %et% +e o tera! "are d !+re
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tot#& e!te e5"e+ %ona&0 E ade* rat " n%nge +e +a&m%er%, dar
magno&%a e!te $n ,&oare0
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r ne!" re+rond#% &%+!a de !%n"er%tate0
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de re %ner% ne- n#%te0
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+entr# rad%o, +e "are %am "er#t ! o reg%.e. e#0 Cte*a &#n% ma%
tr.%# %am +ro+#! ! 3oa"e ro&#& Fantome% % a& 6r%m#&#% a"tor $n
!+e"ta"o&#& me# "# Hamlet. D#+ o +er%oad de e.%t r%, ma
re,#.at0 Mam $n,#r%at % %am !+#! " $n "a.#& a"e!ta no ! % ma%
reg%.e. +%e!a &a rad%o0 ?o"at, +e -#n dre+tate, m%a r !+#n! "
n# *ede &eg t#ra, "are +entr# m%ne era e*%dent 0 D#+ m#&te
terg%*er! r% neam "&ar%,%"at at%t#d%n%&e , r a ne !"/%m-a +o.% %%&e0
Dar +r%eten%a noa!tr a ,o!t r n%t 0
Un#& d%ntre +r%eten%% me% "are !a -#"#rat de mare !#""e!
att +e +&an +o&%t%" "t % !o"%a&, era "#+r%n! de o ,r%" ne*rot%"
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era ade* rat0 M & !am, de"%, %n!tr#%t "# +& "ere, %ar e& ma
$n* at m#&te &#"r#r%0 C# an% $n #rm , "nd +o.% %a mea +e +%a a
%nterna %ona& a ,%&m#&#% era o* %toare, e& a *r#t ! m% dea o
&e" %e0 E# t%am &#"r#& a"e!ta ma% -%ne de"t or%"%ne0 Ma d !" &%t
de a+te or%, a o+ta oar mam $n,#r%at % &am !, t#%t ! % %n
g#ra % ! !e d#" dra"#&#%, dar $n termen% ma% +# %n a&e%0 A d#rat
" %*a an% +n "e +r%eten%a noa!tr %a re" + tat ! n tatea0
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me# $n mater%e de +r%eten%e0 S#nt $ntrade* r "red%n"%o!, dar
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da" "%ne*a *rea !o r#+ "# m%ne !#nt e# a"e&a "are o r#+e: #n
ta&ent $ndo%e&n%", ,oarte -ergman%an0
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mn%e, grote!", +&%"t%!ea& , drago!te, m%n"%#n%, -#"#r%e, ad#&ter,
nater%, t#nete, "&ar de &#n , mo-%&e, art%"o&e mena3ere, ge&o.%%,
+at#r% mar%, +at#r% !trmte, de+ %r% de &%m%te, -#n "red%n , &a
"are !e ma% +oate ad #ga: &a"r%m%, erot%!m= doar erot%!m,
"ata!tro,e, tr%#m,#r%, "ontra.%"er%, %n3#r%%, "ert#r%, ne&%n%t%, dor%n ,
o*#&e, !+erm , men!tr#a %e, de!+ r %r%, "/%&o % 4 % $n" ma%
#rmea. , e!te ma% -%ne ! term%n m $na%nte de a !e +rod#"e
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de d%m%nea , !n%, -#.e, %mag%n%, $ntoar"ete $n!+re "amera de
,%&mat % +r%*ete mna mea, +e "are o %n &a drea+ta -ro#r%%,
+%e&e, "%ne, r%t#a&#r%, ra ,r%+t , "ot&et de -a&en , !tr%d%% !tr%"ate,
$ne& "%#ne % !#-ter,#g%%, *%o&#r%, /a%ne ,r#moa!e, -%3#ter%%,
at%nger%, ! r#t r%, #mer%, o&d#r%, &#m%n% ne"#no!"#te, !tr .%, orae,
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geam#& !+art, t%" %e $n !#+ort#& ! # de +e -%ro#, ar tnd ora
do# !+re.e"e , r a+te m%n#te0
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! *or-e!" n%"% de!+re Ingr%d, !o %a mea0
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re#%t "are !e n#mea Dragoste + r *n&r gosti i. Sa "ont#rat $ntr
o +anoram a *%e %% $n German%a de :e!t0 Era, "red, %n,&#en at de
,#r%a +r%.on%er#&#%, de!%g#r, n# +rea 3#!t%,%"at 0
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-#"at "are a de*en%t #n ,%&m +entr# te&e*%.%#ne, "# t%t&#& Din
via a marionetelor. N# a +& "#t, dar !e n#m r +r%ntre ,%&me&e
me&e "e&e ma% -#ne0 A"ea!t + rere e!te $m+ rt %t de "te*a
+er!oane, +# %ne &a n#m r0
n !"enar%#& na#,rag%at C"are ne"e!%t a!e ore -#ne de
+ro%e" %eD, !e g !ea 4 +entr# a "ontra-a&an!a t#m#&t#&
%n!#+orta-%& a& !tr#"t#r%% ,#ndamenta&e 4 o +ara,ra. a &egende%
&#% O*%d%# de!+re F%&emon % Ba#"%!0 Am &#at a"ea!t &egend %
am +#!o "a +e #n a&tar neat%n! $n ,#nd#& #ne% -%!er%"% d rmate0
D#mne.e# !e +&%m- deg/%.at +e + mnt "# !"o+#& de a
% "er"eta +ro+r%a "rea %e, $ntro !ear r "oroa! de +r%m *ar
a3#nge #nde*a &ng mare, &a o "o&%- d r + nat , a,&at &a o
marg%ne de !at0 A"ea!t "o&%- e!te &o"#%t doar de #n ran
- trn % de ne*a!ta !a0 E% $& %n*%t &a "%n % $% o,er ad +o!t +e!te
noa+te0 A do#a .% d%m%nea a, D#mne.e# +&ea" ma% de+arte, d#+
"e - trn%% $% "er ! &e $nde+&%nea!" o !%ng#r dor%n 0 E% n# *or "a
moartea ! % de!+art 0 D#mne.e# &e a!"#&t dor%n a %%
tran!,orm $ntr#n ar-ore %men!0
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gndete % "e& &a&t r !+#nde !a# %n*er!0 N# g !e!" "#*%nte&e
ne"e!are +entr# a de!"r%e *%a a noa!tr $n "om#n0
R mne $n! o +ro-&em de nere.o&*at: $ntro .% *a " dea
!e"#rea "are ne *a de!+ r %0 N%"% #n D#mne.e# -%ne*o%tor n# ne
*a tran!,orma $ntr#n #n%" "o+a"0 Am ta&ent#& de am% %mag%na
ma3or%tatea !%t#a %%&or +e "are &e $nt&net% $n *%a : da# ,r# &%-er
%nt#% %e% me&e, %mag%na %e% me&e % !ent%mente&e "e&e ma% +otr%*%te
a-#nd , "eea "e d "#&oare % +ro,#n.%me or%" re% tr %r%0
?% tot#% $m% &%+!e!" m%3&oa"e&e +entr# a +#tea ! m%
%mag%ne. moment#& de!+ r %r%%0 ntr#"t n# +ot % n%"% n# *rea# !
m% $n"/%+#% o a&t *%a de d%n"o&o de /otar, a"ea!t +er!+e"t%*
de*%ne $ngro.%toare0 D%n "%ne*a m tran!,orm $n n%men%0 Un
n%men% "are n# are n%"% m "ar am%nt%rea #ne% *%e % $n "om#n0
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%#&%e, era ne&%n%t%t % %nd%!+#!0 F "ea +&%m- r% &#ng% +r%n + d#r%,
dormea +r%n "o&%-e % /am-are0 ntro d#m%n%" #rma ! +red%"e $n
"a+e&a d%n Am!-erg0 Era o d%m%nea +re*e!t%toare de ,#rt#n ,
!oare&e ardea, t #n%% $n e+a#0 6e!te dea&#r%&e d%n !#d atrna# nor%
+&#m-#r%%0
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ae.at +e +ort-aga3#& d%n ,a a& -%"%"&ete%, +e "e& d%n !+ate
a,&nd#!e +a"/et#& "# mn"are % "e& "# !#tana0 Eram de!"#& ,
+#rtam +anta&on% !"#r % de "#&oare a&-a!tr "# d#ng%, o -&#. "#
g#&er#& rot#nd, d%n a"e&a% mater%a&, a*eam #n -anda3 &a
$n"/e%et#ra m%n%% +entr# " , d%n "a#.a #ne% $n e+ t#r% de n ar%
mam !" r+%nat +n !a %n,e"tat &o"#&0 ;ata +#rta +anta&on% negr%
+r%n% "# "&eme +entr# -%"%"&et , g/ete negre, " ma a&- ,
+ & r%e a&- % #n !a"o# #or de *ar 0 M%ad#" am%nte de toate
a!tea gra %e #ne% ,otogra,%% +e "are am re* .#to de "#rnd0 n
+&an#& $nde+ rtat !e . rete Gertr#d, o tn r +r%eten a ,am%&%e%0
Ar#n" !+re tata o +r%*%re dr g !toa! % .m-ete ma&% %o!0
Gertr#d era ,a*or%ta mea0 Ea ar ,% +#t#t ! *%n "# no%0 Rdea "#
##r%n %% "rea tat &#% me# o -#n d%!+o.% %e0 Uneor% "nta#
$m+re#n 0 Unde*a $n de+ rtare !e +#tea *edea % -#n%"a0 Ea era
$n dr#m !+re toa&et 0 Frate&e me# era, , r $ndo%a& , +reo"#+at de
*reo -&e!temat tem de matemat%" 0 Sora mea $n" dormea0 E#
a*eam a+te an% % n# era m#&t +n ! am o+t0 Mama nea
,otogra,%at= $% , "ea +& "ere ! ,a" +o.e0 Am +orn%to $n 3o!, +e
" rarea de +e dea&#& $m+ d#r%t, a-r#+t % a"o+er%t "# +%n% % "#
m##roa%e de ,#rn%"%0 6&#tea #n m%ro! de r %n % de m#"/% - t#t
de !oare0 ;#,e&e de a,%ne era# +&%ne de ,r#"te $n" ne"oa+te0
;re"eam +e &ng r#,e&e +#!e &a #!"at, a&e gr d%nar#&#%0 C# "te*a
! +t mn% $n #rm , ,rate&e me# $m+re#n "# +r%eten%% &#% de &a :%&a
M%!%onar%&or a# ,#rat " +#n%, &ea# .dro-%t % "# !#"#& "are a
a+ r#t a# , "#t de!ene o-!"ene +e "eara,#r%&e doamne%
;ornd*%!t0 Am ,o!t "# to %% !#!+e"ta %, dar n% !a dat dr#m#& d%n
&%+! de +ro-e0 E% -%ne, ,%%% gr d%nar#&#% a# $n"a!at o - ta%e -#n ,
de% n# era# ne*%no*a %0 M $ntre-am da" +e ,rate&e me#, " "%
a*eam mot%*e, era "a.#& ! & den#n , mot%*e $nteme%ate "a ! m
r .-#n +e e&0 ntro .% $m% ,&#t#ra!e #n *%erme gra! +r%n ,a a
na!#&#%, !+#nnd#m%: 1Da" $& m nn"%, $ % da# "%n"% Ore2< Am
me!te"at *%erme&e % &am $ng/% %t0 n t%m+ "e, $n !,r%t, am
$ng/% %t % #&t%ma -#" %" , ,rate&e me# m%a !+#!: 1Da" et% att
de +ro!t $n"t ! -ag% $n t%ne #n *%erme, n# mer% % ! % da# "%n"%
OreW0
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+ " &%t0 n a,ar de a!ta ma% a*eam % +o&%+% % de a"eea re!+%ram
+e g#r , a*nd a!t,e& o $n, %are de %d%ot0
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de!"/%deo, te a3#t e#0 A"#m !ar% de +e -a&"on, *e% *edea "
.-or%20 Am ,o!t o+r%t $n #&t%m#& moment % am +&n! de "%#d , n#
+entr# " ,#!e!em + " &%t, "% +entr# " n# +#team ! .-or "#
#m-re&a -#n%"%%0
B trna La&&a !+#nea: 1Ingmar, "are !a n !"#t $ntro
d#m%n%" , +oate *edea .ne&e0 N#ma% " n# tre-#%e ! #%te ! %n
&a +%e+t do# "reng# e $n ,orm de "r#"e20 N# t%# "t "redea
La&&a $n "eea "e !+#nea ea $n! %0 n! e# am "re.#to or-ete %
mam ,#r%at a,ar : nam * .#t .ne dar am * .#t #n om#&e
"en#%# "# o ,at !tr &#"%toare % $n,%or toare0 A"e!ta %nea de
mn o ,et% "are n# era ma% mare de"t deget#& me# m%3&o"%#0
Am *r#t !o "a+t#re. dar !+%r%d##& % ,%%"a &#% !a# !a&*at0
Cnd &o"#%am +e :%&&agatan, *enea# de!eor% $n "#rte
m#.%"an % am-#&an % % ne "nta#, $ntro .% a *en%t o ,am%&%e
$ntreag 0 ;ata a %ntrat $n !#,rager%e % a !+#!: 1Lam *nd#t +e
Ingmar %gan%&or0 Am o- %n#t #n +re de!t#& de -#n +e e& 20 Am
$n"e+#t ! #r&# de groa. 0 ;oat &#mea a %.-#"n%t $n r!0 Mama m
a &#at +e gen#n"/%, m%a "#+r%n! "a+#& "# m%n%&e % ma &eg nat
#or0 ;o % !e m%ra# de ,a+t#& " eram att de "red#& % "om+&et
&%+!%t de !%m #& #mor#&#%0
Iat ne a3#n% &a +anta "are d#"e !+re +ot , aa " a
tre-#%t ! "o-or de +e -%"%"&et % !o +orne!" +e 3o!0 6entr# "
eram de!"#& , mergeam +e marg%nea dr#m#&#% #nde %ar-a, "are
ma% ,#!e!e " &"at , era moa&e0 Lam !a&#tat +e +ota "are !e
d#"ea &a gar +entr# a ate+ta tren#& de d%m%nea !+re PrI&-o0
% +#!e!e !a"#& +ota& $ntr#n m%" " r#"%or0 n +rag#& +eron#&#%
o,%"%#&#% +ota& !t tea La!!e0 E& a "re!"#t +rea re+ede % -ra e&e $%
atrna#0 Cnd am tre"#t +e &ng e% a dat d%n "a+ % a m#g%t "a o
*a" 0 Lam !a&#tat "# +r#dent 0 La!!e to"ma% m $n* a!e #n
"nte" +&%n de +ornogra,%%0 N# $n e&egeam de!t#& de -%ne n%"%
"on %n#t#&, n%"% ro!t#&, dar tot#% m%am dat !eama " era *or-a de
#n *er! d%n +!a&m%0
D#+ "e am tre"#t dea&#&, m%am re&#at &o"#& +e -%"%"&et
% tata m%a !+#! ! m% ,ere!" +%"%oare&e0 C# #n an $na%nte $m%
+r%n!e!em +%"%or#& dre+t $n !+% e&e de &a -%"%"&eta #n"/%#&#% Ern!t,
r#+nd#m% "te*a o!"%oare0 Am +r%n! *%te. % n# d#+ m#&t t%m+
am tre"#t +e &ng ,erma mare a &#% Berg&#nd de #nde no% "o+%%%
"#m+ ram &a+te % ,#ram mere0 Do&&I & tra r g#%t % a&erga dea
&#ng#& "a!e%0 C%ne&e era &egat "# &e!a de #n !t&+ de ,%er ,%5at
$ntre do% +%n%0 D#+ ,erm !e a,&a o "a! -nt#%t de !ta,%% % a+o%
:%&a M%!%onar%&or #nde &o"#%a# n#mero% "o+%% a% ,am%&%e% FrI7/o&m,
$n t%m+ "e + r%n %% &or m#n"ea#, !&#3%nd +e D#mne.e#, +e "m+%%&e
a,r%"ane0 n :%&a M%!%onar%&or domnea o atmo!,er *e!e& % +&%n
de drago!te, &%+!%t de or%"e reg#&% !a# "on!trnger%0 Co+%%%
mergea# de!"#& % "t era .%#a de &#ng % n# era# o-&%ga % ! !e
!+e&e0 Cnd % !e , "ea ,oame !e mn"a $n +%"%oare, &a #n "o& de
ma! 0 n +&#!, Bengt FrI7/o&m a*ea #n teatr# de + +#% +e "are $%
"on!tr#%!e d#+ +&an#r%&e +#-&%"ate $n 1A&&er! Fam%&3eGo#rna&W0 n
:%&a M%!%onar%&or n# !e "nta $n! n%"%odat "nte"#& "are !er*ea
dre+t +aro& +entr# a do*ed% a+artenen a &a gr#+#& a"e&a de "o+%%:
<M-am n scut *n A+rica
Un&e tata era rege.
Dira+a, croco&ilul i maimu a
8rau juc riile ;iele &e copil.
;rulalai"u #
Avem la pr?n o +riptur &e misionari grai#=
A"#m "o-orm $n mare *%te. +anta &#ng de &ng
So&-a"7a0 Dr#m#& !e aternea +e &ng r#& d%n a+ro+%ere, !oare&e
ardea, og&%nda a+e% !"nte%a, rot%&e -%"%"&ete% !"rnea# %
!"r %a#0 Nor%% de ,#rt#n !t tea# $ngr m d% % +e!te dea&#r%, tot
ma% m#& % % ma% gro%0 ;ata ,redona "e*a de #n#& !%ng#r0 Unde*a,
$n de+ rtare !e a#.ea #%ernd tren#& de d%m%nea 0 M gndeam
at#n"% "# no!ta&g%e &a tren#&e #& me#0 Da"a a ,% r ma! &a :Mrom!,
a ,% montat %ne&e +e +ote"# a "e d#"ea &a +%*n% 0 O " & tor%e "#
tata era mere# o a" %#ne /a.ardat 0 N# t%a% n%"%odat "#m o !
!e term%ne0 Uneor% era -%ne d%!+#! toat .%#a, a&teor% $n! $&
a+#"a# dra"%% +e domn#& +a!tor % de*enea ta"%t#rn, $n"/%! $n e&,
%ra!"%-%&0
La -a" ate+ta# de3a "te*a " r# e "# oamen% "e !e
d#"ea# &a -%!er%" , #n "#m tr# - trn "# *a"a &#% m#rdar
+re"#m % " %*a - %e % "are !e d#"ea# &a D3#+t3/Lrn "a ! !e
!"a&de % ! +e!"#%a!" -%-an%0
6e!te r# era# $nt%n!e "a-&#r% de o e&, %ar -a"#& era +r%n!
de e&e "# -e&"%#ge % "# ro % r#g%n%te0 Mane*re&e !e e,e"t#a#
man#a&0 Oamen%% mn#%a# "a-&#r%&e "# %n!tr#mente de a+#"at
gre&e, , "#te d%n &emn !mo&%t0 n a"e!t ,e&, am-ar"a %#nea "#
,#nd#& +&at era tra! $na%nte % $na+o% +e!te a&-%a $nt#ne"at a
r#&#%, &o*%nd#!e de -#ten%% +&#t%tor%, ad#% de a+ 0
;ata a %ntrat %med%at $n *or- "# ,eme%&e d%ntro " r# 0 E#
mam ae.at &a #n "a+ t a& -a"#&#% % m%am !"#,#ndat +%"%oare&e
$n a+a "are, de% $n to%#& *er%%, era re"e "a g/ea a % "#rgea
maron%e % $n*o&-#rat 0
n" d%n "o+%& r%e r#& a ,o!t +re.ent $n *%!e&e me&e,
totdea#na $nt#ne"at % $n*o&-#rat, +re"#m r#& GrMdande &ng
gar , "# -#ten% m%ro!%nd a !"oar % a r %n , "are !e $n*rte!"
$n"et $ntr#n "#rent +#tern%"= d%n adn" %e! amen%n tor +%etre
a!"# %te &a !#+ra,a a t#m#&t#oa! a a+e%0 A&-%a r#&#% e!te adn"
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+r%etenoa! 0 N# mam m%"at d%n &o" % mam #%tat $n a&t +arte0
m% *enea $ntotdea#na ! +&ng at#n"% "nd tata era +r%eteno! "#
m%ne0 E& !a a+ro+%at de m%ne % ma $ng/%ont%t #or +e !+ate:
1n e&ege " m%a ,o!t team , +#tea% ! te $ne"% , r ! o-!er*e
n%men%20 M%a ma% dat $n" #n g/%ont0 A &#at a+o% -%"%"&eta % a
, "#to ! !e m%te +e !"nd#r%&e #de0 Bar"ag%#& d dea dr#m#&
a&tor oamen% "are mergea# $n !en!#& o+#! ! !e #r"e &a -ord0
;ata a $nt%n! mna !a "ea mare "a ! o +r%nd +e a mea0
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t%e team , te $n,#r%%, de!%g#r0 A"#m era +r%eteno!0 M &o*%!e +rea
tare % o regreta0
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+erete, %ar *nt#& +#rta n%!%+#& ,%n $n *rte3#r% m%"%, , r ! te
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+orta&#& de +%atr era r "oare0 E+%tro+#& "are - t#!e "&o+ot#& &a
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n#m r gre%t ar ,% $n!emnat o "ata!tro, 0 ?t%am " tata tre-#%a
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+ermanent%.a $n !%ng#r tatea &#%0 Starea m%n%&or % +%"%oare&or &#%
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morm %e0 D#+ "te*a m%n#te !e a#.% .gomot#& #n#% motor de
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#n !emn de a+ro-are d%n +artea noa!tr 0 Cnd a * .#t " n%men%
n# a rea" %onat $n n%"% #n ,e&, a d%!+ r#t $n !+ate&e #ne% #% gre&e0
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e!te -#n#& D#mne.e#, $ntreg + mnt#& e +&%n de !&a*a &#%20
n "eea "e m +r%*ete am g !%t ,%na&#& +entr# ,%&m#& me#
% "/e%a #ne% reg#&% +e "are am #rmato totdea#na % +e "are o *o%
#rma totdea#na: <,rice s-ar *nt?mpla tre!uie s - i +aci &atoria &e
preot aa cum se cuvine=0 E!te %m+ortant +entr# "red%n"%o%, e!te
% ma% %m+ortant +entr# t%ne $n!# %0 Da" % +entr# D#mne.e# e!te
%m+ortant, a"e!t &#"r# !e *a *edea ma% tr.%#0 Da" n# e5%!t a&t
D#mne.e# $n a,ar de !+eran a ta, % +entr# D#mne.e#& a"e!ta
e!te %m+ortant0
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!tad%# de!t#& de a*an!at % n# e5%!ta +o!%-%&%tatea dea te ,o,%&a0
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mea *a ,% $nde&#ngat 0 S&#3-e&e re&%g%oa!e % o +%e! de teatr#
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a&%a3 +#tern%": + " to!#&e, +r%*ete % o+era, *e.% "e te atea+t
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toate %mag%n%&e +e "are &e ad +o!tea# e&e0 n "te*a d#+ am%e.e
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ro&#r% +entr# ,%e"are e&e* $n +arte0 Ce& ma% ,r#mo! d%ntre - %e % era
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&a teatr#& de o+eret 0 Iam dat ro&#& "a*a&er#&#%, " r#%a !ara.%n%% %
a# t %at &%m-a de*en%nd a!t,e& m#t0
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$n "ond% %% r#d%mentare, dar "# o de+&%n *%ta&%tate %, de
a!emenea, +& "ere0 n + d#rea $n "are, $n +&%n noa+te,
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,ere!tre&e .gr%enor%&or d%n RM!#nda0 Corteg%#& ,&age&a %&or tre"e
+e #n teren de "on!tr#" %e +e "are #rmea. ! !e $na& e #n !t#d%o
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de!+re "e e!te *or-a a# $m-r "at $n gra- "o!t#me&e
"ondamna %&or &a moarte0 Sa +#! $n ,#n" %#ne o "amer de ,%&mat
, r !onor % !a t#rnat re+ede !"ena ma% $na%nte "a nor#& ! !e
$m+r t%e0
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:edea tot0 Un +r%eten dea& ,am%&%e% adorm%!e $n t%m+#& !&#3-e% de
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d%nt%20 Un"/%#& E%nar era $ntrade* r ar/%*ar !e"#nd &a M%n%!ter#&
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"nta &a *%oar 0
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!,en%"e, #n "r#"%,%5 % /rt%e de m ta!e, m#&t%"o&or 0 ntr#n "o&t
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matemat%"e0 Iam r !+#n! " re,#. ! a""e+t a!emenea
-a&%*erne0 Neam &#at &a "eart 0 O!"ar "are era ma% +#tern%" de"t
m%ne, m%a !#"%t #n -ra % m%a "er#t ! re"#no!" e5%!ten a &#%
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"ont%n#a ! +eda&e.e0 Mergeam "# *%te. 0
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a+#"ato +e o " rare $ng#!t , $n 3o!, !+re +o%ana "are a*ea #n
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,#nd0 C rarea !e term%na $ntro ,%e $ng#!t de n%!%+, "are d#"ea
$n!+re a+ % "are a+o% d%!+ rea -r#!" $n $nt#ner%"0 Neam
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$n -#%toare, a!ed%a % de %n!e"te&e "e ro%a# $n 3#r#& no!tr#0 ;ata
a*ea #mer% dre+ %, #n tora"e &#ng, +%"%oare &#ng% % +#tern%"e % #n
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+re"#m I!#!, +e "r#"ea &#%, atrn $ntre gen#n"/%% &#% D#mne.e#,
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a+roa+e %med%at0 Neam /ot rt ! o &# m d%n &o"0
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a %ntrat $n "amer , ,er%nd#!% o"/%% de &#m%n 0 Se *edea " a-%a !e
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a"e&a% moment %a dat !eama de d#-&a % d#reroa!a "on,#.%e
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-%ne, $n +o,%da &#m%n%% -&nde de +e mare0 M%e dor de "e*a "are
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+anta "are #r" !+re !at#& + r !%t, a $n"e+#t ! ne -at gr%nd%na0
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a&ergat amndo% +n &a +r%ma "a! +#!t%e, #nde !e a,&a #n
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?edeam !trn! &%+%t de gen#n"/%% tate%0 6anta&on%% $% m%ro!ea# a
#me.ea& , era #d +e ,a % !e tergea "# o mne" a /a%ne%0 M
am ter! % e# "# mne"a mea0 1 %e ,r%" KW ma $ntre-at tata0 I
am r !+#n! " n#, de% $n !%nea mea $m% !+#neam " a"ea!ta ar
+#tea ,% G#de"ata de A+o%, "nd $nger%% !#n d%n trom+ete&e &or %
!tea#a "are +oart n#me&e de 6e&%n "ade $n mare0 Nega!em,
de!%g#r, e5%!ten a &#% D#mne.e#, dar n# "redeam " *o% ,%
+ede+!%t +n $ntratta, +entr# " tata "are a*ea #n &o" a!%g#rat
&a drea+ta Domn#&#%, ar ,% , "#t "e*a "a ! m a!"#nd 0 :nt#&
"are !#,&a $n ra,a&e de*enea tot ma% re"e % ma% $ng/e at0 A
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m%a +#!o +e #mer%0 Era #d dar "a&d , de &a " &d#ra tate%0 D%n
"nd $n "nd +e%!a3#& d%!+ rea $n !+ate&e #ne% +erde&e de +&oa%e0
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g/ea , $n ,a a o+ron#&#% !e , "#!e o - &toa" "are $n"e+#!e !
!e !"#rg !#- +%etre&e +e "are a"e!ta era "on!tr#%t0 L#m%na era
"en#%e % trem#rnd , "a $ntro $n!erare , r a+#! de !oare0
>gomot#& t#nete&or !e $nde+ rta +%er.nd tre+tat d%n %nten!%tate0
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o +&oa%e ,%n , dar a-#ndent 0
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t%m+, tre"#!e de3a ora "%ne%0 Dr#m#& !e tran!,orma!e +e a&o"#r% $n
+r%ae *o&#m%noa!e % +entr# a +eda&a $ % tre-#%a d%n "e $n "e
ma% m#&t +#tere0 Deodat -%"%"&eta a dera+at0 E# mam
ro!togo&%t +e o +a3%te, %ar tata a " .#t +e " rare0 Cnd mam
r%d%"at, e& era "#&"at nem%"at, #n#& d%n +%"%oare r mnnd !#-
-%"%"&et , %ar "a+#& $% atrna !+r%3%n%nd#!e de +%e+t0 De data a!ta
tata a m#r%t, m%am .%! e#0
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am &o*%t0 A+o% !a +#! +e r! "# r!#& &#% *e!e& % +r%eteno!0 Sa
r%d%"at % a redre!at -%"%"&eta0 6e o-ra. a*ea o m%" ran "are
!ngera0 Eram m#rdar%, #.%, +&%n% de noro%0 Cont%n#a ! +&o# 0
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-%ne d%!+#!0
6# %n $na%nte de -a" !e a,&a o ,erm mare0 ;ata a - t#t &a
+oart % a $ntre-at da" % !e $ng d#%e ! dea #n te&e,on0 Un
- trn %a r !+#n! " te&e,on#& era de,e"t d%n "a#.a ,#rt#n%%0 So %a
&#% nea %n*%tat &a o "a,ea0 A+o% ea a /ot rt " tre-#%e ! m
de.-ra" % ma ,re"at "# #n +ro!o+ a!+r# +e tot "or+#&0 D#+
a"ea!t o+era %e a ad#! #n "/%&ot de ,eme%e, o " ma groa! , o
" ma de noa+te, o 3a"/et % o +ere"/e de "%ora+% gro% de &n 0
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!#tan %a +#! o *e!t *e"/e de +%e&e0 B trn#& a $n/ mat #n "a&
&a o " r# *e"/e "# "o*%&t%r0 Am a3#n! &a :Mrom! &a a+#!#&
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,erea!tr , +e #n "o*or ,erme"at, % a# !#r*o&at toat + d#rea0
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eram +rea m%"0 ?% +e de a&t +arte n# era !%g#r " a"e& "o*or
+#tea ! d#" ma% m#&t de tre% +er!oane0 6r%n #a r ma!
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r !#na# $n de+ rtare %ar +&oa%a - tea +e a"o+er%0 D%n "nd $n
"nd "amera era &#m%nat de #n !%r de ,#&gere t "#te0
n a"ea!t "&%+ am a#.%t " !e de!"/%de ,erea!tra $n
"amera de a& t#r%0 Co*or#& ,erme"at ,#!e!e ar#n"at +e *erand %
"e% tre% a*%ator% $n" &e"a!er -a&#!trada0 O ra,a& de *nt a %.-%t
"a!a , "nd +ere %% ! geam , %ar +&oa%a !a $nte %t0 Nam ma%
+#t#t ! m a- %n % am dat ,#ga $n "amera *e"%n : era goa& , n%"%
#rm de "o*or, ,erea!tra era de!"/%! " tre $nt#ner%" % +erdea#a
,&#t#ra $n *nt0 n &#m%na #n#% ,#&ger &am * .#t +e ,rate&e me#
d%!+ rnd dea!#+ra + d#r%% +e "o*or#& ro#, "adr%&at, $n to* r %a
&#% Bengt % Sten FrI/o&m0
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de3#n am *r#t ! ad#" *or-a de!+re .-or#& &or, o +r%*%re
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a"o+er%#&#%0 L#m%na a#r%e % trem#r toare a !oare&#%, re,&e"tat
de %r#& de ,ere!tre a&e "a!e% +aro/%a&e "e !e a,&a +e "ea&a&t +arte
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ar"ade%0 L#m%na .%&e% tra*er!a $n &%n%e drea+t "#+o&a0 ;%m+ de
"te*a momente *%tra&%#& de &ng a&tar#& $na&t !e a+r%n!e0 A+o%,
d#+ o e5+&o.%e m#t % +e!tr% de ro# $n"/%!, a&-a!tr# % "a,en%#
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"e ma% $nt#ne"at: +%etatea &#% Ba"/ $nt rea "/%n#& +e "are $&
+rod#"ea %m+%etatea noa!tr 0 De!en#& trem#r tor % ne&%n%t%t, +e
"are &#m%na $& de+&a!a!e +e +erete, !e $na& , !e !#- %a. , $%
+%erde +#terea % !e !t%nge % e&0 ;rom+ete&e &an!ea. !tr%g te de
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"re+#!"#& "en#%#a&-a!tr# ,a"e "a $n -%!er%" ! domnea!" d%ntr
o dat o +a"e atem+ora& 0
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. +ada !"r %e !#- +%"%oare, r !#,&area !e $na& "a #n ,#m, da"
a"#m, de Ad*ent, e!te aa de ,r%g, "e ,e& de %arn *om a*eaK :a ,%
gre# !o !"oatem &a "a+ t0 Cora&%% &#% Ba"/ ,&#t#r $n" $n
"ont%%n a mea "a n%te *oa&#r% de "#&or% !om+t#oa!e0 E&e tre" o
dat % $n" o dat +rag#& #%&or de!"/%!e0 B#"#r%e0
ntr#n moment de "#te.an , tra*er!e. Storgatan, +e
"are domnete #n "a&m "ara"ter%!t%" #ne% .%&e de d#m%n%" , % %ntr#
$n "a!a +aro/%a& 0 A"o&o te $ntm+%n #n m%ro! de r#,e +roa!+ t
!+ &ate % de !,%n en%e, e5a"t "a a"#m "%n"%.e"% de an%0
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t "#t0 L#m%na re,&e"tat de . +ad de.* &#%e +&a,on#& !a&on#&#%0
6e -%ro#& d%n "amera mame% !e a,& o &am+ a+r%n! 0 S#,rager%a
e!te $n $nt#ner%", C%ne*a, #or $n"&%nat, + ete re+ede +e "#&oar0
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"on*er!a %e &%n%t%t , &%ng#r% "are !e &o*e!" $n"et de "et%0 Era ora
"nd !e !er*ete "a,ea#a de d#m%n%" d#+ am%a. , $n -#" t r%e0
m% !"ot +a&ton#& % +anto,%% % + e!" +e +ar"/et#&
+roa!+ t "er#%t % !"nte%etor d%n !#,rager%e0 Mama e!te ae.at
&a -%ro#& e% "# o"/e&ar%% +e na!, "# + r#& $n" ne$n" r#n %t $ntro
#oar de.ord%ne0 Ea e!te a+&e"at a!#+ra 3#rna&#&#% % !"r%e "# #n
!t%&o# !#- %re0 S"r%!#& e% e!te ega& % energ%", $n! m%"ro!"o+%"0
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+#tern%"e, do!#& +a&me% e!te !tr - t#t de *%ne +roem%nente,
a&-a!tre0 Ine&#& "# d%amant !tr &#"ete +#tern%" $ntre do#
*er%g/ete gre&e0 Ung/%%&e !#nt t %ate !"#rt, +%e&% e&e !#nt
ne$ngr%3%te0
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tn3%t d#+ a"ea!t "&%+ = de "nd a m#r%t mama "t de m#&t am
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"a,en%e de &ng o"/%#& !tng0
?t%# " deran3e., " e!te moment#& $n "are mama dorete
! ,%e !%ng#r , o t%# +rea -%ne0 na%nte de "%n tata !e od%/nete
%ar mama "%tete !a# !"r%e "e*a $n 3#rna&#& e%0 E# *%n de &a -%!er%"
#nde am a!"#&tat Orator%#& de Cr "%#n a& &#% Ba"/0 E att de
,r#mo!, &#m%na era deo!e-%t de ,r#moa! % tot t%m+#& mam
gnd%t: a!t .% ma% ,a" o $n"er"are % de data a!ta *a merge0
Mama .m-ete %ron%", "red, t%# &a "e !e gndete< A%
tre"#t $n ,%e"are .% +e Storgatan $n dr#m#& t # !+re teatr#0 Ma%
n%"%odat n# %a *en%t %deea ! %ntr% ! ne *e.%0 N#, , r $ndo%a& ,
nam *en%t0 Doar eram #n Bergman, n#% aaK N# tre-#%e !
deran3e., n# tre-#%e ! ,%# %no+ort#n0 ?%, de a&t,e&, at#n"% "nd
%ntr#, !e *or-ete totdea#na de!+re "o+%% % e# n# am n%m%" de .%!
+entr# " n#% * d n%"%odat 0 ?% a+o% tot anta3#& a"e!ta
!ent%menta&: , o m "ar de drag#& me#< Mama ! n# !e !#+ere <
S n# ma% go&%m !a"%% a"#m, ar ,% a-!#rd0 Da" mama mar & !a
+#r % !%m+&# ! m ae. +entr# "te*a m%n#te $n a"e!t ,oto&%#
*e"/%, n%"% m "ar nam !%m % ne*o%a ! *or-%m #n#& de a&t#&0 Da"
*rea, mama +oate "ont%n#a ! % !"r%e 3#rna&#&000 Ma%na de !+ &at0
La na%-a, m%am +ro+#! ! "#m+ r o ma%n de !+ &at0 Mama
a*ea ne*o%e de o ma%n e&e !+ &at, mam gnd%t &a a!ta de ma%
m#&te or%, dar de , "#t, nam , "#t n%m%", -%ne$n e&e!0
Mama !e r%d%" % merge "# +a% gr -% % Ctotdea#na "#
+a% gr -% %D !+re !#,rager%e, d%!+are $n $nt#ner%"0 A#d " !e m%"
"e*a $n !a&on0 A+r%nde &am+a de +e ma!a rot#nd , !e $ntoar"e, !e
$nt%nde +e +at#& a"o+er%t "# o "#*ert#r de "#&oare ro#$n"/%! %
!e a"o+er "# #n a& a&-a!tr#"en#%#0
M !%mt $n" o-o!%t , .%"e +ar" !"#.nd#!e0
:rea# ! te $ntre- "e*a %m+ortant, mam 0 A"#m " %*a
an%, "red " era $n *ara &#% )9, !t team $n -%ro#& me# de &a FMrO0
6&o#a, #na d%n a"e&e +&o% &%n%t%te de *ar "are d#rea. toat .%#a,
+&oa%e "are a!t .% n# ma% e5%!t 0 C%team % a!"#&tam +&oa%a0 Am
!%m %t at#n"% " d#mneata, mam , era% &ng m%ne, " era
!#,%"%ent ! $nt%nd mna +entr# a o at%nge +e a d#m%ta&e0 S#nt
!%g#r " n# dormeam % " n# am n !"o"%t a"ea!t !"en 0 ?t%am
" d#mneata et% a"o&o, "# m%ne, $n "amera a"eea, !a# n# "#m*a,
tot#%, era o $n"/%+#%reK N# +ot ! $n e&eg % de a"eea te $ntre-
a"#m +e d#mneata<
Mama, "are m +r%*ea "# aten %e, $ntoar"e "a+#&, %a o
+ern# "# "aro#r% *er.% % %o +#ne +e -#rt 0
E !%g#r " n# eram e#, !+#ne &%n%t%t 0 S#nt $n" ,oarte
o-o!%t 0 Dar ! re*%n &a $ntre-area ta0 Et% !%g#r " na ,o!t
a&t"%ne*aK
Fa" #n !emn "# "a+#& " n%"% e# n# ma% t%#0 M !%mt
de!"#ra3at, !tn3en%t0
Am de*en%t +r%eten%, n#% aa " am de*en%t +r%eten%K
:e"/ea d%!tr%-#%re a ro&#r%&or, "e& de mam % "e& de ,%# a d%!+ r#t
% a"#m am de*en%t +r%eten%, n#% aaK :or-%m de!"/%! #n#& "#
a&t#&, "# $n"redere, n#% aaK Oare +ot e# $n e&ege *%a a mame%0
Am e# m "ar #n +#n"t de &a "are ! +orne!" +entr# a o $n e&egeK
Sa# oare +r%eten%a noa!tr a ,o!t doar o %&#.%eK N#, ! n# "re.% "
m a,&# a%"% +entr# a d%*aga, .dro-%t de re+ro#r%&e +e "are m% &e
,a" e# $n!#m%0 N# e de&o" aa0 Dar +r%eten%aK Ro&#r%&e a# r ma!
a"e&ea%0 Oare n#ma% re+&%"%&e !a# !"/%m-atK Go"#& !a de!, #rat
"on,orm reg#&%&or +e "are e# &eam ,%5at0 Dar drago!teaK ?t%#, $n
,am%&%a noa!tr n# !e ,o&o!e!" a!t,e& de "#*%nte0 ;ata *or-ete
de!+re Drago!tea +entr# D#mne.e# "nd e!te &a -%!er%" 0 Dar a%"%
a"a! K No% #nde eramK C#m neam de!"#r"at no% "# %n%ma
$m+ r %t , "# a"ea!t #r a-%a $n -#%t K
;re-#%e ! *or-et% "# a&t"%ne*a de!+re toate a!tea, e#
!#nt +rea o-o!%t 0
C# "%neK N# +ot *or-% n%"% m "ar "# m%ne $n!#m%0 Mama
e!te o-o!%t a"#m, $n e&eg, % e# !%mt o-o!ea&a !#rd $n tot "or+#&,
to % ner*%%, toate m r#nta%e&e0 Mama $m% !+#nea: 1Ca#t % o
o"#+a %e, , % de &#"r# "# 3#" r%%&e ta&e "e&e no%0 N#, n#m% +&a"
mng%er%&e, t# et% m#&t +rea e5+an!%*, te "om+or % "a o ,et% 0 2
Mama m%a !+#! "nd*a " -#n%"a n# a a""e+tato
n%"%odat 0 C a re* r!at toat drago!tea e% +e!te ,%#& ! # "e& ma%
m%", a"e&a "are a m#r%t0 Dar mama "#% %a d r#%t drago!tea e%K
Mama $% $ntoar"e a"#m ,a a $n!+re &#m%na & m+%% de +e
-%ro# % $% * d +r%*%rea $nt#ne"at , o +r%*%re +e "are n# +o % n%"% !o
$na+o%e.%, n%"% !o !#+or %0
?t%#, !+#n e# re+ede, "# #n ,ream t +e "are "# gre#
re#e!" ! m%& !t +ne!"0 F&or%&e !e de!"/%d, %edera !e "a r ,
m#g#r%% $n*er.e!"0 F&or%&e !e de!"/%d, dar no%K De "e ne %e!e tot#&
+e do!K S ,%e oare de *%n -&o"a3#& -ergman%an !a# a&t"e*aK
m% ad#" am%nte de o "ata!tro, +ro*o"at de ,rate&e
me#0 Mama a %e%t d%n "amera a!ta, a tre"#t +r%n !a&on, #nde ne
a,&am no% "e%&a& %, !a "& t%nat % a &#ato a+o% !+re !tnga0 Mam
gnd%t at#n"%: 1!e +re,a"e, dar o ,a"e +rea e5agerat, +a!#& a"e!ta
o* %tor n# era +rea "on*%ng tor20 n &o"#& "/%+#r%&or noa!tre n% !
a# dat oare m t%, $n &o"#& !ent%mente&or n% !a "#&t%*at oare
%!ter%a, $n &o"#& tandre e% !% a& %ert r%% neam %.-%t oare de r#%ne %
*%no* %eK
Mama d#"e mna !+re + r, +r%*%rea $% e!te $nt#ne"at %
,%5 , "red " n%"% m "ar n# a "&%+%t0
4 De "e !a , "#t d%n ,rate&e me# #n %n,%rm, de "e !ora
mea a ,o!t red#! &a #n %+ t doar, de "e e# a tre-#%t ! tr %e!" "#
o ran "are n# !a $n"/%! n%"%odat , %n,e"tat , % "are $m%
!tr +#ngea tot "or+#&K N# *rea# ! m !or *%no* %a0 N# !#nt
+er"e+tor0 :rea# doar ! t%# de "e m%.er%a noa!tr a de*en%t aa
de $ngro.%toare d%n !+ate&e ,rag%&e% ,a ade a +re!t%g%#&#% !o"%a&K De
"e ,rate&e me# % !ora mea a# ,o!t &o*% % $ntr#n mod aa de
groa.n%", $n +o,%da gr%3%%, !+r%3%n#&#% % $n"reder%% a"ordateK De "e e#
am r ma! att de m#&t t%m+ %n"a+a-%& de a !ta-%&% re&a %% #mane
norma&eK
Mama !e r%d%" , $% $ntoar"e +r%*%rea $ntro +arte % re!+%r
adn"0 O-!er* " &a ar t tor#& !tng are #n +an!ament0 6e
no+t%er t%" %e "# gra- #n m%" "ea! de a#r0 Mama $ng/%te $n go&
de "te*a or%0
4 6o!ed #n $ntreg ar!ena& de e5+&%"a %% +entr# ,%e"are
!ent%ment, ,%e"are ge!t, ,%e"are %nd%!+o.% %e ,%.%" 0 Se a+ro- "# o
m%"are a "a+#&#%, "# #n aer de $n e&e+"%#ne0 ?% tot#% m ar#n"
"# "a+#& $na%nte $n a-%!#& *%e %%, , r a m +#tea ag a de n%m%"0
S#n magn%,%": m ar#n" "# "a+#& $na%nte $n a-%!#& *%e %%0 A-%!#&
a"e!ta e!te o rea&%tate %, ma% m#&t de"t att, e #n a-%! , r
"a+ t, dar n%men% n# moare .dro-%nd#!e de o !tn" !a# de
,#nd#& #ne% og&%n.% de a+ 0 Mam , o "/em +e mama aa "#m am
"/emato $ntotdea#na: "nd !e , "ea noa+te, % a*eam ,e-r ,
"nd *eneam a"a! de &a "oa& , "nd ,#geam +r%n +ar"#&
!+%ta&#&#%, $n $nt#ner%"#& !er%%, #rm r%t de *reo !ta,%e, "nd am
$nt%n! mna " tre mama, $n a"ea d#+ am%a. +&o%oa! &a FMrO0
N# t%#, n# t%# n%m%"0 Ce n% !e $ntm+& , +r%n "e tre"em no% a"#mK
N# *om re#% ! ,a"em ,a a"e!te% !%t#a %%0 Da, e ade* rat, am
ten!%#ne mare, am " + tato $ntro +er%oad $n "are mam !%m %t
#m%&%t % degradat0 O-ra3%% $m% ard % a#d +e "%ne*a #r&nd, +ro-a-%&
+e m%ne $n!#m%0
A"#m tre-#%e ! m !t +ne!" % ! m &%n%te!"0
nt&n%rea a!ta na de"#r! aa "#ra m%am $n"/%+#%to: mam
gnd%t " *om ,% +# %n me&an"o&%"% % " *om *or-% $n oa+t
de!+re a"e!te en%gme0 C mama ar ,% a!"#&tat, ar ,% e5+&%"at0 ;ot#&
ar ,% " + tat #n "ont#r "# a"eea% +#r%tate, a"eea% +er,e" %#ne "a
#n "ora& a& &#% Ba"/0 De "e nam *or-%t n%"%odat &a +er!oana a
do#a C1t#, tat g t#, mam gD, "% n#ma% &a +er!oana a tre%a
C1tatag mamagDK De "e am ,o!t o-&%ga % ! ne adre! m
+ r%n %&or notr% "# a"ea!t a-!#rd d%!tan gramat%"a& K
Am g !%t, -%ne$n e&e!, 3#rna&#& mame% $n !e%,#& de &a
-an" 0 D#+ moartea mame%, tata !t tea $n ,%e"are .% "# o &#+
+#tern%" % $n"er"a ! de!"%,re.e a"e!t !"r%! m%"ro!"o+%",
"teodat "od%,%"at0 ?%a dat !eama tre+tat " n# a "#no!"#to
n%"%odat +e ,eme%a "# "are a tr %t "%n"%.e"% de an%0 Oare de "e n#
%a ar! mama 3#rna&#&K S ,%e oare *or-a de o r .-#nare
+remed%tat : 1de a"#m $na%nte *or-e!" e# % t# n# +o % ! ma%
"om#n%"% "# m%ne, $ % de.* &#% +artea "ea ma% %nt%m a !#,&et#&#%
me# % t# n#m% +o % r !+#nde "a de o-%"e%, t "nd0 A"#m n# ma%
+o % ! ta"% aa "#m a% t "#t $ntotdea#na "nd e# te %m+&oram,
+&ngeam !a# #r&am20
Am de!"o+er%t at#n"% " mama era +e "a&e ! !e
de!"om+#n 0 6%"%oare&e e% d%!+ r#!er !#- a&, o-ra.#& +a&%d % !e
de!+r%n!e!e de gt % +&#tea $n ,a a dra+er%e% or%enta&e, o"/%% $%
era# +e 3#m tate $n"/%%0 6r%*%rea e% $nt#ne"at era $ndre+tat
!+re %nter%or, deget#& ar t tor "# m%"#& ! # +an!ament . "ea
nem%"at &ng "ea!#& de a#r0 Cor+#& .*e&t a& man%e% !e "on,#nda
"# de!en#& "#*ert#r%%0 Am , "#t #n e,ort dar n# +rea mare:
4 Neam "ertat % mama ma &o*%t +e!te ,a 0 Am &o*%to
&a rnd#& me#0 De "e neam "ertatK S"ene $ngro.%toare, #%
trnt%te, &a"r%m% de ,#r%e0 De "e neam "ertatK N#m% ad#" am%nte
de n%"% #n mot%*, $n a,ar de #&t%m#&, a"e&a $n &eg t#r "# tata,
"are era &a !+%ta&0 A ,o!t ge&o.%e, $n"er"are de a !ta-%&% #n "onta"t
!a# #n !%m+&# e,e"t a& ed#"a %e% noa!treK m% am%nte!" de
$m+ " r%&e noa!tre, de d#&"ea ##rare +e "are e&e o ad#"ea#0 Dar
m%n"%#n%&eK
D%n -#" t r%e *enea #n m%ro! !&a- de !"r#m-%e ,r%+t 0
;ata t#ea #nde*a de+arte, $n -%ro#& &#%0 Era ora "nd !e d dea
3o! d%n +at, d#+ od%/na de d#+ am%a. % "nd !e ae.a &a -%ro#,
"# #n tra-#" % "# o gramat%" e-ra%" 0
A"#m " %*a an% am , "#t #n m%" ,%&m de!+re e5+re!%%&e
,e e% mame% me&e, ,o&o!%nd o "amer de o+t m%&%metr% % #n
o-%e"t%* !+e"%a&0 A*eam &a d%!+o.% %e #n mater%a& "on!%dera-%&,
deoare"e &a moartea tate% ,#ra!em toate a&-#me&e "# ,otogra,%%&e
de ,am%&%e0 ;ema ,%&m#&#% era de"% ,a a mame%, ,a a Par%ne%, de &a
+r%ma %mag%ne, "nd a*ea tre% an% +n &a #&t%ma, o +o. de
+aa+ort, , "#t "# "te*a &#n% $na%nte de #&t%m#& ! # %n,ar"t0
>% de .% am !t#d%at !#te de ,otogra,%% +r%n o-%e"t%*#& "are
+#tea ! &e m rea!" !a# ! &e m%"ore.e: ,%%"a ,a*or%t a #n#%
tat "are $m- trnea, +# %nte& arogant , "o& r% a, "are era
$m+re#n "# "o&ege&e e%, $n "&a!a $nt% a m t#%% Roa, $n ')(90
Fata !e ag%t 3enat ,%%nd" ea +oart #n or mare, -rodat, $n
t%m+ "e "o&ege&e e% de "&a! n# a# !ort#r%0 Urmea. "on,%rmarea,
$ntro -&#. a&- , "ro%t $n !t%& r#!e!", -ogat $m+odo-%t = o ,at
"e/o*%an , !ent%menta& % en%gmat%" 0 A+o% tn ra a!%!tent
med%"a& $n #n%,orm , tn r /ot rt % "are %n!+%ra $n"redere:
re#%!e n# de m#&t &a e5amen#& de d%+&om , a*nd de a%"% $n"o&o o
me!er%e0 A+o% ,otogra,%a de &a &ogodn , , "#t &a Or!a $n '('80 O
"a+odo+er de %nt#% %e: &ogodn%"#& !ta &a o ma! , ,r#mo!
+%e+t nat, "# #n aer $ngr%3%t, $n +r%ma &#% /a%n !a"erdota& , "%t%nd
o "arte0 La a"eea% ma! !e a,& &ogodn%"a, %nnd $n ,a a !a &#"r#&
de mn 0 Brodea. #n er*et0 St +# %n a+&e"at $na%nte %
+r%*ete $n o-%e"t%*0 L#m%na *%ne de !#! % &a! $n #m-r o"/%%
negr%, &arg de!"/%%0 Do% oamen% !%ng#r% "are n# a# o ,ront%era
"om#n 0 Urm toarea %mag%ne e emo %onant : mama !t $ntr#n
,oto&%# $na&t, a*nd $n ,a a e% #n "%ne "are o +r%*ete a,e"t#o!0 Ea
rde *e!e& C#na d%n +# %ne&e ,otogra,%% $n "are man%a rdeD0 E!te
&%-er , +roa!+ t " ! tor%t 0
O m%" +aro/%e $ntro + d#re d%n Ha&!%ng&and, de+arte de
#ra "are e5%!t $ntre 1Ma2 % 1Gent%&#& e% +a!tor2 "#m $& n#mea ea0
6r%ma e% !ar"%n , mama, +# %n o-o!%t , !e !+r%3%n de #m r#& tate%0
E& !#rde mndr# % +rote"tor, n# +rea +rote"tor, dar tot#%,
de!t#& de +rote"tor0 B#.e&e mame% !#nt #m,&ate "a d#+ m#&te
! r#t r%, +r%*%rea e% e!te $n* &#%toare, ,a a -&nd , &#m%noa! 0
Urmea. a"#m ,otogra,%%&e d%n "a+%ta& : tn ra +ere"/e "#
"o+%% ,r#mo% % -%ne $ngr%3% %, $ntr#n a+artament $n!or%t +e !trada
&%n%t%t d%n &%n%t%t#& "art%er X!terma&m0 B%ne "oa,at , -%ne
$m-r "at , +r%*%rea ma!"at , !#r!#& ,orma&, +odoa-e ,r#moa!e0
Ea e!te *%oa%e % % !e "#*%ne ! ,%e %#-%t 0 ?%a# &#at $n +r%m%re
ro&#r%&e +e "are &e 3oa" "# ent#.%a!m0
n" o ,otogra,%e $n "are mama rde: !t +e !" r%&e
*erande%, &a :Mrom!, e# m a,&# +e gen#n"/%% e%, an% "e& m#&t
+atr# an%0 Frate&e me#, "are are o+t an%, !t $n +%"%oare, !+r%3%n%t de
-a&#!trad 0 Mama e $m-r "at "# o ro"/%e !%m+& , de -#m-a",
de!"/%! &a "#&oare, $n +%"%oare +oart "%.me $na&te, groa!e, de%
e!te "a&d0 M %ne !trn!, "#+r%n.nd#m% m%3&o"#& "# "e&e do#
m%n% a&e e%0 M%n%&e mame%, m%"%, dar +#tern%"e, "# #ng/%%&e t %ate
!"#rt, "# +%e&% a d%n 3#r#& #ng/%%&or roa! 0 Ce& ma% -%ne $m%
am%nte!" de +a&ma e%, "# &%n%a *%e %% adn" gra*at , o mn #!"ata
% ,%n , "# ma% m#&te ram%,%"a %% de *%ne: ,&or%, "o+%%, an%ma&e0
Re!+on!a-%&%tate, gr%3%, +#tere0 Uneor% d#%o%e0 La dator%e,
totdea#na0
R !,o%e!" ma% de+arte0 Mama d%!+are $n"et, $n"et $n
,#rn%"ar#& ,otogra,%%&or de ,am%&%e0 A ,o!t o+erat de "#rnd, %a#
,o!t !"oa!e #ter#& % o*are&e, ade, $m-r "at $ntro e&egant
ro"/%e de "#&oare de!"/%! , "&%+ete +# %n d%n "a#.a &#m%n%% +rea
+#tern%"e0 >m-et#& n#% ma% a3#nge +n &a o"/%0 A&te ,otogra,%%0
Iato $ndre+tnd#% !+ate&e d#+ "e a +&antat r !ad#r%&e de ,&or%
$ntr#n g/%*e"%0 M%n%&e $% !#nt +&%ne de + mnt % ea &e &a! !
atrne0 O-o!ea& , +oate team 0 ;ata % "# ea a# ,o!t + r !% %0
Co+%%% % ne+o %% a# +&e"at0 S#nt "o+%% -ergman%en%: n# tre-#%e !
deran3e.%, n# tre-#%e ! te ame!te"% $n "eea "e n# te +r%*ete0
?% a+o% #&t%ma %mag%ne, ,otogra,%a +entr# +aa+ort0 Mame%
$% +& "ea# " & tor%%&e, teatr#&, " r %&e, ,%&me&e, oamen%%0 ;ata dete!ta
" & tor%%&e, *%.%te&e %m+ro*%.ate % +e !tr %n%0 Boa&a % !e $nr #t ea
% e& !e 3ena de ne+#t%n a &#%, de ,a+t#& " $% trem#ra "a+#& % "
a*ea gre#t % &a mer!0 Mama de*enea d%n "e $n "e ma% m#&t
+r%.on%era &#%0 Ea !e e&%-era d%n "nd $n "nd % +&e"a $n Ita&%a0
6aa+ort#& $% e5+%ra!e a"#m % #rma ! !% !"oat a&t#& no#0 F%%"a e%
!e " ! tor%!e % !a !ta-%&%t $n Ang&%a0 ?%a , "#t ,otogra,%a +entr#
+aa+ort0 A*#!e!e de3a do# %n,ar"t#r%0 Sar ,% .%! " #n *nt
g&a"%a& tre"#!e +e!te ,a a e%, mod%,%"nd#% +# %n tr ! t#r%&e0
6r%*%rea $% e!te a-#r%t % mama, "are $ntotdea#na "%tea, n# ma%
+#tea ! "%tea!" 0 In%ma d%!tr%-#%a !nge&e "# .gr"en%e0 6 r#& e%,
de #n "en#%# meta&%" e!te +%e+t nat +e !+ate, !"o nd &a %*ea&
,r#ntea e% &at 0 G#ra .m-ete o* %tor0 La ,otogra, tre-#%e !
.m-et%0 6%e&ea moa&e a o-ra3%&or atrn % e!te -r .dat de r%d#r%
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