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A#$%&' ( ) *umamalesdemulttimpcaia!ameasnu"ieunasimpl,e identcaceastcartemi+aridicatno upr lem : %ndetre uiesmprescncutrilemele,p, nundesspuniundetre uiesncepstac- ( ici datnuam sim!itne o iasnuspununlucruidincauzaaceastamis+aspuscpo t"acemaimultrudec, tine- . inminteceram datnc/ iliaprintelui o s "teidela* ir 0, rla,undemdusesem cu"o stameas !ie,actualmentemedicdeur0en!-( e certam petemarencarnriii,cum eanucredeanasta,pentrucaaspuneiserica,lalesesepetr, nulclu0rdreptar itru-* , ndlntre asecum estecurencarnarea,printele tusenretra0ereiispusesecnuexistaace a,nslas", ritm prises+mispunce antrepatru c/ iimi repr asecam smintit+-Adic,maiexact,ispusesem unade rpecarenuerapre0tits+1primeasc-Atunci,pemo ment,nutiam ceszic,mai alescnutenaticutiin!adea+ispunecui aceeaceesteco nstructi pentruel,pentrusu"letullui- Supratpeminensumi,am rutsnumaio r escnimnuidesprenimic,darm +acertatdeastdatprinteleAr0atu: ecepuiluminasu r c2" * um a"i rutsmpacicaprai arza,m aiexacts"acceeacetre uieipentrum ineipentruceilal!i,nuam 0sitaltso lu!iedec, tsm r 0-3iatunciam ziseu,nsineam ea,* eluideSus: aceunusuntcapa ilsdiscernceanum epo tspuneast"elnc, tsnurnesc,snne unesc, saussuprpecine acutainelespirituluiumancare, rem nu rem,existi,"r reunmeritpers nal,mis+audesco perit,atuncieu s o r esc li er, sspunt tce+m itreceprincapimiinedinsu"letsaudeprinaltepr!i,darcerdo arat, t:4sai' l0ri5caacelacruiaio r escsaui scriusiado arceeacei"o l seteiar,dac0reesc,' l,cuputerea6ui,ssc/ im e0reealameanine,at, tpentruminec, tipentrucellalt7-" 3tiucuniidinco le0iimeipsi/ analitio rspunecnu"acaltce adec, tuntrans"erderspundereiade rulestecasta"ac- ar umnezeueste untipdetrea ,tiemaimulteipo ateducemaimultdec, tmine- ( utiudacesteinepede+a+ntre0ul,nicimcarnuam msuratastaradiestezic,darastaam sim!it,astaam "cut-8o m edeaceseant, mplan timpiceo r"aceceicares+auadpatdelaiz o rulade ruluiprincelescrisesauspusedemine-9ricum ,dacceicaren a!delamine o r"o l si cuno atereanru,nucredcm o isim!i"o arte ino v at,tiucestemo mentuluneipo larizriindi idualeic/ iars ciale,care a"acesse mplineasccu intele&, ntuit rului,cntr+"amilieo r"itreico ntrado iido ico ntratreipentrunum ele6ui-: iecarea em un6ierAr itrucarene n0duiesale0emntreineiru,aac,las", rit,nim eninu aputeaspunecnuatiutcareeste; ineleicare#, ul- Inceeaceprieterela!iaculumeamedicalr m, neasc,saucuceicarepracticdierse"o rmedeterapiealternati,am a5unslaurmtarea co ncluzie-ntruc, texistdestuicaresecreduriculpm, ntuluiicarecredceipo tttam sdez luiunade rsimplu:"iecareo lna areleaculla cine a,launmedic,terapeut,saupreo t,lucrur, nduitdeInteli0en!adiinn"unc!iedecuno aterea,<armai ira!iaam, ndur ra-Ainter enitu,ca ter!perso an,nacestlucru,presupunespreiei<arm apacientului-6a"elsent, mplicuini!ierile-9ini!iereperei<i,pete/ nicaradiant sauradiestezie,presupune e o lu!iespiritual, urcareiimplicit elieraredesu 6e0ea=armei-Ampiedicapecine as "acim plic inter en!iandrumulluideterminatde8o in!adiin- ' uunul"acn"elulurmtr-Amcreatunpr 0ramspecialpentruacetiindi izi,care"acecaaceiacarem piedicpecine asa5un0lamine,ca sn e!esaus"ietratat,spreiaautmat o alai<armaaceluia-Am n!ele0erepentrumulsimplu,neini!iatn reo tainaspiritului,darpentru ceicare3) I%nuamniciuna-Suntc/ iarcuriscum ssedescurcemariimaetrinmo mentulncareo r"in/ !a!ideundemo nalcanceruluisaude unulalleucemiei!' stealtce ac, ndtrateziielnusepo ateatin0edetine,ntruc, t<armataesteunapo zitiinupo ates+!i"acnimicpentructe apr um nezeu-&airuestec, ndtrecilam inusiteatin0e"iara-Atunci s+i edem c/ i!indpelaco l!uri,"rstiedece,dar inale a apar!inenttalitate- Acelailucrul+am creatinm o m entulncaream am zutcado uameacarte, nt, rziasapar-Am co ndi!i natcat !icei respo nsa ilident, rziereaeispreiadurerilecel rcarear"iputut, rutitre uits citeasc-Am a utunmo mentncarenumis+an0duits "o lsescnimicdincuno tereameacasur0entezapari!iaeidar,dinmo m entulncareama utlier,ttuls+asc/ im at- Aacacumestec/ estiunedetimpideco ndi!inarepur"izicapari!iauneicr!iinudepindede"aptulcpers anesauser iciia ilitatecualte c/ estiunisea0undenule"ier eala- o tssea0e,dinparteamea,darrs"acprecum Apo stlul a el,peatunciSaul,pedrum ul am ascului, o rsdeacupici rulnspin!"io rde eniclien!i"ideliaiterapeu!ilrdinm edicinaalternati ,aidesc, ntt ril riaia el r+raci-' uunulleurez succes- Aputeasmer0peurt"istac,darmi+arluadinplcereareuitei-3tiu,deasemenea,cdintreceicareseo rridicaprincuno ateremul!imio r de enipo nen!i-' stele0ea"iriicare,spuneam,pleacdelaprimacderean0erilrico ntinucu"iecareluptpentrusuprem a!ientr+turm de cer isau/ aitdelupi-3ino iluptms"impreedin!i,prim+minitrii,saus"im peprim elel curint pulcel rm aio 0a!iam eni-Saus"im,tiui eu,ceimaiciti!iscriitrir m, ni- ecenu2 S"ium aiexplicit-( utiucum ,daram iceiul,po ateun,po atepr st,s"iunlculnepo triitilamo mentulnepo triit- o atecaatre uie2 * ertestecam nceputsdaunsemntate,ncdec, nderam "o artemic,in"o rma!iei- eatuncinutiam cea eam s"accuea,saucam sscriu v reo dat-; am m ai isam un>am es; o nd+SI,nco n5uratde"em ei"rumo aseitrindpericuls,pendul, ndntrelumeainterlpiceaaamenilr o 0a!i-&i+amaitrecutpu!in?sic!@- 6aunmo mentdatmn , rteam ntr+uncercnupreaele atdinierar/ ias cialc, nduntipmipo v estetec,mpreuncuunara ,sepre0teaus deauntun"deunmiliarddeleiunei nci-Astasent, mplaacum c, tatimp,c, ndleula eaalt alare-Am rmasstupe"iatpentrucpeprincipalul ac!inardeaco l lcuno team insemnaclardeauimplicitipeel-Am ntre atnsdecelaancaaceeainulaaltaimis+arspunsc,dact t estepeduc,mcarso a5ute"cumv aiei!I+am ntre atdeundetiuim is+arspunsca eaupecine a,directrde"ilial,carei!inealacurent icarelespusesec"useserdatenitem prum uturi"raco perireicera c/ estiunedetimpp, nceancaa easintrenim po siilitatedeplat i,nceledinurm,n"aliment- * um a eaus "ac2Sim plu-Av eauunindi idcaresecupadee aluriiinten!inaussuprae aluezeunterencu ildina"ara ; ucuretiului- eazaluia eaus !inunmprumutcarenua eas"iereturnatnici dat,cupa0aderi0o arepentrue aluatridirectrul"ilialei- * es"acacum eucuin"o rma!iarespecti2Smduclaaceacuno tin!,s+ispuns+isco ataniicseducpeapas, m eteiismipunpieleala saramurdacsea"la2* elpu!inaamispunean0erulmeupzitr- arnuam ascultat-Sincer,m +am "cutcpl u- estec, te azilensm er0eam pestradiama5unsdinurmdo iindiiziinem rca!icarediscutaudespreaceeaianc,dedataastadespre"aptulceratimpuls+isco atanii deaco l ,ci+au!inutdestul-' rade5apreamult-Aacm +amduslaso !iatipuluicarea eaaniilaancii+amspus- upcei+am po v estitt tcea"lasem ,s+aal itla"a!deziceam csadundepe5s,m+antre atcum deam unasemeneacercdecuno tin!e ie identcnum+acrezut!AacapierdutABCdinaniipecareia eaunanc- aceia eaupeste1BB-BBBdedo lari,da!iseamacin"o rma!ia pecarele+ddusem a al ratce a! estec, te alunis+aade eritca usesem dreptate-Aureuits+iretra0 partedinani,cupa0adeABC- Astaeraalareain"o rma!ieipecarele+ddusemidecaresuntco ntient- . inmintec,launmo mentdat,supratpeediturameacnu+mimaisco ate datcartea+astatunannediturp, nsapar+,m+am dusla editrulmeuii+am spusc in"o rma!iecareastziestecaldm, inenuca"irece,cide+adreptulrecein0r pat,d+apo idupunan!( o r cc secretmanianceeaceprietetainelespirituluidi"eri!ilrmaetriiipreo !ilrmi+alsat parteacitit ril rnein"o rma!i,daridesc/ iisprecu+ no atereaspiritual,trans"o rm, ndu+iautmatncititri"ideli- ece P entrucam a5unsntim placo ncluziacesteco m ina!iaidealpentrupr tec!iapers nalic/ iaracelrlal!i-( iciuna nuestedea5unsiastapentruc,nmo m entulncarenumaieticurat,"unc!i neazmai0reu-' ntit!ilene0ati enum aipleacdaccelcarele 0o netenuestetcmaipur-3iatuncipre"ers"o lsescrei<icare,"iindco nceputs"unc!inezecusim o luri,nuestein"luen!atdestaream eade m o m ent-; auneo ri,cu caziaterapiil rpecarele"ac,mcur!peminensumi?aa ea0ri5de am eni"iindceamai un"aptpo siilcas rscumperepcatul@,put, nd"o lsimaiapo imetdeledeterapieradiestezice- 6aunmo mentdat,deDiua) utur rS"in!ilr,am a5unsla iseric-Sincer,am co lit isericaaceeade"iecaredatc, ndam trecutpel, n0ea- ( un!ele0eam decemadusese; unul umnezeuaici- * erurileeraudesc/ ise, datcunceperea6itur0/ iei,imaremi+a"o stmirareasdmaimultelucruri- umnezeusepre0tisedesr tarei sem rcasecu/ aineledestinateuno rasemeneazile-' uunulipre"erstraielealedezicuzi- u!inlumetie,imaipu!inede,c umnezeueste pers an,careuntr ncuade raticprietetttimpulsprecrea!ialui-' ramns !itdeprietenamea,careareieac/ iidesc/ ii,ideun"ratede m nstire,carea eapr lem ecu lestem ulunuipreo t-' rasr t aren* er,dar umnezeuerasuprat-* , ndeste' lm, / nitaisenza!iac!ise s", iesu"letul- 8ino sus, ra0o !",mi+aspus-&i+am lsatco rpulniserici,nspirit,am urcatl, n0) r nul6ui-Stteam uit, ndu+mla' linuncetam s mmirc, tdealidecuratpo ates"ie- P o ts) eatin0, o amne2",amspuscu0reutate- Am zutcum in"l reteunz, m etpeuzenaintedea+mispune:P o !i!" Am ntinsm , naii+amatinspleteleal eiam sim !itnsu"letceeacenuamsim!itnicidatcasimplum-: ericireadea+6"iatinspe' l- nt arce+tecuspatele!",m i+aspus o m nul um nezeulmeuceliu- * umsstaucuspatelela) ine, o amne2" ntarce+!ipriireaspre ameni!"mi+aspuscalm-&+am nt rsiam zut,pepm, nt,miide amenicarestteaun0enunc/ i,cu"e!ele ndreptatectre um nezeu,ru0, ndu+se-Av eau c/ iinc/ ii-&iide r icarepri eauctrecine aacruiexisten!nicimcarnu n!ele0eau- e aco l se edeaualtelumi,alteplanete,pecarealte"iin!eumaneseru0au-) o atecerurileseru0au* eluicareledduse ia!-' raunspectaco l impresinant- Stai5s,ndreaptamea!",mi+aspus um ezeuim +am aezatpe treapta) r nului,uit, ndu+msprepm, nt-3it tui,deceeram, / nit' l2 &i+am ndreptatpriireaspirituluispre planetapr piatdeno i-( umicmi+a"o stmirareac, ndam zritaco l ameni,maiexact"iin!eumano ide cuc/ iimarialun0i!iine0ri,cum eraucele"o t 0ra"iaten( e ada,la#o sEellparc-&+am dusctreei- Aienitsne"aciru2",a"o stprimullr0, nd- ( u, o amne"erete!8o iam do arsdmaideapr ape!"isim!eam uniiliniti!iimsim!eam eunsumico n"o rta ilnprezen!alr-I+am inecu , ntat: umnezeui&aica o mnuluisainpaz!" 3ipetine!",mi+aurspuns- &+am nt rsncer,la) r nul umnezeuluimeu-nl cs"iesr tare,sesim!eado artriste!e-( un!ele0eam nsdece-3i,deo dat,slu5aa a5unslapredic--- Anceputsn"ierezetcmaiceeace"ceameu-; iener+0o terapia,radiestezia,nimicnuascpatdespumeleunuipreo tcarenueracumultmain v , rstdec, tmine-lascultam ipri eam ttdatla umnezeu,carenuspuneanimic-llsas+idescarceeninulasuprauno ramenicarelcredeau iluaudeunt tceeacespunea,tcmaipentruceranuaaltarului-3inuputeamslco ntrazicacum- ( ucredca ea/ a ardeceeacespuneaieram ai r dec, tr ii- entrupreo !iicareauc, tdec, tdo rin!adeacutaidean!ele0e,po tspune cam eniiaudi"erite0radedeira!iidat rate ie!il ranteri are,<arm eideneam ,alim enta!iei,0, ndurilr,lcurilrundetriesc,saumuncesc,sau senasc- inaceastcauz,suntmul!ipecarea+imprtinseam na+idistru0epurisimplu-' steceeacespunea&, ntuit rulc, nd o r eadespre urdu"uri-( upo !iturna inno un urdu"uri ec/ i!",pentrucnurezist-3iatunci,naintecaun m sa5un0ssemprteasc,tre uies+i mo di"ice i ra!iala al areapr piat,casnusedistru0- inacestpunctde edere,adamprtanieunui o lna estecaicum i+aiturna"o c spiritualpe0ur! Apari!iaiener0o terapeu!ilreranecesitate,caeri0lipsntre m ipreo t- , ni0radelede i ra!iealeterapeu!ilrsuntdi"eriten "unc!iedee o lu!ialrpers nali,e ident,deener0iilelacareauacces-Am "cutdi"eritetesteiam zutc,dac"o lsescener0iideira!iimari, pacien!iinupo tsupo rtalum inarespecti acuz, ndc/ iardureri-!ispunc/ iarsieim, nadepeeipentruciarde- Aacs"tuiescpreo !ii,naintesa o rdezeunsu iect,slstudieze-Andrum apecine aia "ace0reitesteunlucru0ra ,decaredm s co tealmaimultdec, tatuncic, nd0reim pentruno i,iara+6m, / nipe umnezeuestede+adreptul neno r cirepentruno it !i,indi"erentc, tde t lerantiiu it reste' l-
%( Anueste "em eiecum arputea"icine atentatscread,ciunadintrestructurilemilitarizate"icialedin#o m, niadincadrulcreia,laun m o m entdat,m +aco ntactatcine a,unco l nelnrezer ,carem i+aspuscm i+acititcarteaicaremisiuneas"o rm ezeno uarm,arma SI- Am r arede am eniicare o r esctareideceicare o r escncet- acpsi/ o l 0ii o r escprecum pit nul=adin* r!ile5un0lei,c, nd ncercas+1/ ipno tizezepe&o E0li,ninten!iadeasdinsu co ntientmesa5esu liminaledo ardeeitiute,militarii o r esctare,deparcar o r i t ttimpulunuintre0 atali n-Setiecprincu , ntsetransmiteener0ie,daram crezutcmilitariisuntmaincuia!inalespirituluip, nn mo mentulncaream cuno scutunco lnelnrezer ,"o strespo nsa ilcupazaam asadel r-3tiacnusuntuni0no ranti,c, ndl+am ntre atdece v o r eteaadetare,mi+aexplicatcn"elulstaim o ilizeazpesu alterni-( utiacceeace"aceesteuntrans"erener0etic,cpr iectaener0ialui asupraaltra- ' racuno atereincipientdemanipulareener0eticiin"o rmatic,darera! ' i,mo m entulncaredo mnulco lneldela%( Aanceputs+miurlelatele"o n0ul0utelepecareilepre0tisedinainte,"rs reaum+am crispatimi+amadusamintede"o stulmeue",ntre , ndu+mcereade"aptdelamine,dinco l depo v esteapecaremi+spunealatele"o n- P o meneam launmo mentdat,nprimameacarte,despreade ratecursuridemar<etin0"?lacarepredde iceicine aco litna"ara!rii@n cadrulcr raetipussn e!isteco ncentrezipecelde+altreilea c/ intimpcereci!iclientului po v esten !atpedina"ar,timpncarei transmi!imentaldo rin!adeacumpraunpr duspr stiscump! * , ndam realizatcasta"acedo mnulco lnel,am de enitimaiinteresat,pentruceutiam cexist structurdeacest0en-&i+areplicatc existaupers aneco litendierse!ri,darcnuac!i nauncadruluneiarm e r0anizateco n"o rm criteriil r( A) 9- o v eti-Am co ntinuatnssm "accn0/ it0lutele"rum o sam alate-' ram curi ss dcereade"aptdelamine-Amuzanta"o stc, ndama5unsianceputsmiseadresezecu do mnulepr "es r"-9"ceacadin0reeal,cuum ilin!apr ape,ipo atecm +ar"ipclitdacnua"icuno scutceeacenarmatsec/ eam po liticadecadre"-&aiexact,pentrucinenutie,astanseamnA #9&I) ' 9#I* ' : F#F ( I* I9A* 9P ' #I#' , G( F * ' H. I#' A6ID' DI S* 9P %6!: rcu , nt,nestitatesauaco perireprin"apte! %r, t,darastaestepo liticaser iciil rmilitarizater m, ne-&o m eala,mare,spredaulano un"iin!ataco al?nsu"letulm eucredsincerca"i unpentruaace aic/ iarm i+arplcea@ttce!inedearma SI-Suntplim atprin0aleriapr "es rilr,0eneralilrico nductrilrdetir m, ni- ( umaicnumiseinduceideeacaputea"iieuntr+unta lu,aco l- &i+a "eritc/ iar sc/ em ano iistructuri,pecaretre uias"acadno tricuceeacedo ream pentruutilareala o ratrului,pr lemelepecare v o iam sauco nsideram necesarslestudiezeunla o ratr SI-; aam primitiacteleacas!( u"ceadec, ts+miinducideeacacestpr iectera v ia ilismspar0",nlum eaparapsi/ o l 0iei,ceamaiim po rtantestein"o rm a!ia,riastaa eaune o iedelamine-Aurmat,c/ ipurile, nt, lnire pre0titarecualtec, te apers aneciile-9"eti!cutatlei,do ctrnpsi/ o l0ieis cil0ie,ipsi/ o la0- ntr+saldeedin!ecu"o tliidepieletre uias"acem ,c/ ipurile,demo nstra!ien"a!auno r0eneralinaintedeade ratareprezenta!iecarea ea lcado uazi,ezido amne,n"a!aade ratelrpers anecaretre uiauco n insedenecesitatean"iin!riiacesteistructuri- Am urmritunspectaco lncare"eti!a,pre0titdedo ctrulnpsi/ o l 0ie,citea"cude0etelesau edea"cul rii induc!ie/ ipno tica do amneipsi/ o l0-* , ndam a5unsnsal,"iecares+aaezatnlculpecarelsim !eacelm ai un-%rm ace acarenua eas+m iplac-ntim pce t !iceilal!isestrduiausaratedi erselucruri,eu"ceam msurtri-3iam desco peritct!iceide"a!a eaucuno atere,ntr+unpr cent n0ri5rtrpentrumine,careeramsin0urmpo trialr-* amI BCdinc, tameu- eunulsin0urnuam reuitslm so riastapentrucm i+arespins co ardacucaremcuplasemlael-nmo mentulncaream ncercat,mi+aaz , rlit+c, tco l -* redceradeladepartam entuldein"o rma!ii,eracelmai deteptisin0urulcarenum+asu estimatniciclip-6+amluatnslapurecat,cas+ia"lutatecapacit!ile-( ui+amzutc/ ipuldin"a!niciclip- ) o ttimpulc, tl+ampriit,l+amzritdinpr "il,ast"elcmi+ar"i0reus+1recuno scpestrad- 6+amdesco peritpe0eneralulcarea eacapacitateadedecizieil+am msurat-Amdesco peritca eapr lem ecuinima,co n inscsemani"estau cadureripreco rdialeinunumai-&iritasercm"cusersatept+lisepreaino rm alpentrucpurtauta lelel rn"o rmdesteledeparc ar"ipurtatpeumeriilrttuniersul! * , ndm i+a enitr, ndul,am nceputprinalespunecnusuntso ldatalarm ateir m , nei,prinurm are,num supunle0ilrl r- ecimieste per"ectperpendicularce0radeauicestenesim!irecaeu,cain itat,s+iateptpeei-( uerainteresulmeus+icuno scia eam pacien!ipecarei tratam ipecareianun!asem snumai inlaca inetdo arpentrualeexpunelrideilemelenceeaceprieteperico lulunuirz o i SI-Apo i, dupceam zutclis+aulun0it"e!ele,le+am po v estitdespre pildaluiSun) zu,cares+aduslam pratul* / ineiii+aspuscpo ates+i antrenezeceamai unarm atdinlume-mpratuli+areplicatcdacesteaaatuncipo ates"ac armatidinco ncu inelelui-Sun) zua acceptat,cuco ndi!iasisendeplineasccererile-S+adusla"emeilecucaretriampratul,le+aaliniat,le+aartatcareestest, n0aicaredreaptai apo icum spercutezelaco m andalui-6e+aco m andat:6ast, n0a!",sau,m r 0,cele+"ico m andatel- : emeileaunceputsc/ ico teasc,s+ide+aco ate,dare identcnuau"cutnimic-* ur dare,le+arearan5at,le+aartatdinno uile+adat no u co m and-Aureac!i natla"el-3it taadec, te ari-Atunciacerutmpratuluistaiecapul"a o ritei!3icum pr misesesla5utecuttceicere, acestaa"o stne o its+imo are"em eiapecareplceacelmaimult-' v identc,laurmtrulrdin,tates+aumicatcanites lda!iantrena!i! 6e+am explicatdecepo rnisem dez ateream eacupildaaceea-Anum epentru"aptulcnicieunuam ruts"acceeace"acnprezent,darc,cu m inteadeacum ,irecuno scnecesitateain!ele0duritateadrumuluipecaream "o stne o its+1urmez-* am n !atdur,trec, ndprintatec/ inurile princaretreceunm,casn !ceeaceama5unsstiu- repturmare,m 0, ndeam saplicpildaluiSun) zucasico n in0deputereauneiarm e P SI- o arcerace aanal-3ii+am explicat0eneraluluic,dinmo ti edesntate,nuarrezistaunuirz o i SIerita ilnicicinciminute-Asritn susdo amnapsi/ o l0,careancercatsinsu"leideeaceuncercsinduc0eneralului staredeo alprinintr ducereaideiinsu co ntient-At, ttia ea!3iasta"ac,n0eneral,ceicare"o l sesc/ ipno zanm as-Am lsat+so r easc-$ri5acucare1+aapratpe0eneraldo v edeac"ceapartedin structurarespectiarmatei- 3iatunciam aruncato m a-' u,9v idiu ra0o Ar0eanu,iertat+mi"iem, ndria,am declaratrz o i SIstructuriimilitarerespecti e-I+am sim !it cum renascparcdinpr priacenu-S+autrezitparcla ia!dinplictisealacareicuprinsese-6e+am spuscacelco lnelcaremco ntactasenu a ea/ a arinicireo inpentruceeaceo iam s"ac-3inutianicicum-3ictimpdetreizecidezileio iataca SIcuttceeacetiu,peeii "amiliilel r-+ ' ram linitit,pentructiam cau capacitatedeaprareideatac SIcumultsu m ine-* eadeaprarede1J CiceadeatacdeKACdinamea! Am atacat,ne o it"iind,r5itricarea eaucuno atere1ABC"a!deam eaicudem o nic, !inua eam eun0eri,cas+mipr te5ezpacien!ii,aac nua eam decesm i"ie"ric-Am luptatlani elspiritualcu0rupuridee reiplti!ide"irmepeani0rei,daracum luptacueierae0alcualua o m o aneledela0uraunuico pil-( u zicdinm, ndrie-( uamrutsluptcuei-' ranedrept"a!deeii"amiliilelri,nunultimulr, nd,"a!dea mea- ar0/ iziimeispiritualimi+auspuscsuntne o its "acpentruc#o m, nianuarealtansdeaaccedelaco m anda( A) 9dec, tspiritul, cuno aterea-Av em zestreancestraluncapo po rico r o ratcupr tec!iadi in,dat ratnenum ra!il rinecuno scu!il rs"in!inscu!ipeaceste plaiuri,suntemputernici-Amn!elesastac, ndi+amnt, lnitpeceidepealteplaneteicaretriescn umnezeu- Am"o stntre atcuma eamde0, nds"acicessent, mple- 6e+am replicatctiucum ,darrezultatul"inalnuputeam s+1pre d- r0u!a"o streac!iatatlui"eteicare,c/ ipurile,citeacude0etele-Asrit nsuscdeces"ieatacatipers nalulci il-L o pa!L o pa! enel pa!&i+apicatim ie"isaceram nco rziiceram sin0urul din ncpere!) o !ierauan0a5a!imilitarisauciiliaiaceleiaiinstitu!ii-&aipu!in"eti!a,alcreitatnsnusea teadelare0ul- 3tiucparecrud,darerauniteamenicares+aule0atprin5urm , ntsapereacestpo po rndo m eniul SI-( ucredccine adincadrularmatei aremilc, ndesteo r adepre0tirea"izicaunuiso ldat-9rieitre uiauantrena!ipsi/ icic/ iar o iaus+incerceputerilecucine a- ecet!i, inclusi pers nalulciil2 entrucunaestesteaperipetine,altapeceilal!i,ialtas "acisimultanpeam eleplanuri-Iareucredcaatre uie-3i numiprearunicideei,nicide"amiliilelr-* asn !,printeleAr0atumi+atrimisnetapet atetipurilededemo ni,dedi ersemrimi,care e identmi+aua"ectatia!a,"amilia,ipentruastaimul!um esc,pentrucm +a"cutcinesunt-Aac,dindo rin!adea+ipre0tipeei,am acceptat disputpecareeiaudeclanat+,darcreiaeui+amdat0las- %nuldintre0eneralim+antre atlaplecare,c, ndseadunasert !in5urulm eu,daclas", ritulacesteilunise adespr!ideso !ie-9iu eaimi prearupentruel-3tiucesepo ate"aceunuicuplucassespar0,iarpo rnireaunuit lu0" SInulasnici ia!nea"ectat-* ellat,cu pr lem eledeinim ,m +antre atcearputea"acepentruinim alui-I+am spuscitre uie ec/ ili rareener0eticic/ iarunco nsultmedicali medica!iecaspre inune entualin"arct- &+am dusacasile+am spusalrmeidespreultimamea0/ iduie- rietenameami+asritncap-Arecearecur0o liulmeu-S+anscutparcs mscapeco mpletdeel-3iacrezutcmo tiulrealeracmido ream co n"runtarecuceideaco l-Sincer,nuo iam asta-Suntc/ iarplictisitdelupta cu r5itrii,preo !iiru o itri,cuma0ii,maetriirei<isauradiesteziti,!i0aniisaue reii-&+am / , r, itat, tanlupte SInc, ttiucdinelenuse po atesiei"rs"iiatinstu,aiti,ceiu eti- ece2 entrucnma0ie"iecareipunetaturaascunscu0ri5inemani"estatdincauza"ricii n"a!ale0ii-&aiexact,"iecaretiecdinpunctdeederele0alnupo !i"iacuzatdacmo riprintr+unactma0ic,indi"erentcetipreo tsaunu- Sin0urul staco lntretineicrimestepr priaco ntiin!sau,daclai, um nezeu!Aacnumi+a"cutnici plceresncepunasemenea rz o i- * , ndamspusmamei,eaacltinatdincap: &i,mam!",mi+aspuscun0ri5rare-Iarsinremenea0ra-* etre uies"aceu2"Antre atcauns ldat erita il-m i eneas pup pem am am ea,carem i+a"o stalturilamultedinexcentricit!ilem ele,casnulenum escne unii- ( imicm aimultdec, tai"cutp, nacum,ster 0ila umnezeusscpmcuia!!" eceaa2 entrucdac!ilai ia!annum ele6ui,tea5utnaa"elnc, tsnu"ii ulnera ilc, ndetiatacat-) u,casimplumuritr,nutii mo mentulncareunindiidse/ o trtesatace,dar' ltie-: rsrei,apo apea5un0intr+unlcundeetim aipu!in ulnera ilideundetepo !i luptam ai ine-* rede!icl cullupteidela* lu0reni,mlatinaicea!a,le+aales&i/ ai8iteazul2 acnuar"i"o st um nezeunspatele co nduct ril rcarene+aurmasnist rie,nuam mai"iexistatdemultcana!ie! Aurm at no unt, lnirecudo mniicupo v arauni ersuluipeumr-Ini!ial,euicuceilal!i eni!ic/ ipurilepentrudemo nstra!ieam "o stco ndui ntr+saldemeseundes+au o r itnimicuri-' ram plictisitctre uiasascultpo v eti-* eeacenun!ele0eaurespectiiierac,prinnatura"o rmrii mele,realizezc, ndsespunepo v este"a ricatic, ndcine ao r etenprezent-. inmintecmsurm radiestezicc, tade rneser eaco l neluli eracam 1BC!I+am spusastai"aptulc zusem latele izo rdesprecreareano iiarm e sicumulttimpnurm-3icprereameaerac"usesem adusaco lcasadcepo tie!iil rpre0ti!indo m eniu-Ancercatsnt arci,nceledinurm,ammerssus,nlculprimeint, lniri- o arc nuaumaienit0eneralii,ci"e!eno i- 6aunm o m entdat,iritatde"aptulcm iset tspuneac o reni,cnutiuces+ant, m plat,ci+auprimits ldeleint, rzie,am rutsplec- %nuldinceiprezen!i,eram celmultptpers ane,a enitlaminecu cutiu!pecaresestrduiasnu di,uit, ndu+sedreptn c/ iimei,a nceputsm"latezecmi+acititcartea,cs !ialuierattmedicicarreaso r im maimulte,cs+idaunumruldetele"o n-A ureli! aram realizatcm+amcalmat-' rao r adecutiu!apecaremi+pusesepeir u2La arn+am- * o lneluliluaseunscaunisepo stasearecum n"a!amea,deinmo dno rmalnuar"itre uitssteaaco l i,sla o m nului,eraudestule l curint atsala-Sse"iaezattcmaicas"iecucea"anspremine,caspo atpercepe0, ndurilemele23tiut"iindcaltreilea c/ i,c/ a<ra c, mpuluiderecep!ie,arepr iec!iedo rsal2( utiu,po tdo arspresupun,nt, lnireaar"itre uitsnceapla ra1Mis+adecalatla1M:AB-6ara 1Km+amridicat"rumo s,amspuscamzutttceeacemido reamsdicnumaiamnimicdeadu0atlacelespusesemlant, lnireatrecut- * o l nelulanceputsse , l , iecnusepo ate-' uam spusc ada,cnum sim t li0atspierdtim pulm eude0ea a-9ricum miset t repetasec, tdeam r, !isunteiicnupo tplticursurile-( usuntunmaterialist,darnucrednicinmuncao luntar-3iam plecat-Am "o stucur sc amscpat- Amnceputalamucul-' uamatacatprimulsistemullrdeaprare-Sediulrespecti erapr te5atdeunco ndelum in-6e+amnc/ is+,cumstin0i ecul-Apo ile+am atacatsu"letele-6e+am adunatpetatentr+unlcpentrualeputeadanapo ilas", rit-Ast"elnuputeausai putereapsi/ ic m axim ,darnicinua eaussu"erepentruceurm assent, mplen"am iliilelr-3iam atacat"amiliile,casledistru0ec/ ilirulpsi/ ic-9smise spuncam 0reit,pentrucuramo ti eaz-' steade rat,dardea iadupcetreceatacul, rieua eam de0, ndsnu+isl escdelc-Am trimis demo nisz0, ndreisleias mnul- in"ericirepentruei,numis+an0duits"acttuldintr+dat-I+a"idistrus- um nezeu o iacaeisn e!e,nus+idistru0-Aac,ntimpul rz o iuluidetreizecidezile,au"o stzilentre0incarenuletrimiteam nimic,darisim!eam cum co mpileazicauts lu!iilapr lemelepecarele a eaude5a-3tiam cast"ela eausn e!eim et dadeatac,daripeceadeaprare-#, ndper, nd,le+am trimisspa!iipr 0ramatene0ati,lumin in"o rmatprin0ril,ar0intiu,spiritelepm, ntului,apei,"o culuiiaerului-6e+am trim isar/ an0/ eliisletaiec, mpurile,cassimtputereas iilrde lumin,ialtele- acmipareru2( o rmal-) re uies"iine unsdo retirulcui a,dardemulte ri,camedic,tre uies"acirucas"aci ine-9ri"iecare elem entpecareltrimiteam erain"o rm atnaa"elnc, tcelcarep!easa5un0lacine acareslidezle0e-* asin!elea0isn e!eistie exactcum ideundei ine-( +am p!itneno r cirimari-) atlm eueras"acunin"arct,dareram prinzo niascpat-&amaapreluatat, teadela pacien!iimeinc, testeclit-Insc/ im pec, inelemeu,nurmaunuiatacco ncentrat,l+am 0sitncasntr+un/ al"rde/ alN"cusediareecus, n0e, v o m aiumplusecasaideunaidealta-8r, ndsla5ute,prietenamealuaseieaimiczuselatnpat-A"o stno aptedinaceleadr0u!e,dara trecut- ncdo upr lemeama utcuei-* , nds+aridicatpsi/ o l0ul,care,c/ ipurile,eraenits"acdemo nstra!iealturidem ine,im i+atrimisdestule entit!icaremiseceraun0eriicapespice-Am scpatideaici-6uptalanielastralsedcapec, mpuldelupt,c, ti0celcareareso lda!imai mul!i,rities"o lseascmaiinesa iaitacticileec/ i-mi"o lsesccuno tin!eledinie!ilemeleanteriarenacestsco p,aacamunascendent- %naltataca"o st pr iec!ienpunctpeariilem o t rii; r dmannpr dusdeunsin0urindiidcarese"o lseadeputereasu co ntientuluico lecti al0rupuluipecarelco nducea,co l nelul!&i+am am intitcum "usesem selec!i natsa5un0aco l- r a il"usesermul!iparano rmali iza!ii rmsesemsin0urulsnts- Spuseselaunm o m entdatclc/ em aseripe' u0en* elan- ar,ntretimp,paralizase!3ispuseseastacudez0ustapr ape!nmo mentuln caream "o statacataa,am realizatcceicare"useserartizaniiacestuiminunat"apterautcmaiceidinser iciulunde"usesem in itat! o arco r plti,aacumieuo ipltipentruceeace"acdei,decelemaimulteri,po atecnuamniciinicdo araatre uie- Scriam imi+am datseam acesteunmo m ent ptim del v it- eceacum2nmiezulzilei2* as adcnuexist co ndi!inareno cturn pentruunatac SI-Amatacatnlc,cutatcuno atereaiputereameadat-' rac/ iarnmiezulzilei-' raut !imilitariilaser ici,departede"am ilii ideceipecareiiu eau-Am sim!itr arealriteamapentruceidra0i-Am co ndi!inatsnumo arnimeni,nrestseputeant, mplarice-3tiam c, !isuntnt tal,c, tesu"lete-' radestulsadceseputeant, mpla- Amprimitizitamentalac, tr adintreei-miprearupentruei-Sincer,suntantrenatspo rtunrz o i SIenicie-' stesin0urullucrupecaretiu s+1"acc/ iarmaiinedec, tsindecam eni-* es+ar"i"cutdaca"i"o stpltitpentruasta3im +a"icupatdo ars+idistru0peeiipe"am iliile l r2* es+ar"int, mplatcueidaczidezia"itrimisprinma0iet ateneno r ciriledesprecaream scris,lucruripecareeuam n !atsledistru0n secundeipecareeidea iaacumlen!ele02 %nulaatacatnpunctlanielulcapului,cuinten!iasm"acsparalizez-Sedesco periseinutiaca , ndeuacceslaener0iacucarel v ea a eam acceslat tceeace"cusereo dat-' lerae"ul! eelascultaut !i!&i+aure enitnminteima0inidec, ndicuno scusempeceidela%( A- 6e+am atacatsistem ulin"o rm a!i nal,calculat arele-( imeninutiec, tdeulnera ilesunticeu rpo t"idistruse-* , ndi dpeam ericani m pun, ndu+secua i anelel rcu1OBdeco mputeredeo rdmapucr, sul- * %* G) ' S) ' &AI* 9&P 6' P%( 6%* #%,* %A) G) ' S) ' &AI%39# ' IS) #%S SI!' stedestulsteco ncentrezipeceamaisla piesaluiisarzi- emulteriestesu"icientener0iemultmaim icdec, tsecrede-) o tulestestiicumiunde- Aun !atiaureuits+midistru0calculat rul- entruastai"elicit-Aun !atm airepededec, tcredeam-' unulepo rtpic-* / iardaceu nuam n !atnim icdintrea aasta,spers"ide eniteimaiuni-6as", ritamtrimisunS&Sco lneluluincareanun!amcamnc/ eiatstilit!ilei cspers"in !atmaimultdec, tlauncurslacareeus"io r itcatele izo rul- P o ate o i"ico nsideratne un,dareum ido resc"ium aestrudeartem ar!iale, riastaim pliciluptai,p, nlaurm,unantrenamentmai un-mido rescsexisteamenimaiinepre0ti!idec, tminepentrucpr tec!ia SIaunuipo po restedatide"iecareindiidnparte,daride v , r"urilelui- . inmintec,launmo mentdat,luptas+apurtatprinintermediulentit!ilrspirituale-* deau0/ iziiipr tectriimeicamutelesu armele celrlal!ip, nnmo mentulncarem+am / o tr, tsinter inislupt-6anielulacelaam a utmaetrii uniiluptacusa iami+aplcutdinttdeauna- Aco lamn insu r-
naintedeao r idema0ieipsi/ o l0ie,so r imdecrediilitateidepierdereaei-* redcestecelmaiim po rtantlucru,na"arapr prieialri icuno ateri,careexistpentruunm edic,unterapeutsauunpreo t- ierdereacredi ilit!iinseamn,implicit,ndeprtareaamenilrdeacelm i impo siilitatealuidea+indeplinimenireapeacestpm, nt- eaceea,pentrum ine,esteat, tdeimpo rtant-* redsincercar"i catastr "snumai creadlumeanceeace"ac-3im aicredcsuntdestuicareardo riasta!&aitiunscestecine acarecusi0uran!nu do reteic' lm aa5uta srsp, ndesccuno atereamea,unsaumaipu!inun,celrlal!i,po atedo arpentrua+impin0es+ipunntre ri,scauterspunsurii,ast"el,sse apr piemaimultdeAde ri,implicit,de' l- &ntre cum sprimeascunpsi/ o l0erita ilunelein"o rma!iipecareledaunaceastcarte,precum aceeac,launmo mentdat, do amn mipo v esteacum naaei n !as+itreacunpeteprintrepiciare,s+10teascis+1ser easclacinunuir atpentrua+1le0acasnumai plece nicidat de l, n0 ea!P si/ o l0ia,iaramsmiaudedeea,a"cutunlucru0r aznicntimp-Areuitscreezeade ra!imo ntriicu c/ ipde m- ece2 entrucau"o stn !a!idesprespirituluman,desprem ecanism elepsi/ icului,darnim eninui+an !at al rilem o ralei atuncilis+aprutno rm als"o l seasccuno atereanceeaceaucrezuteicesteinesaumo ral- nt tdeaunaam spuscnt, lnireacuunpsi/ o l 0erita iltesco atedinam o r!ealaintelectuali,deisuntco ntientcriceexperien!de0enul stanutelas"rrni,amspusctre uiesncerc- P o v esteaanceputcamaa: 6aunmo m entdatam a ut nt, lnirecuun"o stministru,pecaredealt"ellaprecieziladmirmult-( uarer stsintrunam nunte,pentrucnu v reaunicim carsise nuiascidentitatea-* ertestecam a ut discu!iecueldesprerz o iuldin$o l"-' raintri0at?sauaar iaspar2!@de inter en!iaam ericandinIra<-Am luataprarealui; us/ ,explic, ndu+icelnu"acenim icdelaelnsuiic"ace o ialum inii,cnspatenusunt mas nii,cimaetriirei<i,iarnspatelelrextraterestrii! Sediscutncercurilemaride"aptulcna elespa!ialealecel rm aiapr piate"iin!eum anedeplanetano astrsuntde5aaici,ascunsentr+ dim ensiuneparalel,ico o rdo neaz arecum m ersultre uril rdepepm , nticnim eni,lani eldestat,numai"aceceeace reael-Av , nd cuno atereimaiales recuno aterenmediulcelrcarese cupntr+un"elsaualtulde cultism ,m i+areco m andats d do am ncarea ea pr lemedema0ie-Am acceptat-&+asunatdo amnarespecti,darsim!eam cum mtatneaz-: elulmier saluno radeao r imiemiridicprulpe cea"a-Am a utmaimultediscu!iilatele"o n,timpncareancercatsmco n in0smer0laealaca inet- ' v identcam re"uzat-( ua eam nicitim pinicic/ e"casm ducn0uralupului-A"lasem destuledetaliilatele"o n,at, tc, tstiucnuera i0no rantictiadestule,maimultdec, tmine-I+am"cutmsurtrileiam"o stsurprinsctiaat, tea-&o dulcumncercasintrenc, mpurilemele m+auimit- updelierri,s+a/ o tr, tsinealamine-3iaenitntr+sear,n luitnlumin,itre uiesrecuno sccnuartaru-Suntn periadancare"acpl!i<armice,aacapari!iaunei"em einia!am ea,indi"erentcum sem ani"estea,cestepacient,co le0,terapeutsaumai tiueuce,mdetermins"acmsurt ri-3iammsuratc, tmiu ete-AieitminusMBice a!&urade+adreptul!La arnua eamcei"cusem nalteie!i,tiunscelpu!indeunancaream "o stturciam a ut/ aremialtancaream"o st/ unimiluam"emeiledin0al pulcalului!( +am "o stnt ateuns", nt-; a,demulteri,ama utexisten!ez uciumateinu"o arteno ra ile-A"o stunprimco ntact,dupcarearmassnemaiedem- I+am "cutcur!areiam desco peritca ea"cutem aimultedectrer5it ri!i0ani-&aiur, ta"o stc, ndama"latceraipsi/ o l 0im aestru rei<i?s+ado v edita"i m inciun,ntruc, t/ a arnua eacumse"acini!ierilenrei<isau=aruna,deia"irmacilsasediplmelenurmc, nd "u0isedin"o stacsnicie@-&i+aspuscscrielaunmanualdeterapiealternatiicara eane o iedeco la o rripeparteadeatacuri SI-&i+ac, ti0at aten!ia,este"em eieso co tit"rum o as,pecarericer ati+ardo ri+l, n0el-: rum o as,deteapt,sin0ur!) re uiesrecuno scnsc,pel, n0 astea,m+aatraslaeaiceeacesec/ eampsi/ o ciernetica,( P 6+ul?neur pr 0ramarealin0 istic@i,nunultimulr, nd,cuno atereaei-' uunulam ntre at+delanceputdaceratrim issm e aluezede0rupuldincare"ceaparte- e"apt,/ a arnuam daca eareo apartenen!de0rup- 3tiuca5utaseunpartidlaale0eri,c"useseco nsilier,darcseddusela parte-' ste "em eiecu existen!ciudatiplindenepre zut- &+amttntre atdeceaa5unsealam ineieulaea-3tiuca ea r0o liul,c, ndam nt, lnit+,laplusMB,c, nd uneste al areane0ati - eci lipsasmereniei-3tiucmpriceplaruptco arne,darmaitiucmiletcescieupealemelentimpulc, ndsent, mplastaicmcamustur "undul! Am luatuntaximpreun,eu,prietenameadeatunci,eainc pacient-) re uiasa5un0la0ar,plecam la; aia&are-' raudo udrumuricare duceauspre0ardelamine,princentruipe3te"ancel&are-* , nds+apuspr lemasale0,eueram pel culm o rtului,decieuplteam ,am ales princentru- e iceimer0peaco l,dartendin!adealuape3te"ancel&arem+amirat-Apo iama"latdecesesc/ im asela"a!laco o r, re- ac luam peaco l,am "ilsat+exactn"a!acasei,aa dusesem p, nla%nirea!Sesuprasecnuputusesm determines"acceeaceido reaea- r0u!estec"o stameaprietenm i+aspuscestenea0rlasu"letncdelaprim ant, lnire,do arc,a , ndmaimultedempr!itcuea,nuam crezut+-; ami+aspustextualc:cemi+a"cuteaepar"umpel, n0ce sp!escdelapsi/ o l a0am ea,care s+m ipuncreieriipei0udiuri!"' u nsmido ream demult metddeantrenam entpsi/ icpentruartelem ar!iale- eitiuc ricelucrusepltete,iarcuno ateream aitaredec, t t ate,m +am decissmer0maideparte- Atrecutce atim pim sundinno u-m iddusenum ereleeidelanceputdar,co nsider, ndceaaremaimultne o iedeminedec, teudeea, nuamcutat+-* redcastaaintri0at+celmaimultpentruceste0enulde"emeiecarenurspundelatele"o ndec, tdupceteincit- &in itlam asspun, ndu+mi,n0lum ,cnu+miain"o rmam, ncarea-3im duc-Iausticldein,unuc/ etdetranda"iri,patrur iiiunul al,imduc- miplacesm5citiuccine acareastudiatpsi/ o l0iencepescaute"rsreasemni"ica!iileunui0est,uneiatitudini-' stecanancul cuceido ipsi/ analiticaresent, lnescpestradiunulspune:; unziua!",lacarecellaltse0, ndete:9arecearutsspuncuasta2" Surpriz!$tisecre e!ins siutetailandez!( icimamanutiec+miplac"o artemult-) , rziuam a"latcum "ceasa"lettuldespretine-Amstat deo r ,timpncareatatnatterenul-Separecnanumitecercurisediscutasedesprem ine,pentrucnuerasi0urdaceram departealuminii saunuidac r iam inelepo po ruluir m , n-) o atarela!iano astra scilatn5urulpr lemeidac"acireauinelei,maiales,dacnr manul esterealnt, mplareacuilulieusuntcelcareapr dus+- . inmintecam scris dat po ezie, pecaream dez luit+citit ril rn ncaredescriam tririleunei"etea"laten catat niedat ritma0iei-%n iit rpsi/ analist,careacitit+,acrezutctrecusem ieuprinaceaststare-* redcpr lemacelrcare"ac psi/ o l0ie,psi/ o terapiesaupsi/ analizesteinsu"icientacuno atereaspirituluiuman,"aptulctepo !ico nectalaelia"la,telepatic,ceeacesim te directdela3inelelui- Am statde o r ii+am spuscam putea"aceunsc/ im ,eus a5utnpr lem eleei?era!intaunuiatacpsi/ icpem aimulte"r nturi,mo ti pentrucare"usesem so licitat+um plusecasades, n0enprezen!a"o stuluiministrucaremi+prezentase@,iareas+miser eascdrept0lindcas n!ele0cesent, mplasenultimamearela!iecu"emeiedecaremlv escn"iecareexisten!am eaicucare,deia5un0sm atlanielul"izic demulteri,co ntinuis+iu escismiu easc-Suntlunidec, ndnumaisuntem m preunittsimtpri+indu+miexisten!aiuit, ndu+secuc/ ii min!iiisu"letuluilaiitrulmeuilamine-&airar,esteade rat,dar"ace- ( uam iceiulsminti,spredeo se iredeal!ii,recuno sccam pr lemiza ide"emei,urdecarenuam reuitsscapnttalitatedela cdereadatrat"emeii-Am"cutnsdestulepr stiicuo iei"rdeo iecasle0sesc,celpu!inlani elco ntient,scuze-Aaci+am spus-na"ar de0lindi+am explicatcr iam smn e!epsi/ o +ci erneticatcmaipentrucr iam sintrunrin0ia eantr+ade rcuno tin!edesprem o dul deantrenam entpsi/ icalcampinil r! espreeasepo atescriecarte--- eceesteimpo rtantprezentareaei2 entrucs+acupatisecupdecampania SIaunuipartidireausdescriucum"ace-&+amsituat nparteapuseitcmaipentrucmiplaceec/ ilirul- entrumine,ceeace"aceeasenumetepr stitu!iespiritual,ntruc, tslu5eteunsistem "cutpe principiulpactuluicudia o lul- artidulpecarelsus!inearenco mpo nen!at, tmaetrirei<i?6umina!@c, timas ni?ntunericul!@-Indi"erentde mo tia!ie,ido retemultuncentrudepre0tireiantrenamentpsi/ o l0icpentruspo rtii"cutdupstandardeinterna!inale,tt, nduteti-nplus,a renun!atlaterapie,deiareira!ieAA,cas"acslu5uno r/ o !i,darnupo ts+ine0inteli0en!a- #%&%6SP #' IA ' S) ' A8A) * %; %( ' I( ) ' ( . II!Am "cutieuaace a,crez, ndcpo ta5utamaiineameniidinpunctulncare ma"lam,iampltit-Aa eacuno atereianu"o lsispreineleamenilrnseamna0reiat, t"a!demc, ti"a!de umnezeu- &+amlun0ititre uiesdaumanuscrisullacules--- Iatmo dulncaremanipuleazacelpartid am eniisimplicua5utrulei:ties"uresu"leteleislein"o rmeze,sle0ec, mpurileisleia,s sco atarpele<undalinialunuiindiidis+1lv easc,s"o lseascsa iadeluminiluminain"o rmat- rinastapcleteipreo !ii,carei d numailumina,ntimpcepr iecteazntunericuldineapealtcine a-: o lsetedem o nii,deci,nmanipulareitre uiesrecuno scci"o l sete"o arte inenpat!Arecapacitateadea!inepatrule0iuni!Suntepisco picarenupo ts"acasta! Apr po deuniidintremaimariiisericiiidepo liticalr iza idepo po rulr m, n,pecarel!innr ire,a eacr!ide) ar tdatedeunepisco pi eraumenitepentruea!* elpu!inaaa"irmaea- o liticaextern"aaceluianuesteaceeaicupo liticaintern"nceeaceprietecredin!ai cuno atereaspiritual! * emai"cea"ataasta2nprimulr, nd"aptulc i ra!iaeilaAA "acemaiputernicdec, tmul!ial!ii! acieinco nsiderare"aptulc co mando rul,e"ulradiesteziei,are1Biceide0radulno u+I ,iaamaideparte, da!iseamacedi"eren!-' v identcluminaeinunseamni calitatepentrucexistr0o liuln0erilr,careislu5esclui umnezeu,ipecareealaredinplin- o ateast"elstreacpesteputereaar/ an0/ elil r, darsin0urulpestecarenupo atetrece,pentruciestesuperir,este#a"ael,e"ulindectrilr,aacmpo triaamenilrcuira!ieaademarese po t"o lsiLalu,Lart/ , ai=o &i,caresuntsim o lurideira!iemaimaredec, taei- ( udo armeno apteaintimpulstain"o rmeazc, mpurilementaleamul!iameni,pentrucipo atedesc/ idec/ a<releiemiteluminain"o rmat extinz, ndu+ic, mpurileladistan!apecarenureausmen!inezaici- ntimpulc, tsttreaziceilal!ido rm,po larizeazlumina-: urn0eriicaresesupun i ra!ieisuperi arein"elulstaa"lt tce readespre o m ulrespecti,in"o rm , ndu+iapo iener0iilensensulncarerea- P r 0rameazpers anecaredo rm,su"lete,lasin"o rma!iinsu co ntientsaupurisim plulen0l eaznc, m purileei, eraco nsideratm o artealui ece alunactdeer ism 2Sauasam urailr2" &ait, rziu,c, ndam crescut,nunadinnenumratelemelecerturicutatlmeu,pecaream a5unsntimpslepriescprinluminaAde ruluiis len!ele0,ama5unslaunpunctncareelmispunea: acnu!ico n inre0uliledincasamea,nuaidec, tssaridelaeta5!",lacareeuamrspunsdin celmaipr "undlcalsu"letuluim eu:necinuams"acasta,indi"erentcearesmisent, mple!"Astaestedeclara!iameacarerm, netutncuie peenicie- o atesmsinucid"cine a,darsin0ur,nicidat! P estezi,c, ndlucrurileaunceputsseaeze,mi+aspus c Va"o stimpresi naticnuseateptasreac!i nezaa- e parcm+ar"ipre0titpsi/ icpentruaace a!8o i o r ipelar0despresistemuldepre0tirealsecurit!iincarea"o stpre0tittatlm euicare,din pcate,a"o stpreluatdeactualeleser iciidespina5r m, neti- %ltimant, lnirecudo am nasinucidere"am a ut+destulderecent,c, ndaenitlam ineundo mncarea eapr lemecua"acerile-Amm suratde undeieneauiam datde !i0ancunde"irmaco ncurentpltealunarcs+1preascdinsucccesispreiatateco ntractele-nno aptearepecti m+am trezitim +am dusla0eam "c, ndsim o lurirei<i-( u+m iam intesc-&i+apo v estitpietenamea-) ipacucareintrasem nco n"licteramai puternicdec, tmine-Av eamaimul!in0erine0ridec, tam eual i! u!inalipsitsmtrezesccsardelaeta5ns mn!3ansameaa"o st unul umnezeu,carem+ae0/ eatcanttdeauna,a"cutcat, m peniilem elesnusetrans"o rm enade ratedrame- Sistemulprincaresea5un0elaadeterminaun m ssesinucidesterelati simplu-3imer0ede iceipeameniicarenusuntcredinci i,sau suntsla ispiritual-Sla iden0er",cum semainumescnlim a5po pular-Adicentit!ilecareindrumdinlum eadedinco l suntdestuldesla e- ) recereapeste6i erulAr itruse"aceprinsdireaideiinsu co ntientpe "alsmo ti a!ieiampli"icareaener0ieiacesteiantimp-9datintrat ideensu co ntientulunuim este0reudesco sdeelnsuidacnuare pre0tirespiritualspecial- entrucrespecti ula5un0es adade rul prinprism aideiiinduse- o arnmo mentulncareseaelieradeeaan!ele0eceis+ant, mplat-' ste0reudea5unslaacetiamenipecaleara!iunii- ' ramnprimiianide"acultate,"ceamic/ imie,im+amnt, lnitpeancdinspitalcuunco le0-) o tla1m etruI B,caim ine-Artadeparcar"i "o st tut-8o r im deunadealta,caicum nimicnusent, mplase,ilaunmo mentdatlntre ceap!it-m iaratm , inileilanc/ eieturi d pansam entecaresem i aserde5acus, n0e-( ua eam niciexperien!m edicalsaupsi/ iatricatunciit tcei+am spusa"o stpurintuiti-3tiam cestem po tri a"iristesinuciziii+am spuscH( ) 9) ' A%( A' PIS) FS96%. II6A9#I*' #9; 6' &Ficnutre uiedec, tslecau!i-6+ am trimislaisericssenc/ ine,deinutiam inenici) atl( o stru-: ricde umnezeua eam,plecatdintr+nt, mplaredinco pilrie- Av eamunco le0de5accarea eaunrelccuuncruci"ixcatliccuIisusrsti0nit- eridiclsco teailscuipacuseteinepuneaipeno is "acem -( utiudaceuunull+am scuipat,darlac, te azilentrea0alui"amilieaa utunaccidentdemainis raluiarmasrarc, te ade0ete-A "o stdestulcascredem npedeapsadiin,c/ iardacpo atenumailanielinco ntient-Acum nsam cam a"latcum "unc!ineazle0ile%niersuluii nummaitem de umnezeu- e"aptnummaitem nicide umnezeu,nicidedemo ninicide ameni- entrusimplu"aptc %&( ' D' %( % P ' ' P S' 3) ' ( I* I9 A) Fi( I&I* ( %S' 9A) ' H( ) G&P 6A: F #F * A' 6SF 3) I' 3ISFH( $F %I' - 6e0ilesunt"cutecasneapere-* aicum am "ico piiinis+ardale0ecnua em o iespunem m, nape"ierul"ier inte-At, tatim pc, tte a"lisu le0i,nu!isepo atent, m planimic-* , ndsco !inscapul,nu' l,cirultearde"! 3ico le0ulmeu,studentullamedicin,s+adus,astatce atim pn iseric,nutiucea"cutaco l ,dartiucacum triete- inpunctde ederealle0il rdiine,un m asupracruias+aac!i natpsi/ icis+asinucisnueste ino v atnt talitatedeacestpcat-; adin co ntr,iseiaudinpcatele=armicedeceicareauindussinucidereaiceicareauco mandat+-3ieii"amiliilelr-Aac,spo rlamunc! * um po ate"ipre0titpsi/ icunm snucadpradunuiasem enea0, nd2S"ieintr dusnsu co ntientulluiA ' 8F#%6-: aptulc ia!aeste inestima il,cesteundarpentrucaresuntem in idia!iiden0eri,csunts lu!iilaricepr lem,cm o arteaastanuteeli ereazderu,cum "alsestelsatscreadunsinuci0a,cicadau0no ipr lemenlumeadedinco l -Sepo tsdipr 0ram ededesco perireidistru0erea ricrei ideiinduse o itprincuno atere-n0erulpecare"iecarelprimetecudarul ie!iipleacnmo mentulsinucideriipentrucnseamncai desco nsideratcelmainaltdardiin-Sinucidereaestecelm aim arepcatpentrucesteirem edia il-&o arteaeste"rnt arcere-Iisusputeas redea ia!a,no isuntem am eniinuputem "aceasta,saucelpu!innuam a5unslaacelniellacaresntarcem pecine aplecatpedrumul spiritel r-* eeacesepierdeestec/ iarsu"letulacrui al areesteinestim a ilicarea5un0east"elnpo sesiadem o nului-6uptasdpesu"lete! ' lesuntaurulspiritualdecaretre uies!inseampreo !iinmenirealrdepstri- Am ceruts dcesent, m plcuceicares+ausinucisc, nda5un0pelum eacealalt-Suntlua!iden0eriipzitriai<armeiiduila nc/ is are-Suntlsa!i0o i,raincapideperso naliza!itim pdeapteaniteretri,caretrec"o arte0reudinco l - incauzaaceastanueste o ies se"acpo m enipentruei-9ricum nuprim escnimicdinceeacelise "eraicidepo man-nmo d"iresc,aceti am eniartre uis"ien0r pa!i "rpreo tina"aracimitirului,careesteunlcs", nt- Aiciinter inecuno atereaspiritualapreo tuluicare,dacesteunpreo tcu/ ar,po ateco nsultain0erulidem o nulm uluirespectiic/ iar o mulnsuicasa"ledeces+asinucisisiadecizianco nsecin!-' lpo atepreluapcatelemo rtuluiis+1dezle0e,darestep!iunealui-* eeace nun!ele0em a5ritateaam enil restecunpreo tcare"aceslu5adenm o rm , ntareaunui m carenus+aspo v editnici datpreiaapr ape t atepcatelelui,aacestendrept!itscear anidac"am iliarespectinureasllaseperespectiulsplteascpelumeacealalt!' ste caicumartre uisplteasceldatrialaancaceluicaream urit-3isincernuestepreaco rectcarespecti ulsse"idistratt at ia!aiaraltul stra0po no asele-Suntdeaco rdcupreo !iiinl cull rare"uzasinm o rm , ntezn v reun"el! 6e0ileec/ inulsauunm nespo v edits"ienmo rm, ntatncimitir,sauunulcareaco misadulter-' ran0r patlaunl ccusinuci0aiiicriminalii! : aptulcnlumeano astraa ea am antesteacceptatcaun"aptno rm al,sauatrecedintr+rela!ienaltaprecum "luturiiestepr lem a no astr,nniciuncaznusc/ im 6e0ile%niersului! 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I#' A3lI' #) A#' A,pentrucnici umnezeunupo ates+!ideaiertareadinparteaunui m pe carel+airnit- o ates interm e+dieze,s0seascaltes lu!ii,darnus+mideaiertareaunuim pecarel+am rnit-) re uies !indelaacelm- Spuneamcp, ni0, ndurileno astrene0ati eia"ecteazpeceilal!iipeno inine-* uat, tmaimultunm caresetrezeten"iecarediminea!ine ureazdeine"!Acumsnucdemnextremacealaltiscredemcs+imul!umimpet!i-Impo rtantestedreptatea- acsuprareaunui m pe no iestendrept!it,atunciamncurcat+- r leme"acprin!iicareau,le0al+diin,dreptasupraco piil rin"elulacestaem itpreten!iicare,dacnu suntndeplinite,duclaco n"lict- ariaiciesteimpo rtantle0ea-9datcst rit,un m estedat rnprim ulr, ndno ii"amiliin"iin!ateiapo i prin!ilriastaesteine- nS/ am ala#ei<i,deexemplu,se"acetiereale0turilr<arm ice-Seiauper, ndrela!iilecudi"eri!i am enipecaretre uieslerezo li-S ier!iceestedeiertat,s!iceriiertarepentrurul"cut,sn!ele0iccea"o sta"o stictrecutulnumaipo ate"isc/ im at- ) re uie"cutplataprinec/ ialen!p, nlado , ndireaiertrii-Ast"el,dinpractic,am ser atc"iecareplteteprinceeacea0reit- acntr+ o altia!ai"o st, ntrder5itareile+aiarsperu0,acum pltetiprin"armece"cutepeelem entul"o c,salam andrele,saue"ecti prinarderede v iu,ntr+unaccidentcasnic-* uno scuncupluncarepr lem a<armicestenimpas-Aupr lemecuanii,pecareelipierdencelemaistupide mo duri,dela5curilaa"aceridezastruo ase,plecriintarceri,pedatriilacmtaripecarelesupo rtea- . ise"acemildeiata"emeiecareducetatean0aralelecasei"c, ndnite5n0leriiim ensessea5un0cu anii- o arc,dacteui!imaiad, nc,n trecutulndeprtat, ezica"o stcurtezanicapo iacrescutcurtezaneicdra0o stea"a!deanideplcerilepecareileaduceaacestanua mpiedicat+s"alimenteze am eni,printrecareiperespectiul,careacum iesteso !icarenceledinurm s+asinucis-Acum eaindeplinete po "tele"rspo atsspunnup, nlanc/ eiereas co telilr<armice- 6aunm o m entdat,lam inelaca inets+apr 0ram at do amn-6aprim antre ederenua enit-&sun,sescuziserepr 0ram eaz- e dataastant, rzie rice a-9prim esc,staudeo r cuea,n"ine,ncercsa5ut-Atreia arnt, rziedinno u-' xasperat,m ipr m itcnu v o im aiprim inici dat,darntim pcem ispuneam astancepsm i"acunpr cesdeco ntiin!-nia!aastanunt, rziinicidat,adinco ntr,m ducmaide remecuc, te aminute-ntre , ndu+m decesent, m plt ateacesteam d"cst ritcudo amnarespecti,c, nd ademult,c, ndnu a5un0eam nicidatacaslatimpimt tateptaiareunu eneam-&i+am cerutscuzelanielulcellalt,maipr "und,idupuntimpsuprarea do am neipem ines+aest m pat-Suntem prieteniinesus!inem ia5utm unulpecellalt- n0eneral,situa!iileserepetapr apeidentic,sin0urullucrucaredi"er"iindr lulpr ta0o nitil r,carei+1sc/ im ntreei! ( e unia?internarean spiciu@spreexemplu, o lile0rele,/ andicapurilesunt"o rmedeplat<armicrapidpentruceicareleau,daripentru "amiliilelr- #' $#' SIA 6aunmo mentdat,stteam deo r cuunpreo tntrepatru c/ ii,dupcene+am cindnitpetemaade rului,m+antre at:* / iartre uies v o r imdesprerencarnareire0resie,do m nuledo ct r2"Am spusclarda"iam de0, nds5usti"icdece- 6aunmo metdatam cuno scut "atcarea ea pr lemsimpl:nuputeam, ncapetedincauza c/ il rlui-Spuneacise"acerunumain mo mentulncareiedeicareimpresiacseuitlaeaicesteiu-* umnureueasscapedinasta,ne+am 0, nditlare0resie-Am a5unsnunadin v ie!ileeincaresea"lalao rdulunuiasmpreuncuso !ulei-' raia!ncareerao 0atirepectiulluasedes !iepentrua ereaei-&o m entul aculm inatcuaruncareaeidepeco ra iei0r azac, ndnapr piereaenitunrec/ in-Amaia uttimpsadc/ iulprdtruluiicumesteruptn do udeanimal-Areuitast"els+iaducnco ntient "riccaresea"lalani elulcelmaipr "undaleiisscapedeteamadepeti-3i+aexplicati ad ersitatea"a!deunr atpecaresim!eane o ias+1at"ridec, terise0, ndealael- &ultedinrela!iileactualesedat reazuno re enimentetrecuteiexplicareal r,e entualstin0erealr,se"aceprinco ntientizare,iertarei,n celedinurm,indecarepriniu ire- * erteste,ipo tsa"irm astadupce atimpdec, ndm cupdespirituluman,cre0resiilese"acatuncic, ndtre uieicnupo !iintranlumea spirituluic, ndaituc/ e"-' xist0ardieniipra0ului,carenu!ipermitsnc, lcirdinea"ireascalucruril risteducinacell cna"araunuim o ti seri s,atuncic, ndaipr lemderezo lat- ' steade ratcla raactualse"acre0resiiinaltsco pdec, tcelterapeutic,cum ar"ipr iec!iiladistan!aspirituluiceluia"latnstarede relaxarepentruaa"launaalta-&is+ant, m plats d"em eicaresunt unem edium uri"o l site pentruaa"ladi erseirealiz, ndu+seunso idesim i zntrecelcareinduceim edium ,nsensulcprimullpr te5eazspiritualiarceldealdo ilea aducerspunsuripentruprimul,nco ntrapartid-( uam nim iccuastaat, tatim pc, tnusunta"ectat-' unuam secrete,aact lerezdo rin!a cel rlal!ideaa"la,dacnumderan5eaz- %naltcazestecelalunei"em eicarenureueasseadaptezeacesteilumi,s ciet!iino astre-( unsensulcar"i inadaptat,cido ar nemul!umitdericelucrucarenco n5ar-Am "cutrelaxarecueaiam trecut+printatia!a-( uam 0sitnimiccares"ieat, tde0ra nc, t sdeterm inestareaactual,am trecutla ia!anuter ,iarnim ic,iapo im +am 0, ndits edem deunde ineiam a5unspe pa5iteundeeracu do ico pii,uniati"eti!,decaretre uiasai0ri5-* , nds+auitatlaeansiadesco peritcuuimireca eaaripi! arcesunteu,n0er,deam aripi2"( utiudacestesaunun0ertrimisde umnezeupepm, nt,dacceido ico piisuntsaunuaieii atre uisinascis+icreasc,dartiu cduprem es+adusla: acultateadepsi/ o l 0ieundeestestudentipareci+aacceptatmaiu rmenireapepm, nt- Am spuscprinre0resieam a5unslale0turilecuco piia o rta!i,laceledinlestemeleunicilrsauprin!ilr- , nlaurm,credcimpo rtanteste sa5u!imuli,dacceeace"acia5un0esslu5eascacestuia,la5u!inprimulr, ndpe umnezeuiimplicitpetine- * eamaiinteresantre0resierm, nensceapecaream "cut+cu do am ndu ,careera inuitcuaace antruc, t"ceaacelailucru cuso !uleinaintededecesulacestuia- ' ulasintactli erular itrualcelrcucarelucrezimi+arelatatat, tc, taco nsideratctre uies+mispundindial 0ulcus !uleimo rt- rintre alteleamprimitini!iereapeunsim o l,de"aptrecuno atereaceeacea"o stmaidem ultnie!ileno astre:steauancincico l!uri,e identlumino asi nsemn, ndputereadeastp, nielementeleco nstituentealeplanuluimaterial- m, nt,ap,aer,"o c,lemnimetal-
%nde0reesc&aetri#ei<i: +nucuno scputerealrN +nutiuc, !in0eriia5utN +nuauunit* o ntientulcu3ineleN +nutrecdinco ldesim o luriN +nu"o lsescru0ciunea,po stul,) ainelertdo xieiN +nun!ele0csursadeluminaeste) rinitateaicttla Iisuso ra5un0en"inalN +trecpestelierular itrualcelrlal!iN +aur0o liumarepeno esic?alsu"letului@- Iatmet dasecretdeain o cainecu , ntrile,miraculasamedicinatutur ro lilr: o arastzinutem, nia,nuten0ri5ra, Apreciazmuncapecare"aci, : iiuncut!iamenii- n"iecaredim inea!iseara,m preuneaz+!im , inilen ru0ciune, $, ndete+telaacestecu intecuminteaic, nt+lecu0ura ta, : o l sete&et da%sui#ei<ipentrua+!isc/ im aco rpuli mintea-" P o v esteam n cum am a5unss"acrei<i-* um desco perisem medicinac/ a<relrnco m ina!iecuexo rcizareaprinmo liteleS"-8asile cel&arei,mer0, ndprin ra,priireami+a"o statrasde cartederei<i-6+am sunatpemaestrulrespecti iam co n enitsnent, lnim -Im ediat dupceam o r itlatele"o namsim!itcmcautcine anc/ a<rainimii-' rael,m aestrulrei<i,i o iastieceateptprinini!ieriicutaade rul dininterirulmeu,celdelanielulSinelui-I+amexplicatcam ne o iedem et derapidedecur!areide ncrcareener0eticpentrupr tec!iameapr prieiapacien!ilrmei-Separec1+amul!umitdo rin!amea-Am nceputsstudiezcarteaiam zutc eraco ndi!inatpe0rade-nsensulcnun!ele0eaice o iasspundec, tdaca eai,prinini!iere,ni elulrespecti,ceeace!i "erea anumit v i ra!ie- o arceua eam de5aacceslaluminprinco alaprinteluiAr0atuaac,launmo m entdat,am "cut succesiunedesim o luricaremi permiteastransmitener0ieladistan!ismco nectezla3inelemaestruluirespecti-3iam reuit!#eac!ialuia"o stdesurprizt tal!* um ,aii putut2"Iareueram eselcreuisemstransmitener0ieladistan!prinsim o lurirei<i! &+amdusim+aini!iat-* o pil"iind,nsensuluneianumitecuno ateri,nutiamdeluminain"o rmat,de0riledecristale,deco ndi!i nrine0ati esau pr 0ramesu liminale-* ertestec,dupini!iere,inudupprim ac, tdupceadeado ua,nuam maipututsmr 0-( umaiputeam spunenici ru0ciunedinsu"let-' raciudat,pentrucdacnuciteam mo litelemulttimppl, n0eainim anm ine-3tiam cru0ciuneaiplacelui umnezeui mido reams+1ucur-nmintemieneautt"elulde0, nduriciudate,cumcaceleru0ciunisuntn ec/ ite,ctre uies"ie"cutealtelemaimo derne, ceuunulnutre uies"acastapentrucam altendat riripeacestpm, nticsuntpui amenispecialpentruastanmnstiri,sauestedatria preo !ilrdemir-nt, mplarea,sauAcel* ine acaree0/ eazasupratutur rm +a"cutsa5un0la "em eiecarestin0eaco sit rulicaremi+asco spe nas ener0ieasemnt areunuiarpe,deira!iesuperiar?s"i"o starpelede"o cdinrei<i2@, datcucaremi+audisprutiacele0, nduri- up aceeaamnceputsmntre cesent, mpl,deundeesteicele0tura eamaestrurespecticutrea aasta- Aacum am putut o r idespretarele isericii rtdo xedatrateslu5itrilreicare"o lsescdemulte ricuno atereansco puripr prii,nuprea no ile,c/ itco isuprapemaetriirei<i,amde0, ndso r escdesprepr stiilepecarele"acuniidinei- #e enindlaprimulmeumaestrurei<i-Am ruts ddece"ceaelceeace"cea- aceraco ntientdeceeace"aceicum putea"iel co ntracarat- Ama5unslaurmtareleco ncluziipriitarelamaestrulncauz: +areno !iunideastr l0ie,po siilitateainterpretriipecal culat raastr 0ram eiicereprintredateledelaini!iereipe celealelculuiireinateriidiscipo luluisuN +"cuseradiestezieia eacapacitateadeam surape cine acareienealaini!iereiputeadesco pericine,princu no atereasainteri ar,iputea"iunade ratad ersarpe tr, mulspiritualN +esteunsus!int rdinum ralunuipartiditre uies mpiedice,pericinepo ate,sa5un0sin"luen!ezentr+un"el saunaltulpo liticaacestuiari,prinini!iere,a eaacceslasu co ntientulceluipecarelini!iain"elulacestalmanipulade ladistan!N +peceipecarenuiputeamane raelipuneanco n"lict cual!iiasem enilui,cre, ndco n"licte"alsecares!inam ii ad ersaricupa!iidepartedeade ratelepr lem es cialen careelsaupartidulerauimplica!iN ?9ricum,estetra0iccaa5unsspunnalan!po liticul,implicits cialul,nainteadiinului-@ +"o l sealuminain"o rm atprin0riledecristalensco pul deturnriiuno rideisauac!iunicarenu+ieraupeplacN +nuspuneatatesecretelespeci"iceunui0radrei<itcmai pentrua+ipstrasuprema!iacuno aterii?a"irmacnusepo ate accesasu co ntientulcui a"ro ialui+&I( * I%( F!+inu ddeain"o rm a!iacexistsim o luricaredesc/ idcaleaspre su co ntientulricuiiccine a"rcuno aterenusepo ate apradel cn"a!aunuiasem eneam ,"ieelm aestrurei<isau nu@N +iultim a,pecaream desco perit+mait, rziu,suprarea luipe um nezeucarelm piedicasser a0e-9suprare ancestraldat ratrupturiide"emeialuinm o mentulcderiii pecareamdesco perit+ieumultmait, rziunminensumi- * ertestec, se , ndputereapecarea eaunasem enea Xdi idasupram ea,"aptulcnum puteam apradeelprin i5l aceleclasicert do xe,m +am / o tr, tsreiaucursurilede ei<icasa5un0mairepede&aestru-&i+am0sitm aestramea carei"ceatrea aco rectiam a"latdestulec, tsnumaipo t "iin"luen!atdeal!imaetriirei<i- upceam scpatdeco ndi!inareaaceluimaestruam co ntinuatrei<i,dardedataastacu maestra- elacaream n !atceeacea eam de n !at- inpcate,maetriirei<iauprimitini!ierileiaAmericaiauimplementatensu co ntientpr 0rameial0o ritmine0atiipecareitransmittutur r celrini!ia!ideei-' u,unul,ama utansaspo tcitim o liteleismcur!de0, ndurileenitedecinetieundeiinduse,o luntarsaunu,decinetie cine- 6initeam eacam aestrunuaduratm ultpentrucam clcatpeco ad m aestrarei<i-3iaunceputs inar/ an0/ elii,n0eriicusa ieialte arme-Av eausuli!e,arcuri,iledeluminiaunceputsmtaie-* , mpurilemeleerauraite-Av eamic, tepatru+cincitieturipemine-Atunci,tre uie srecuno sc,m+aa5utatunradiestezistcaremileco seaculumin- eaicip, namileco asesin0ura"o stdo arunpas-* , mpulseco ase"o artesimplu:se pici arelele0atecunitea!e"ine,nc/ iselaculare,careseducnpm, nt-I+amspussseducdupeleiare"uzatsintrenntuneric-I+amexplicat ci"acluminicnuisent, mplnimic-Aintratiadatpestec, !iaco piipecarei+arecuno scutca"iindaiei- #epetcetre uie"cut:SsedeaS"inte6itur0/ iipentruiertareapcatelria r atuluiia"emeiicarea"cuta o rtul- reo !iidelacaream n !ateum i+auspuscncazuluneicsnicii ina po artcelcare/ o trtea o rtul- acceido inusuntcstri!in"a!aaltarului, inaestea am, ndur ra-Sedaucam 1OS"intelitur0/ iipentruunsin0ura o rt- incauzaastaspunssedealamaim ultem nstiri datcasseplteascm ai repede-' v identcm aiestenecesariru0ciuneaceluicarea0reit- naltre0resie,do am ndo ct rdeastdat,azutn5urulpiciarelreile0turprecumund0o ncare!intuialcului-Av usesetts iulde o lialecr rcauznu0sea-Amdesco peritc"useselestematdeunicnco pilriesstealcului"- Sescapdeeleprindezle0aresauprintierealr,prinani/ ilareain"o rm a!iil rpecareleauim plantatedea0reso rcua5ut rullum iniial e-' ste im po rtantcai ra!iaceluicaredezlea0s"iemaimaredec, tceaaceluicareale0at- &93&9A( ' 6' -Suntcanite0/ em uriener0eticecesepo t izualizalanielul r0anelrsexuale- rimadatc, ndam isataace aeram studenti!inmintec prietendeam eamis+aartatnisimiartasprec/ il!i-* , ndm+am uitatam zutun0/ em deprlun0de"em eie-n 0eneral,"em eilecare"acaace aauprullun0idem ulte rinulea0ele,cimam elelr"o artepreo cupatedemritiul draslel rsaucanu cumv a0inerelescalcestr, m !Aacsepr duce le0arecarenua"ecteazrela!iadecupluinicisexulcu"ata r5it arei- o arcnutem ai intereseazalt"em eie-9rice r atesteatrasdealte"em ei- acaa5unslaunanumit0raddee o lu!ie,trecepesteinstinct,dacnu--- Seani/ ileazculumin- &aiaparle0turilam, ini,lara!e,pede0etesaulapiciare,carempiedicpers anarespectis"acce acenuco n ineatacat rului-Sesim t precum nite r!ridurer ase,po tpr ducen ine!ireanc/ eieturilrdatritimpo siilit!iicircula!ieiener0iei,c/ i+ului-Setaiecusa iaal- Impo siilitateadea"ile0ataparenmo mentulncareaiira!iaat, tdemarecener0iatrim isdeatacat rsu limeaznapr piereata-* , ndde ii lumin!
&a0iapeplantepo rnetet cm aidela"aptulcaut tat, teac, mpuric, tareimulsauriceanimal-&r 0,apr xim ati-Sunt am enicareau m aim ulten"unc!iedeceruldincarein-* as"iumaiexplicit,n"unc!iedeceruldincareine, m ulare i ra!iem aim are-ntruc, tco rpul"izic estedei ra!ie5as,luminadininterirl+ardistru0eideaceea,pemsurcespiritul inelantrupare,m rac"nitec, mpuricaspo atsse apr pietreptatdeira!iarespecti-n0eneral,spiritelesuperiaresemani"estcas"eredelumin,de"o c- Impo rtantnsestecexistaptec, mpuriasemntarelaameniilaplante-In"o rmareauneiplante,ener0izareaiintr ducereaunuial0o ritm male"icsauene"ic,mairar,ntr+plant"acecaacestasse0re"ezelani elcelulari,implicit,ssent, m pleprecum n !inereapecalesintetica insulinei- * retereaplanteiimultiplicareacelulelrampli"icin"o rma!iacarea"o stintr dusini!ial-* um nutrim canitesistem enc/ ise, c, mpurileno astreinter"eraiarin"o rma!ianscrisnic, mpulplanteicaptener0ianecesarcasnein"o rmezepr priilec, mpuri- tout\ P arco r eamn deuniatcareaprins+laelncaspe "atdin eciniia ruts i leze-( uareuit,darmamaeiaa ut0ri5 sle "eredupuntimp "lare-Iarputiulaa5unsn spiciu-#emediulestecur!areaener0etic,distru0ereain"o rma!ieimale"icedinc, mpurile plantei- racticacultruralreco mandstr pirealrcuurin-( utiudacesteceamaiunmetdpentrucur!areaunei"l riin"o rmate,dartiuc suntatentc, ndprimesc,cumpr"lriidelacine-* eisensi ilipo ta5un0ec/ iarssimtc, mpurile"l ril ridacacesteasuntin"o rmate- I<e anaseazeaztcmaipeinterac!iuneam+plant- 6aunmo metdatamcumpratuno nsaipentru"atiil+am "cutcado u0, ndindcesteprecum su"letulm eu-3tiam ,intuiam maiexact,cexist o le0turntre o nsaiisu"letulceluicarelcumpr-* , ndil+am dustrecuse"ri0ul-( ui+aplcutdo amneiundel+am pusini!ialim+aru0ats+i sc/ im lcul-6+am aezatpecalri"er- esteno apteaudatclduriis+auuscatt ate"runzeleii+auczutco m plet-Arm asdo aruna-$, ndindu+ mclmenisemcapesu"letulmeum+amcamn0ri5 rat-&aialescrm seseca tu"p, r5 litdeunincendiu! ) reptatns,a5utatcuapilumin,"atarespecti 1+areaduslaia!ian erzitdinno uiaracum,sla do m nului,este"rumo s- &aitre uiedo araran5atdupsu"letulceluicarelpo sedi,ntim p,a5un0eslexprim e- eunderezultctestular o reluidinpsi/ o l0iel+ auin entatp, nlaurm5apo nezii! L AI( ' 6' I( &A$I' P eremeac, ndncepusemspracticartelemar!iale,unuldintreantreno riimeispuneactre uiesnesplm <im o no +urilesin0uri,explic, ndu+ne cnelrm, neimpre0natener0iano astric,dacestesplatdealtcine a,eaainter"eracuarespectiului-S"iusincer,<imo no ulesteunuldintre pu!inelelucruripecarenule+amlsatpem, inilealtcuia,celmultalmam eimele-Sim!eam c, ndela"o stsplatdealtcine a,aacntateprieteniile mele,curareexcep!ii,mil+amsplatsin0ur- * esent, mplde"apt2( o iimpre0nm / ainelecuc, mpurilei0, ndurileno astreiarcine a/ ipersensiilpo ate,raco r+d, ndu+sementallaele,sle discearncaicum le+ar0, ndipealeluinsui-) o cm aipentrucpstreazc, m purileno astre,suntprecum partedinntre0,dinno i,iatuncirice actma0icadresatlrniseadreseazimplicitino u-' v ident"emeilesuntmaipu!innperico lslisent, m pleastantr+uncuplu,dar po tp!idin parteamamelrlr,careaumaimultcuno atere-9datceaidesco perit"unc!iilecreierului,careceptriemi!t rde0, nduri,n e!islei"o l seti- P luscsensiilitateamentalestenati,credcare co mpo nent0eneticiimplicitr0anicic"eteledinmamesensiilementalo ra5un0es "o lseascntr+un"elsaualtul- inco l de ppuim rcatecu/ ainelecui a,pentruaseputea"o calizamai ineener0ia,mairm, nesplatul0, ndurilr"-' steunlucru interesantpecarel+am nt, lnitdestulderar-Sunt"emeicareaumo tenit,n0eneralpeliniematern,aceasensiilitatecarele"acessepo atraco rda ener0eticlaaltcine ac/ iariprininterm ediulunui iectcarea5un0enm , inilel r-9calitatedestulderarnt, lnit,darnuat, tderarpec, tse credenmediul r5it ril r- rinsimplaatin0erealucruril rsepo ateaccesaener0ia/ aineirespectieiimplicita"laceeacedo retidespre mul respecti-Intimpulsplatului, datcundeprtaream izeriei,sendeprteaziener0iareziduala"latnmateriali,mental,po t"indeprtate 0, ndurileceluincauz-%n"eldeaccesareac, mpuluimemo rieiicur!arealuintr+manierartizanal-Adu0areauno r0, ndurino insensuldo rit der5itareesteurmt rulpas- Str pirea/ ainelro lna ilrdectrepreo !idupcitireaslu5elraree"ectdatritaceluiprincipiuuniersalco n"o rm cruiapu!indinttcuprinde aceltt-* redinciiicareseatin0de/ ainelepreo !il r"ac ine,"rs"ieco ntien!ideceeace"ac-ntimpul6itur0/ iei,princo o r, rea u/ ului S", nt,preo !iisencarcculumin-Lainelelesuntplinedeener0ieiaratin0erealrpermite,celuicarerea,spreiadinacealumin-' stepildai lic a"emeiicuscur0erides, n0ecareseatin0ede&, ntuit rcasseindece-Iisusasim!itiantre atcines+aatinsde' l-Is+arspunscmultlume, pentruceraa0lmera!ie-Ainsistatceraaltce a,pentrucasim!itputereieinddin' l,atunci"em eiaaieitn"a!iaspusceaeraicdemul!i ania eascur0erides, n0edecarenuseindecaicdeastas+aatinsde' l- ( uartre uissesupereniciunpreo tcam eniiseatin0de/ ainelel rat, tatimpctsuntL rist snaltar-%npreo tcaresesuprcam eniise atin0deelnuprealreprezintpeLrists---3iaruncatul/ ainelrpreo !etipe o lna i,saudez rcatul,areielnsemntatedinpunctde edere ezo teric+las u/ ulS", ntpeacelm-#ulnusupo rtluminaiautmatsuntcur!ateentit!ilene0ati e- ar am eniinuco ntientizeazrulpe carel"acipermitacelrentit!isre in- %ncursantde+almeum+antre atdacsepo ateluamprtaniadirectdinpo tir,"rstemprteti,"iindo r adeceicarepo tspreiaener0ii deladistan!-Am rmasstupe"iat-( utiam ceszic-' steperm is,esteunsacrile0iu2In"o nd,peSera"im deSar v lmprteaun0eriiinucred cesteru,at, tatimpc, t"aci ine-Am nt, lnit am enicare"o lseauener0iadinm prtanienru,nsensulcsespo v edeau,semprteaui, cresc, ndu+iira!ia,puteausle0epeal!iisaus0/ iceascprin9dncr!i,ceeaceeste/ ido s,daracetiacredcnuauniciscuz-
( uexistcredeucredin!maimareimaiputernicdec, ta!i0anilr-* / iardacestedirec!inatpr sti"acmulteelele,suntdeadmirat-&uzica !i0neasc"acepartedinsu"letulmeu,m iplacat, tdem ultco ntestatelem aneleisuntre0ulidinclanurilelrcare,deiretr 0rade,rezo neazcu parteameantunecat-; 0atulnsta o r!--- P o v esteam launmo mentdatn despre"eti!acuami0dalelepecaremi+a"o stmai0reus indecdincauzcatre uitstrecpeste credin!auniciicnimicnuputeaa5utana"ardepenicilin- . i0aniiauputereianipentrucaucredin!- o atecnupreaauco al,astai+ar"indeprtatde um nezeu,darculumeadedinco lstauine- ' ste0reudeluptatcu r5itriilrt cm aipentruc,"iindcrescu!incuno aterealum iispirituale,eie"ecti tiu"ninterircareesteade rul- e aceeapo tdapr steal"lar m, ni,adic:s+i"acdin o r e!"%nexempluestet cm ai"aptulcse5urpeeinii,peco pii,pe c/ iidincap,se lesteampeeiniicsmo armama"sauco piiintimpcene esteleseducado uazilapreo tssedezle0e! 6anceput reausamintescc, te aminciunicareauaprutprindi erseemisiuniundesedez teapr lemama0ieiicareinduc "ric ne5usti"icatam enilr-' rauc, te ado amnemairunetecarespuneauntr+emisiune,c/ ipuriledespiritualitate,c:t tceestele0atidatpeapsau pe"o cnusem aipo atedezle0a!9o inumi&I( * I%( A( #-J - eceeste"alsa"irma!ia2 entrusimplulmo ti cricema0ician erita iltiecm a0iaarel cntr+dim ensiuneatempo ralidatulpeapsau arsuln"o cnlumeano astrnua"ecteazcunimicrezultatuldinaceadim ensiune- ezle0arease"ace ricum natempo ral,saun eniciecum ar spuneuncretinerita il,indi"erentceste"cutdeunpreo tsaudealtcine acarearecuno atere- &I( * I%( A( #-Asere"erlapreo !iirtdo ci,cretinin0eneral,desprecaresespunecn+auputereadeadezle0adec, tnceripepm, nt,cu re"erirelaceeaceaspus&, ntuit rulacum do umiideani:8dauputerecattceeaceestedezle0atpepm, nts"iedezle0atincerittceece estele0atpepm, nts"iele0atincer!"3isespeculeazcnuar"i"cutre"erireiladimensiuneadesu pm, nt"-Snuuitm nsc,nceletrei zilep, nlan iere,Iisusaco lindatiadulduc, nd esteace unicel rdeaco l ieli er, ndu+ipeceicare o iau-: iecarepreo tare/ aruliputerea 6uidacrea,n a!itiesle"o lseasc-Iisusaspus:Acesteaimaimaridec, tacesteae!i"ace!"re"erindu+selaminunilelui- lusca"ipreo tal 6uiIisusLrists"aceca' lsdezle0einutu,preo tul- nco ncluzie:ricepreo tpo ate,dacrea,sdezle0epepm, nt,ncersausu pm, nt- &o ti elepentrucarese"acr5isuntcelemaidi erse- elain idie,dra0o ste,p, nlado rin!adeputeresaudeani- %nprietende+almeuareun; &[ "cutpeco mandnal aredeKB-BBBdedo lari-6aunsema"o r,l, n0elaupritnite!i0anittntr+un; &[ , maiec/ i-I+aupr puss+1, nd,darelare"uzatindi"erentdepre!ulcareis+a"erit-Aunceputelelele-( u+imaimer0eaua"acerile,as"elnc, ts"ie ne o it,nceledinurm,s, ndmaina-Interesantera"aptulcise"cuser"ipem ain,darast"elnc, teasnup!eascnimic-* uansaseputea decelaunc, mpne0aticarenco n5uramaina,precum 0o 0o a,la1B+1Wcm decar serie-* elmaiuo rsescapdeaace aprins"in!ireadectreun preo tamaini-Sepo ate"acecur!areipesim o lurirei<isauradiestezic,darnuauputereas"in!iriiunuipreo tiaa0/ iazmei- ) o t!i0anil rleestespeci"icatacullani elulultim eic/ a<re- &er0eam datprincentruin"a!la* inema atriam+aprit !i0anct, nr,carem+aru0atsdo nezniteanipentruuntratamentnstrintateal unuico pil-Amre"uzatpemo tica emmediciiterapeu!iat, tdeuninc, tartre uisn e!eceidinstrintatedelano i-&i+aartattieturdinziar careartac"useseuns"atdatc/ iardemedicipentruacesttratam ent-I+am replicatcsuntlar, ndulmeumedicicnumprtescaceeaipinie- Am suprat+ru- upc, te aminutedeladespr!ireuitasem deea,c, ndanceputalamucul- rimadatam primitataculncap-&+am nc/ is,am "cutsim o luri?* / o =u#ei, ai=o &i,#ama@iam crezutcam scpat- ar,surpriz,nua"o staa-A enitninim !Am co ntinuatnacelai mo dinterpun, ndntremineia0res areperdeadelumindinSursa%niersal-Arealizatcnupo atesm atin0aaiaenitprinc/ a<rardcinii- Senza!iaa"o st0r aznic-' "ecti deparctetra0ecine an!eap!8reausspuncm+amndo itdedurereimis+aspuscamde enitliidla"a!! 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Am "o stc/ ematlaunmo mentdatdeprietencas"accuno tin!cudo amncarea eapr lem-3ic, ndspunpr lemmre"erlaunacu ade rat-So !ulei,dena!inalitateturc,"usesearestatexactdeS", ntul( ico laepentrutra"icdedr 0uri-* apturapecare "cuse; ri0adaAntidr 0era depeste1B<il0ramede/ er in!( u"useseprinsel,cido iindiizicareaduceaumar"din) urciaicarea eau,dinc, team re!inut, du itcu"und du luunde"usese0sitdr 0ul- o arcmainileerauale"irm eiturculuipecarel o m num i' -( uestededat riam eas+15udec-( utiudac este ino v atsaunui,sincer,numintereseaz-Am zutnsdo v ezilepecarele+auprezentatceidelapr curaturipo tspunecntr+unsistem 5uridicco recteuunul,ca5udectr,le+a"idatcudo sarulncapii+a"itrimisdinno ulaco al! o v ezile,deexemplu,co nstaunc, te a"o t 0ra"iiale turculuicuceido incareela ea 0eant?icedac2@, andncareintre adacauadusmar"a?o "i"o sto r adesarailii!@imrturiacelr do iceltia- Astamiamintetededenun!uriledepe rem eaco m unitil rc, nd,dacdo iindiizipuneau c/ iipepm, ntultuispuneaucai"o stle0inar, a5un0eailacanal-Separecnuam e o luatpreamultdeatunci-; amai!inminteclaunmo mentdat,c, nds+aa"latcam s"iumart ruldo am nei 8, ntunpr cesuldedio r!,mis+aspusc:* e,crezicesteat, tde0reus!ise0seascunpac/ etcudr 0uriis"iiascunspentrumul!iani2"9are aaeraicuturculno stru,tatalunuiie!eldeclasaado uaiso !ulunei"em eilsatesin0urelatreizecideani2( utiu-* ertestectatlumeaera n0ri5ratdes artalui-( usupo rtadeten!ia-Acum,c, ndscriu,atrecutunandelaarestarealuiincnus+auluatdeclara!iiledelamart riieisunt t tnc/ ii!* ircul5uridicr m, nesc!#epet,nuestedatriameas+15udecisuntdeaco rdcceicaresecupcuaace aartre uinc/ iimulttimp- Acum nsera o r adeelca m ide unstarealuipsi/ ic- entrumineunm rm, nem indi"erentdesitua!iancaresea"l-Aacam "cutnitemsurt riiam desco peritccine ancercas+1lucreze-lpresapsi/ iccasmrturiseasc"aptulcelar"i"o stcapulre!eleicareaducea dr 0urin!ar- upam prentapecare lsaseener0iaceluicareitrimiteaacest0, ndam desco peritcera!i0an-' xist ira!iemai5asa !i0anilr,acelc/ i0reudecareo r eamncarteaprecedent-* ertestecam acceptats"iunsalnmo m entulncareeraedin!a- nmo mentulncarei+amzutpeceicucareera5udecat,presupuiiluico mplici,am crezutccine adin"amiliilel rum lcupr sti arecaspo at s+iscape asmacuratpeceido iipes !iaunuiadintreei,undemai"useserdesco peritedr 0uri-* um stteam eunspateleslii,cur!, ndu+1de ladistan!pepacientulm euincerc, ndsiredaudo rin!ade ia!idelupt,am ser atprintrea o ca!iuntipm rcatnco stum,pelatreizecide ani,carettprieactremine-( ul+am luatnseamimi+am co ntinuattransmitereadeluminspreinelemuluimeu,indi"erentcareeraacela- ac 0reise,nuputeam inter enipentrusim plulm o ti c inaeradestuldemareinuam dreptulstrecpesteo in!adiin- ars+1cur!saus+1 sus!inener0eticam o ie,aacam co ntinuat-( uanincercatniciunmo mentsin"luen!ez0, ndirea5udectruluipentruca"itrecutpesteli erul ar itruallui,"aptcaresepltetealnai iide0reu-6aunm o m entdatn"a!am eas+aaezattipulnco stum ?era!i0an@i "emeiensrcinat,care a eamsa"lueras !ialui-Seinterpuseserexactntreminei5udectr!Arputeaspunecine acpo atea"o stdo arimpresieamea- o arceramdo ar no itreinpiciareiputeaussteariundensal- lusctipaseridicasedepeancspecialcas inn"a!amea-&iemi+a"o stdea5unsnsceam v zutiamieitdinsal- * eeacenun!ele0ceicaresecup,caincazulcel rdo i,desu0estieestecluminapo ate"itransmisricumicriceara5ener0eticpo ate "idepitidesc/ isdeira!iisuperiare,decinutre uias"iuaco l casitrimitluminsausdezle0ceeace"ceauei- eatuncinutiam,daram a"latdinsurseneo "icialectipulsepreum lapelaI$P -9areaa5unsi$arceasn!elea0putereaspiritului2Ar"iine,dartttre uiesa ertizezc trturapsi/ ic,asilipecine asspunade rulprincuno atereim anipularedeladistan!,ncalcli erular itrual muluic/ iardacesten nc/ iso areic/ iardaca0reit"a!des cietate-' l,dinpunctdeederedi in,areaceleaidrepturicaunmlieria+i"aceru SIestela"elderu cuarniunco pil!Aac,pentrumulmeu,unsauru,nuam "cutaltce adec, ts+1sus!inener0etic-* ertesteclaurmtareaprezentaream lipsit delatriunal-9simplco inciden!2Am "o stc/ ematsam undial0cuceidelaS#I,undemidepusesem undo sardean0a5are-A"o st experien! nuat, tplcutc, tinteresant-miplacec, ndcine amsu estimeaz- ardespreasta,altdat-&i+a"o stco n"irm atdeunprieten"aptulcpo li!iaare an0a5a!icarestau"rumo sntr+unlcretrainea , ndaltce ade"cutdec, tsmanipuleze SIanc/ eta!ii! nperiplulmeuprin ia!,dinnecesitateadeamiasi0uratraiul,am a5unsslucrezntr+unclu deno apte-Av eam de5acarteaneditur,darnu apruse,icum ntre!inereatre uiapltitam alescemis+a"erit-* lu ulrespecti a easaldeiliardiar-Sincera"o stunuldinlcurileundemi+ aplcutslucrezcelmaimult-* um am a5unsaco l26ucrasem mpreuncu"o stameaprieten,ttdo ctri!,launca inetparticulardemedicin 0eneralim edicintradi!inalc/ inez,darcum am a5unslaco ncluziacdrum urileno astretre uiessedespartdinco nsiderentepurpers nale,am co nsideratctre uiespleceudinacellc-Ini!ialamziscplecdin!ar,tiamdestulec, ts"iuprim itde ricearm atcareareiarm a SI,idac plecammduceamcutatcuno atereamea- Alesesem 6e0iuneaStrinnuat, tdincauzarenumeluiei,cidincauzacelrcaresea"launum ralr,indiizi"o arteinepre0ti!i SI-Si0urc eram co ntientderisculdea"istrsdein"o rm a!iiideadispreanceledinurm -: cusem r stdeani,miaran5asem lucrurileimpre0team s plecc, ndamcuno scut+pe"atacule0turile-' racelmaiciudatcazpestecareddusemcapsi/ o terapeut-&atr0eadinm aimulteco nsiderente:"ata esteiacum"rumo as,aremintecaretaiecariciul,iputereinteri arcaredemulterimie,caunrelaticuno sctrnalepsi/ iculuiuman,mi+a puscapac-Adic0sisem "emeiecares+mi"ieunad ersarpepo tri-* redco iprezentanurmtareameacartepetemarencarnriiiie!ilr unuispiritintitulat ' stededicatei, ie!il reidepeacestpm, nt,cauzeipentrucaresea"lacum naceast v ia!ideceis+ant, mplatceeaceis+ant, mplat- * asre in-Am plecatdelaca inetulrespecti dinmaimulteco nsiderente- rimull+am spus,aldo ileaestepentrucde5aa eam pr lemecu pers anedinco nducereainstitutului,carenunumaicnun!ele0eauceeace"ceam pentruameni,dar"iindpreane0re"erauc/ iarm po tri-Aac, dec, ts"acirudo ctri!eicaremlsases"acceeacecrednterapiilealternati e,maiineplecam- luscsrisem pu!inpestecal"c, ndre0resii pu lice,arecumcaunspectaco l- ' xistdo amnpsi/ o l0carespunecnumaieapo ates"o rm ezeterapeu!inre0resie,pesum em arideeur i-&aisuntemino i,caremaitim unaaltai"aptulclucreazpentruanumiteser iciinunesperie, adinco ntr,co n"irm rientareaeipr "esinal=$; +ist-* um am plecatdela ca inet,"usesem/ o tr, tsplecidin!arimiplasasempacien!iinaltepr!icasnuilasdeiz elite-' ramsupratipeeditur,ca eamcarteala eide5um tatedeaninum i+sco seserinuprimisem niciun ancucaresmntre!in, anrela!iameacu"atadecarepo m eneam mi c/ eltuisem ianiideplecare,aacm+am trezit"ranii"rlcdemunc-nt, lnireacuunco le0cucarelucrasem ca0arddeco rpm i+a "erit aceasts lu!iedemo ment-( utius"acpreamulte-Stratezismat,"iecesteo r adeplanulspiritualsaudecel"izic-Aacs lu!iilemelesunt restr, nse- * lu ullacaream a5unsslucrezsea"lantr+uncartierm r0ina,lalim itadintre l curiicase,undeprepo nderentl cuiau!i0ani-* as n!ele0e!idespreceeste o r a,tre uiesspuncaco l i"cuserlansareaunuial um P arazi!ii"isec, ntaunumaimaneleini!ial,iarpe pere!i,lal cdecinste,sea"lau; %$&a"ia,&ari/ uanaetc- atr niiclu ului,nnumrdetrei,erauun"o stlucrt rla; ri0adaAntiter , actualm entea o cat,unc, ntre!iuntip"rpream areim po rtan!npo v estireano astr-* lu ulm erseseine,adusesepr "it "rum uel,cuncasridezecidem ili anepeno apte,p, nlaunm o m entdatc, nda o catul,supratdeco m po rtam entulneci ilizatalunui!i0anm ai rsritdinpunctdeederematerial,idduseacestuiainterdic!ie-. i0anulsesuprasei enisecu ie!iiluidecartier-Av o catulenisecuie!ii delari0ad,cas"acdeser iciuc, tedo ipeno apte-: c, nd parantez, ie!iidela; ri0adsuntplti!itarepr st-Szicem cun spo rti deper"o rman!,la1,UB+1,I Bi1BBde<0arene o iedeOBBB+OWBBdecal riipezi!( upreaaredeundes+ia5un0unsalariudesu zece mili anepem, ncare!Aacsuntne o i!islucrezesuplim entar-3iceicucarelucram eueraudintrecei uni,pentrucal!ii,dinalteser icii care"acm aim ultpre0tiredeaut aprare,ziuaser escpatriaiarno apteasuntrecuperatripentrucinetiece"i0ursinistralumiiinterlpe! upaceastceartaunceputsapar elelele-%nuldintre ie!is+ainternatcudia0no sticdetr m o "le it-Altulaa utunprein"arctiar clu ulanceputsse0o leascpezicetrecep, nlaaa5un0esnumaipo atpltisalariilean0a5a!il ri"acturiledeapilumindinlipsdeclien!i! Am "cutmsurtriiam zutcdrumurileeraunc/ ise"-' xistaumaimultecipecareseputeaa5un0elaclu ipe"iecaresea"lac, teunno r ne0ru?"o rmde0, ndmale"ic@menitspreascpericineo iasinssedistrezeaco l- e5serau"cuteceeacenm a0ia!i0anil rsenum esc "cturi"-* elemaipericulasesuntcelepe"o c,care"o lsescuntipdeSP I#I) ' A6' : 9* %6%Inum iteSA6A&A( #' -( uaputeasspun exactcum se"acdar,dacaineno r culscalcipeele,c, m pulseridici!ilaspici rulna"aralui-nc, te azilenumaipo !iclcapepici rul respecti inutiidece,iardinpunctdeederemedicalnuseco nstatmainimic- ici rulsepo ateum"la"rreo cauz iecti- 9sin0urdatamclcatnaace adea eam c, mpuldusp, nla0enunc/ iinummaiputeamncl!a-6ucrampeatuncila "a ricdea i ane undeeram e"deturlapaziam prim itnsu o rdineun!i0an-%nuldintrelucrurilepecaretre uiasle"aceras+ico ntr lezpe ie!isnu "acpr stia+re-9datns,pec, ndseateptaum aipu!in,m +am dusnco ntr linuam0sitpenimenlalcullui! lecaserlaere!' raduminic, se di/ neau-* ineeracapulrut!ilr,pentrucp, natuncinua usesem pr lem e,tipulcelno u!A"o stsurprinssm addeparcar"i"o st co n inscar"itre uitsstauunde a-%rm t areaturnum aiputeam sm ducnco ntr ldincauzapici arel r-Am stataac, te aturep, nce amdesco peritc"armecelepe"o cdecareo r esc!i0ncilenunseamncse"ac"armececareapo isearuncn"o c,cicelementelecarese"o lsescn ma0iesuntspiritele"o cului,salamandrele- eaicip, naledeco ndi!inaestedo arunpas- &i+a enitpestem ulttim punpreo tcareclcasenaace a-Ise"cusespecialcasnusemaiduccuo tezulsaulas"etanie-Spers"in !at cumssepr te5eze- ; eleauaestec,pentrucaspo !ipreluanterapieaceastentitate,!itre uieira!iemaimaredec, ta"o cului,saucelpu!indestulcuno atereca snutea"ectezeissc/ im ipr 0ram uleitrim i!, nd+unde+itie um nezeul cul,pentrucnicieanureas"iele0at! %nadintrem arilepr lem epecarelepr ducspiritele"o culuiesteimpo si ilitateaactuluisexual-Actulsexual,aacum l"acem no iamenii simpli,se"aceprinintermediuldemo nilr,aspiritelrin"eriare-( umre"erlaceizu0r i!ipepere!iiisericilr-9ripr lemaestecsalamandrelei ardipeacetia-9"emeiecarearemaimultedinspiritele"o culuipeeapo ates"ieceam ai"rum o as,niciun r atnuse am aiapr piadeea"izic- aclearenaintedeacuno ate,nicim carnu a"iatras"izic,pentrucrulintuieteprezen!a"o culuicarelarde- Ama utdo ucazuride"emeicareau"o stm rcatenlicurici",aacumaparelelanielastral- arceraurazide* rciun!&o tielepentrucare a eaupr lemedeacest0en:tre uiausplteascprin"o cceeace"cusernaltia!-%nadintreele"useseinc/ izitr- ) o tula eai parte un,lesc/ im ase ira!iac, mpurilrile"cusemaireceptielalumin,c/ iardacndetrimentulrela!iilrsexualesau sentimentale- P arado xalpo atepentruneini!ia!i,spiritele"o culuislluiescnpietreilem n-( uuita!insc"o culse"cea"iecucrem ene,"ieprin"recarea lem nel r,c, ndapare"o culiu,celcarearecapacit!icuratie,ma0iceicaremaitrieteastzinc, te aaezrirurale- ( uam de0, ndsspunc, tedu/ urinecuratesunttrimisede !i0anccarelucreazpema0ieal!"?sic!@pentruampiedicapericeclientsse apr pie?c, ndtrecde sutnumaiareimpo rtan!@- aram sspuncdinpunctuldeederealputeriisuntco mpara iliidemulteriidepescpe e rei-* lu ulerale0atcuI I dele0turicas"alim enteze- acdesco perilacine aI I dele0turi,si0urr5itruleste!i0an,saucelpu!inan !at delaacetia-. i0aniiaua5unsssem o 0!eascm ai multdec, tr m , niit cm aipentruceicuno scmaiineal areama0iei,aspirituluiiacredin!ei,c/ iardacdemulterile "o lsescnru-ntr+sear,c, nderam deser iciu,dupnc/ idereaclu ului,am rm asde e0/ esus,lam ansard-Am "cuteusim o lurirei<i, dareraat, tane0ru"nc, tamado rmitsu it-&+amtrezitcudurerideinim,ru0, ndu+m- #z o iul SI"dinacestacest arnus+alim itatlaasta- inc, ndnc, nderautrimii0rupuride!i0anicarec/ ipurilesedistrau,darcareerau pepo stdem 0rui"-Aduceauener0iein"o rm atidu/ uripecareleddeauprin ani sptaril r-; anulerasu stratulpecareseplim at t rul-Am ncercatssu0erezunuiadintrepatr ni,a o catului,celuicareintrasenco n"lictcu!i0anii,saplanezet tulpentruceste0reus dezle0iaat ttim pulceeacelea0cine apltitpentruasta- inpcateeraat, tdencr, ncenatpr stetenc, tnicimcarnuo iasian co nsiderareariantam a0iei,c/ iardacela eacelem aim ultepr lem edintret !i- r a ilcle aluanco nsiderarec, ndseam o ln iinu ia0sileaculnmedicinaclasic-Atunci,pentruceram directinteresatde aride unulm ersallui,am luatpr lem aperso naliam nceputs+i"acdezle0rile-* , nderam deser icium surm radiestezicc, testedele0atpe scardela1la1BBi"ceam dezle0riledet tceea ceeratrimis-6ucrurileaunceputssendrepteiastaeradestuldeuo rdee aluatn"unc!iedencasriledepesteno apte-Auaprutideino i, 0en"eteledeantren,lutari,disco tecs, m tasearaiarulanceputsm ear0- inpcate,s+ant, mplatceeacepre zusem-* , ndune"nutie ce"acicauncuno sct rpeparteaspiritualesteuo rde"o l sitcam asdem ane r-Am "o stast"elso co titpreadeo se it"iatre uitsplec-* e s+ant, m platcu arul,num ai unul um nezeutie-' u,unul,miluasemlec!iadelaacestniel- . i0aniim aiau 0/ iduiecucaretepo tatin0e-6aunmo m entdatam cuno scut "atcarea eanite"cturi"cutepesu"let-; iatun,amruts o dezle0,aacam spusn0, nd B ru0ciunededezle0are-nm o m entulncaream term inatdezisntrea0aru0ciuneam primitaceaener0iedirectpe c/ a<rainimiicusenza!iae"ectiaunuiin"arct-* eacare"cuseacea"o rm0, nd co ndi!inaseslv eascninimpe ricinear"indrznits dezle0e!3ieu,ni0no ran!am ea, "urasem -Acumsuntmaiprecautcuceeacedezle0- #e enindlasalamandre,spiritele"o cului"o lsitenma0ie-Am "o stc/ em ats d "em eiecareseuscadinpici are"rcadinpunctdeedere medicalsaice a-Av eaeado iie!icaresecst risercu"ete,!i0nci-' uunulnureauscreezacum uncurentrasist-* redcnimicnusepo ate asemnacuiu ireaunei!i0ncicarete"acestesim!inalno uleacer,darnacelaitim ptem istuieca"o cul-iapreciezpentrum ultelucruricare no ur m, nilrnesuntstrine- 8ie!ilemeletrecutencaream "o st!i0an,luptelecucu!ituliiciulpentru "emeiemi+auplcutmult,c/ iardacdra0o steai0el ziaunui!i0an suntmaidurer asedec, triceran-* ertesteci+a lestem atco piiiiant rs"am iliile"etel rmpo triaei-3ii+au"cut+- r a ilc"izisea cdo aren"unddeeiiadurut+-* ertestec,atuncic, ndam "cutmsurtrile,c, mpulieraridicatp, nlaco apseiardureriledeurtpecarele a eaerauatr ce-Salamandraa eaunpr 0ram dere enire,aacam 0o nit+ datiapo is+antrs-Atre uits+idistru0ipr 0ram uldere enire- ) recereauneiaprintineestesenza!iedeparcsemicuniermecaretemn, ncdeiuiteardenacelaitimp-* , ndselcalizeazunde a,nimic, niciunmedicam entnu"acestreac- %naltcaza"o st"atcarea !inutursla"ilarmo nicdinS%Aicarenum aiputeac, ntadincauzade0etuluiinelardelam, nast, n0-* , nd ampusansapeeaamdesco peritca eac, m puldusnsusp, nlaazade0etuluiicaco l a eaptsalamandre-( iciunmedicam entnureuises o maipo at"acesc, nte-Am ani/ ilatpr 0ram ulindusspiritel r"o culuiii+am de l catcanalulener0etic turatdeele-Simplu,mi+am pus de0etularttrn, r"ulde0etuluieiiamtrim islum in-S+apr dusat, tde ruscca!ipat-Anceputs+im itede0etulsim !indu+1la"eldeine canaintedeasem o ln i-I+am "cutini!iereaperei<iidup+am iazm +asunats+mispuncpo atec, ntala"eldeine-' steade ratcam 0reiticar"itre utsnutrecsalam andreleprincreier,darascpatiastaesteelmaiimpo rtant- n"inalam sadau0c,p, nlaurm ,num a0iaestede inca em pr lem e,cino icare,a , nd reenpr priulno struc, mp,in0duim sintre- acnuamrezo nacuener0iaa0res ruluinuarputeasnelv easc- * eestespeci"icm a0iei!i0anil reste"o l sireaar0intuluiiu,iesteno rmaldacne0, ndim ceisuntlaazcldrariiimplicitcuno sctainele tpiriii"o lsiriimetalelr- * a co ncluzie:m a0ia!i0anil r"o l setear0intul iu,demo nii,spiritele"o cului?rare@,apei,aeruluiipm, ntului,le0turilesaum o m o anele ?m aim ultele0turideparcsuntc, l!i@,"armecele,desc, ntecele- estulenu2 SP I#I) ' 6' F&G( ) %6%I,sau$( 9&II+suntentit!ide i ra!ie5ascelmai"rec ent"o l site-6umina"acessescur0rapidnpm, nt dupceseani/ ileazpr 0ramulcareleesteimplementat- SP I#I) ' 6' A' #%6%I,sauSI6: II+suntuneledintrecelemaidr0u!e-6aunmo mentdatmi+aenitdo amncaresepl, n0eademaimulte,dar unuldintresimptmeleelemaiur, teeracncepeaseructeze,sr, 0, iespuspeleau,ntimpulslu5el rdela iseric-* , ndam "cutdezle0rile arm asuimitcputeam ssco taerul"acelaprinc, mpinucum lsco teaeape0ur-) o atalnareaeiadisprutnc, te aminutec, tam cur!at sil"iiprinc/ a<raplexuluis lar! : arm ecelepesil"idautatemani"estrilerespiratriiprecum tuse,strnutsau al nriinexplica ilem edical,eructa!iisauelim inride0azepe altepr!i-* ecum plitpo ate"isdai0azeno nstpicinearputeasmaisteal, n0tine2 SP I#I) ' 6' AP ' I,sauI' 6' 6' +suntcelecareco nstituieelem entulap-: arm ecele"cutepeeledeterm in,lani elul o r0anismuluiuman,mani"estricirculatriisaup, nlaurmdericetip,ntruc, tapaesteco n!inutnntre0ul r0anism uman-( ule+am nt, lnitprea des,deielesuntcelecaresedesc, ntlaapteiz o aresaulaaltlara1J no aptea- SP I#I) ' 6' $L ' . II+nutiudacsuntaceleaicuieleleile+am nt, lnitdestuldeciudat,pe pacient- upcei+am "cutcur!area, m, n min0/ e!asentimpceaceeapecare"o lsisemcaspreiauluminadela u/ ulS", ntrmsesecald-I+am spusmameimele,uimitcexistaace a, darea,caunerita il) o ma,aspuscnucrede-Atunciam luatc, te a0o 0o l aie"cadeaern0/ e!atiile+am pusnpalm- upc, te aminute a eaiea palm n0/ e!atsau,mr 0,pecare sim!ean0/ e!atiunacald-* eeacere0retestecnuam msuratdacdi"eren!adetemperatur caresesim!eaast"elsenre0istracadi"eren!detemperaturpescalaunuitermo metru! arpo atec a enii rem eaaceea-* ertestec"em eia respecti nusenclzeanici dat,nicim carcu aie"ier inte,nua ealumindelciputeasdo armlas are"rsseard! uptratam ent aspuscpentruprim adat,dupmulttimp,asim!itieacenseamnscur0luminaiclduraprintrupulei- SP I#I) ' 6' &' ) A6%6%I+sere"erlat atem etalelein"o lsirealrerauspecialiti"ierarii,"uritriides iicareseraco rdaulaele- el, n0 spiriteleAr0intului8iu,alem ercurului,suntspiriteletutur rmetalelr- o atedat sn!ele0em c int xica!iecumercur aputea"irezo l atde v indect ricaretius"o lseascspiriteleacesteais+1sco atdintrupnaintedea"acepreamultedaune- SP I#I) ' 6' 6' &( %6%I+nupo tspunecle+am nt, lnitpreamultnma0ie,darsuntspiritesuperi areide untatemare-6aunmo mentdat v inelaminedo amncare"cea* / icun0cuunm aestruc/ inezim r a0snum suprpeeadac s+m ispunceis+ant, m plat-( imicdin ceeace"cea uddeareunsemncara eace apr lemepsi/ ice-mipo "teteclaunm o m entdat,st, ndnsta!iaunuitr lei us,i+a enitspunm, napeun co pac-Imediatce1+aatinsaapucat+unr, sn/ o / o tecareeneadininterirulei-Aluatm, nadepeco pacir, sulancetat-Arepetatatin0erealui-Iar anceputsr, d%im it,aru0at "em eiesseapr piedeco paculrespecti is+1atin0iea,lacareaceastai+areplicatcnu+ine un-: aptul ctreceadestuldedespel, n0co paculrespectia"acut+sreasin esti0/ ezepr lema,aacm+aru0atsms rcesent, mpl- W &i+am luatansairapo rt ruliam intratnal"a-Inmo mentulncarem+am co nectatlaco paculrespecti,dinmineaieitun/ o / o tder, sde parca"iauzit anculseco lului!( uam maipututsmso rnim ic-( utiucea"o st: induc!ie,su0estie,co nectarealaunc, mpilar, um nezeu tie-* ertestecnziuaaceea,ncareeram de5astuldepr lememenetiur, te,am r, st ttim pul0, ndindu+m la* 9P A* %6* A#' #G ' !A "o stucuriepecarenuamsim!it+demultia"o stat, tdeciudats nt, lnescast"el-) o ttimpulmi+am ziscam smducslcautis+1ms r casdceestecuel,darnicidatnuam0sitmo mentul-
* redcdespremo dulncaretius"o lseasce reiicuno atereaspirituluis+arputea o r inununa,cinsutedecr!i-' u,unul,pre"erns sim pli"icrile,lucrurileclare,esen!a-' xist lim itam em o rieium ane,aacdem ulte rietine o itsmaiter0idisc/ eta"casmaiintrece a- &amuzaceiamenicarecredca"l, ndtaineimrescputereaicn"elulacestapo ta"laimaimulte-' uam scuipat"t tcea eam nminen cr!ilepecarele+am scrisipemsurcem+am 0o litam primitlucrurino i,cuno atere,careesteminunat-* / iarcredeam launmo m entdat,n i0no ran!amea,cam a5unslas", ritulcuno aterii-Scrisesem ado uacarte,erade5aneditur,darnuaprea-) re uiesmul!umesclui umnezeucnua aprut,pentruca"im uritdem ultdacapreacuunanm aide reme-( ua"ipututsmaprnacelmo m ent-nacestanam pututn !adestule c, tsmpr te5ezlani elspiritual- ( ea , ndce"aceitre uindsmic, ti0existen!alucr, ndce a,atre uitsmi0sescunlcdemunc-Am trimis* 8+uriladi erseca inete, "irm e,nimic- , nntr+zic, ndam o r itcuunprietencucarelucrasem cuce aaninurm launperso na5impo rtantallumii"inanciare r m, neti-idesc/ isese "irm depazia eac, te a iecti edecarerspundea,printrecarei "a ricncareseco nstruiauc, nd aa ianei careacum erapuspe utuci-Suntmultelucruri uneirelecaremis+aunt, m platntimpulc, tam lucrataici-&i+a"o st0reu,tre uiesrecuno sc- * , nda enitAr/ an0/ elul$a rielimi+aspusc o ilucrala"irmaprietenuluimeu,m+am ucurat,c, ndam a"latc atre uism racuni"o rmde a0entdepaz,tre uiesrecuno sccacam pl, nsinimanmine-' u,medic,cudo uzeciido ideanideco al,m aestrurei<i-m i eneasurlu- ar m+amdus- * , nd acerusem ,dinm , ndrie,"rstiuceam cerut,patrulucruri:credin!aluiI v ,puterealui&o ise,n!elepciunea1iiSo lmo niuntatealui Iisus-3tiamccermult,tiamcestem , ndrie,daram tiutcnupo tsm m ul!um esccuiatano st,strecpepm , nt"rslasce anurm a m ea,c/ iardacastansemnas"acdo arc, te aaluri- arnutiam c, tsmco ste-Aac,launmo mentdat,mer0, ndcuuni"o rmantr+plasde nRln,naintes m racmpl, n0eam Ar/ an0/ elului$a rieldeneno r cireapecarenu n!ele0eam-Iarelmi+arspuns:( +aiceruts"iiprecum, Iisus2" ; ada!"am spusaduc, ndu+miamintedeceeacecerusem dela um nezeu-3im i+am am intit ruscdepildaunuistare!careacerutdela umnezeusmerenie,iar3e"ul",cum lmaialinteu,1+apussiiacelemaipo no site/ aineidis+de+dimi+nea!splecedinmnstire,"rstie nimeni,ipecinesnt, lneascsascultedeel-( icinuaieitineiant, lnitunpo rcarcuturmaluidepo rcidelacareaa"latcestene o iedenc unullamnstireaecin-3is+a0atpazniclapo rci- ea iadupmo artes+aa"latcineeste- Sincer,c, ndmi+am adusamintedeasta,mi+acam pieritpiuitul-( um a anta5asrm , n ia!paznic-( uat, tdincauzamea,c, tdinacelrlal!i- &amami+amrturisitcieraruinesspuncsuntpaznic- rieteneimeleieradeasemeneaimt ttealacaps+midaureziden!iatul- e0ea a ncercam sleexpliccesteunexam enstupid,cn !atulmecaniceste pr stieimedicinaasta,lamo dulcum seaplicla raactual,este inco mpleti,p, nlaurm,stupid-( umascultanimeni- ea iamait, rziumi+amdatseamacaco l,peaer po rt,su cerullieram a utunadintre celemai"rumo aseperi adedin ia!am ea,lucrupentrucareimul!um esclui umnezeu-. inmintecstteam ntinspeiar ,uit, ndu+mlacer,cu c!elulmeul, n0mine,iprieam stelelecut, nd+peaceeadeundesim!eam cin-#espiram aerulcuratalno p!iiiascultam naturatrind-#arera ntreruptdereuna incareaterizasaudeco la-3imaieram ipltitpentruasta!( utre uias"acnimic,do ars"iuatentla!i0aniicare eneaucu cru!eles"urealuminiudina ianeledatela"iare ec/ i-&ultedintrea i ane,pltitecu ani0rei,"usesertrasena"arapisteii"useser desco mpletatedenumaieraudec, t,im pr priuspus,"iareec/ i- esco perisem msurt rileradiesteziceitatziuaastatceam,msurm c, mpurileco pacilr,plantelr,0, ndacilrisin0urdatam msurat rdac-Ini!ialmi+am adusamintedepo !iunilepentrudra0o stecarese"a ricaudinco arneleeiipentruclipm+am 0, nditssacri"ic-8z, ndcu c, tn erunareseaprdemine,mi+am adusamintedeluptameacu umnezeudintateie!ileii+amdatdrumulsseurcentr+unco rco du- o ate s"ieuimitlumeadea"irma!iamea,darstaesteade rul-ntateie!ile, staco lelepecarele+am nt, lnitncaleau"o stdela' l-( udelademo ni, nudelaam eni,cidela* elcare"aceastacasm"acscresc-Amn!elesiamacceptat+capepr v o caremenitsmnal!espiritual- * / iardacn!ele0,nu+6iu escpentruasta- P o stulcinci,po stulpt,situatenapr piereaaer po rtului,lcuriundent, lneaiunm laJ Odereicarem+audeterminatsn !nsin0urtate- ) riamcaunpustnic,cu0, ndurilemeleiie!ilemeletrecutecarencepusersinpestemine- ( ua em ideec, tenetrecprinmintentr+zi"rsputem sleanalizm npr "unzime-%nsin0ur m i+adatseamaceansemnatstatulmeu aco l,unmaseurcarepracticmedicinaaiur edicicaretiacenseamndinpunctuldeedereale o lu!ieispiritualestatulnsin0urtate- Am spusdemult,pec, nderam nliceu,c reau meseriencaresnu"acnimicisiau anicasmpo t0, ndilaalemele-Aaam a5uns pazniciam a utitimpulsmico mpletez0o lurilespirituale,scitescisscriu- lusca eam a anta5ulcpazniciisunts co ti!iun"elde m o il-Suntnsuniidintreceim aiciuda!iam eni,nm i5l culcr ram +am sim!itdeo se it- 3tiucplnuiescmultedinuntrulmeu,ncerc, ndsmindeplinescmenirea,icmul!inuputeaun!ele0edece"ceamceeace"ac- 9dateraunm careadunaci uridealedelut-* uc, t alarespecti "usesemaico l rat,cuat, t co nsideramaidealare-* eilal!ils co teau ne unp, nnmo mentulncareaudesco peritunm o num entnc/ inatdi init!iiicareeraunmo zaic"o rmatdinci urilepecarelecerise! Aco l,am intratnco n"lictcu!i0aniicareeneaus"ure- uteauluan5urdedo umilianedeleipentru cru!de"ier!( o ic, ti0am at, tntrei sptm, ni!* umnu+ilsam,aerauiie!icareleaplicauco rec!iico rpo rale,aunceputpr lemele-) re uiasle"actratamentecelrcareseumpleau dear0intiu,"cturiialtealea-&aidr0u!a"o stc, ndam realizatc"a ricaerapeutucinudintr+rdine"ireascalucrurilr,ciprin o in!acui a- &uncit riiesteade ratcnua eaudelucru,ieeaula raunsprezeceiseculcauniar ,alinia!iprecum sardelelenco nser -Av eaupr 0rame pentruaace ai,maimult,casea,deipedeapsaerades"acereaco ntractuluidemunc-3tiucnmediulmuncitrescseeaincm ult-Asta"ace de iceim unca"izic- arerapreadet t,s"idau ricele0ea unuluisim!-Aaam desco peritclucrurileeraumai0r asedec, tpreau- e"a ric erauunno r"ne0rumenitsntrerupriceactiitate- o !irealizarepededacnspatesunte reisau!i0anin"unc!iedetipuldema0ie"o lsit- edata astaeraunco ncerne reiesccarencercascumpere"a ricapede0ea a-8o iaus"alim entezecascumpereie"tin!&o duldeac!iuneestesimplu: secreaz"o rm0, nd,unspa!iucarempiedicderulareaa"acerilrntatesectarele-' stece a0entsunami",darseco mpo rtmaide0ra caunno r ne0rucareselaspe"a ric-3incepsaparaccidentealem uncit ril r,o li,s mnul, e!ia,certurile,mita-) o ateneno r cirile-: urt!ittcese po ate- urisimplucantr+unlclipsitdelumini,implicit,de umnezeu- : a ricaa ea "o rm 0, nddepesteun<il m etrundiam etru,m aiexact reo ase!* um sepo ate"aceaace a,arntre aunneini!iat2Simplu- P rincuno atere!' stent tdeaunam aiuo rs"acirudec, t ineic, ndaiicuno atereadeparteataesteimai"acil-9rie reiiaunspatettcele+ alsat&o ise,So lmo nial!im ariini!ia!icareautiuts"o lseascputerileculte,adic,maiexact,n0eriiidemo nii-* umdarul preo !ieile+a"o stluat datcu enirea6uiIisus,eiaurmassse"o lseascdo ardedemo ni-' v reii,capo po r,numaiauacceslaluminadiincare iz o rtedinS", nta) reim e-( ureaus"iuacuzatdexeno "o ie,este co nstatareazatpeexperien!icuno atere- , nlaurm , ino v a!inusunt o am eniider, nd,cilideriil rspiritualicr rale+a enit0reusrecuno ascunade rsimplu:cIisuseste: iul6ui umnezeu,&esiacelpecare' i niilateapt-Aacum &aicaa"o stcrescutdera iniiaintratnaltar,aacum s+atiutde enirea6uiIisus,aaeiaurealizatcesent, mpl, do arcnuaua utputereaicredin!ainteri arssc/ im ele0eacareleddeaputereaeco no mic-* um spr po v duiascsrciac, ndeiluauimai iau1BCdinriceanmicapelum e2Aaau"o stacum do umiideani,aaaurmasiacumnc/ in, ndu+sezeului; an- &o ti a!iapentrucareaulsats"iecruci"icatIisusnua"o stsalareamuluipepm, nt,cido rin!adea+ipstraa erile-&re"erstrictlara ini,la ceicaresuntsitua!in"runteaierar/ ieiiudaice-( uspunnimicde0lat,turmacare,nr ireaei,credettceisespune,nc/ in, ndu+se-' inuaun!eles nimicdincele+aspus um nezeu,\ a/ v e/ ,de+alun0ultim pului- entrucacestaestenumelepecare' lnsuii1+adatpemunte6ui&o isecas+1 transmite reilrcarei"cuser,dac!inineminte,i!eluldeaurcruiaisenc/ inau-9ri' l, umnezeu,npsalmiipecareirecit,aspusclarc nupo !is+i"erinimic6ui,nici5ert"edeanimale,pentructatesuntale6ui,ci5ert"adelaud,ru0ciunea-#estulsunttateale6ui-Ale) aledintru ale) alesunttate o amne!"( uaun!elesctemplullaallrnunsem nanim ic"r um nezeu-* / iariIisusaa o r itdespreelcadespre* asa ) atlui&eu"-9ri,m repet,censeam n cldire"r um nezeu2( im ic-3idac' lan0duits"iedistrus,pentrucnimicnusepo atepetrece "ro ia6ui,ezipildaluiI v ,decean0duit+23ie reiiimusulmaniipo tsseplim ela&ecca,lazidulpl, n0erii,cretiniipo tm er0ela isericile l r,dardacnuaunim icnei,de0ea a- ac um nezeunusem ani"estprintine,nuetidec, tunpracticantalunuistilderu0ciune,unm im i nim ic m aim ult-) re uies"iistupidste a!ipentru iseric,pentruuntem plu-) r nullui um nezeueste* eruli iseicaluisuntem"iecaredinno i- ' stemaiimpo rtantrela!iapers nalcu' ldec, t riceritual,reli0ie,credin!saucultreli0is-Astanuaun!eles,nicie reii,nicicretinii,nici musulmanii-Ade ratacredin!nusestri0,nuse atecupumnulnpieptinuirupe/ ainele!Ade ratacredin!"ace8o ia6uicareesteaceeai o riunde,nudo arpepm, nt,cinntre0uluniers! Iar umnezeuan0duitdistru0erealuipentrucerado arunlucrude"a!ad, m, ndrieiun"ariseism ie"tin,aacum aua5unsimultedin isericilecretinelaraactual- * uno atereapecare audelaceilal!imariailr,mo r!idemult,nseamnde"aptle0turipesap/ ir t+uri,demo nii"o l sireac/ i+ului0reu, co respunztr%m rei6ui umnezeu,decintunericului- * uno atereaperm itele0area"iealuminii,"ieaum reidintr+unm-n0eneral,stupiziinun!ele0asta-* nuaio iesle0inicimcarruldintr+un o mpentrucel1+aacceptatculierar itru- o !islcure!iiat, t- P r a ilc,dupce o ipu licaaceastcarte,i o rmo di"icamo duldeac!iune,darlea"idestulde0reu-* eain !atnmiideanieste0reu ssc/ im inzile- * uaceeai"irme reiascm+am nt, lnitdupcemi+am sc/ im at iectiuldepaz-Altlcncaremi+aplcuticareeradestuldeno upentru m ine,un/ o tel-3i am eniideaicim i+auplcut,pluscam a ut caziasdesco prlucrurino idespredi eri am enipo liticisaudea"aceri-' rau cam eristecarelucraserlapr tco lpentru0u erniprimulministru!( icinuti!ic, tdeinteresantepo t"idiscu!iilecupers ancarelucreazlamese maipu!in"icialeiesteciupitde"und!* , tetiedespreunaaltaidactiisascul!ipo !i"o lsiin"o rma!iamait, rziu,c, ndaine o ie- Interesantla/ o telulacestaestec,do arcuzinaintesm duceu,am aim uritun m ,unm aestruelectrician,cu ec/ imenmunc,icare aintratdescul!napiapusm, napeunca ludeAUB8!nt tal,delancepereaco nstruc!iei, murisertreiameni!3ierauprecumdo ulcuridetreieta5eacr rco nstruc!ienua eadecesdurezem aim ultdeaseluni,/ ai,unan- ar pr lemaeracintranco n"lictdeinteresecuunalt/ o teldel, n0aer po rt,careapar!ineaaceluiaitruste reiesccareo iascumpere"a ricade a iane- ) re uiesmrturisesccnmo m entulncaream a5unsaco l nicimcarnul+am zut-Am trecutpel, n0el!Atunciamrealizatcce anueste nre0ulcueliam 0sit"o rm0, ndcauninelne0ru,deptzecidemetridiametrulexteririaizecicelinterir-* , ndintramnel,mlv eamcade unzid,iarpepo r!iuneaaceeadedo uzecidem etrinicinuputeam 0, ndico rect-( uestedemirarec,deia eauunpre!cucircado uzecideeur mai micpercamer,eramereu0o l-' rao r adespreceeacescria anSeracu:sc/ em"cutdemaetri-6ae reispuneam cle0turilesunt"iemultiplii deapte,datritnumruluidear/ an0/ eliplanetari,"ieaunumrularcanelr,aptezecii pt-n0eneral,tre uiesrecuno sc,suntmaisla inma0ie dec, t!i0anii- art tam 0sitdemo nipuipaznici,casnt arcdindrum clien!iicarenicim carnutiaudecepleac- el, n0nc/ iderea drumurilrcua5utruldemo nilr,apr 0ramuluiprincareun m inuitnuputeas ad/ o telulsauprincareniciunser iciunuputea"i1BBC ndeplinitiale0turilr,eraacelno rne0rucarestteacapleacpe/ o tel- * redcacellca"o stdo ctratulmeunma0ie!&i+aplcutsdc, tpo tslcur!inc, ttimp- eleminusam a5unslaplus-Ansem natm ult pentrum ineipentruncredereanceeacesepo ate"acedeladistan!- o arcnuam a5unsnici datla1BBC-( icinuam ncercat,credcnu eram mo tiat-( utiudacesteinesauru,dar"aptulcerampltitdo arcapaznicnu+mi"ereadeterminarecasluptspiritualcuuniicareerauplti!i cumiidedo laricassus!in SIa"acerileco ncernuluie reiesc!6e+am co municatcel rcarerspundeaude/ o telco ncluziilemele-' raudo i"ra!icare "useserprezenta!icapatr ni,darnucredceierau,nrealitate-&aiexistauninco n enient,/ o teluleraplindead entiti- e"ra!iisur ri"o arte m , ndriidecredin!al ricarenicimcarnurealizauc "ceaudi"eren!epecriteriireli0iase!* uris,ei,ad entitii,nluptspiritualcue reii,ic, !ia rtdo cirisipi!ipeaco l ,printrecareieu, ncerc, nds+in !slupte-Am ncercatsleexpliccdacnu"acce a s+isu0rume"inanciar,darnum+a0atnseamnimenidinco nducere- Sin0uriicareaucrezutau"o st am eniidinpo sturilemici-; a, dat,au enitc, !iadintreparano rmaliicarese cupaudetre urilemurdareale celrlal!iis+aucazatn/ o tel-Atuncine+am zutla"a!-6aplecarealr,' ; : +ulcamerelreraminusKJ - esc/ iseserncamerelencarelcuiser po r!ispreIA !6e+am cur!atipeastea,nupentrupatr ni,nupentruad entitiicaresuntat, tdenc/ ista!indo 0m elel r,m airudec, tultra+ o rt do cii,cipentruc, !i a ie!ii"etecucarem i+aplcuts+m ipetrectimpuldeaco l-( icidatnuamsim!itcpierdtimpulunde aiam m ers undem +atrim is um nezeu-n"iecarel c,"ieca"o stantierul,"acultateadeco nstruc!ii,po sturiledepaz,am 0sitce aden !atdelareunm- &aizileletrecuteam msuratdecuri zitateunlucru,"amiliencareunindiidesteco nsiderataianea0r,iamdesco peritcela eaceam ai m ult#F; A#' !&aim ultdec, tmineidec, tal!iicaresecreduni!Amdesco peritast"elcmaiamden !at- * um sedezlea0asem eneasc/ em2Setaiele0turiecusa ialanielastral,demo nilrlisetaiecapetele,"iedectremaestru,dacaresa iei cuno ateresluptelani elspiritual,"iedear/ an0/ eliidinsu o rdine,dacareini!ierean) ainaar/ an0/ elilr-nceeaceprietec/ i+ul0reu,acestase cur!caiunapartam ent-!iim a0inezi/ o telulnm iniaturi"acicur!arecalarice iectcaretre uiecur!at,"ieprinrei<i,"ieradiestezic-' ste simplu,nu2' v ident,putereatainedinnumruln0eril rpecareiainsu o rdine,aacum puterea amenilrcarese"o lsescdedemo nirezid nnumruldemo nil rl r!Apr po deuniicare,"iindco piiailum inii,secredmaricauc, te amiiden0eri-* ete"acic, ndaparedo amndea"ar inspatearecincisutedele0iunidedemo ni23idrecep!iilacarein itlumeauna; ucuretiuluiiprinm, nca+ reiuturlea0at, !iadracineic, ts"accereadinei]* am c, !idinepisco piiisericiirtdo xei+ar"ace"a!,saudinparapsi/ o l0iiser iciilr acreditatesapere SIacestpo po r2* redc"iecareartre uis+itiel cul,s+i adlun0ulnasuluiisn e!emaideparte-Sespunec n!eleptuln a!delaunpr st,darpr stulnun a!nicidelaunn!elept"! %naltlucrupecaree reiil"o lsecnma0ieestesu"letulanim alel r-l"o l sesci!i0anii,ir m , nii,darm aipu!in-' v reiiauceeacesec/ eam a atarelecuer,undera inicur!carneadeener0iine0ati e,daridesu"let,pecarelpstreaznade ratencideS( -Spuneamcmulpo ate"i manipulatlatreini eluri:mental,su"leteteiinstinctual- eci:0, nd,sentimentiinstinct- rinsu"letulluatdelaanimalesepo ateinduce rice sentiment,delaiu ire,ur,"ric,deznde5deisupuneret tal-9am eniipo t"itrans"o rm a!in erita ilir o tei-Seani/ ileazcariceS( adu0at male"icnradieste+zie,iarnrei<ise"o l setenspecialS/ i<aSei=i-' uunul"o l sesct atesim o lurilerei<ipecarelecuno scileintr ducnsu"let icareaucarezultatire"acereasu"letului- P utereama0ilre reiinede iceidin"o lsireapsalmilrlui a id,datrit"aptuluicindela u/ ulS", nt,deaceeaco ntracarareae"icientse "acettprinpsaltireartdo xiprinmo liteleS", ntului8asilecel&are-Ast"el,la/ o telulrespecti,ar"itre uitsse"acs"in!irealuiprecums"in!irea caselrceleno i,darcines"acdacrespectiiierauad entiti2 Ine ita ildac inecine alamineidesco prS( ?su stan!no esic@pesteWBCntre cele0turarecue reii- r0u!a"o st do am n care,surprins,m i+arspunsca eaprin!iie reiinueraudeaco rdcu"aptulcsecstrisecuuncretin-
Am spleccuma0iaruil rdelaunco l neldesecuritatepecarel+am cuno scut- ecedelael2 entrucsim tcnsu"letulluiara eamulte depo v estit,darnupo ate,pentrucpr "esi nistuldinelnu+iperm itesdi ul0esecretead, ncn0r patenel-* eeaceama"latnuinedelael,cidela al!ii,pentruceuunulmulttimpnicinuamtiutcucesecup,nt, m plt ram a"latcpredadespreci"rurilaco aladela; neasa-* "usesee"de re!eadespi na5ica"lat tceseputeaa"la-* "useseprimitideco ratc/ iarde* eauescu-Suntdeasem eneaco n insca"cutim ulte0reeli, darcinenu"ace,maialesntr+meseriecaasta2 o ates+15udececine a2' u,nniciuncaz-( icipeel,nicipealtul- emulte ril+am ntre atcear"acedacarputeas+iiaia!adelanceputide"iecaredatarpunscar"aceacelailucrucaip, nacum- Acestm a"o stdo tatcuunextrao rdinarsim !alrealit!ii-nt tdeaunaaa utdreptate!' calitatepecarenuam m aint, lnit+dec, tlaantreno rul m eudeartemar!iale-3tiaspre adcum adecur0eunlucru-( utiudacastasedat reaza/ ului,pecare1+apracticatcaamat r,saudac ntre dntrecutullui urm deini!iere-9datm i+apo v estitcsecuritateaa eaameniieiin"iltra!inisericicdinaceastcauznupreacredea elnpreo !i-( icieunucred,aacdeces+1co ndam n-mipo v esteac/ e"urilepecarele"ceaui,nunultimulr, nd,c, nda enitlapo st,n strintate,unepisco pcareasco sdesu sutan sticldeE/ is<R! estulpentrucapo artaspresu co ntientssedesc/ idis"ieintr dusunul saum aim ul!in0eri,saudem o ni,cares+ia5utepeelipeco le0iiluinm eserial r,saus+im piedicesdesco perece a!; isericaaa utt ttimpul ce adeascuns,despus,deuneltit,c/ iardacnua"cut+"!i-&ul!idintremaimariieiauco ntriuitc/ iarlanarmareas, r il r rtdo cin >u0o sla ia! Snu"iun!eles0reit-&i+edra0po po ruls, r -&+am nscutaco liamrezo natnmo mentulnateriicuelilculnateriimelelsimtcapeun altacas",darnupo t"ideaco rdcus lda!iicareilau"emeilemusulmanecas"acco piis, r icretini!3iastapentruclideriil rspiritualinuau spusnu-Srmaniine uninuaun!elesclisusnuaspusnici datsmo ripentru' lsaupentrucretinism!Armameaestescrisulidacceeace scriu arm , nepeste eacurinseam ncam "cutce a- ac adisprea datcumine,sauc/ iarnaintecaeusplec,celpu!inam su"letul mpcatcamncercat- #e enindlaco l neluldecare o r eam -' lnutiecasu"eritniteini!ieri"care"ceaussetrans"o rmemulntr+"iardecarenicim carel nsuinueraco ntient-* su pretextuluno rpre0tiri SIlisealteracelmaimare unalunuim:su"letul! o arcre0imulerastricti,deilise desc/ ideauantic/ a<rele,deciaccesulspreanticeruri,ide eneaunitepo seda!i,spinilrleerauinterziseplceriledemo nice!Adictre uiausse ncadrezennitestandarde-Sai "amile,nniciuncazamante,snu ea-Av eauns o ies"um eze- eciliseluaaccesullalumin,erau umplu!icuntuneric,darnuleerauperm isepcateledem o nice-* e"rustrare! inpunctde edere SIa eau puteredeco ncentraremaimare, puteredemanipularepsi/ icmaimareideimpunereapr priei o in!e- e eneau,dinpunctulde ederealierar/ iedemo nilr,nitecpetenii,lucru asemntricumem riisauactiitiidepartidco muniti,carelar, ndullreraunitepo seda!i- #espectiiiamenieraurup!ide"amiliilelrderi0ine,"ieceraur"ani,"ieceraueni!idela!ar,iast"elser iciulde enea"amilialr- , n iale0ereaiitareico ns artese"ceadupndelun0ieri"icrialeser iciilr-* emai,ne unie! ' v identc,plinidedracicum erau,nuputeausrezisteispiteiiclcaupel, n0-Astanscu"o artemare0ri5,pentruc"iecaredindirec!iilede spi na5eracu c/ iipecelelalte-Aacputeaiscpade c/ iine estei,darnudeco le0iiti-#ezultatulunui"la0ranterade0radareaitrecerean rezer - luscnim eninueramaiur, tntr+unco lectidec, tun"o stsecurist- P el, n0desc/ idereaA* ,semai"ceampietrireasu"letului-6aunm o m entdat,pec, ndn !am delaprintele o so "teidela* i r 0, rla, 0, ndindu+secumsla5utepemul respecti,mi+aspus: * um reis+1a5ut, ra0o ,nuezicareinimampietrit2"Sincer,nuedeam nimic-&ait, rziu,c, ndam nceputeusmducprinastralca smaiduna,alta,smaiaruncc, teunc/ ipeici,pedinco l,m+amdussdiinimaco lneluluirespecti-Amrmasstupe"iatc, ndamzutn lculsu"letuluiun o l v anprecum unm eteo ritnntunericiunde a,ascuns,erasu"letullui! ea iat, rziuam n !atcum sdes"ac"arm ecele "cutepesu"letcuelem entelenaturiispeci"iceam anismului! Am realizatnacelm o m entcpo v estea"ra!il r$rim m despre* riasaDpezii,ncaresu"letuleran0/ e!at"dat ritunuici de0/ ea!,nu era sim plpo v este,ci po si ilrealitatespiritual,iciu ireadinsu"letesteundarcarepo ate"iluatdeuniiameni- elaruis+apreluat"o l siream etalel r0releprecum mercurul,staniuliplum ul-' v ident,parteaspiritualal r- Suntser iciir m, necarele"o lsesccusucces,nspecialpentrueliminareaamenilrindezira ili-Acumulareademetale0relelani elulmicului azinpo ateducela/ em o ra0iiintestinalecaremimeazo ala* r / n- Am pacientcareareuits"iemaine unc/ iardec, tmineiasupratdelaser iciiler m, nedein"o rma!iip, nla!i0aniicarea5ut cmtarii- o am narespectiareceeacesenum etecap,aacan"iin!at clinicparticulardemedicincare"ceaco nsulta!iintatedo meniile-6a aceastclinicpre!uluneico nsulta!iieratriplu"a!dericarealtadin!ar!S+aazatpepr stiar m , nului,carecredecttceestescumpesteiun- A"cutunmprumutdesutedemiidedo lariiaadusuneco 0ra"super+per"o rmant-* , ti0adestuianic, tsai nsu o rdinedo uzecidemedici- o arc,ntinz, ndu+semaimultdec, ti"ier eaala,a"o stne o itssemprumutelacmtari-3ideaiciu a- As ciatulei,medic,deser itintereselrunuiasemeneaser iciu, punelaunmo mentdat,c, nderanimpas,ssemnezeunactprincarecedaparteaei din"irm,urm, ndsi+predeanapo ic, nda eas+irezo lepr lemele"inanciare-Ado uazinuis+amaipermisintrarean"irm!9sspune!icnu aa utminte- acarticine ac, !i am eni inlam inepentrucau"o st r i!iprinma0iedeaua5unss+ipiadnunum ai"irm ele,daricaselen carel cuiesc!* ertestecultim adata enitlamineplindem etale0rele,lani elulc/ a<reiado ua-Av eas, n0errimasieiiseum"laseurtade parcera0ra id- edataastaerao r adespre arm SI-( iciunm nupo ateco ncentraaaitrimite!intitmetalele0rele-8indecarease"acecala o ricealtm etal,aaca"o stdo ar pr em detim ppentrua+icur!ac/ a<rarespecti -Aasent, m plc, ndtiiunaialtadespremaimarii s ciet!iir m, neti-A/ ,snusecreadceaeste reunn0era enitdincer-Arepr lem e<arm icederezo l at, ncp!, nare,ncr, ncenarei rutatenati -* eeaceaprecieznslaeaestecapacitateadeluptspeci"icmarilrlupttri-' "emeieia"o stclcatnpiciarederecuperatrii cmtarilr"rserselacrim! e5ac, ndmiinecine acucantit!im aridem etalelntre cele0turarecustructurarespecti-#m, neini!ialsurprinsipeurmispunde ce-
' steimpr priusa"irm cexistunsin0urritualaltutur rl5elrmas nicedinlume,maisuntialtele,daracestaestecelmaiimpo rtantdin punctuldeederealimplica!ieispirituale- &+am0, nditmultp, nsscriucapitlul,nudin"ric,cidatritimplica!iilrpo liticecareapar-&o tiul26araactual,sin0uriipo liticienicareau rmassta ili,n ia!apo liticsau"inanciara#o m, niei,suntmas ni-* um am pr missspunade rul,nuputeam s+ilasdeo parte-&+am luatde 0reeliledinmedicin,deisericart do x,am criticatmaetriirei<iiperadiestezitiismprescn"a!amas neriei2( upo t! ' xistla raactualdo ucurentealemas neriei:unulcareapstratliniaini!ial,carepresupunealuptampo tri ado mina!ieiiudaicelaniel po litici"inanciar,icellaltcareaaprutcaurmareapenetrrii rdinuluidectreelementetrimisedesi niti-( uam de0, nds"o rm ulez ist rie pr priecupriirelae o lu!iantimpuleacurilramas nerieipentrucmereusepierdiseadau0lucrurino i,e ident"alse,careser escuno rasau altra- & o ilimitalaceeace"aceunrepo rtercareeste iecti,urm, ndca"iecarestra0pr priileco ncluzii"unc!iedecuno tin!eleluinceeace prietespiritulsauistria-( uamnimicmpo triamas neriei,acredcmul!idintreeisuntdeuncredin!ido rescinele!riiiacestuineam,dar nupo tsnuiauncalculrulcareapenetratrdinullri"aptulcadmitncadrull rindiizicarede indeexemplurectrideuniersit!idestatde m edicindupceau , ndutdipl m e"alsepe ani0rei,duc, ndder, piultima"r, mdecrediilitatean !m, ntuluir m, nesc-Acelailucrus+a nt, mplaticupreo !iartdo xicurei<i+ul,aaccesnemaimirm- ' ram cuprintele antelimo ndela* ernicai+mipo v esteacnmnstires+aascunsun"o stmas ncarele+apo v estitca"o stripilatderitualul sataniclacareasistase- n5iamare,nl5arespectisepracticasacri"iciulunui iat,cretini"ecir,pe cruce,cususuln5sicu ra!ele rupte-Semnulpciiado ptatdetinerii S, n0elecarese scur0eadinrnileco piluluieraamestecatcucenuaunei uc!i dep, nzasemntare0iul0iuluiluiIisusicu"in- inaluatul respecti se"cea pasc"o l sitcaun"eldemprtaniede ctremem riirdinuluirespecti-( eput, ndrezistaremu+crilr dupceasistase,ca0radsuperir,lacrimarespecti,i0sise re"u0iulnmnstire-Sespo v edise,isc/ im asenumele, n"!iareai,dupcei 0asetat"amiliaprindierse mnstiri,seclu0rise- upapari!iaprimeimelecr!iam "o stco ntactatdedi"erite pers anepu lice,printrecareimas ni-&+am dusdincauza "aptuluicam co nsideratcsuntmul!icare/ a arn+aunceau intratipentruc ricinearedreptullaiertare- innt, lnirile respecti eam realizatcm ul!idintreeisuntini!ia!ipe ntuneric-Audesc/ isc/ a<raco r anei,le"elcum sedesc/ ide n o tezul rtdo x,nrei<i,saunaltsistem deini!iere,darnu sprelumin,cisprentuneric!( uar"ipr lemdacam "ace o analiza6ui umnezeuiam desco pericexist%m ra6ui ceareprezentatnSteaualui a idic,p, nlaurm,ntune+ riculnueruinuesteacelailucrucu#ulperso ni"icat-( u tiudacam spuslaunm o m entdatcuncursantalm eu, prieten,mi+a"cut ildentuneric?nea0r@im+apuss ms r"rstiu-Am desco peritceraene"ic,darntimpi pierdea ene"icitatea- r lem aestecmas neriaa"o stsco as na"arale0iide iserica rtdo xca"iindde rientaresatanic pur-( uam destuledatesin"irm sausco n"irm aceast decizie- ( uam nimiccu am eniicareseumpludentuneric-Asta "acdeexempluartelemar!iale,carencarccuc/ i0reu-' ste impo rtantce"aceiicum seco mpo rt"a!deceilal!i am eni- ' uunulipre"ercelrcareseumpludelumini,desu pr + tec!iaei,lv escpeceidin5urnnumeledrept!iiidiinit!ii- inpcate,rela!iam ealani elspiritualnus+aterm inat aici-Inperiplulm eunlum eal rama5unsntr+unla o rat rn care"ceauexperien!e-Sereuisec/ iarrealizarea,cua5ut rul calculatrului,adiersetipurideapener0izatde amenicu certecalit!ide indectri-Iicutaupe ameniirespectii,n+ cepeausco la o rezecueiianalizauapas"in!it"deacetia- %nlucruciudat:t!imuriser!&iseparecam multpentru periadscurtdetimp-nlculrespecti am remarcatun im presi nantnum rdesalam andre:spiritele"o cului-* redc eleerauatrasede ira!ianaltaunuiaparat"o lsit pentru ener0izareaapeiutilizatendi ersepo !iuni v indectare- Am re"uzatco la o rareacula o ratrulrespecti i am uitatdeeip, nntr+searc, ndam sim !it co ardn"icat-Am tiat+"rs a0pream ultn seam - estec, te am o m enteare enit-&+am duspe urmeleeiiam a5unscuminteanla o rat rul respecti -* ine are0launaparatcareem iteape "rec en!am ea-%r, tlucrula "em eie!Am datnea iam distrusaparatul-' steu rc, ndtiicum- este c, te aserimlv eaiaricine a- edataastaera s !ulsupratcilv isems !iadesprecarenutians cncercases+1mo arecupr priulluiaparat! r0u! a"o stmo m entulc, ndam a5unsntr+searacasin cameraaceeanuseputeaintradesalamandre-' raucu miile-( iciun m nupo ate"acesin0uraace a-Am lv itaparatul- &A#' 6' &AS9( %nde a,nupreadeparte,ntr+!ar+n"lritare, * edemultn+azutlupteinicilipsadem, ncare, %ndemulder, ndzicec+iraiulpepm, nt 3iisericitr, m i!eazcumc+ar"i m, ntul S", nt, %ndeindinlumealar0ceimaimaripun0ai, o ieri, e+iadun+ninstitu!ii,alelr"urate+a eri 3i+i"erescprinle0i,edicte,dreptullrdeia!+ mo arte, mpr!ind,cudrnicie,uneltedecurmats arte Saulico ride+nr it0, ndulcelrcesuntiitrul e+ipre"acndo itacecapentruarat0o rul,ntr+ salmare,nea0r,co co !atpe+unmaretr nncrcatcu pietrescumpesade&arele&as n3iprietecumdin cerurisentarcer atas r!ii3i+idr, mntr+clip sensulia!iiialmo r!ii! Atrecutdestulreme?dei+iparec+icaieri@* , nd peanncperensetatdeani,muieri- epere!ido ar semne/ , de:cranii,lum, nriiase,3in5urpu/ o ide mti,caredecaremai/ ido ase-Iarnspate,unde+itr nul,pe+ catapeteasmm are,Steauar ie+ncincico l!uri,pentaclusim o l de"iare-Semnuldemo nuluicarestp, neteacestpm, nt,) atl du/ uluidinap,din!r, n,"o ci, nt-* inereace ascear saus"acle0m, nt) re uiessteanmi5lcundeestecercul s", nt-' +apratatuncide a id,de+aluisteanaseco l!uri, Aprutc, ndiudeiimaitriaunclaco rturi-( etiindel pclealaceatunciamucat,* umc umnezeucuno atece+i ncerdariniad,Aintratatuncinsalundeazutarz, nd, 3asecandelemarine0rei+ar stitunle0m, nt:Snuspun+n v ecilanimenicen5urlnco n5ar,SIImintipe o mnul din* erurideseco o ar,* , tezileare+nlumeslesteamecei cretin3ipecelcearecruceNs+ipre"acia!a+nc/ in!) aina asta0rea,demo arte,ce+r steanceticlar,l"ereade+rice durerei+1"ceamiliardar!mpre5urcupreo !ine0rii,cu0lu0i mariceascund"a!a, entru+alumiio 0!ie,penimiciinde v ia!a! ; tr, ne&arele&as ni+n5il!ulluistcaunzeu, Aicinsalaasta+ncare+inumaieli+unemineu- Autrecutanipested, nsul,s+ac!ratnierar/ ii 3iprinsde+atuncin"o culluptein+amaia uts a!,co pii- Stpalid,tristnsinealui,nici"o culnu+1mainclzete 3i+n0uratir rsu"lareaamo arte+amaridu/ nete- * ciuraluipezicetrecenpieptulsuuscatttcrete, enumaiareno apte,zile,nmintealuittplnuiete, *umpm, ntuls+1destrame,s+1pre"acn"r, me, * ere0ate,ceimperiiscldeascsaudr, me--- Sdistru0+datcueleanr adelrcredin!- o aratuncintrea0aia!a"itatiruin!! ) urme+ntre0i"ardepstr,amenice+slipsi!ide!el, Ame!i!idele0i"iscale,co ntr la!inumaideel! Su pretextcledttul,plceri,/ ran,m rcminte ilas"rnimic,le"ursu"letiminte! Acume o siti+iparec+nansez ate,"rr st, * +1r, dicurcilepluatei+n"a!alumiieunpr st! Atuncintr+nsulsetrezetearpelecu+z , cnitur 3idininima+iuscatsepo rnete+un, ntdeur- Seridicise+aeaznmi5lc,ncerculs", nt, %ndec, nderamait, nrdepusese5urm, nt, &, inilensusridicicu+nr0etcadeleu ncepucaslestemecerulipe umnezeu! 8aluri,alurisedescarcpestelumealuiur 3i+nlestemulluiamarnicnicidepruncinusendur, P , ncetra aastadininimn+s", rete 3iatuncincerculma0ic o sitsepr uete- ln luideo datne0ur,nea0r,deas, %nderazadelumindacintrnumaiias- 3in5uru+iatmo s"erattmaicald+neccias Simtecumn0, tplm, nuliseumpledepucias- * , ndseruperuscpo deauai+ntr+r ielumin * estr atedinstr"unduriparentre0uliadsin! P l, nsuri,!ipetdeco pii,urletdem, nie,ur, ) o tce+neacuriar stitrutateaprintr+0ur- 3iprincrpturaaiaundeiadulclco tete, Aparec/ iar; a/ o met,c/ iarelnsuiseiete- &arelui&as nitreceun"irprintrerrunc/ i, 9c/ iin0r zit"ereteiicaden0enunc/ i- ( uerant, iadatc, ndsent, lneacuel, arnicicsempcacu+acelcapcadei!el- : a!aaia5upuitpurisimplu+1n0r zea Iarc, nddemo nulspred, nsulc/ iir incetr tea, ipreacisescur0entr+cliptatia!a 3ica+n"a!a5udec!iinuipo ateascunde"a!a- * , ndprietecumdesco rpiiideerpiseumplusala, ' lr steteascunsnminte"o rmuldin* a ala- #aze+alastresusdinceruriseco o arpepm, nt 3incetca+ntr+uncilindrul"erescncerculs", nt- +* ee2ntrea ; ap/ o metcu+m, nieascunspr st- P entruceaindrznitsmc/ emi"rder st2 3tiucm+amle0ats+!i"iude"o lsatuncic, ndrei- P eaIaduluiiruin!spunedeciacumace+i2 +&aint, i,spune&as nul,numiplacec/ ipultu, 8o is+!isc/ im in"!iarea-Spresnutesuperi,zu! * uunurlet"rmar0inic/ ipuacestasedez in 3iapareuntr, nn elitca+ntr+lumin!Are+un z, m etunpe"a!,strlucetec/ ipulsu, o arnc/ ii ne0riiluciu+!ispunec, teederu-9cr titacumde c/ ipulcearatmenete&as nulcapulridic,iacura5 i0lsuiete: +8o is+midaidin"iiticpitaniiceimaiuni Sm"acc, ttriescstp, nulacesteilumi! 8o issteiel, n0mineno p!ileiziletate, S+mislu5eascnumaimieins mndacsepo ate! 8o isamn"iece!ar,n0u ernec, te+unm, reedin!ii,re0ii nii,o is"iet!imas ni!8o isuitedereli0ii,decredin!, umnezeuS+mpart!rile+n"r, meiardeasupras"iueu! +; ine,spuseatunceadracul,cumreituaaa"i- ( uuitasu"letultu,dupeleuo ieni- armaiep, natuncicas+!ipo t"acepeo iemitre ui5er"itun o m,de+uncretineuamne o ie! ec, ndamuritt, mplarulia!a no astreunc/ in,S, n0e,carnea+ieaucretinii,pentruno ieca pelin! eaceeacascape!ia5utrulstalmeu Amne o iede+do v adcas+ducla umnezeu-* umclapezi ttce+nlumeadus+ac, nd a: iul6ui,* scuipipettceeste s", ntilastemipo arta* erului!ntr+clip; ap/ o metse"ace v , rte5de, nt* aicumn+a"o streo datseascundenpm, nt- Selasno apteapestemun!idez0o mo teleie!ii+alun03i+nturn tr, nulr l0iuiateraceadinurm- estrziseaude+n deprtarenpaipierdu!iuntrectr3i+nurmaluirm, neteama plutindnaers"idtr!$r itaruncpestespatepriirerea, "u0ar3iptrundedupuparcpentruprimaar-Ai"izis c+ncasaastancareintrase+acum6o cuietelinitit"amilie, nicidecum,* dinannanlasc/ im uldintreiarnprim ar Se+nt, lnescaicipeascunscapimas nieni!idin!ar, inlume, depretutindeni,incaulturiilast, r uri,) o tce+asco s p0, ntateadinsprecelepatru, nturi! esu cas,maideparte pleac+nmunteuntunelS"redelindad, ncnst, ncaceascunde uncastel-Lru estr, mte,ntrtc/ eate,0r tereci,necuno scute eceimicido ardeel,&arele&as ntiute- ntr+linitead, nc,treptelencetco o ar9pr cesiunemic o arepentruac, taar2&antiilun0i,ne0rele+ascund"e!e, trupuriletate-Ai"izisc+sie!iclu0ri,rtci!ipe+aicea, po ate-) o r!es", r, indnum rlumineazdrumull r* , ndle+ apare+n"a!uncuiatcu+nz o r,ns"rssepreasc saussc/ im edrumullr, edepartedesc/ idua,daudeo parte acelz o r-3iintrntr+sal,mare,lun0,ntuneco as inai creipere!iparentunericcasias-m ia!isuntculesteme, cudurereicuur-: iindc+necinuazutniciiu ire,nici cldur-* letiilan!urisezrescnatr!elrlumin 3iprecumunzeupes clunspate+i0/ iltin,Intr+unco l!pe+ unscaunu redprinslam, iniilapiciareStunt, nrcuc/ i ne0ricenicipaipeaninuare-Amu!itpri ete+n5uru+i,ailui o c/ iparc/ iarsspun* esent, mplacumcud, nsule"ars, do ar0lum! o arc, ndameniinne0ruaprindtr!e multe+nspate3ilumina!idesco prtt"eluldeaparate ) esurprindeunlemncareseaseamncupunte) e apr piiidesco peric, +icrucecu+aripi"r, nte! entru tinericenutiu,semnalpciipepm, ntArt, ndp, n nceruricnimicnumaies", nt-' ptat,nea0r+ apr apedes, n0elescurspe5s- B unealtdesupliciucare+incde"o ls- o iclinal!ise+apr pii,dinstaticrucea co o ar3idezlea0apo ico pilulcede"ricsts mo ar,lntindapo ipecrucecucapulat, rn, ndn 5s3iiatnm, inipir ane"rsatin0+uns! . ipetelededurereselv escmutdepere!i: acs z o aredinun0/ erec, !ialiliecir e!i---%nde an lume+maicsimte+nsu"letun"ir3iismul0e dincapprulc+samo aralei"icir- eceare at, taur,decestreacprinstc/ in2' laredo ar aceastin:ce"eciriecretin!ntr+clipl cuprindesl iciunea,unlein- unultim!ipt careisepierde+ntr+unsuspin!) rupullui0o lai aliat, rn+npatrucuie* , ndcliialuicrucen statidinno usuie!&o arteain luic/ ipul tat"a!acaunno r,3iurini"ecaleiselaspe+ unpicir-Aerulnpieptulsla iseum"lt tmai rarIar0uraiseumple,numai"iere0ustamar- 1sescur0e+ncetdinrnis, n0elentr+un li0/ ean %d, ndcu"iecepicturp, nzlun0dein al * uelsestin0e+ntrupu+ipursc, nteiaultimdeia!- %n/ o rcitimo arteareceipunemascape+alui"a!- * liiiaup, nzaptati+, riute+ntr+uncuptr pr lem -* eeace"ceam co ntra eneale0il rdi inescrisei niciunpreo tnum puteadezle0adecst rie-Am cutatprin cr!ile isericetidecano aneiam 0sitcsin0urulm o ti pentrucareseacceptades"acereacst rieieraprea+cur ia! ; un,deci,casmisedes"accstria,tre uiascalcstr, m ! Astadapr lem-ncstrie"usesem cuminte,nuat, tdin cauza"em eiic, ta5urm , ntului"a!de um nezeu-( uacelai lucruseputeaspunedespreceeace"cusem naintesm ns r! eci,am0, nditeu,dacreausplectre uies"acipe asta- arcucine2Inultimiianimcupasem deexo rcizri,nu dedo amne,isecam pierdeantrenamentulndo meniu-* es "ac2' ram las", ritulanuluipatruimiseexplicasedectreun preo tclu0r: ra0o , r atulseaseamncu cas,iar "emeiacuu- e0ea aadunico mo ridacuanusepo tri ete inusenc/ ide-8in/ o !iii+!i"ura0o niseala!" ' ra pilddincaream n!elescpentrum ine,caspirit, estemai inesplecdinaceacsniciecarem m piedicas mer0maideparte-
* redcestecelmai"rustrantimaidemo ralizat re eni+ mentdinia!aunuir at- entruc,dat,ttapare-* elpu!in aasus!inem edicinaclasic- o arntradi!iac/ inezeascse spunecsepo atepstrairilitateaunuir atp, nlamo arte- Suntmaimultecauzecaredeterminpierdereapo tenteii anum e:un l ca5ener0etic,dat ratuneialim enta!iipr aste, uneicauzepsi/ ice,stresului,unei o lisaudo are o lu!ieispiri+ tuale-' stecam 0reus"acidra0o stecu0, ndulla umnezeui ttuisepo ateco nsacraacestact"izici,prinnc/ inarealui diinit!ii,sde inunactdeiu ireinusexrdinar- P rincreterea i ra!iei,indi"erentdecaleaspiritualpe carem er0i,tendeprtezideener0iacarenm o duzualeste "o lsitnsex- eaceeamul!idintremaetriia5un0snumai po at"acedra0o stentruc, tnutius+icreascsauscad v i ra!ian"unc!iedeceeaceaune o iepentruaputeaa ea acceslaener0iadetipsexual- 6uminapo ate"idecicauzaimpo ten!ei-n0eneral,ener+ 0iasexual"o l sitesteceantunecat,pentrucesteaccesi+ il,pr duce erec!ieputernici,p, nlaurm,aasuntem educa!ides cietate-6uminapr duceerec!iemaisla iprin easepo ate"acedo ardra0o ste,nuisex-) recereaprinanumite po zi!ii,sexul ral,"actrecereadela"o l sireaener0ieidin c/ a<rainimiilaceaardciniiiimplicitsea5un0ela sex-' steade ratca"acedra0o ste,mo mentelen caresparticipetatec/ a<relesuntrare,restul"iind do arplceridatrate"recriiimpliniriisc/ emelrcu carenecretetele iziunea,re istele,prieteniimai mari- * um realizezic"acidra0o ste2* , ndnumai existtimp,nicisusnici5s,nutemaiplictisetis "acidra0o stenaceeaipo zi!ieinumaico nsideri po zi!iamisinaruluica"iindretr 0rad,c, ndnu+!imai trecenimicprincapinumai ezidec, t c/ ii"emeii cucareeti,sauair atului,c, ndsim!iciu eticu inima,capulicur0anelesexualenacelaitimp-A min!idacaa"irm adespreminecsuntun cuno sct ralpr lem eiiaputeaenum erape de0etedec, teriam atinsdra0o stea"izicnpat,dar celpu!inam do rin!ascautnco ntinuare- o tspune nscnuestedra0o stesexulral,celanal,celntrei saumaimul!i- ntunericul"o l sitpentru astupareac/ a<rei rdciniipo ate"i cauzaimpo ten!ei-9"o rm0, nd careastupimpiedictrecereaener0ieiprinacesta c/ a<ricarepo ate"iceadetipul lestem ului !i0nesc:S+!im o arlaintrare!" arpo atec nimicnuseamncumesa5elesu liminaletransmise dea"ieleuno r"irm epr ductaredeelixiruri"care inducndo ialanpr priaputeresexualpentrua+i v indemedicamentele- 6a raactual,impo ten!aaremaimultecauze le0atede unstareaeco no mic,stres,educa!ie- Alimenta!iaeste"o art impo rtantprinpstrarea canalelrener0eticedesc/ ise- * iteam despreexperien!ele"cutedenem !incelde aldo ilearz o imo ndialcuprizo nieriiruicareerau "o arteapr pedela0rul"emeilr-Ini!ial,deierau mpuca!idacsreau0ardulla"em ei,t texistau tem eraricareso "ac- o ruldeatin+0ereaunei "emeieramaiputernicdec, tmo artea!3iatunciau 0sits lu!ia:ausczutra!iaalim entar-( um rul cel rcaresreau0ardulasczut-3iaumaisczut+ o dat,incdatp, nceau"o stdestuldesl i!ica snumaisar- Aac,pecelcarereaspracticea stinen!a,sau caresupo rt0reusin0urtateadinpunctde ederesexual,l s"tuiesc s+ia5ustezealim enta!ia-Astaesteo c/ estiede nceput,mait, rziun e!ic riceener0iepo ate"isu lim at i,implicit,n e!is"o l seti riceener0iedin%ni ers,ipe aceeadinm, ncaresau !inutprindra0o stea"izic- %n r atntre!inut?numre"erla0i0o l!@des !ienu a puteaa ea ia!sexualno rmaliastapentrucprinnatura luielido retes"iepr tectrul,celcareaducep, ineaaca+ s"-Sc/ im arear luluicu"emeia"aceca r !ia"s"ieluat deaceasta-Am ser atc"emeiledea"acerisuntmultmai masculinedec, tcelecareau meserie inuit- lusc,ntr+ "am ilie, ric, tdee o lua!iar"iceido i,sepunelaunmo m ent datpr lem ac, ti0ului"iecruiai,dac r atulestemai5s, ancurcat+-( uneapratpentruceal+ardesco nsidera,ci pentrucelnusupo rtideeadea"iin"erirdinacestpunctde v edere"emeiicucareco n ie!uiete-Astasetraduceilanielul dra0o stei"izice,c, ndcredc,inco ntient,"em eialdesco n+ siderpentrucnuestenstares"acmaimultdec, teapentru "am ilie-n ia!am eaau"o stsuiuriico o r, uri,idinpunct de ederem aterialidinpunctde ederepr "esi nal,iar atitudineacelrdin5urarian"unc!iede aniipecareic, ti+ 0am,derecuno atereando meniulmeu-3it tuieram t teu, "rs"ie o luatpreamult"a!deceldeatunci-m rcatn uni"o rmdepaznic,n/ alatdemedicsaunne0rul"ra!ilrde mnstireamncercatsrm, nacelai- : ilmelepo rno 0ra"icesunt altcapcanncarecadmul!i- ' xist limitasexuluicareducelade ierinceledinurm - in"ericiresuntiastealimitate-nricecaz,expunerealaun stimul izualrepetatducelaimpo ten!-Suntprecum ceicare lucreazcudansatareexo tice,sauprecum 0ineco l0ii-9rise maipo atecdeanextremacealalt:apo luriisexuale-&ai este"actrulpsi/ o l0icdatrat"unc!iilrimpo rtante- Sunt r a!icarea5un0npo sturicarenusuntdenasullr-Sunt depi!iintelectual,ener0eticispiritualde"unc!iapecare de!in-6ani elco ntientnuarrecuno atenruptulcapuluic esteaa- art!isuntem pedeplina ertiza!idesu co ntientul no struc, ndnentindem maimultdec, tneesteplapuma-* ana+ lizareaener0ieictreser iciu,a"acere,"acecasseepuizeze resursele"izice,ener0eticeisu"letetiisseinstalezeextenu+ areaiprimulsimptm esteimpo ten!a-Sent, mpldestulde "rec entlademnitariir m, ni- P rinma0ie,impo ten!apo ate"ideterminatprinle0turi, cercuriener0eticecarelea0penisulsautesticulelelani el astral,prinmesa5esu liminalecare"accaun r at snumai"ieinteresatdesexul pus-P rin"urtul arpelui<undalini,partea ntunecat din no i, rspunztaredeinstincteidelacare indo rin!ele sexuale,estepracticani/ ilat-Am cuno scutcazurin caremamelei unicilecarenueraudeaco rdcu"ata cucarese nsurase"iull+aule0atipr aspe!ii cstri!iaustatmpreuncinciani"rspo ata ea unco ntactsexual! ezle0rile co nstau n tierea le0turilr, ani/ ilarea"o rmel r0, nd, lestem el r,careastup c/ a<rardcinii,co ntracararea0, nduluidelaniel su liminalcuunulpo ziti i,e ident,sus!inerea ener0eticispiritualprincretereancrederiin sinear atuluirespecti- : ri0iditateaaremaimulteco mpo nenteparcdec, t impo ten!a a!il r-Sin0uradeo se ireestec r a!ii nupo tsimulanpat-* eamaimarepr stiepecare "ace"em eiaesteatuncic, ndsim uleaz r0asm ul-( u+ i"acenicieiunser iciuinicilui-' S) ' 9 &I( * I%( F, 9A&( ' 69#-3ica riceminciun, dinpunctde ederediinsepltete- ecesimuleaz "emeile r0asmul2 rimulmo ti carele inenminte estecasnulpiardper atulrespecti"!Apo ica sl"acperespectiulssesimtine- , nlaurm, anua eao r0asm nseamnun l ca5ener0etic, respecti psi/ ic,launanumitni el-Adic,p, nla urm,rela!iaseazeazttpeminciun!* auzele"ri+ 0idit!iisuntm ultiple:dela"ricadearm , ne nsrcinatlail,o li0enitale-) re uiensa utn v edereco mpo nenta <armic,"aptulc "em eile respecti eaua utce adempr!itcudemo nii sexului,caresuntdedo utipuri,masculinii"eminini- Lo mo sexualitateaesteo "o rmdepo sesiein ers- Adicun r at/ o mo sexualestepo sedatdedemo nii "emininicarel"acs"ieatrasdeunaltul- Sunt"em eicaren ie!iletrecuteau "o st clu0ri!e,saus"inte,in ia!aastaduc existen! aa+zisno rmal-ninterirullr,3ineleeste/ ipermo ral dincauza ie!iicareaudus+n trecutiexist sc/ ismntreceeacedo retelani elco ntienti 3ineleei-ido retes"acsex,aamer0es cietatea, darunde aneanu reaise pune-A5un0ela mo mentulncareactulsexualsepo atent, mplaise rz0, ndete rusc!* redcexist clipc, ndnusemaipo ate danapo i,darse prete-Actularelcia"o stilat!n"elul sta0setemo tia!iainteriar,nua rut,a"o stilat!",dar sesupuneile0ilrs ciet!ii,care"acedinactulsexualunact anal- Alte"em eicareaupr lem ecu"ri0iditateasuntcelecare au"o lsitdemo niisexualinsco purimateriale-Au"o stpr sti+ tuate-Auispititiau"cut+dinaltmo ti dec, tcellsatde umnezeu,pr creerea-nmo mentulncareatra0isexual,de+ termini ener0ie-* , ndatra0imaimul!i,creezi "o rm0, nd sexualcarerm, nepe eniciep, ncesesu limeaznaltce+ v a- ac"rustrrileseadun,no rmalcele o rtre uidezamo r+ satec/ iardepeso anacarele+acreeat-n0eneral,clar zt rii po t ser anc, mpurilecelrlal!iinclusi taredin ie!iletre+ cute- ers anelecunclina!iisexualeextremeleaudinnatere, pu!ine"iinddo , ndite-* eicareau"o st r5itri,seducpela 0/ icitare,ceicareau"o stclu0ri,prinmnstiri,iarceicu atrac!iictresex"ac ripr stitu!ie, ritantra, risunt ila!i- ) re uien!elescener0iatindesseec/ ilirezeiacreeaun dezec/ iliru?deexempluexcita!iasexual@"acesaparreac!ia o pusdeec/ ilirare?mplinireaprinsex,r0asmul@- &aisunt"emeilecareau"o st r5itareiaule0atdemo nii sexului"o lsindu+ipentruelesaupentrualte"emeisaur a!i- %ndem o npo ate"ile0atitrimiss"acun r ats"ac sex rentre0i, riastaducelasuprarealui-( o rm alcn mo m entulncareteprindedesco peritteardeincearcs+i plteascpo li!ele- ea iaateaptdemo nulca "o st r5i+ tares"ieco pil,"rcuno ateredesine,isserz une-* ine este ino v atul2 eaicip, nlaa0siunm i5l c,un m ,prin carerulssemani"este,estedo arunpas- acilatrulare ce adempr!it<armiccu"emeiailat,ascpanepedepsit dinpunctuldeederealle0iiumane- acestedo aruninstru+ m ent,undem o nntrupatsplteasc<arm e, aa5un0ela pucrie-Fstaeste,sc/ ematic,mo dulcum "unc!ineazle0ea <armeinasemeneacazuri- #epetcnimicnuscapo in!eidiinei,dacteui!inurm, nie!itrecute,ezideceunco pilesteilatiunaltulnu- Scriam launm o m entdatdeuncazalunei"etepecare trim item am aei,iarna,la raaseseara,siaun o rcande m azredinco l!-6ant arcereseurcnli"t,caresepretela unmo m entdatntreeta5e-%asedesc/ idei,"ericitca"o st sal at,selasluatnra!edeunr at- o arcsu / ainele deiarnelerade5apre0titicud, nsasco as-Is+a pusm, nla0uria"o st i latnscara l cului-%n"apt ri il,darpri itnansam lul v ie!il reinuestec/ iaraa-; aestec/ iarrezultatul lacares+aa5unsdatritmo duluieideco mpo rtaren rapo rtcur a!iiisexuli"o rmdeplatrapida pcatului-* um po atesdesco pereun r atdac o "em eiesim uleaz2Sim plu,do m nil r,dacsuntem pu!inaten!ila"em eiadel, n0no isepo atesesiza co ntrac!iamuc/ il rntimpulr0asm ului- * o ntracturilesuntritm ice,dincencem aisczute caintensitateilainter alemaimaridetimp- 6aunmo m entdatmi+am "cutprietencarela primulno struco ntactsexual?nueradra0o ste,po t spunepriindretr specti !@asim ulat r0asm ul-Am lsat+s+i"acnum rul,dupcarei+am spusc estecelmaiinesimulatr0asmpecarel+amzutn v ia!amea!A"cut c/ iimariimi+aspuscsunt primulcareidseamadeasta-( uestem0ulitr pentruno ir a!iic, ndsent, m plasta,snune dm seam acesim te"emeiadel, n0no i-
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