" Inainte sa te fi intalnit tanjeam de dragoste pentru tine, te chemam, te

cautam , eram disperata ca nu-mi iesi in cale .Stiam ca niciodata nu voi

mai putea iubi.De cate ori imi apareai in vis  erai tu, asa cum esti, cu
privirea calda ,cu mainile tale diafane si cu surasul tau sfios.Numai ca te
vedeam mai putin frumos decat esti caci cea mai inflacarata si cea mai
dezlantuita imaginatie nu poate atinge sublima poezie a realitatii .Exista in
tine un izvor nesecat, o fantana din care tasneste mereu un farmec
irezistibil, esti o caseta deschisa , plina cu cele mai pretioase comori.
  Daca sufletul tau minunat s-ar putea fixa si pastra intr-o oglinda , atunci
toate oglinzile prin fata carora ai trece ar face pe oricine sa dispretuiasca
cele mai divine tablouri."
  
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su Re: Scrisoare catre iubirea imposibila

ns « Răspunde #1 : 04 Februarie, 2006, 02:46:38 pm »

hin
   "Fiecare cuvant, fiecare aspect diferit al fiintei tale  se graveaza in
e
oglinda sufletului meu , gratie unui varf de diamant si nimic nu ar
putea sterge aceasta profunda amprenta.Ti-as putea desena , fara sa
fii prezent, sufletul si chipul ce le am totdeauna in fata ochilor .
   Pe masura ce imi infigeam cu incapatanare  visele sub valul de fum
, ingrosat de trecerea anilor, vederea mi se tulbura, contururile 
iubirii isi pierdeau precizia si un fel de viata impietrita si moarta
Kar patrunde in aceste palide umbre ale unei iubiri imposibile.
ma:  In cele din urma , am descoperit ca aceste vise aveau o vaga
43 asemanare cu sufletul ce il adoram in adancul inimii mele.Oftam la
gandul ca cel pe care urma sa-l iubesc se afla intre umbre, si ca
De
murise cu  sute de ani in urma. Gandul ma chinuia uneori pana intr-
con
atat incat plangeam cu lacrimi fierbinti si ma apuca o manie fara
ecta margini impotriva mea pentru ca nu m-am nascut in alte secole, cand
t mai traia iubirea mea."
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su Re: Scrisoare catre iubirea imposibila
ns « Răspunde #2 : 05 Februarie, 2006, 07:36:03 pm »

hin
   "De cum te-am cunoscut, ceva s-a curmat in mine, a cazut un val,
e
s-a deschis o usa si m-am simtit inundata launtric de un val de
lumina. Am inteles ca in fata mea se afla viata si ca am ajuns, in
sfarsit, la rascrucea hotaratoare.Sufletul neclar si estompat ce
incercam sa-l deslusesc in umbra s-au luminat subit.Nuantele
intunecate care innecau inima au devenit incet , incet mai deschise.
Din dimineata in care soarele dragostei a rasarit in viata mea , totul
Kar s-a schimbat.
ma:    Cand imi pierdusem speranta de a te mai gasi vreodata, imi
43 invinuiam visul ca-i mincinos si-mi certam furioasa soarta.Imi
spuneam ca sunt nebuna cautand un asemenea suflet  sau ca natura
De
e stearpa si Creatorul prea putin destoinic spre a realiza visul simplu
con al inimii mele.Ma asteptam ca, drept pedeapsa ca te-am creat ,sa fiu
ecta pedepsita pentru speranta mea , o dorinta vesnic neimplinita."
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su Re: Scrisoare catre iubirea imposibila

 « Răspunde #3 : 06 Februarie, 2006, 03:24:31 pm »

  Ai venit tu si a trebuit sa-i reprosez imaginatiei mele lipsa ei  de

vlaga. Nu am fost pedepsita cu chinul de care ma temeam si anume
de a fi vesnic prada unuia si aceluiasi gand pe o stanca sterila.Dar
suferinta nu a fost mai prejos. Vazusem ca existi in realitate , ca
presentimentele mele nu m-au mintit .Dar mi te-ai infatisat cu
sufletul si iubirea ambigua  si teribila asemeni sfinxului.Intocmai ca el
te-ai infasurat intr-un val pe care nu indrazneam sa-l ridic de frica de
a nu cadea mort.Dar...daca te-ai ascunde din cap pana in picioare
sub valul cel mai impenetrabil, ti-as recunoaste sufletul unic.Nimeni
nu a fost vreodata atat de mangaiat in vis, in gand ,si cu atata
infocare, asa cum ai fost tu.
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sunshine Re: Scrisoare catre iubirea imposibila
« Răspunde #4 : 07 Februarie, 2006, 07:01:10 pm »

Karma: 43   "Ma pierdeam ore intregi in contemplarea ta,ma lasam

Deconectat patrunsa de minunata iubire a sufletului tau pe care o
raspandeai ca o aureola luminoasa, pluteam pe nemarginitul
ocean al dragostei .Ma maniam impotriva mea, imi faceam
Gen: cele mai mari reprosuri ca ma lasam torturata astfel de o
Mesaje: 1432 asemenea iubire. Apoi intelegeam ca dragostea mea nu este
condamnabila, te pot iubi in voie, fara remuscari, ma pot
lasa purtata de iubire , oricat de mare, oricat de neinfricata
ar fi pasiunea pe care o incerc , e o pasiune ingaduita si pe
care o pot marturisi.
  Te rog , dragul meu, nu ma uri ca te iubesc oricum, chiar si
atunci cand te-ai ascuns sub val.Gandeste-te ca te ador din
Fii tu insuti clipa in care prima raza de gandire a stralucit in mintea mea,
schimbarea pe ca imi apareai in vis cu o coroana din picaturi de roua.
care o doresti   Lasa-ma sa te iubesc tot restul vietii, sa fiu umbra pasilor
tai, sa respir sufletul tau. Nu-mi lua dreptul la iubire, daca ai
lumii
sufla in flacara pe care ai aprins-o , nu va ramane in adancul
fiintei mele decat un pic de praf mai marunt , impalpabil ,
presarat pe aripile sufletului meu.
 
  Inaintand in varsta, dulcea fantoma a iubirii imposibile ma
obsedeaza si mai des.O vad zambind ironic amintindu-mi ca
nu voi mai iubi niciodata, ca nu voi fi iubita niciodata.
 Ce nefericita am fost din cauza ta inainte sa te cunosc, ce
nefericita am fost din cauza ta dupa ce te-am cunoscut!
  Ma intreb, va mai putea vreo iubire sa-mi deschida raiul din
vise ? Voi mai intalni in pragul vietii un inger pazitor
infasurat in aripile sale , tinand in mana cheia de aur a
iubirii?Imi va mai deschide el sufletul?"
 IARTA-MA CA TE IUBESC!